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At 1 with 1
Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on May 29, 2023
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In all of creation …
“If I had an hour to save the world,
I’d spend 55 minutes understanding the problem,
And five minutes solving it.”
~ Albert Einstein
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The Great Awakening is the third installment of the Plandemic series. This documentary experience assembles forbidden puzzle pieces to reveal the big picture of what’s really happening in America and beyond. The Great Awakening is intended to be a lighthouse to guide us out of the storm and into a brighter future.
If We Can’t Find Common Ground, We ALL Die.
I will never go down with this ship,
I will be playing in the band holding no white flag up.
Water knows how to flow, it’s just removing the blocks to let it go.
“This is the easiest time in history that we can find the truth. If you know the end game agenda then you can understand how all of this [stepping stones] serves into it .. we are going to be the first generation in history that recognizes the threat, understands the game, and plays it better.”
~ Mikki Willis
Ditch the Indoctrination.
“FACT. Humanity is at war with an opposer that wants to annihilate our species and use them for slavery and other nefarious reasons. They clearly do this by divide and rule, keep em’ busy on the farm. I can only speak for myself and I know I am not alone with this thought ~ we were not born to be enemies.
We must recognize this adversary and unite collectively as the powerhouses we innately are with FOCUS for the best chance of survival. This means setting aside our differences and coming together as ONE. Stop in-fighting! We can do this by bringing attention to our collective knowledge and find solutions to the challenges we are facing that will benefit all of humanity.”
~ plr
The Clearing
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Excerpt:
She was healing from a near death experience involving brain surgery, fracturing skull, subcutaneous hematoma, head trauma with left epidural hematoma, cerebral contusions, hairline fracture of spine, fractured left wrist with 9 rib fractures and bruising all over left side when the divorce began. What was to be an amicable departure of marriage? Her departing husband who wrote a book called: “Infinite Love is the Only Truth, Everything Else is Illusion” , said why doesn’t she get a job, and sent this to her father.
“If what I am reliably told is true, she should know that at tidal wave of worldwide revulsion will descend upon her immediately and for the rest of her life and the Richards family name will be dragged through the cesspit ongoing as a result.”
And the next day her father had a mild stroke.
Words have a huge impact on your nervous system. Words can influence the metabolism in parts of the brain that are exactly the same parts of the brain that regulate your heart, your lungs, your immune system and so on. Think about it.
“Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter.”
~ Martin Luther King Jr
Sapere aude = Dare to Know
In 2010, January 23, I had a near death experience.
During that INlightINmental period of recovery and healing,
I was attracted to this phrase I saw in Latin.
Dimidium facti, qui coepit, habet; sapere aude, incipe.
“He who has begun is half done, dare to know, begin.”
Slowly, this lady is beginning to fly.
What an amazing journey this life.
“I’m just a particle with a heartbeat.”
~ plr 2010
Take a chance because you never know how good something can turn out to be.
“The strength of a nation derives from the integrity of the home …
If one feels it safer to not speak ones truth
If one feels afraid that in doing so might cause great changes?
If ones heart and soul cannot bear the consequences then keep quiet.
Like a sword and a stone we sharpen one another.
If one cannot hear the other ~ then maybe they will someday,
After one has flown away.
Noone changes anything by playing it safe.”
~ plr 2013
All Together ~ New Views
Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on April 18, 2023
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Dr. David Martin in Belgium ~ POWERFUL!
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40 minutes of … Secrets of the U.N.
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Max Igan.Just Say No
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Open Your Eyes People!
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Investor in Chat GPT is Bill Gates
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Voices Fell Like Raindrops
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Marching to Another View
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This isn’t just comedy it’s a DOSE OF REALITY.
Breaking Patterns
Hawks & Horses
What Matters
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“ONE will never be met until all labels have been removed.”
~ plr 2010
Let us voice fearless CLARITY for good,
a narrative that refuses to listen to false directives.
“The only peace one will ever have,
is within.”
~ plr
“The Universe
will open its space for all,
and I AM ONE
who wishes to participate
with wisdom and intentions,
of doing no harm to any life form.
Nor have any hiding of secrets,
for ONE who is true
will have nothing to hide.”
~ plr
16:02 minutes of … Decoded
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My Twitter Page
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What are we doing here?
Let go of the outcome
and LIVE and DO
what you know to be right.
“An idiot WITH a plan
can override a genius
WITHOUT
a plan.”
~ unknown
18:22 minutes of … Whitney Webb
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“The media are not here to inform you.
They are working for the small group of people
who actually run the world.
They are their servants
and we should treat them
with maximum contempt
because they have earned it.”
~ Tucker Carlson
I’m hearing what you are not saying.
“We’ll know our disinformation program is complete
when everything the
American public believes
is false.”
~William Casey CIA Director (1981)
NOT ON MY TIMELINE
“The most important way
to ensure victory
is to subject the defeated
to a re-education program.
Only when the war propaganda
of the victors has found its way
into the history books
of the vanquished
and is believed by the
following generation,
can the re-education
be considered successful.”
~ Walter Lippmann
(President Wilson’s Chief Propaganda Minister)
Do you also see? The horses in this film.
Where is their freedom?
Need I say no more to the enlightened.
“I’m traveling with travelers.”
~ plr
Quis custodiet ipsos custodes?
Who will guard the guards themselves?
Who will judge the judges themselves?
“There is great wreckage on this planet ..
I do not have a treaty with any wretched, demonic, or ill informed mind, nor do I seek one.
Alot of what we have to struggle against are the labels cast upon a human being thinking they are THAT label, a doctor, a student, a teacher, lawyer, carpenter, street sweeper, maid, general of an army, president, prime minister, office worker, receptionist, consumer representative, customer service agent, or any other name, name, name you wish to give it ~ but rather we are more in alignment with a free unlabelled spirit inhabiting the flesh and form of a naturally birthed body without harming its innate presence of living a life on Earth in peace.
And when we can show the tenaciousness of conviction and the sense of purpose of the benevolent multi-faceted human spirits joined from every nodal point in time immemorial with peace in heart and mind, can we begin to breath freely without worry or sorrow ~ for in this realm there is no war ~ EVER.”
~ plr
Share because U CARE
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Burzynski Cure – Documentary
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I am not a scholar by any means,
but when I heard this conversation
with Acharya S., and Joseph Atwill ..
it resonated.
I feel that if we look at something
as clear as this,
can it only lead one to reason,
that our whole life,
has been contrived?
“I think we make it up as we go along,
someone else did.”
~ plr 2010
Caesar’s Messiah – Documentary
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Jordan Maxwell Lost Interview #4
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Excerpt:
“you are trying to define an infinite mind,
with a finite mind.”
~ Jordan Maxwell
I have had this in mind for a long time.
As life was passing by before me, I said:
all contracts null & void.
Kind of goes in line with what Thoreau said.
I placed the quote with my beautiful rescue cat, Yoda
“Unjust laws exist;
shall we be content to obey them,
or shall we endeavor to amend them,
and obey them until we have succeeded,
OR shall we …
transgress them at once?
~ Henry David Thoreau
I know NOthing
I know sOMething.
I have been down many roads of beliefs,
and left what did not feel right,
and kept what did.
And my beliefs are changing
all the time.
It is why I call myself a ‘floater’.
My soul will never be captured by lies,
as I continue on the path
of everlasting life.
Ralph Ring, one of the Chief Engineers for Otis T. Carr, who invented a whole new propulsion system based around magnetics in the 1950’s, being interviewed discussing levitating craft.
When I woke up in hospital from brain surgery in January of 2010, there were many things that happened, and all beautiful, because in my view, I was seeing the world with what I called ‘new eyes’ from a holographic perspective and had lost memories. Having the left side of my brain squashed I would say as an analogy to try and describe what was happening on the inside ~ that some of the books in the library of my mind burned but I did not miss anything *laughing*. It really was very freeing and truly was one of the lucky ones because I did not lose any motor skills but I did lose some memory, and I’m still learning about it to this day. The TBI community is a close knit one. We are the walking wounded and the silent epidemic and respect each of our individual journeys.
So, one of the most magical things that happened during that healing time with nine broken ribs, wrist, and skull was I was sitting up in bed with one sheet of paper in my hands. I had printed out this one sheet that I wanted to read. Many things were hard for me to do in those beginning stages but I accomplished this feat. So here I am sitting in bed and began to read this one page of paper with information on it that was of interest to me. As I was reading it my whole room went what I would call ‘plasmatic’. I was now sitting on my bed in a room that became very gelatinous .. fluid like. Then a literal face popped out of that field 6 inches in front of my face, very spirit like .. not dense in form but cloudy and ethereal. Like a hologram face to face with me. There was a connection and it was so advanced, is the only way I can describe it ~ but the communication was understood on some level that I still to this day could not describe. It came and went within a couple of minutes. And my room became 3-D again. So so very surreal but boy oh boy did it resonate something deep within my being as true to behold. Tiny steps my friends, tiny steps it seems we humans must take in order to shake the illusion of falseness we have been living in. So many more experiences I had and will be sharing them soon.
EXCERPT:
“It’s out of our dimension.
And he [Carr] explained that the mind,
when you tune yourself high enough
and you get into the mind space
instead of the brain space –
instead of logic or reasoning ..
you just get up to a sense of knowing ~
you know who and what you are ~
that you are a creative, immortal,
infinite being, and we all are.
He said everybody on this planet is.
We are Gods by comparison,
and they don’t know it ~ they’re asleep.
Until they wake up this is what our job is ~
we are making these toys trying to get them
to wake up to realize there’s no limits
to what they can do.
They don’t have to live in servitude,
they don’t have to live in poverty,
they’ve just been told that by people
that unfortunately want to control.
Carr explained that our brain
operates this water vessel that we live in,
but the energy that inhabits the vessel
is who and what we are.
We are energy, we are not our bodies.
The energy is all magnetic in nature,
it’s free in nature, we’re swimming in energy.”
~ Ralph Ring
The Session Players. Gotta Love em’.
Toto – “I’ll Be Over You” (Live At Montreux 1991)
My first husband was a session player, in my view.
Very bright guy.
He was one of the first students at GIT (Guitar Institue of Technology)
Played with the best and still does.
“May we ALL unite in Peace and harmony,
co-creating a world that is filled with knowledge
that fills every belly with nutritional needs,
air that is safe to breathe
water that nourishes every cell with glee
and soil that gives natural life to the seed.”
~ plr
“There is no death of matter
Because in the Infinite Universe
Everything has to Move,
To vibrate.
That is .. to live.”
– Nikola Tesla
“You will find much more
in the woods than in books.
Trees and rocks will teach you
what teachers cannot tell you.”
~ St. Bernard
“The harmony of the world
is made manifest in Form and Number,
and the heart and soul
and all the poetry of Natural Philosophy
are embodied in the concept
of mathematical beauty.”
~ D’Arcy Wentworth Thompson
For once you have tasted flight
you will walk the earth
with eyes turned skyward.
