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The Grand Illusion

Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on July 18, 2024


Image: plr taking photo of mirror

that cracked on the property of her home in Sedona, Arizona,

while workers were renovating things.

I saw it placed on the side there

as I walked by and stooped down

taking my reflection within it…

as the Sun blazed its color coating upon it all.

I am simply one passing through this Grand Illusion.


I so very much miss them all ~ my mother, father, two brothers, my cats, dogs, all the life forms that graced my life and … I’m still standing without them now in 2024.


I wonder why am I the last one standing in this awareness ON EARTH? When I have been to other realms that were so peaceful? And death was an unknown? I have dealt with the grieving and pains, in all my life ~ satisfying it is to be here NOW through the experiences. Yeah it was incredibly traumatizing to say the least, however, maybe the reason I am still able to speak is because I now realize my voice has a purpose? This life is truly amazing. One minute you want to go ‘that way’ and another minute life says NO you are going ‘this way?


Maybe my views on life are worth sharing? Why not? Don’t we all have a voice to be heard? YES YOU DO. And I for ONE am listening to your sweet, kind, silent voice awaiting its arrival to be heard, and darling just know YOU ARE HEARD NOW by this one voice too, speaking out ~ SO NICE TO KNOW WE ARE NOT ALONE.


YOU are precious just the way you are in KIND HEART and MIND ~ for that is innately who you are. CALL IT OUT no matter what, CALL IT OUT … because there are so many of us out here yearning for your CALL … SPEAK IT, TELL IT, UNAFRAID IS OUR STRENGTH. JUST DON’T PREACH.

What is history all about? What is emotion all about? What and Who is leading us? Most importantly .. what is the INDIVIDUAL BEING .. choosing to believe? TIME TO CHANGE DIRECTION. No matter the cost. JUST DO IT. Where you look, there you are, your reality awaits you.


“Stories upon stories,

movies upon movies

happening all the time

in the theatre of your mind.

The ones that come alive

are the ones you give attention to

as either a fool in a lie,

or a sayer in truth.”

~ plr 2010




Yeah … click it because it will take you on your personal journey.

Ain’t it nice to know we are not alone? Of course.

Welcome to my world and yours.

Thank you for being a part of it Jack Johnson.

And thank you to those who are a part of my life ..

you know who you are ~ blessed be are we.

Blessed be are ALL who live to tell it like it is.




Something I wrote some time ago and even now can’t remember why?
Here it is:


“The world we live in in so full of laughter
Really, you have to smile to give relief
To the cold, blind and weak
Of hollow minds with tales to tell
Yet in fear to speak
Rooms filled to the rafters of shallow talking
Bouncing from wall to wall
Underlying it all is a great need to ‘be’.
I understand and hear your call.
I am so in love with you all.
And if there was a place for this energy to go
To show the world what it desperately wishes to know
As I do myself, for I am in it too…
Then my intentions will help provide you a home
A place that is safe for me and you
I would lay down my life and don’t know why
I know these things … but I do.
Fly with me on the intentions of our collective ‘will’ to stay alive.
And if there was no music for me to sing?
Standing here all on my own?
The orchestra and band might go home?
Before the final piece has been sung?
No. Hold up your torch light.
The concert is not over yet.
We have just begun.
We are all about to walk onto the stage Of life.”
(I applaud us all)
~ plr


.. the song of your life
with peaceful outcomes always.
Find your strength through vulnerability.

It is what passes you through the depths of sorrows into eternity.


How can one play a game when the game is unfair? How is it unfair? Well … imagine walking into a cathedral-like architecturally built spiral building with high ceilings like an ancient library ~ opening the huge wooden doors seeing a large vast open floor space with books lined up from floor to ceiling on every wall ~ with a tiny table in the middle of that room. With two chairs opposite each other awaiting your arrival with another.

You enter. In awe at the vast amount of knowledge permeating your presence. Almost incapable of processing it all, yet, very much in alignment of what this space was speaking to you.

You slowly walk to the table and sit opposite of this other gentleman. He asks you a question as if you were to know the answer.