For there you have been,
and there you long to return.’“
~ John Hermes Secondari/Leonardo Da Vinci
Eyes Wide Open
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What is really going on in our world will chill you to the bones, but that is a good thing ~ Knowledge and understanding truly is humanity’s awakening power in order to unite, strategize and organize. We all must be on the same page, with like heart and minds, especially when on the battlefield for LIFE.
~ plr 2010
“I care so much, I must walk away.”
~ plr 2010
Wash Your Feet
Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on April 09, 2023
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It was Egypt 2007, where I spent five months in rest and recovery.
Marsa Shagra, an Eco Village, where this all took place.
Swimming wild & freely with dolphins in the Red Sea.
It holds deeply loving and fond memories for me.
Magical, truly magical and ever so needed.
One Last Goodbye.
“I’m just a particle with a heartbeat.”
~ plr 2010
“When one has peace within,
then the world is ONE/won.”
~ plr 2010
“Sometimes the student can
outteach the teacher.”
~ plr 2010
For every human life including WE right now,
for then our children and grandchildren,
may we leave the legacy of truth.
It starts with US.
Hear the Call.
“In the garden of our challenges
may the Lotus petal
be the table
we all rest upon
with empty minds seeing
eye to eye in peace.”
~ plr
“The freedom of my soul will never be diminished
yet at times is greatly missed.
You know what i’m saying, I know you know.
It is something that is simply there, unhindered.
They want to divide us when our song says unite us.
I just cannot bow to the hate ~ ever.
My soul says rise no matter.”
~ plr
I know many have gone through the worst. So have I.
No comparing please ~ for pain is pain.
A paper cut to a child hurts even though it seems so trivial. It’s not.
The Greatest Comfort is Knowing You Are Not Alone.
I can’t do small moves, I need quantum leaping solutions NOW.
My whole immediate family is gone.
Very surreal that I am the last one standing.
I had a family of five.
I remember my mother having to sleep in the guest bedroom
of our house because of my fathers snoring through the nights ….
I was living there at the time.
She was in late stages of cancer throughout her body.
I asked my mother one evening as I crawled into bed with her,
if I could sleep with her?
She said, yes of course, just don’t move too much.
We were facing each other and I held her hand.
I said: “Mom, I have always loved your hands”
She said: “With all those age spots ..”
I replied: “They are beauty on the canvas of your life mom.”
Three of my family members came to me profoundly from beyond.
I still wonder…
Even though it was extraordinarily real?
It truly is … a personal journey.
Remember me now for tomorrow you might not.
And that is okay too. No regrets, no sorrow, no nothing.
Meet me in the middle of forever ~ in perfect timing.
My Favorite Place to BE
Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on January 19, 2023
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image credit: plr Sedona, Arizona
Laniakea = the immeasurable heaven
Just wake up curious ~
walking side by side with the dancing Wu Li masters.
Noone knows yet, and everyone is learning,
at the same time.
“Step inside my mind for a ride.”
~ plr 2010
On January 23rd, a Sunday, of 2010, I left my mind. Not by choice. It just happened. I was one of the lucky ones. Woke up in hospital after brain surgery, seeing with new eyes as I called it from the holographic perspective. I did not lose any motor functions, however, i did lose memory along with some almost indescribable experiences. The left side of my brain squashed. The neurons in the left side stopped firing. I was operating on a different frequency. I was “feeling” life (heart) ~ not “thinking” it (head). Some of the books in the library of my mind burned … and I did not miss anything.
“The lamps are different,
but the Light is the same.
One matter, one energy, one Light,
one Light-mind endlessly emanating all things.”
~ Rumi
“Chaos is the illusory line that is drawn in the sands of time,
that signifies the end of our ignorance
and the beginning of our innate awareness.”
~ plr inspired by Robert Edward Grant
“When we do things in harmony and as a unit
we become one peaceful instrument
in the orchestra of LIFE.”
~ plr
“We are dancing on pebbles in the sand
whilst the world goes round and round.”
~ plr
I wrote this to my daughter and framed it for her.
“Life is so magnificent
Even prophecies can be altered.
Life does not have to be the way it’s predicted.
It can ‘be’ changed
as the miracle of YOU happening.”
~ plr 2000
“The ignorant will laugh at me.
But the wise will understand,
The IMMEDIATE WAY.
The way through NOW.
When you know that this moment is the DAO
And this moment is considered by itself
without past and without future ~ eternal ~
neither coming into being nor coming out of being ~
there is NIRVANA. “
~ Alan Watts
One Foot In Front of the Other
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I am tired of the game, the deceptions.
EveryONE, every life form should KNOW
the true nature of reality and how it was created.
No loving creator would keep this knowledge from its child.
You don’t know what you are IN until you get OUT.
Humanity has more to offer together,
than apart.
Admitting where you took a wrong turn in life
is the greatest reflection and correction one can make
on the path of self awareness for the future
of where ones NOW choice is going.
Freedom is then known.
Welcome to the journey.
Frankly Speaking “Invasion of the Nanobots”
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What is REALLY in the vaccines? The devil is in the details! Renowned researcher Dr. Ana Mihalcea breaks down bioweapon nanotechnology – transhumanist evils being conducted in the name of medicine. Could we be seeing the extinction of the human species? The separation of spirit and matter? This could be one of the most important videos you’ve ever seen! Dr. Ana Maria Mihalcea, MD, PhD is a board-certified Internal Medicine Physician with a PhD in Pathology and over 20 years of clinical experience. She is part of an international research collaboration evaluating the nanotechnological contents of C19 injectables and working on treatment approaches. Her research field is C19 vaccine shedding, therapeutic approaches including metal detoxification and disabling self-assembly nanotechnology.
The unseen hand is generally correct
but must be guided as well.
Unfortunately, I can only describe things to you,
I cannot understand them for you.
“Knowledge is cosmic.
It does not evolve or unfold in man.
Man unfolds the awareness of it.
He gradually discovers it.”
~ Walter Russell
“I’m not a bad kid,
I’m a mischief that’s good.”
~ plr
“You can’t fix something,
if what needs to be fixed
is unreachable.
Let go.”
~ plr
“Love equals respect that is so powerful
it erases all hate.”
~ plr 2010
“We are transcending ideologies
in order to SEE the POINT.”
~ plr 2010
“We are just ‘thought forms’ happening.”
~ plr 2010
“I do not beLIVE in everything,
I beLIVE in sOMthing.”
~ plr 2010
“The laws of Nature are not statements about Nature
but statements about Framework.”
~ J.G. Bennett.
“We have an emotional bond with truth”
~ Dave Emery
“Where there is matter, there is geometry.”
– Kepler, Johannes
“If we were ALL ONE?
Then in this ONE’s view?
There would be no war.”
~ plr
“Consciousness can be trained to leave the physical body.”
~ Dalai Lama
“I AM leaving
Peace in my Truth
and Love in my Wake.
We are way-showers,
when we step out
of the way.”
~ plr
“We are worth more uni~Phi’d
than we will ever be apart.”
~ plr
Silent friend of many distances,
feel how your breath enlarges all of space.
Let your presence ring out like a bell into the night,
in this immeasurable darkness
be the power of the lioness within,
that too sings with thee,
grace and ease the totality in union of
AEON. I AM.
RENDERING PEACE is the only SOULution
Bringing the Debate to Rest
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Excerpt:
“ Well, the proceedings in the
‘National Academy of Sciences’ paper
is something we’ll have referenced in this video ..
it is referenced in a number of other publications,
because it’s important that we all have the facts.
That give us a high degree of confidence,
that we the people have been subject
to criminal conspiracies.”
~ Dr. David Martin
BOOM! Connections with Corruption
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The way you see the world
depends on your own energy,
frequency, rate of vibration.
When your energy changes,
the world will look different.
Like those days when everyone
smiles at you because you feel happy.
-Thaddeus Golas
Organ Harvesting Exposed!
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Excerpt:
“..thankfully for Zack he had a cousin who is a Registered Nurse, and that cousin was able to go to the bedside and prove that he was now responding and save him from the harvesting surgery. And interestingly after Zack was removed from the ‘Harvest List’, he was able to tell people that he HEARD every word being spoken, and I have his quote here..he was interviewed in 2019 and Zack said:
‘The next thing I remember was laying in the hospital bed not being able to move or breathe. I couldn’t do anything, I was on a ventilator. I heard someone say: ’I’m sorry he’s brain dead, he’s passing away.’ And there’s nothing I could do, just get mad, I couldn’t do ANYTHING ..To ‘sign’ at all [physical gestures], I tried to scream, tried to move, just got extremely angry.’
“You know if not for Zack’s cousin who turned this whole path around, Zack would have been taken for ‘Organ Harvest’. And I can tell you, if he was aware, obviously he was aware.”
Gain of Function Industry w/
Whitney Webb & Johnny Vedmore
NEVER AGAIN went GLOBAL
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Beginning this Monday, Jan 30, 2023,
we invite you to witness what may be
one of the most historic docu~series of all time.
When my younger brother Robert,
was murdered in October 1984,
I had a personal license plate made:
NVR4GT = Never Forget.
“Everything I have lived
I am grateful for.
Everything.
No regrets.
For ‘everything’ taught me,
Everything I need to know.
Everything I can now forget.
For everything I was looking for
Was within me and never left.”
~ plr 2007
Speeding Up the Timeline 1.26.23
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Militarized Healthcare
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Fear is a powerful immune suppressant.
Replace fear with love and see your inner
and outer world respond rapidly.
May humanity become the ~
Immune System Come Alive!
“Where you look,
there you are,
your Reality
Awaits You.”
~ plr
If we are going to face FREEDOM we must not give power to those that perpetuate fear. On the mountaintop I shall stand unwaveringly when I take my last breath ~ singing to my hearts content, all that ever mattered, all that felt right to do, and all that will fly with me in transparency revealing EVERYTHING as I leave ~ dissolving all consequences for doing so.
Yes Sir, No Sir, No war, No more.
“Sometimes you have to use
the very instruments
that caused war
in order to end it.
By inverting their purpose
and breaking false patterns.”
~ plr
* FREE SPACE * FREE HEART * FREE MIND * IN KIND *
Pfizer Caught on Camera
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Project Veritas What’s Up?
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Unravelling Project Veritas
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Blockbuster Revelations
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Anal-eyes This
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Meta Data for whom?
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Episode 308 Chemtrail Trail
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1:16:50 minutes with Dane Wiggington
Calling It Out – Documentary
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The only way to FREE this world
the only way to live
is FULL ON TRANSPARENCY.
Tucker & Ed Interview 2.2023
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Excerpt:
Tucker: “ .. because you spent your life in banking, finance, and Wall Street.”
Ed: “.. and from there I saw the dot com fraud unfold .. steered our investors through the great financial fraud … my whole career has seen fraud .. over and over again .. Why’s a guy talking about this?