You reply: “You have read every book in this library, therefore you have knowledge of say …. 1000 books read. I have only read 500 of them. Let me read the other 500 you have read. THEN, may we come back to this table and have a balanced conversation.


Fair Game. Fair Play. Equal knowledge.


Image: plr in the Red Sea Egypt with wild dolphins. Screen shot of her films.

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N.O.W. = No mOre War

Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on July 02, 2024







“Love ‘hate’ ~ out of its own self.”

~ plr 2010


As above so below

As within so without

As around so up and down


create something new

you have to.


There are a few things in life

yet to be fully understood.

The Sun, the Moon, and the truth.


“If we are all ONE,

then why can I not see

through your eyes too?

And why do we not see the same?

~ plr


“I care so much I must walk away.”

~ plr 2010


Robert Frost.
“Two roads diverge in the wood,
and I, and I, took the road less travelled by.”


A Journey in the Mandelbrot Set

The mathematician Benoît Mandelbrot was the first person to use a computer to visualize the behaviour of a dynamic system. In 1975 he introduced the word fractal (from the Latin fractus, broken) to denote objects with fractional dimension. His scientific research built the foundation of fractal geometry the link between classical mathematics and the chaos of atmospheric turbulence, biological populations and the stock market. Decades before fractals were named several mathematicians had studied them Weierstrass, Koch, Lévy, Cantor, Poincaré and Julia.


Goliath & his plans

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Polly is one power house when it comes to forensic investigating and journalism, and she delivers the information visually pleasing to the eye and makes it understandable to the layman. She says: “Who owns the platforms where we think we have free speech? I get into the Venture Capitalists who are buying up social media and reveal how they plan to translate that into creating an entirely new world system of control.”


“When you can laugh
is when War ends
and Peace finds the door together,
and both walk through it
with no questions asked.”
~ plr


“Know when to say yes, and when to say hell no.”


“Never allow someone else’s fears cause you to disappear.”
~ plr


“An oath to a scoundrel is meaningless.”
~ Scarlet Pimpernel Film


“Humans are so good at defending a bad habit.”
~ plr
“Men are disturbed not by events,
but by the views which they take of them.”
(Epictetus, Greek philosopher, c.80AD)


“When a stupid man is doing something he is ashamed of,
he always declares that it is his duty.”
~ George Bernard Shaw, Irish playwright, 1856-1950


“He who speaks truth lest be prepared for it.”
~ plr


Thank you Steve Gooch. 


A strong woman didn’t become strong overnight.

She became strong

by overcoming all the things

that were meant to destroy her.


True ~ I am an experiencer of this ‘overcoming trying to destroy her’  thing. I love the outcome I’ve made and love the internal feelings I have NOW and how to live life KNOWING IT vs Thinking it.


LIFE IS PRECISE ~ let us be clear.


I would add that in anything I would ever do involving another animal, I would take the ‘bit’ out of the mouth of the horse so it too, can run wild and free.

Being fully aware of ALL surroundings, not just your own, with all due respect and accordingly justified in ones actions to maintain such balance for an equal and just place for all LIFE. Enjoy the ride but remember what and who you are riding? A horse whose heart emanates a greater field of energy five times the projection of the human heart. They are sentient beings too. Respecting them goes wayyyy beyond what most have been taught. What is the momentus to overcome what we’ve been led to believe? End the game and KNOW from your heart of hearts….


Dimidium facti, qui coepit, habet; sapere aude, incipe.
“He who has begun is half done, dare to know, begin.”


Just passing along to humans how we can truly live in equalibrium and peace with each other. Never put a ‘bit’ in my mouth. We can ride together using the pureness and totality of our energeticness of simply ‘being’. Let’s override the falsity of this corrupt system trying to control.
NATURE IS OUR GUIDING LIGHT in PEACE. Let the false light go. Freedom means communicating with another who is on the same page, even though we might have differences. Same page of understanding, same page of respect, same page of honesty possibly saying, I do not agree with this or that so you go your way I shall go mine.