Tucker: “ Because you’re such an interesting guy .. you spent your life in banking, finance, and Wall Street.”
Ed: Right, right .. and what we do on wall street, we live in the, well, at least I do, and those that are good at this live between perception and reality. So we make money when we find a reality that is not yet observable to everybody else. And we take advantage of that. Usually we load up on a stock before there’s a reality that becomes apparent to the herd ~ and they have a perception that is different ~ and if I’m right, I make alot of money for my shareholders and my clients.
So what did I see in 2021 that really disturbed me?
I was trading markets with my own personal money ..
but what I DO ~is known as trend changes and pattern recognition.
So that is what I did my whole career.
My job was to get ahead of the herd,
and when I saw a trend, which, usually started off anecdotedly …
Tucker: We do something similar so I get it.. [news business following trends to report]
Ed: Yeah you get it, this isn’t rocket science.
Tucker:but you hear someone say: ‘what is that?’ ~ like I notice ‘this’, what is ‘this’?
Ed: Yeah so I noticed basically something in 2021, Sudden Athletic Deaths?.. you know I grew up ~ we all played soccer .. and these types of things did not occur with regularity. They were so rare they were highlighted with much fanfare. It started happening all over the place with little fanfare only local news stories .. and then in my friends circles on Maui, I didn’t know anybody that got c*v*d in 2020 on Maui. Then all of a sudden people started getting c*v*d all the time in 2021, and additionally I started hearing about injuries and weird things .. but then we started hearing stories of people dying in 2021 as opposed to 2020.
So I started suspecting the vaccine.
I noticed this and said to myself, well hmmmm? I betcha if this is a problem and I am correct, it’s going to start showing up in insurance company results and funeral home results. Meaning, if I’m right, and people are dying above trend, funeral home stock earnings should be above trend.
I was interested, I personally didn’t take the vaccine and I tried to warn people, don’t get it, but noone was really listening to me ..for me it was an experimental novelty that hadn’t been tested on humans yet ..
I did a little research and found that the animals didn’t fair so well in these trials that they had tried before… so the research was BAD. So I knew something was up there ~
And secondly, the ‘Operation Warp Speeds’ felt like a disaster to me ~
Anything Warp Speed, you know safety corners cut, I mean …
I’m a guy who understands how manufacturing processes work..
because I’m on Wall Street I have to understand these things
and I knew that anything rushed is writ larger theirs …
THEN the other thing I knew ..
it takes seven to ten years
for a normal vaccine
to be tested for safety
before it is put into the arms of people.
And we are going to do this in Warp Speed Time?
The clinical trial only lasted 28 days.
And I knew something was fishy there.
.. So we have the data,
we have the evidence,
and there’s a large global murder scene
that’s just occurred.
Tucker: “You used the term disaster,
that doesn’t sound like an overstatement”
Ed: No not at all.
This is the greatest crime scene
I’ve ever seen in my life …
I just want to see this end as quickly as possible.
Yawn… get me out of here.
FOLLOW THE SILENCED – Documentary
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Honest Self Reflection
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Effortless Peace
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Secrets of the UN
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“Never let another determine who you are.”
~ plr 2010
The Grid in the Sky
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Excerpt:
“ .. but what she refers to as A.I.F. for short (Alien Invader Force) ~ This hologram consists of everything we can perceive with our five senses, and is a low resolution copy of the spiritual Universe aka, the real Universe. This holographic copy of the Real Universe is what we perceive as physical but is actually the simulated Universe or Matrix System. And while the simulated Universe is extremely convincing to us we are trapped in a limited frequency band. All it is ~ is a virtual reality or a software program. And while they can transmit these dissonant frequencies from Saturn to keep the hologram in place and trap us in a limited frequency band, ultimately we are the ones holding it in place .. We must all continue to awaken and elevate our collective consciousness so we no longer vibrate at the frequency that is holding us prisoners. And that starts with you. Meditate often and do what you know to be right regardless of consequences. Embrace LOVE JOY & PEACE and all the frequencies that will break down this frequency prison ~ because ultimately, that’s all it is.”
What this video above “Grid in the Sky” is saying, brought to my attention a VERY LUCID DREAM I had depicting a VERY SIMILAR GRID she describes. I do feel the only trap we each are living in, Is the one that we think we are in. With like heart and mind united we create the third force of manifestation in a holographic Universe.
“There is no such thing
as the independent observer
who can stand on the sidelines
watching nature run its course
without influencing it.”
“Most people believe that physicists
are explaining the world.
Some physicists even believe that,
but the Wu Li Masters know
that they are only dancing with it.”
~ Excerpts from “The Dancing Wu Li Masters”
“My will is strong and I know it won’t be long
Before the truth be known
That everything outside of this and inside of me
Clarifies the knowing, I’m not alone
Somehow I’ll find my way home….”
~ plr May 24, 2007
If you don’t stand for something,
you fall for everything.
Live the way you wish the world to be,
Act the same.
Breaking False Patterns
into Collective Coherencies.
“We have all gone through,
and are still going through,
the worst life could ever offer us,
as well as the most magnificent.
May we continue watering
the garden within our hearts
knowing the journey
is but a thread in the tapestry
weaving through the stories
we choose to leave,
and the stories we choose to feed.
Diving to the depths of despairs,
and rising to the heights of ecstasies,
in between the two beyond reasoning,
beyond the speed of light
into the unknown now known
as our pure might.”
~ plr
Lifes events awaken us to ourselves.
It was 1984, October 12, my younger brother Robert, was murdered.
He was 23, I was 24.
I wrote this poem along that journey which took five years to recover from.
An agonizing grief I never knew existed, but it did for me.
During this period I was suicidal,
it hurt to breathe, living was a nightmare.
One day everything changed.
Five years later to the month, in October 1989,
I was in my apartment on my knees praying to God,
“please let my heart stop”.
As soon as I said that,
something in the only way I can describe it as,
a force of energy came and slapped me up the backside of my head,
BAM!
The dark world I lived in for five years slammed shut.
It was then that “Pamela” came back.
For the first time in five years I was finally happy!
I set goals and attained every single one of them.
Everyone around me were saying:
“What happened to you?
One minute you want to die, the next you want to live?”
Yes, I did.
And here we are in 2023.
Never lose your dignity, nor your humanity.
My brother came to me telepathically in 1998.
More to the story. Nice to know we are not alone.
“Know where the power rests ‘within’ you.
In the Calm of the Heart.
And when you real-eyes how close it is,
one’self’ will awaken to understanding
that it is in the kind little things we do,
and its effects are far more reaching
and bigger than we could possibly imagine …”
~ plr
“If you want to find the secrets of the universe,
think in terms of energy, frequency and vibration.”
~ Nikola Tesla
In a perfect realm or world,
I see the beings within it,
highly advanced,
on the same page,
of heart and mind,
expanding in coherency,
branching out,
like fractals on the tree of life,
A place where no war exists,
nor ever will.
Let us see beyond the mountains high
Let us see how much further
together we can fly.
Do not get lost in confusion. You can do this.
Excerpt:
“ .. so the possibilities right now are super profound ..
WE, and by that I mean, you and I,
have not a possibility, we have a certainty
of being able to tell a story
that has been so long forgotten on this planet ~
that it’s just an echo in the consciousness of the few..
why is it that an imaginary friend
is not there because we do not see it?
..because our native state
still has imaginary friends that are real..
still has the possibility of space travel and time travel,
and all of those shapes and all of those dimensions,
and we still have that somewhere inside ..
The river knows where it’s going.”
“If we were aware ~ we would actually start by saying how do we move through the entire system of our engagement with the world without defiling anything?”
~Dr. David Martin
The “Pamela Conspiracy”
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I’M GETTING CLOSER TO SOMEWHERE ELSE.
Living
to Die
for Life
“Life can be a happy Accident,
If we Let It Be”
~plr
“She lived, she loved, she cried, she never knew,
she fell, she laughed, she got up, she grew.”
~ plr
When We Unmask Ourselves
We Unmask everyone else as well.
“Where there is unity there is always Victory.”
~ Publilius Syrus (85 BC)
Focus
Every cover tells a personal story. ~ A Life Worth Lived to Tell.
Push the limits for reasoning beyond all doubting.
For those who are unafraid to ‘rock the boat’.
When through it all she nearly gave up …
Patience has been her guiding light ..
Something we call naked truth.
Care to take a ride?
Truth begins the way forward.
“If my voice is not heard
then what is breathing for?”
~plr
With profound self respect,
we venture towards everything,
within the slowest part of ourselves.
Just take a moment
and look at it
through her eyes.
“The powerful play still goes on,
and you may contribute a verse.
What will your verse be?”
~ Robin Williams, Dead Poets Society
photo: 1982
she knew then at 22.
She knows more Now.
“There is a realm that exists that once met,
one will realize just how extraordinary life is.
In this realm at least from my view,
tears will be no more,
for there is no sadness there,
no war, no nothing of the sort.”
~ plr
Reframing the experience.
Honest self-reflection.
When you change the way you look at things,
the things you look at .. change.
Even though the play continues performing,
never doubt your voice in the orchestra
singing its versing.
What was personal,
went Universal.
For the longest time I’ve wanted to share,
the TRUTH about my life with British author,
David Icke.
Why?
They tried to silence her ~ she said NO.
To be silent, is consent.
Where does this intolerable hatred come from?
The punishment unleashed upon her,
by ‘Bridge of Love’ was undeserving of the ‘no’ crime.
An aggressive purposely orchestrated covert push to remove her.
And you know who you are, all the others who took his side.
What was private David took public to her surprise.
As one witness said: ‘it was a ruthless witch hunt’.
The damage done was left unheard.
With ALL the evidence to support it.
Telling the truth = Freedom.
She survived to tell it.
One girl unarmed.
Coming Soon.
David has three children and grandchildren.
I have one child, Alexandria.
We both care about them all and their future.
I am still healing.
FREEDOM = I appreciate the opportunity to speak with you today.
AN OPEN LETTER with Compassion.
TRUTH BE TOLD
I learned through having a relationship with David Icke, much more than I could ever have learned in his books, although they do compliment one another at times. It truly is a personal journey, and look forward to sharing the other side of it with respect to this human experience on Earth.
“A publicly revealed lie
is as important for the
good of humanity
as a clearly stated truth.”
~ Leo Tolstoy
She almost died
many times in her life.
Twice by choice ..
Still here,
now finding her voice.
Telling the truth will always,
either be accepted or attacked.
So what, say it.
He who knows enough is enough
will always have enough.
~ Lao Tzu
“It is good to have an end to journey towards;
but it is the journey that matters ~ in the end.”
Trauma can be passed on …
I will not let a dark moment in time
move through any generation forward.
I’m here to clear it, and release.
Breathing life fully in peace.
“There is no greater Freedom than Truth in Love.
There is no greater love than truth without fear.”
~ plr 2010
Problems only require Solutions,
and “grace” is extended
to those that ‘stop and correct’.
The Universe abhors deception, so do I.
“You’ll never see the Big Picture,
Until you have every piece of the puzzle.”
~ plr
Nothing can be achieved
unless you try.
As long as we are separate,
we are a doddle to manipulate.
We are living in a plague of corruption.
We’re born then we die.
May we nourish the tender moments
in between.
You know the really great thing about love?
Is its door is always open.
When she takes her last breath in this Earthly realm,
She will leave nothing but truth and love in her wake.
Prepare to flip your perceptions to see more clearly,
open your mind and further your awakening.
Nurturing knowledge and conversations.
I’d rather face it all now,
than live in fear.
No more.
Point of Destruction
Metamorphosis
Point of Creation
Anew
I documented PART of the journey.
And I mean ONLY PART as it was happening.
May PEACEFUL MEANS reign supreme.
If only to be heard. All will be revealed.
“Never allow someone else’s fears,
cause you to disappear.”
~ plr
If we are all going to stand together
we must stand together .. informed.
I totally agree!
Image: plr
We can do better than this.
We are not just mere mortals,
we are made up of star dust and stories, many of them.
And they are not there to tell us how brilliant we already are,
but they are there to tell us who we CAN be.
Our stories are there to feel, touch, and let go of,
as well as inspire and empower us to our higher better selves.
Transcribed from David Icke interview above.
“ … and the point that needs really expressing is [to think] that these people have power to ban. Well, don’t .. let’s look at it as if those behind it are all powerful. They are censoring for a reason because they are weak. Strong people that are confident of what they say do not want to censor anyone. I don’t want to censor anyone. [ except Pamela ] I want the free flow of information, and all opinion and then people can make their minds up on the totality of it, what they themselves want to believe ~ it’s called freedom.”
You can’t have ‘no-go’ areas if you are investigating truth.
What was private, David took public from a one sided perspective,
which is not representative of the WHOLE truth.
Fact.
When I finally left David, February 3, 2008, I said:
“This has got to be one of the greatest love stories never told.”
Until Now.
Balance.
“May love turn away rage, may truth turn away hate.”
~ plr 2010
“It is not because things are difficult
that we do not dare,
but because we do not dare,
that makes things difficult.”
~ Seneca
The voice told David this will be talked about in 100 years.
Yes, I do believe it will be, and it will include her side of the story.
Uncensored in a time capsule for the future.
“Truth first then love, Otherwise, One is just loving the lies.”
When the dam breaks – be water my friends.
In the above clip, it was December 2005 in London.
David was doing an interview
on the “Chat Show”.
I was filming as I always did.
We waited, then I opened the door.
Laughter is Good Medicine!
Next scene entering the “Chat Show”
“..I want to put information into the public arena
that people aren’t told.”
~ David Icke 1997 BBC interview with Oliver James
“So do I, so let’s crack the eggshells of false perceptions.” – says pamela
A healing journey, ending the madness.
TRUTH truly be told with evidence by being bold about it.
So here’s what happened.
I wanted to buy some of Bill HIcks’ recordings.
So I reach out to his publishing company.
When I did, the lady who answered was Bill’s mother, Mary.
Lovely lady and we talked for a bit
and she told me she could send me his whole catalogue.
Which she did and I still have them on disc.
” .. there is consciousness anywhere that is ‘ I ‘
you then in a way look out through all eyes,
and that perhaps is the secret of,
the great virtue of compassion.”
~ Alan Watts
A Few Clips from years of life together
Apologies for quality. Filmed clips from my phone.
Editing the story properly is in the works.
2006 was a very interesting year for her.
June 7, 2006 London, England.
Filming by pamela
This is Brian Haw, who was protesting the wars in front of Parliament Square for many years.
Another incredible man I was honored to meet whilst on my travels with David.
There is a whole story surrounding Brian whose billboards were destroyed,
and confiscated by the police in the wee hours of the morn on a raid @ 3am.
Warring will end one way or another in our lifetime.
2003 Christmas on the Isle of Wight.
Pamela commissioned a painting for David by the artist Ivan Berryman.
2006 Filming David in front of Parliament
2006 Filming and just happened to turn my camera at Noon o’clock on Big Ben.
2006 at Regina Merediths home where David and I were staying on a visit.
Regina is creator of Conscious Media Network now with Gaia TV.
More to this story later!
2006 at Regina Merediths home where David and I were staying on a visit.
Regina is creator of Conscious Media Network now with Gaia TV.
More to this story later!
I am grateful to David for this one specialty for I too, love steam Trains!
I am grateful to David for this one specialty for I too, love steam Trains!
I am grateful to David for this one specialty for I too, love steam Trains!
I am grateful to David for this one specialty for I too, love steam Trains!
Jaymie and I trying to get in the engine.
2003 Kent Sussex Railway. I love steam trains!
1 TOURING David’s ol’ stomping grounds when he played for Coventry.
2 TOURING David’s ol’ stomping grounds when he played for Coventry.
3 TOURING David’s ol’ stomping grounds when he played for Coventry.
4 TOURING David’s ol’ stomping grounds when he played for Coventry.
2006 In South Africa on a private safari one evening.
2006 In South Africa on a private safari one evening going home.
2006 In South Africa on a private safari one evening going home.
2006 While visiting Zulu shaman Credo Mutwa in South Africa,
we toured Credos community.
2006 While visiting Zulu shaman Credo Mutwa in South Africa,
we toured Credos community.
And she danced. So much fun learning with these young ones!
2006 While in South Africa visiting Credo Mutwa we stopped the car
to go over and speak with these lovely children
playing soccer or football as they call it in the UK.
I wanted to get the children on film to all HUG each other, which they did.
Then David says: “Wouldn’t it be great if we did that all over the world,
then there would be no war.”
Yes, that would be great if we all did this David.
2002 Early days with Kerry, Jaymie and Gareth, David’s children,
for David’s 50th Birthday Party at our favorite restaurant on the Isle of Wight, Salvatores.
2006 David wanted me in the Documentary “David Icke was he Right”.
I was filming ‘them’, filming David, while they were filming me filming David.
Which I always did ever since meeting him
because I never went anywhere without a camera.
2003 on our way to the Brazilian rainforest for Ayahuasca.
At this moment we thought I was pregnant with our baby.
2003 On our way to Brazil to do ayahuasca via the Arizona Deserts.
Sedona skipping rocks, could life be more simple David?
Sedona skipping rocks, could life be more simple Pamela?
1999 Early days at Cathedral Rock in Sedona, Arizona
The Amusement Park! David wanted to win something for Pamela.
The Amusement Park! David wanted to win something for Pamela.
She won it ~ so funny!
UPDATE: JUNE 4, 2023
As I continue writing my memoirs to be published,
here are a few more snippets to share of travels from January 6, 2007.
Rome, Italy, where David was invited to be interviewed with Bill Maher.
A screen shot from my films. February 1998.




Listening
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“We do not grow absolutely, chronologically.
We grow sometimes in one dimension,
and not in another, unevenly.
We grow partially. We are relative.
We are mature in one realm, childish in another.
The past, present, and future,
mingle and pull us backward, forward,
or fix us in the present.
We are made up of layers,
cells, constellations.”
~ Anais Nin
“Love is the one thing we are capable of perceiving
that transcends dimensions of time and space.”
~ Robert Edward Grant
“The love that brings two together,
should only grow upon their parting.”
~ plr 2010
“You are bound to drown
if you don’t let your feelings feel.”
~ plr
The invisible curtain is coming down.
The lies are being uncovered.
Life has been rigged.
It’s a Mind Game
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“Never be silent when you know something is wrong.”
~ plr
1. Timelines
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2. WHO Sneak Attack
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3. Please Stop The Ride
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4. A.I. Bias Thought Control
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5. The Pyramid of Power
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6. Mind The Matrix – Documentary
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7. How Monsters Are Made
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“ don’t give away bits of your soul just to spend another day in the prison .. if they come for me I’m not going .. one of us is going to die today .. I’m not going with you to a cage, I’m not going to let you do any of this stuff ~ I’m not taking your vaccine, I’m not doing any of that shit.
..there’s a lot that needs to be said that hasn’t been said yet .. but I’m not going to give away part of my soul because I’m so terrified of leaving the prison .. because this is a prison folks .. we do all this stuff we give away more of our soul for just another day in the prison, and the more we give away of our soul the tighter the prison walls become, the tighter the bars become, the more constricted we become.
We give away more and more and more, we become completely locked down, we’re completely soulless ~ nothing left for what it means to be human, no enjoyment left now ~ we are just doing what it says and walking these little lines and living in this little box because we are terrified of leaving the prison ~ WTF is that? It’s a crazy way to think folks.
The prison only exists in your mind because you believe all this shit they wrote down on paper ~ you believe in their law and not in natural law ..
Do the right thing in all that you do ~ and nothing they’re doing is the right thing ~ think about your options here?
There are things far worse than death folks .. and what if this is just the test? This is just the exam to see how much of your soul you are prepared to give away.
Are you going to give it all away so it ends up in the well of souls on the motherboard ~ or are you just going to simply take the option to do the right thing in all that you do and step out when the time comes for you to step out, because you’ve learned how to face infinity without flinching.
Cuz that’s really what it’s about.”
~ Max Igan
The Three Fates Video 1.18.2023
Who Is Klaus Schwab?
January 17, 2023
Klaus Schwab’s World Economic Forum
is underway right now in Davos Switzerland.
The globalists are meeting to decide
how they will control you
for the next decade of your lives.
But who is Klaus Schwab,
the man that sits at the helm of the WEF?
Johnny Vedmore
Unlimited Hangout
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Indomabilis
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Indomabilis = Untamable
May ALL know Peace.
.. and how does one come through tragedy to heal?
Well, we certainly don’t stay quiet about it!
“The real voyage of discovery
consists not in seeking new landscapes …
but in having new eyes”

The Shadow State – A Documentary
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BEST SUMMARY of what is going on!
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Christine Anderson: they tried they failed
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John Lennon Message
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“If I know something you don’t?
What I know should never hurt you.”
~plr
“When you put extinction level
stress on a species?
They do something brilliant.
They imagine a different future.”
Dr. Zack Bush
Let Us Clear It!
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The party before the assassination.
Corruption has been infiltrating
everything for a very long time,
now come to the surface,
to play out its agenda,
for all to see.
Never Forget
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There are more of us,
than them.
Contemplating Possibilities
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” .. their was an er of disappointment in the ..
the fact of this closed world ..
ideas about conscious evolution .. “
~ Rupert Sheldrake
VISION
IS THE
ART OF SEEING
WHAT IS
INVISIBLE
TO OTHERS.
“The knowledge
of all things
is possible.”
~ Leonardo DaVinci
A Tale of Two Timelines
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Ahhh the journey.
Be Open to what you don’t know.