The U~IN~verse is infinite ~ so INjoy your place in it without interrupting mine. Thank you.
NEVER LOSE YOUR DIGNITY of being HUMAN. And never lose the dignity of changing every moment due to necessity, even if it breaks former beliefs. You did it because you KNEW IT TO BE THE WAY OUT & IN to peaceful resolve for the good of the whole.


She sat at the back

and they said she was shy

She led from the front

and they hated her pride

They asked her advice

and then questioned her guidance

They branded her loud

then were shocked by her silence.

When she shared no ambition

they said it was sad

So she told them her dreams

and they said she was mad.

They told her they’d listen

then covered their ears

And gave her a hug

while they laughed at her fears.

And she listened to all of it

thinking she should

be the girl they told her to be

best as she could

But one day she asked

what was best for herself

instead of trying to please

everyone else

So she walked to the forest

and stood with the trees

She heard the wind whisper

and dance with the leaves

She spoke to the willow,

the elm and the pine

And she told them what she’d

been told, time after time

She told them she felt

she was never enough

She was either too little

or far, far too much

Too loud or too quiet

Too fierce or too weak

Too wise or too foolish

Too bold or too meek.

Then she found a small clearing

surrounding the firs

and she stopped and she heard

what the trees said to her

And she sat there for hours

not wanting to leave

For the forest said nothing

it just let her breathe.

by Becky Hemsley


image: on a walk with a dear forever friend, circa 2011.
The forest was burned but it came back to life. 
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Just Passing Through

Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on June 06, 2024



This is for all of us who were lost at one time ~ now found.

Nothing can disrupt our connection dear friends. 

Heart to heart .. mind to mind.

Nice to know we are not alone.

Always together we are.

Never Forget that.  


“I am my own research project

and my own life’s experiment.”

~ plr 2010 she wrote this


Video: In the Red Sea, Egypt, 2007 with wild dolphins. 


“You can read all the books in the world you want,

attend all the seminars with talk, talk, talk,

but what good did that do?

It is 2024 and the ball keeps spinning

with no soul~U~tion happening?

Until there is an end to war,

we open our eyes to the same damn thing.”

~ plr


“No” is the new norm. Because I say “NO”.

No more. End of story. Capiche? My beautiful Uncle was from Sicily.

A relative who as a child used to run into his arms with so much love.

A beautiful being he was.



History is a set of LIES

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Above is a Film by Stew Peters


“ .. where did we all come from?

If knowledge is truly power,

then maintaining such power,

must rely on the absence,

of knowledge.”


And with that I yield..

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What Fauci said,

when he didn’t think anyone was listening.

Four-plus years later, it’s all coming out.


“Only a fool rallies an army before an army is equipped.
If the army isn’t equipped they die.
And the vision dies with them.
And if you identify as anything
I invite you to leave right now
because I’ll probably offend you..
And when it comes to fighting ..
if I have to take that hill alone I will take the hill..
If we are all going to stand together
we must stand together .. informed..
We amplify the energy of the enemy
by keeping them anonymous..
Time to talk about things
that don’t want to be talked about..
~ Dr. David Martin


“We have all gone through,

and are still going through,

the worst life could ever offer us,

as well as the most magnificent. 

May we continue watering 

the garden within our hearts 

knowing the journey 

is but a thread in the tapestry

weaving through the stories

we choose to leave,

and the stories we choose to feed.

Diving to the depths of despairs,

and rising to the heights of ecstasies,

in between the two beyond reasoning,

beyond the speed of light

into the unknown now known 

as our pure might.”

~ plr 


International Day of Conscience

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At the recent International Day of Conscience event

held at Caux Palace in Montreux,

our CEO, Sarah Amne,

delivered a powerful speech

outlining our vision for a sustainable future.

Her words resonated with hope and determination,

urging us to confront the challenges facing our planet

with both awareness and action.

Sarah began the speech

by acknowledging the beauty of the surroundings

and the privilege many of us have to enjoy such tranquility.

However, she quickly transitioned

to a sobering reality check,

highlighting the stark inequalities

and environmental challenges

plaguing large parts of the world.