Truth is U~In Verse
Exposed Toys in the Game
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A Soul~U~Tion Mission
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Excerpt:
“ … You [humans] have a reason ~ When you wake up you have to realize you have a soul mission, and it’s not just to buy the next big screen flat television, and it’s not just to get the newest model of an iPhone .. and the final thing .. is we are going to create an environment where it’s safe, we need to make it safe for those .. to come back .. why don’t we create an open forum for people .. these geniuses who have the technology that can develop .. openly explore all kinds of options .. those technologies are out there but they are being shunned .. pushed away… ostracized .. and even being criminalized .. and cancelled [at least in the public arena. When it should be naturally occurring in our environment]. ~ Frank Jacob
“We choose our destiny every day.
At the same time?
We are not alone in that choice.
Sometimes life intervenes
taking us in a direction
we never thought
possible.”
~ plr
The Shift is Within
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Ignorance is the source
of all conflict.
Only a person who takes risks,
in a corrupted environment,
can ever be truly free.
Exposing the LIES
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“We need to be more than,
one or two voices
in the wilderness.”
~ Frank Jacob
She Sees
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“Sometimes we blossom
with tears in our eyes,
It’s simply an expression
Of the beauty of life.”
~ plr
Truth first
then love,
Otherwise,
One is just
loving the lies.
There is no death,
energy can’t be destroyed,
only transformed.
“There is no safety
in unlimited technological hubris”
~ McGeorge Bundy
Enough is Enough
There is power everywhere,
waiting to be tapped in the field,
and we humans are
playing a big part
in making the difference.
I don’t know everything,
but I know something.
Peace is Eye~See
“Unjust laws exist;
shall we be content to obey them,
or shall we endeavor to amend them,
and obey them until we have succeeded,
or shall we transgress them at once?
~ Henry David Thoreau
One honest voice,
can be louder
than a crowd.
Our human species,
for some reason
must familiarize ourselves,
with an unfamiliar world.
And I’m not talking about familiarizing
with the world we entered in 2020,
I’m talking about familiarizing ourselves
with that nature which is innate
that we have been kept from,
now emerging for everyone.
The Real Anthony Fauci MOVIE!
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It was NEVER a pandemic.
It was a calculated,
PLANdemic.
Enough Said!
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T.N.C. A Human Ally
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Excerpt:
“Did you know that
Dr. Fauci’s wife,
Christine Brady,
is the head of BioEthics for the
US National Institute of Health,
the NIH?”
“We have a top ranking German regulator
admitting that mRNA treatments need
a 5 to 10 year trial period to prove
that they are safe.”
The Godtrix Against the Matrix
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Excerpt of Godtrix above
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Aaron Russo Reflections & Warnings
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You will see and read the world
as it really is
after listening to this interview
with Aaron and Alex.
This was from long ago
and rings true today.
“The thing is we have one advantage.
They need us to cooperate.
See if we don’t cooperate with them,
They can’t win.”
~ Aaron Russo
“The Minds of Men” Documentary
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15:36 minutes of .. Brain Enhancement
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Dear Wolfgang – A Documentary
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Technocratic Huckster
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6:44 minutes of .. Is Elon Musk?
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4:09 minutes of .. The Real Elon Musk
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Brainwashed – Tom McDonald
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Trance-Formation.com
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“We need to strip away the many layers
of the onion of consciousness
and remove external influence.
But to become bitter, cynical
and downright hateful
is never a good position to be in.
There IS something more to this world
than negativity and control.
The more inner exploration we do,
the more real we become.
All this stripping away
is incredibly liberating,
but also scary at times.
We must try not to lose hope.
Because now we have the chance
for balance and an innerstanding
of what needs to be done.
From this place we will then know
that the only real thing left
is our soul, our spirit, our essence.
No guides, no safety net, no hopium, no nothing.
Just you and I grounded in [knowing]
for the present moment and for the future.”
4:01 minutes of Leaders?
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Looking at our North Star
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“The pain that made you
the odd one out,
is the story that
connects you to a
healing world.”
“You don’t have to know everything
To TRY something.”
~ plr
October Seas
Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on October 02, 2022
“Circulation happens
When ONE is fully aware,
At peace and
In love with nature,
And the glory of its visions.
This for me is
My greatest ecstasy …
Life in harmony.”
~ plr
“I care not what you wear,
I care what is in your nature.”
~ plr 2010
The sound of the Mantra Om Mani Padme Hum.
Originated in Sanskrit, and spoken differently by Tibetans.
Who you ARE is not your thought.
I believe it is a knowing
from deep within your Heart.
The unseen knowing.
Nothing can interrupt these inate intentions in kind.
“An old story speaks about a similar problem.
A devoted meditator,
after years concentrating on a particular mantra,
had attained enough insight to begin teaching.
The student’s humility was far from perfect,
but the teachers at the monastery were not worried.
A few years of successful teaching
left the meditator with no thoughts
about learning from anyone;
but upon hearing about a famous hermit living nearby,
the opportunity was too exciting to be passed up.
The hermit lived alone on an island
at the middle of a lake,
so the meditator hired a man
with a boat to row across to the island.
The meditator was very respectful of the old hermit.
As they shared some tea made with herbs
the meditator asked him about his spiritual practice.
The old man said he had no spiritual practice,
except for a mantra which he repeated all the time to himself.
The meditator was pleased:
the hermit was using the same mantra he used himself,
but when the hermit spoke the mantra aloud,
the meditator was horrified!
“What’s wrong?” asked the hermit.
“I don’t know what to say.
I’m afraid you’ve wasted your whole life!
You are pronouncing the mantra incorrectly!”
“Oh, Dear! That is terrible. How should I say it?”
The meditator gave the correct pronunciation,
and the old hermit was very grateful,
asking to be left alone so he could get started right away.
On the way back across the lake the meditator,
now confirmed as an accomplished teacher,
was pondering the sad fate of the hermit.
“It’s so fortunate that I came along.
At least he will have a little time
to practice correctly before he dies.”
Just then, the meditator noticed
that the boatman was looking quite shocked,
and turned to see the hermit
standing respectfully on the water, next to the boat.
“Excuse me, please. I hate to bother you,
but I’ve forgotten the correct pronunciation again.
Would you please repeat it for me?”
“You obviously don’t need it,” stammered the meditator;
but the old man persisted in his polite request
until the meditator relented and told him again
the way he thought the mantra should be pronounced.
The old hermit was saying the mantra very carefully,
slowly, over and over, as he walked across
the surface of the water back to the island.”
If some lives form a perfect circle
Others take shape
in ways we cannot predict
or always understand.
Loss has been a part of my journey
But it has also shown me
What is precious
for which I can
only be grateful for.
You are so loved.
You are magnificent.
You have great purpose for being here.
No matter the folly,
your insights
and experiences
point the way
towards the peace
that is nipping at your nose
leading us all towards
that place called hOMe.
So nice to know
we are not alone.
WelcOMe
“Do not turn away
from what needs to be faced.
It’s a mighty fine relief,
before one says goodbye,
to take the freedom to speak,
knowing it’s always worth the try.”
~ plr
“Do not interrupt
the acorn from growing,
nor the bird from singing,
nor the peaceful flowering
of a daffodil from blooming ~
let it take its course
in human viewing it,
in awe of its beauty ~
until naturally its petals
fall to the soft Earthly soil
like hands caressing the flow
from whence seen
to loving bliss in the eyes
of the awaiting unknown
to be known.
It is our collective journey ~
may it be in kind
from beginning
to never ending Calm,
in the dance of life.”
~ plr
There is more to existence,
than HERE.
The Full Interview of above.
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Excerpt:
“ ..Getting everybody through and out of it ..
certainly knowing how ..
possible futures works ..
makes it so you can
work your mind very quickly
to see the reality of
what’s happening and
what decisions need to be made
to change it for a particular outcome.
At a certain point after they’re done
hearing the computer tell them
this is what’s going to happen
over and over and over again,
all they become focussed on
is how do we fix it ..
the inevitable contraction of the timelines..
what I do know is
I was called in and asked to solve this ..
timeline contraction problem ..
there is an inevitable event ..
it’s been forecast, it’s been predicted,
it’s been fed to us in a [manner]
they want us to believe will happen..
However, they don’t actually
have control over what happens.
They only have control over the reaction,
and it seems that no matter
what they try to do to cause their desired reaction..
It’s going to have an opposite effect.
If I had to give it a name,
I would say it is
the awakening process.
It’s an evolution of consciousness
that cannot, will not,
and no matter what decisions
or possibilities are injected
into the equation,
eventually it all resolves
down to us all learning the truth..
and becoming aware
of this MASSIVE dam of lies
that has been built
that keep us from knowing
massive volumes of information
that we should otherwise possess.”
~ Bill Wood
Be prepared to let go of,
pretty much,
everything you have ever
been taught to believe.
Number ONE…
We are not alone in this knowing.
We are many in this truth revealing.
Finally.
May we collectively
water the forests of life
in peaceful abundant direction.
Enough!
Wars, deception and falsities be gone.
“Don’t be dismayed at good-byes.
A farewell is necessary
before you can meet again.
And meeting again,
after moments or lifetimes,
is certain for those
who are friends.”
~ Richard Bach
Born Free
It’s an unfair game
if we don’t have the rules to it.
At the same time?
“I think we make it up
as we go along,
someone else did.”
~ plr
“Meet you in the middle
of forever.”
~ plr
September Reigns
Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on September 14, 2022
“There’s something
about human beings,
that makes this species,
want to tell their secret.
A whisper yearning
to be bold,
so wild a story,
that must be told.”
~plr
Time for talk and half measures
are over.
There comes a point in life,
where you just have to
make up your mind.
54:18 Kinda Sums it UP
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“Life is Worth Losing”
November 5, 2005
Beacon Theater, New York City, N.Y.
3:53 minutes of … Subverting Society
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When the Nazis wanted to
take over medicine and education,
they removed as many
competent people as they could.
They also removed people of conscience.
If you weren’t a Nazi,
you could not play a role in government
and government controlled institutions.
This cleared the way for the Nazis
to subvert every aspect of society.
The CV Con has been used the same way
with the same result:
They succeeded in removing as many
capable doctors, nurses and
teachers of conscience as possible –
leaving the hacks and sludge
who will go along with anything.
Link above is an example
of what it looks like in teaching
and the price young people are paying.
The above video,
in one minute 20 seconds,
will show you Everything
you need to know
about why the news media –
and that includes:
YouTube/Google,
Facebook and Twitter –
betrayed humanity
and aided criminals,
by pushing
dangerous medical “products”.
Setting the Table
Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on August 02, 2022
REFRESH PAGE UPON ENTERING.
Lifting the Veil
to See how to Sail,
in the Ocean of Life
Unbound and FREE!
“There is no greater agony
than bearing an untold story
within you.”
~ Maya Angelou
“The human species must become,
the IMMUNE SYSTEM,
come alive on host planet,
body Earth.”
~plr
Truth + Transparency = Trust
3:52 minutes of .. Lunacy
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“It is easier to fool people
than it is to convince them
they’ve been fooled.”
~ Mark Twin
“Laughter is good medicine
truth dissolves fears.”
~ plr 2010
“Ignorance is humanity’s
greatest enemy.”
~ plr
“The devils in the detail,
stop following the wobble.”
~plr
We Will Not Be Centralized!
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Excerpts:
“..and if you go to
the BIS website,
and you READ literally
all their governing documents,
it will astonish you,
the extent to which
they enjoy immunity from
national government laws.
They have become a
Parallel Universe
unto themselves.”
“.. where this is headed
is so ridiculous
and so dark
it needs to be
dialed back
RIGHT NOW.
“.. the structure
of the system is,
they have a back door
into everything
we as taxpayers
put money into.
And either we shut
that back door,
and start to get
our money back,
or there are
no solutions.”
[It has never been ‘our’ money though]
{Polly Tommey says:}
“ .. because if we
don’t stand firm now,
look at your grandchildren,
look at your children .. ”
{Catherine continues}
“No, no, I’m going
to stop you Polly.
You won’t be able
to look at them,
because they will
have taken them.
“If they can put
a chip in your hand
and implement a
financial transaction
control grid ..
It’s not just
that they can
mandate a vaccine,
or cut you off from food,
They can, and will,
take your children.
“When people say
I have nothing to hide?
Yes you do,
you have your children to hide.
I’m serious about this.
If you look at the people
who are running
this operation
they are slavers.
They practice slavery,
they believe in slavery
slavery is the single
most profitable business
ever to date
in the history of man
on the planet.
They will take your children.
Not from everybody,
but I assure you,
this fight is for all the marbles.
These guys can print money,
they don’t need your money.
They want your land,
they want your gold
and they want your kids.
Those are the
real assets they’re after.
“It’s so important
to turn the boat
before we hit the iceberg.”
We have to get
a little bit frightened
so we realize .. okay,
it’s time to turn the ship.”
~ Catherine Austin Fitts
Missing Money?
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Excerpt from link above:
“What’s going on?
Where is the money?
How could this happen?
How much has really gone missing?
What would happen
if a corporation
failed to pass an audit
like this? Or a taxpayer?
This means the Fed
and their member banks
are transacting
government money
outside the law.”
EO 14067
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Do NOT Comply
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Reversing the Narrative.
I call it a …
CONSPIRACY FACTIST
FACT =
Knowledge or information
based on real occurrences.
IST =
Denoting an agent.
One who does or makes.
The CIA coined the term
“Conspiracy Theory” in 1964.
In order to re-direct the public,
and shame anyone who was
SEEING THROUGH
the Kennedy assassination.
An Encouraging Romp
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Excerpt:
But it does mean that
we can and will make it through
these trying times.
And the quicker that we wake up
and realize the power
to change the world for the better
is in our hands—not in the hands
of the would-be world controllers—
the sooner this nightmare will end.
“You can never make a mistake,
only make the next best step.”
~ plr
The oldest and strongest
emotion of mankind is fear,
and the oldest and strongest kind of fear
is fear of the unknown,”
~ H.P. Lovecraft
AND BELIEF is just a habit
that is sometimes hard to break.
It is called Mind Control,
In a simulated world.
“When you face your fears,
the demons disappear.”
~ plr
When we turned the corner into 2020,
I said with a passionate heart
that could see what was unfolding,
before our eyes at lightning speed,
“Do not ever get used to
twenty twenty.”
~ plr
Zanchin
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THE TRAP!
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I LOVE THIS EXPLANATION!
What David is saying here
is very much in line with
what my personal experiences
and views have always been, yet,
had no words to decipher it?
For what reason does not matter,
it is happening.
And this knowledge
is surfacing for all to see.
David is a word man
and does a brilliant delivery
of something that might
seem so complex,
made simple.
Thank you.
From the Beginning NO WAY I said.
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I am not an expert,
but have learned a bit
on body language.
Watching this video above,
with Elton John and Michael Caine?
How much more can humans
be made to believe (be-lie-ve)
A vision came to mind today,
and felt to share.
I was reminded of
The boiling frog experiment.
“As to what is
ACTUALLY GOING ON
comes further to our
collective surface to see?
The CLEARER
what is happening becomes.
And people begin to agitate,
as the water boils unknowingly,
to most.
Right now I say,
Get out before the water boils.
OR
Remove the ones,
and that which is bringing
the water to a boil.
Nature can be FREE in its
state of being,
if unhindered by pressure,
Benevolently & Naturally.
If there is a cancer in the host body,
That host body being an individual,
or our host body Planet Earth?
Remove the cancer swiftly,
with every means necessary.
There are healing modalities
already existing,
to create abundant healthy life,
and make Earth a paradise.”
~plr
I wrote the poem below instantaneously
as if writing a letter.
The words poured onto paper
without thinking.
Isn’t life so utterly magnificent,
and so nice to know,
we are not alone.
“May we learn to livewithout regrets.To live with Peacein Understandings.To behave inrightful manners.To look in the mirrorand reflect.To see ourselves as we are,Growing, dissolving,accepting, re-emerging,As fully potentizedrealized beings.To admit face to facewhere we went off balance.To see that the journey was …I AM that I AM.”~ plr 2010

I have been on a journey
that is showing me so much.
It is beautiful really.
Not always been easy.
Like the part of me that was insecure,
growing up hidden within a vessel,
unclear, afraid, and
never wanted to come out.
Well, that precious part
has broken through.
“Whatever is written in stone,
can be broken.”
~ plr
I want to share
the backstory
to this quote I wrote,
by Robert Dana Richards
in the image above,
that came from beyond.
You see, he was my younger brother. He was murdered October 1984, he was 23, I was 24. It was a devastation that took five years of my life to make it through. I describe it as standing on the side of a turbulent stream and on the other side was total PEACE. Sometimes I had one foot on the rock and one in the water, but I made it. Took five years but I landed, Wow. Looking back it is so surreal why I am still alive?
Fourteen years later, I was heading to Cancun, March 1998. Before I left for Cancun though? My mother and I kinda got into arguing about the ring. You see, I asked her if I could take the ring my brother was wearing when he died ~ with me. She had it in her safe.
I wanted to see if having it with me in what I thought was a place where different energies were, and maybe he would connect with me ~ his spirit would come through or something would happen?
Mom and I were both crying and … eventually she gave it to me.
I knew it was hard for her too, because it was, in her mind and heart, precious because it was HIS. When you lose someone so near and dear you want everything you can that was theirs, at least that is what my experience was when losing someone so close that you love. It was torture, the grief.
So there I was in Cancun fourteen years later, standing in front of the bathroom mirror in my hotel room, looking at this ring I wore on a gold chain necklace. It was as if time stood still. Without a thought, my right hand lifted this ring up as I watched myself in the mirror doing it. And AS CLEAR AS DAY, his voice came in from the left side of my head at about 10 o’clock, and I knew it was him, like a thumbprint, you just KNOW ~ he said: “Get rid of it, it’s not me anymore, Get Rid of it, It’s not me anymore.”
I turned my head left in the direction of his voice, a bit taken aback. It’s not easy to explain how I felt the moment I heard this, but I was not surprised, more elated, as I paused for a brief moment absorbing what just happened.
Then turned to face the mirror again, while still holding the ring in my right hand, thought this: “Okay, I’m going to resize it and wear it on my finger”. I began to slowly slide the ring onto my left pointer finger, and when it got to the second knuckle? Again! As Clear as Day, his voice came in repeating: “Get rid of it, it’s not me anymore, Get Rid of it, It’s not me anymore.”
It was so profound that when I arrived home, I walked into the kitchen where my mother was standing and handed her the ring … and said: “I don’t need this anymore.”
She put it back in her safe.
We are so not alone friends, and I KNOW we do not die, we transition. To who knows where? Only ONE will know when ONE gets there. It truly is a PERSONAL JOURNEY. And life carries on and on and on in the mystery of it all. PEACE, TRUTH, & coherency is all she desires.
“What one needs in this universe
is not certainty
but the courage and nerve
of the gambler;
not fixed conviction
but adaptability;
not firm ground
whereupon to stand
but skill in swimming.”
~Alan Watts
The Media Matrix
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The Electric Pine Cone
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“ .. I had an experience.
I can’t prove it.
I can’t even explain it,
but everything that I know
as a human being,
everything that I AM,
tells me that it was real.
I was given something wonderful.
Something that changed me forever.
A vision of the Universe
that tells us undeniably
how tiny and insignificant,
and how rare and precious
we all are.
A vision that tells us,
that we belong to something
that is greater than ourselves.
That we are NOT,
that none of us are alone.
I wish I could share that.
I wish that everyone,
that if even for one moment,
could feel that AWE
and humility,
and the hope, but ..
That continues to be my wish.”
~ Ellie (Contact the movie)
” May the space where I AM
Inspire the journey
in between the places
to where I AM going.
On the path of life
may we shine
our light together,
coherently, benevolently,
someway, somehow,
forever and ever.”
~ plr
Mercola & Edward
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Excerpt:
“The whole medical system
unfortunately is incentivised
to make money and profits.
It’s been going on for years.
And here’s something
a lot of people don’t know
if you’re not on Wall Street.
There was this company ..
either Gilead or ..
I don’t know which one it was,
but they came up with a drug
that cured Hep C,
Hepatitis C, cured it!
Now, let’s talk about
what happened.
The stock took off
but then quickly
people realized well,
there’s only 80,000 people
in the U.S. with Hep C,
they’ll cure it.
Oh this drug cures it?
It doesn’t address the symptoms
where we can have a cash flow
for the life of the patient?
Uh the stock didn’t like that.
And so Goldman Sachs
and a couple of other
research houses wrote,
that as a business model
it’s better to treat the symptom
than cure it.
Because you get
a sustainable cash flow.
There you go!
I mean that was written down
on Wall Street in a report.
I don’t think they knew
what they were saying
they were just analyzing it
and just said it.
That’s the model.
What we are looking at
is a whole system designed
to treat symptoms
rather than cure something ~
this is what Western medicine
has become.”
~ Edward Dowd (Hedge Fund Guru)
The Table is Tilted
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Where’s Your Ribbon?
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Reality is Finally Surfacing!
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“Faith is the surrender
of the mind,
the surrender of reason,
it’s the surrender
of the only thing
that makes us different
from other mammals.
It’s our need to believe.
And to surrender
our skepticism
and our reason
our yearning,
to discard that,
and put all our trust
or faith in someone,
or something?
That is the sinister thing to me.”
“Of all the virtues
and all the supposed virtues,
faith must be the most overrated.”
“Mother Teresa
wasn’t a friend of the poor,
she was a friend of poverty.
It must be the most
successful emotional con-job
of the 20th century.”
Take the risk of thinking for yourself;
much more truth,
happiness, beauty,
and wisdom will come to you.”