I was no longer the Rich Kid.

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“I noticed unexpected changes within … might it be ..from the standard .. diet .. in some sense would they experience the same … the public doesn’t know it but .. will produce this kind of change … we were not just the anomaly … now I was becomging that way and loving it ..something alot of people could benefit from .. any feeling for the love of animals .. if you see it, if the veil is lifted … how deeply .. to be appalled .. I knew .. with compassion …. they will turn away from .. buying the product … as the demad goes the supply will drop .. loved reading the Chapters .. and taken up by writing it .. speaking about the deeper meaning … more beautiful.. connected to the Earth .. more caring …. and it was published…”


“Sometimes one is too close to the distractionary problems,

when the answer is staring you right in the face.”

~ plr


“My heart sings louder
than the language of man trying to define me.”
~ plr


Speak your KNOWING.
Even if it contradicts the convoluted world we all live in.
In order to understand one another,
we must be free to express our moments of truth.
Allowing for the adaptations of healing to begin.
At least you spoke true words
that even if only you knew were true
to carry onward the path of life
knowing you are not alone in your awareness,
knowing your magnificence and awe.
Thank you for sharing your wisdoms.
Thank you for stepping outside the box with me.
Thank you for not passing me by even with what you saw.


Wisdom Films

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One More Droplet to Water the Seed

Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on May 21, 2024



“Become the point of no return.”

~ plr


“I love you so much all around the world,

that sometimes I must walk away,

to a peaceful place where the empty garden exists,

while graciously being aware of your song.”

~ plr


“In the scheme of life why are we focussed on the minute?

While the hours continue our day?

Because it is important to do so.

The tiny things in life mean more than …

~ plr


I am tired of thinking about..

why Peace is not here? Make it happen. NOW.

Why? Why is it not happening?

Kind of simple to manifest in my view.

Just become peaceful within

and everything else will follow in resonance.


“You know what I abhor?

Truth tellers that dismiss truth tellers.”



“Whatever lifts the corners of your mouth ~ trust that”

~ Rumi


“Everyone thinks they have answers.

None really do.”

~ plr


Just STOP.  End all thought. Empty the mind.

NOW who are you?

Space without a name.

Yes. This is Freedom.



I love you here my friend.

I see you here my friend.

I hear you here my friend.

The rest is non~sense.

Welcome to YOU that is I too

on this glorious journey called LIFE.


Pause for a moment.

Listen unencumbered.

 YOU are that real and have purpose and meaning.

YOU are loved beyond measure.

No matter what anyone else says.

Stand your ground because you can.

I value me, I value you, I value life in its honesty.



“The past was erased,

the erasure was forgotten,

the lie became the truth.”

~ George Orwell 1984


And in 2024,

the real truth erased the lies.

There is strength in courage

to walk another way,

with what is right in the light.



Peace is Easy Eye See, if we let it Be.

I lived, I learned, I grew to the NOW of ME.

Yes, me, me, me and me, happy to meet YOU, finally.


Time to lighten the load.


The Wall of Bliss

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“I am tired of trying to know,

when ‘knowing’ is always there,

awaiting ones arrival.”



Goodbye has a special meaning,

in so many ways.


Neither here nor there,



Healing conversation w/Anneke Lucas

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I was once told I cry too much.

Well, I now know why I cried and respect those tears.

Thank you for sharing your beauty with me.


Elemental Life

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Excerpt from the above interview


“We are blind cosmically

because we judge everything

by what we see …

we breathe in and breathe out …”


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Revealing Times

Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on May 08, 2024


“I will never protect a lie.”

~ plr


H = Hear

E = the Evolution

A = of All

L = that Live beyond nonsense.



“Knowing no~thing can be your greatest teacher.”

~ plr



Dear friends,  welcome to a world transformed. A world where the air crackles with the energy of change, where the very fabric of society seems to pulsate with newfound awareness. It’s as if we’ve all collectively rubbed the sleep from our eyes and stepped into a reality where the magnificence of the human spirit is no longer a hidden secret, but a blazing beacon of hope and potential.