~ Christopher Hitchens.
This film represents
what I felt when I experienced this,
as we all turned the corner into 2020.
Absurdity.
When you know something is wrong,
speak out about it.
Truth rarely makes sense,
when key components
are omitted.
“Do not cover truths with secrets unseen.
They do more harm hidden
than in the open revealing.”
~ plr 2010
If Love is not Forever,
then what is Forever For?
PART 1 Shoah 1985
PART 2 Shoah 1985
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“We just don’t need
the vast majority of the population
because the future is about
developing more and more
sophisticated technology
like artificial intelligence,”
~ Yuval Noah Harari, WEF Advisor
As I said from
the beginning
of 2020
“Never lose your humanity”
Vera Sharav Nuremberg Speech 2022
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Vera Sharav, Holocaust survivor and human rights advocate, speaks first at the 75th Anniversary Event of the Nuremberg Code in Nuremberg, Germany, on August 20, 2022. It was almost 75 years ago that the city of Nuremberg was the place of a historic declaration. When the judges of the military tribunal against leading medical officers in the Nazi administration passed their verdict, they issued what would become known as the Nuremberg Code.
Mary Holland Nuremberg Speech 2022
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Mary Holland,
President & General Counsel
for Children’s Health Defense,
speaks at the 75th Anniversary Event
of the Nuremberg Code
in Nuremberg, Germany,
on August 20, 2022.
10:15 minutes of .. THE WHITE ROSE
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Majdanek
The words on the Rock of the Dome say:
“Let our fate be a warning to you.”
Edith P. Testimony
The Forum Preview
It’s Genocide Going On
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A Little Explaining Why?
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Excerpt from this film:
“The grunts are dying at a level
acceptable for both
the American military
and the American public.
Another 65 this week,
about the same next week,
and the next, and the next.
Until the very last American division,
combat division is withdrawn.
And so far all the words
from Washington …
only PAPER SOLDIERS
have gone home.
“The war isn’t over, but it is ending.
It is ending not because
of the ‘Paris Talks’
or the demonstrations at home.
It is ending because the largest
and wealthiest and most powerful
organization on Earth,
The American Army,
is being challenged from within.
“From the very cellars of its pyramid,
from the most forgotten,
the most brutalized,
and certainly
the bravest of its members.
“The war is ending because
the Grunt is taking no more bullshit.
Q: What happens to an
unpopular Officer out in the field?
A: Mostly an unpopular Officer,
from what I heard,
if they mess with a Grunt too much,
they get shot …
A friend of mine,
a Captain,
kinda got shot in the back.
Q: Why? What was he doing,
what was the Captain doing?
A: .. from what my friend said
he was telling them
to just go on through and well,
they were getting hit pretty bad,
and he was telling them,
to just keep on going.
They said: ‘no’,
and he … kinda got shot.”
Being the daughter
of an Air Force Fighter Pilot Officer,
and being born at
Luke Air Force Base, Arizona,
and growing up on
military bases in Europe,
in my opinion,
with our world today,
it is imperative
to go after the Generals,
and not biting
at the ankles of the picket lines.
I used to say to my father:
“Fly for the Love of It, Not the Fight”.
But when push comes to shove,
and globally we are ALL being shoved,
mercy has left the building.
We need a HUMAN ARMY,
those who have been trained,
skilled, and strategic,
operating in a very
coordinated manner,
just like they do in the military,
in order to Reverse the Narrative.
Take over the airwaves
from every nodal point possible,
in order to break the spell.
Snap out of it people.
Heartbeat for PEACE
no matter what it takes
to get there … FINALLY.
Sometimes bringing an end to war
means taking your trained skills,
be strategic, stealth, and organized,
take off your uniform,
turn those birds around
and come hOMEe,
and do a 180 on the Brass,
who are calling for war.
It’s all been a lie.
NVR4GT = Never Forget
Dr Judy Tells it LIKE IT IS!
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Excerpt from above Dr Judy
“ … although the data was very clear,
so I was taught their lies,
their damn lies and statistics,
I show all the data in a paper,
and that honestly is what saves our lives.
So where we’re grey in 2022
is things like Project Veritas,
Plandemic [the Documentary],
thank God for Mikki Willis,
and David Martin,
people who come from
different perspectives,
different trainings.. see the data,
you can’t refute DATA!
Not one word of my books is my opinion..
they are fact.
We have a references..
we have published papers
for every single thing in those books.
That’s how the sausage is made,
and how the game was played..
so the good news about 2022
is they can’t silence us any longer.
I learned silence equals death,
Because not only are we called
not to participate in people
engaged in darkness like Tony Fauci,
but we’re called to
shout it from the rooftop.
And that’s how I was trained.
The DATA speaks VOLUMES.
And the DATA NEVER LIES.
“Because if scholars
honor their obligation
in an age of corruption ~
then there is no censorship
because the data doesn’t lie,
and science is supposed to
be independent of opinion.”
~ Dr. Judy Mikovits
We are so not alone my friends.
I just found this episode,
while driving up North today,
and felt to share it.
I really like this team that J.B has.
Funny, real, down to Earth,
and open minded. Cool.
Problem-Reaction-Solution.
”They” create the PROBLEM,
Glean the REACTION from the public,
then offer the SOLUTION
to the problem “they” created.
I post this by Joe Dispensza
because of the valuable information,
he imparts in it.
Interesting because upon listening?
I remember back in 2010,
when I had a NDE (near death experience)
involving Brain surgery (TBI),
I woke up seeing with what I call
“New Eyes”.
I also noticed the connection
between my heart and brain.
I knew that I could not just ‘think’
about something of desire,
but that my heart
had to be in sync
with my brain to be true.
They had to be intentionally coherent.
Because when my heart and brain
were in sync ..
Basically I was ‘thinking’ and ‘feeling’
in unison coherently,
which is when what I call:
the THIRD FORCE
happened.
Emotional Manifestation.
I could see it as a triangulation.
Brain / Heart / Manifestation
“We’re just people trying to live our lives….
we gotta tell our stories.”
~ jim breuer
Here is what Jim is talking about
in the video above with Dan.
I posted it on this blog
July 2nd & sharing again,
it’s that good!
“Somebody Had To Say It!”
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Conversations With A Working Man
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Those who love PEACE
must organize as effectively,
as those who want war.
“In the night..
I can see the glow..
There’s a fire..
and we’re choosing how we see it
enemy, or set us free..
we can let the changes take us..
phoenix fly up from the ashes…”
~ Ayla Nereo
What Else Is There?
Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on July 23, 2022
REFRESH PAGE UPON ENTERING
“The more one is censored,
the bolder one becomes.”
~ plr
It just Happens my friends. And she wrote:
“Sometimes,
the past keeps
the presence going.
A kinda’ spark,
that lifts one up,
with confidence to say,
In any given moment:
“Hell No More”,
For the gift,
of humanity’s future,
Singing out loud now.
We have eyes to see,
Ears to Hear,
And truth
Unbounds
Without
Fear.”
~plr
“The Good news is TIME flies.
Even better news?
You are the co-pilot!”
~ plr
After the Gift of a Fall in 2010,
I said:
“If I believe
the same tomorrow,
As I do today?
I won’t be happy.”
~ plr
You can grow up with a hard life,
suffer injustice, sorrow, and pain,
and still be a beautiful and kind person.
Let’s Remember!
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White Coat Summit
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Let’s Be DONE with it!
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Below is an excerpt from a gathering of friends,
with Dr. David Martin and his wife Kim.
“..if we look at principles in nature,
we can suddenly
move from a world
in which we saw
that we had problems,
to a world
in which we saw
that we had power,
that we were not harnessing
appropriately.” [Tao]
“.. none of us
have a problem to fix ..
because it isn’t
a problem to fix,
it is energy to steward.”
“And by repositioning ourselves,
repositioning our stories,
repositioning our perspectives,
we’re able to enter
into the powers of observation
to say the Universe
has richly provided us,
with all the energy we need
to LIVE and LIVE fully.”
“I just want to make sure you realize ..
that you are not alone.
We are here with you,
you are here with us ..”
“They stood
for their homeland,
their values,
their families,
their lives,
and most of all
for the ideal
that was in fact
bigger than any
individual one of them at all.
And the reason
300 stood against a million,
and prevailed against a million,
is because
they did the work
to know that we
are not the sum of individuals,
we are not the chained
and the shackled,
we are not those
without a home,
WE are HUMAN.”
“And the power of tyranny
can never hold a candle
to a human fully enlivened.”
~ Dr. David Martin
Treasure Map
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See The Techniques Used on Humanity
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Time to Listen!
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The Healing Thread
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“As you heal ~
Your attractions
Change too.
Toxicity stops
Looking like
Attraction,
AND
Peace stops
Looking like
Boredom.”
~ author unknown
May Peace Reign Supreme
Science has been infiltrated!
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Celebrity Frontmen
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There already EXISTS
Technology ~
That could heal the world,
from poverty,
homelessness,
starvation,
and every lack
humanity seems to have.
CLEAN EARTH
CLEAN WATER
CLEAN AIR
CLEAN SKIES
CLEAN Hearts & Minds.
One breath at a time.
Break the Divide
COME CLEAN
NO MORE HIDING.
Teach our children well,
and UNDOCTRINATE THEM.
Remember the importance
of nurturing your first
few followers as equals
So it’s clearly
about the movement,
not you.
The biggest lesson,
Have you noticed,
Did you catch it?
Is that leadership
Is over glorified.
Yes it was the shirtless guy first,
And gets all the credit.
But it was really
the first follower
That transformed
The lone nut
Into a leader.
Have the courage to follow
And show others
How to follow.
When you find a lone nut
Doing something great?
Have the guts
to be the first one
To stand up
And join in.
“ .. and the reason
why it’s important
to tear apart
the idea of belief?
Is I’m not special
in my insight,
I just look differently.”
~ Dr. David Martin
Unafraid to Be Real
Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on July 12, 2022
JUST A GIRL IN A WORLD.
“We must be skeptical
of absolutely everything.”
~ John Pilger
“You will find more danger
in one day in any city in the world ~
Than you will ever find in those forests.”
~ Instinct the movie
We all have gifts to give
Moments to share
that are relevant
and necessary
for the good
of the whole
to live.
“Sometimes,
you have to
lose your mind,
in order to find it.”
~ plr
“Sometimes,
you have to let go,
of pretty much everything,
you were ever taught
to believe,
in order to SEE.”
~ plr
Drop the Pebble in the Pond.
The rock called your Voice. Do It.
Cause the RIPPLE EFFECT
Break the Current Waves
That are not nurturing
For Clarity
For Truth
For Peace.
“There is no greater Freedom,
than truth in love.
There is no greater love,
than truth
without Fear.”
~ plr 2010
“Noone needs letters after their name,
like PhD’s or anything,
to have a meaningful
something to say.
Like, how about
starting with,
Peace?”