Look around you. Can you feel it? The world isn’t what it used to be. It’s evolving at a pace that would have seemed unimaginable just a few short years ago. We’re witnessing a global awakening, a renaissance of consciousness that is sweeping across nations and cultures, transcending boundaries and divisions.

What’s sparking this seismic shift, you might ask? It’s us. It’s you, it’s me, it’s everything, it’s every soul yearning to break free from the shackles of the mundane and embrace the limitless possibilities that lie within. We’re waking up to the realization that we are not mere spectators in this grand theater of life, but active participants with the power to shape our own destinies.

But this awakening isn’t just about self-discovery; it’s about rediscovering our connection to the world around us. We’re rekindling our relationship with nature, recognizing that we are not separate from it, but deeply intertwined with its rhythms and cycles. And as we tap into this primal wisdom, we’re unlocking the secrets of our own existence, tapping into reservoirs of creativity, resilience, and compassion that have long lay dormant within us.

Yes, the world is changing my friends, and it’s changing for the better, one way or another as one so chooses their path. As we embrace our innate wisdom and embrace the full potential of what it means to be human, we’re not just shaping a brighter future for ourselves, but for generations to come. So let us revel in this moment of awakening, let us celebrate the magnificence of the human spirit, and let us march forward with courage and conviction, knowing that the best is yet to come, one way or another. Now you see me,  now you don’t, is an option, for there are worlds within worlds to explore without fear.


“The mind creates the abyss, the heart crosses it.”

~  Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj


“It isn’t the mountains ahead to climb that wear you out;

it’s the pebble in your shoe.”

~  Muhammad Ali


“Just because you are good at something,
doesn’t mean you have to do it.”
~ Eliot Porter – by way of Victoria LaBalme


#5 Anneke Lucas w/Jeanette Archer

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Finding Light after Darkness. This is a conversation between two survivors of SRA (satanic ritual abuse), Anneke Lucas, the host, and Jeanette Archer, the guest,  as they sit down and share their stories of resilience, recovery, and how Jeanette managed to free herself. One of the stories she shares was …. well, it truly is something to be heard. One of her programs named: ‘Super Soldier’, turned those skills upon her perpetrators. Yes!


A clip from “Contact” the movie.


Life, in its true essence, is a profound journey of discovery, growth, and interconnectedness. It transcends the mundane and the material, embracing the spiritual and the cosmic. While our understanding of life often revolves around tangible experiences and scientific explanations, its true nature extends far beyond these boundaries.

Humanity, as a species, possesses an extraordinary capacity for understanding and innovation. However, our perception of our own advancement is often constrained by societal norms, limited perspectives, and the narratives we’ve been told or taught. In reality, we are far more advanced than we may realize.

Beyond the confines of conventional wisdom lie realms of untapped potential and hidden knowledge. Throughout history, individuals and civilizations have glimpsed these depths, pushing the boundaries of human understanding and achievement. From ancient wisdom traditions to cutting-edge scientific discoveries, humanity’s quest for knowledge has propelled us forward on a journey of exploration and enlightenment.

Yet, true advancement isn’t just about technological prowess or intellectual prowess. It’s about recognizing our interconnectedness with all life forms and the universe itself. It’s about embracing empathy, compassion, and cooperation as guiding principles for our collective evolution. It’s about transcending the limitations of ego and embracing the boundless potential of the human spirit.

In essence, the true nature of life beckons us to awaken to our fullest potential, both individually and collectively. It calls us to expand our consciousness, challenge the status quo, and embark on a journey of self-discovery and transformation. Only then can we fully grasp the profound beauty and complexity of existence and realize the immense power and potential that resides within each and every one of us.



“Everything is perfect,

then came judgement.”

~ plr 2010


“It does not do harm to a mystery,

to know a little about it.”

~ Richard Feynman



A Seed planted has potential.

Nurture and water it, and it will grow.

Love the Soil

Love the Earth

Love the Air

Love the Water

Love the skies

Love yourself

and may all flourish coherently.

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I’m Simply Taking a Walk

Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on April 18, 2024


Image: 2014 plr walking top of mountain in snow at Ghost Ranch, New Mexico


The “World” is my family

“Life” is my partner

“Peace” is my focus.


I’m simply taking a walk. Why?

And to where and what for?

Who am I talking to?

And even if I have an audience of people, who is listening?

I know there are many of you out there who feel the same way.


Before we die?

Remember, never be afraid to speak,

what you feel and think,

as you live this life.

The unspoken words are valuable,

to the ears awaiting the listening.


No matter what ~ Do what you know to be right.

And I WILL, me, myself, and I.


Life is precise and abhors deception.


“He who knows nothing is closer to the truth,

than he whose mind is filled with lies,

falsehoods, and propaganda.”

~ someone


As I continue on this magnificent journey of life, it becomes more fun to know I’m not alone in knowing I know pretty much no~thing in the grandeur scheme of things, yet, I AM aware of it all, if that makes sense? And so do you, and you, and you the same.

It is becoming more evident that our impact upon one another is highly profound. Because somewhere, someone is listening. There is someone out there who reads your post, or words, or writings and it impacts them in a way that shifted their life in some form of matter.

There is someone out there who ‘saw you’ or heard your story and it effected them in a manner that made their day better or not, or encouraged them to keep going or not, and/or to feel inspired to be brave and bold in speaking their truth no matter what. Either way …

I say, yayyyyyyy! I am with you darling.

Never underestimate the power and impact of the simple thing called a ‘word’.

Put ‘s’ in front of it and it becomes ‘sword’.

Words can cut, damage, or repair.

I’ve experienced damaging words like bullets, and I’m still pulling the shrapnel out.

And you know what?

There is an energetic avenue to heal from it all .. it is called ‘release’.

And walk away.

Which I did.

I had to because ….

… just ask me and I’ll tell you no lies.


High Level Conversations

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Join in the above lively conversation

with 19Keys, a visionary thinker,

who empowers people to unlock their greatest potential,

with special guest on the show, Mr. Robert Edward Grant.



If the big bully in the schoolyard is not sorted,

then the playground will never be at Peace.


We have been ‘living’ in one big ‘life’ experiment.


We Need Many Together

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The above link is an audio-visual experience that serves as a template for empowerment, called KINGDOM. It models the path of awakening in the face of adversity, becoming whole, and confronting inner and outer darkness in order to transform it. The film’s visual and musical arrangement imprints a more courageous way of being. With repeated viewings, this imprint strengthens and becomes available to the viewer as an inner knowing.




As I continue producing my “Cinematic Book of Memoirs”,

I came across THIS VIDEO from one of my posts

fourteen years ago and sharing again.

Brings back such wonderful memories

and deeply moving heartfelt connections with other worlds.

I ponder on this being said so long ago and here we are in 2024.

I just know where my heart and mind rest ~ in unison.


“Every person who believes in the timeline of doom, destruction and horror, will add to its reality. Everyone who holds as real the timeline of the New Earth, will add to its reality. You hold in your very nature the power of radical change for yourself and the planet – especially humanity. The reality that will prevail is being anchored through the choices we are now making, both as individuals and as a collective. Enter the timeline of the New Earth and prepare yourself for the miraculous. Finally—let the Earth speak to you. Let her caress you and transfer to you her deepest knowledge and wisdom. She shall be a great ally in the coming changes. As always, even in the midst of such great difficulties as you now face. We hold a higher vision for you, the human family. We see your hidden greatness, even though you may not see it yourself. We hold a light in this hour of darkness. It is just a reminder of the great light you hold within yourself. It is time to free this light within you. Future generations will be blessed by your ascent. May it be so.” ~ Hathors


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S~Eye~Ops Unravelling

Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on April 16, 2024


We are living in a very unfair game.

Because some know more than others and secrets are kept.

So I ask myself, why am I here?

If I come from all that is, why do I have to learn anything?


“I’m just a journey sharing the waves of my life.”
~ plr
Welcome to the ride.


“The Universe is not stranger than you imagine.