~ plr
REMEMBER THIS.
You do not need to defend
your education.
Or rather,
the indoctrination.
Break Free.
Reverse the narrative.
image: 2006 Documentary “David Icke Was He Right”.
“In a perfect world
testing would Never
be necessary,
for all is known.
It’s just where
my mind goes.”
~ plr
“When more than one person,
focusses on ONE THING,
it manifests more quickly.
Like all things in life,
it works much more effectively,
if everyONE sincerely,
believes in themselves.”
~ plr
You are loved.
You are important.
You are relevant.
You have meaning.
You have purpose.
You are a human being.
You are Not Alone!
You have friends out there,
even if never met yet.
You are here and valuable to yourself,
first and foremost.
Never Forget THAT!
There was life before the internet.
Never lose your humanity.
Never get swallowed.
Nature yearns
to be nurtured,
coherently on,
Earth.
Excerpt below from above video.
“Listen .. both sides,
Liberal, conservative ~
Get RID of the Labels.
We’re all individuals.
And the minute,
We all GRASP that,
And the minute We realize
Were projecting Our energy
Into such unnecessary
Theatrical Theatre,
Which is what it is.
And infiltrating
The way you think,
The way you dress,
What your emotions will be.
It’s controlling you
more than you can imagine.
You gotta walk away.
They go behind the curtain
And laugh AT US!
[‘they’ being the ones creating all this mind BS]
And when they say it’s a party,
This party, that party,
They’re ALL at the same party!
They go Cheers ..
Look at these dummies ..
You know what we gotta do?
You know how you ‘FAST’
For your body?
We have to ‘FAST’ for our MINDS.
Fasting for your body
is really good for your health,
but you know what’s even better?
Noone ever talks about it but ..
Why not doing..
‘Fasting for your Mind’.
..turn everything off
No Radio
No TV
No News
No Religion
No Pop Culture.”
~ Jim Breuer & Jimmy Shaka
“Once you understand the foundation,
it is up to you to choose,
which house to build.”
~ plr
TRANCE~FORMATION
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A PRAYER
“Every bite I take feeds the hungry.
Every drink I take nourishes the thirsty.
Every breath I take
awakens me further,
along with another.
And every line I cross,
shows me just how much
farther I can go.”
~ plr 2010
2022 A Silent Door Now Opening
Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on July 07, 2022
“Silence enables the liar.”
“When you are
on the same path
with someone,
even though parted?
And the fork
in the road appears in 2020
for the entire world?
The only way through,
is together
no matter what.”
The time for talk
and half-measures
are over.
Like Terrence McKenna
said long ago, and I agree.
We have
perfected politeness
to a fault.
Yet, at the same time?
Being polite is the way to go,
just don’t cross
the line.
No matter what,
Speak your truth.
Break free,
because you are
worth it.
I know the extraordinary is possible.
I know my heart beats for Peace.
I know there is,
something else happening,
beyond what I speak.
Blissful easy feelings.
I want to be there,
and never leave.
We are in uncertain times.
In order to make them certain?
May our journeys be well defined.
~ Nikola Tesla
TRANCE
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Below is excerpt from Film Above.
Cathy O’Brien is someone I hold to heart
with deep admiration.
I met her during my
personal journeys in life
with former husband,
British Author David Icke.
“There is no place to run,
except right at them!”
~ Mark Phillips
“He bragged
about sexually abusing me..
My brain was
trying to protect me
from the sexual abuse
that I was enduring.
It was so suffocating
to me as an infant
That it caused
what is known as
Dissociative Identity Disorder.
The mind manipulation
that I endured afterwards,
the hypnotic language,
the neurolinguistic programming ..
They actually changed
the way that my brain
was functioning.
They changed that
so that ‘they’ decided
when, where, and how
that particular compartment
of my brain
would be open
to be accessed.
And they replaced
the triggering mechanism
with hypnotic codes,
keys and triggers, hand signals ..
there’s also phone tones
can open those neural pathways
and give access to the
compartmentalized memory
as well.”
~ Cathy O’Brien
One Hour w/Cathy O’Brien
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LOOK in the MIRROR!
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Humanity must wake up to this.
You don’t know what to get out of,
if you don’t know what you are in.
THIS IS IT.
Break the Spell
AND FACE IT.
I love the research of Dr. Joe Dispenza.
Being a TBI survivor, what Joe says resonates deeply.
The Sanctuary of Sedona,
is a flower in the desert.
Personal friends.
Breathing is an addictional program too.
A Good Thing!
It is simply a code into our system that is automatic,
so one continues to do so,
BREATHE.
We humans are simply
light informational coding in form,
and can be re-programmed,
by our environments.
Change your mind,
Change your environment,
Change your world.
We are collectively
RIGHT NOW
removing the weeds
in the garden of life,
in order to
BREATHE FREELY.
One thought
One heartfelt knowing
One moment
at a time.
It is happening before our very eyes.
The World Unfolding,
to places Unknown.
I know which way I AM going.
NO COMPLIANCE to absurdity.
Oh my friends
the memories.
So much pain,
so much love.
Truth is so freeing.
Life is very much
a personal journey.
Precarious Times to Balance
Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on July 02, 2022

“Freedom is letting go.
Releasing thoughts
that are inhibiting.
One cannot fly,
with excess
baggage.”
~ plr
~ plr 2010
is what dominates
The Mind or the Heart?

“Our greatest discoveries,
will not be found in ‘outer space’,
they will be real-eyes’d in ‘inner space’.”
~ plr 2010
“We are swimming in a vast Ocean,
and are but in it,
for a moment.”
~ plr
“In order to lessen the pains of growth,
some traditions must be broken.”
~ plr 2010
No Fear
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Manufactured Enemy
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Somebody Had to Say It!
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Not on my watch!
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Do Not Comply
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“People and certain governments are awakening to the fact that a group of globalists are working against them on every level, and they are starting to fight back. We do not want to be ruled by a centralized power telling us what to do or how to think. The concept of the Great Reset has failed in many ways, but there is still work to do.
Never give up, never allow a group of influential globalists whether they are billionaires or bankers, government bureaucrats or special interest groups, resist this ideology of a unipolar world order. We can win this war, there is still time, I believe that we will prevail if we just don’t comply with their goal of them trying to control us, [what they deem as] the useless people. ”
“I care not what you wear,
I care what is in your nature.
2022 Compose the Moment
Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on June 18, 2022
Much of what you ‘think’ you know about me will be wrong.
The reality of it all is much more colorfully remarkable.
~plr
“One must have no baggage,
in order to see
clearly.”
~ plr
“Memories can fade,
yet love within,
must always remain.”
~ plr
“I love what I know,
I love more what I’ve yet to know.”
~plr
“When push comes to shove,
never do it with glee.
Do it only,
because it was
absolutely necessary.”
~plr
“I do not want to grab your attention
by sharing a story of my suffering.
I wish to grab your attention,
by sharing how uniquely
our brightness shines.”
~ plr
“I think we make it up as we go along,
someone else did.”
~ plr
“I feel the Universe,
the UniVoice,
abhors deception.”
~ plr
“Humans are so good
at defending a bad habit.”
~ plr
“Never allow
someone elses’ fears,
cause you to disappear.”
~ plr
“When you can laugh
is when War and Peace
finds the door.”
~ plr
“An oath to a scoundrel is meaningless.”
~ Scarlet Pimpernel Film
Know when to say yes, and when to say no.
Noone knows everything,
We each know something.
Pythagoras.
When asked why he lived
as a philosopher,
rather than an expert
in any one of the classical arts?
Philo = love
Sophia = wisdom
He replied:
“Some are influenced
by the love of wealth
while others are blindly led on
by the mad fever
for power and domination.
But the finest type of man
gives himself up
to discovering the meaning
and purpose of life itself.
He seeks to uncover
the secrets of nature.
This is the man
I call a philosopher
for although no man
is completely wise in all respects,
he can love wisdom
as the key to nature’s secrets.”
Be acutely discerning
every step of the way.
“We as humans,
must be careful,
about believing,
there is integrity,
by keeping secrets
unknown to us,
that are compartmentalized.
So noone else knows,
what we each,
are giving our parts & labor for?
For the build up,
of something
we know nothing about
in its conclusion?
I call that ignorant.”
I am tired of deception.
Life and living should be
peaceful and clear,
voicing freely Universally.
“Do not cover truths with secrets unseen.
They do more harm hidden than in the open revealing.”
~plr
Reflecting in kind.
I grew up on Air Force bases.
Father was a fighter pilot.
“Tango” was his call sign.
Flew the F-104, maybe the F15?
I said to my father,
fly for the love of it, not the fight.
In this interview
I value the training explained.
There were a few things
I would disagree with.
However, great conversation.
I say to all
the trained men
and women in the military..
Take that training,
organize, strategize,
and do a 180.
We have enemy’s on home turf.
Yes Sir, No Sir.
Thank you!
CATCH ME IF YOU CAN!
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One is an accident.
Two is a coincidence.
Three is a pattern.
And we are waaaaaay beyond Three.
Media and many others
need to stop playing checkers
on the chess board.
Hit the target
and end the game.
The narrative has gone on for far too long.
Stop following the carrots.
Re-write the script!
Those in positions of power,
are critical for this undoing to happen.
Turn those birds around,
and come hOMe.
“One needs coordinates,
points on the path,
a map to see/sea,
or they get lost.
Getting lost can be
a good thing
or not.
I’d rather
take my chances
on knowing
where I’m going.”
~plr
“Let your stories
speak through lies,
and open doors.”
~ plr
Plandemic 3 MASS FORMATION
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Mattias Desmet is recognized as the world’s leading expert on the theory of mass formation and is the author of Psychology of Totalitarianism. He is also a professor of clinical psychology in the Department of Psychology and Educational Sciences at Ghent University (Belgium) and a practicing psychoanalytic psychotherapist.
For a very long time,
a totalitarian tiptoe,
has herded humanity,
an experiment,
we have all been involved in,
funneled through a system,
that perpetuates,
attempted control over us,
without us ever knowing it,
until NOW.
“Become AWARE
of the AWE
that you ARE.”
~plr
FEEL FREE TO WALK AWAY.
KNOW WHEN TO SAY YES,
AND WHEN TO SAY,
HELL NO.
“ … I’ve been rattling their cages
because I had to
train people in the media
to listen to me differently.
Because if they
just saw me
as an actress first day,
this would all not
have worked out .
I had to set up
a domino effect worldwide.
I wanted to show people
that if you fight
and are strategic,
and very smart about it,
you can
cut off the head
of rotten power
instead of biting
at the ankles of picket signs.”
~ Leah Remini
And together we can stop it.
Not by fighting it,
but by not complying with it.
Change the Narrative.
And the airwaves will change.
PROSECUTE NOW!
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The Battle for Humanity
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Virology Is Way Past It’s ‘Cell’ by Date
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The End of Germ Theory
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