The Universe is stranger than you CAN imagine.” 

~ Arthur Stanley Eddington


“Something unknown is doing we don’t know what.”

~ Arthur Stanley Eddington



Talk Talk Band


I am where I belong. We all are.

So much love everyone.

The parameters of our missions in this day and age,

are something we have never known before,

or maybe WE HAVE known, simply now awakening to.

Time to unlock the past, present, and future,

the ALL-in-ONE,

and open doors into awareness,

of all that is and has ever been,

for a simple thing called peace ~

I welcome it,

thank you.


The World Wide Web

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Founded in 1989 placing its technology in the public domain.

It has touched billions of people around the world.

It truly is another realm unto itself.


It seems kind of impossible to dis’cern’ 

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what to believe on the net anymore since,

every move we make, every word we type,

pretty much every thought we think,

is being looked upon and observed for nefarious purposes.

Remember, we do not have to participate in any of it.


Deception for eons has been unbound in our lifetimes as a humanity.

That is why NOW is so beautiful.

We always have choice and always have had.

No matter which way one decides to go,

there are countless avenues to adventure towards

with peaceful manners co-piloting the journey.

Live and breathe that peaceful knowing.

We are so not alone and what a mighty fine relief it is.

We live, we die, we come we go,

we appear and disappear,

that seems to be the nature of life.

And I love my living being,

and no~one can take that away from me.

Until I decide.



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I laughed often

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“When I am silent I fall into the place,

where everything is music.”

~ Rumi


The Embodiment of the Brain.

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Interview with Robert Edward Grant and Alex Ferrari.

For those ready to go deeply personal and hear with like minds and hearts.

“… geometry is number and space .. and music is number and time,

and cosmology is number and space-time.

So it is all one thing .. and I found it so fascinating ..”

~ Robert Edward Grant



As I was listening to the interview above with Robert and Alex,

Robert says, the teacher always learns the most .. whaaaaa?

Back in 2010 I wrote, due to my circumstances going on ..

“Sometimes the student can out-teach the teacher.”


Life is getting really trippy and fascinating, and sad, and happy at the same time.


It also puzzles me what is going on?

I hear others say they came here for a purpose,

and it seems pretty clear why they came here,

or at least so far it seems clear?

Change is upon us at rapid pace.

Whether prepared or not? It is going to happen.

So I look at my life and go … ?

Yeah, I’ve had amazing experiences,

and came through two near deathers ..

but what I’ve come to the conclusion of is this.


I arrived on Earth as an observer.


I do not want to participate.


Highly skilled, and talented, yet, no-one will see that part of me.



After having brain surgery in January of 2010,

I woke up ‘seeing’ with what I called ‘new eyes’,

and began seeing things differently.

One view was this analogy of … life.

Check it out.


So the way I see my life is kind of like this.


I’m the one sitting in the stands,

watching the game being played out in the field.


Every once in a while I’ll walk down from the stands,

and play the game with everyone.


But there comes a point in time where she makes up her mind.


This gal, yes me, me, me,

will walk down from the stands,

onto the court of the tennis match going on.


NOW, she is the ball girl standing side-line at the net.


She stands at the net watching the ball going back and forth, back and forth.


And at that surreal moment ~ everything goes into slo-mo.


She walks along the net as if to hug it with a silent gaze,

entering center court,

as the ball is going over her head,

back and forth, back and forth.


In one pivotal move she raises her hand,

as the ball in slo-mo is flying over head,

and catches it.


Pulling it into her chest like a piece of gold clutched in her palm.


She looks left, she looks right, all in slo-motion.

Then snap back into real-time.


She says to all: “I’m taking my ball and going home.”

And walks off the courtyard.



One day back in 2007 as I flew over the Mediterranean Sea I thought:

“I’m going head to head with life itself.”

My journey is not about others,

it is about me and creation.


2007 was one of the most powerful moments in my life

for changing the current circumstances I was living in.


I left my home in England for rest and recovery.

It was to Egypt she flew to.

As clear as day whilst crossing the Mediterranean Sea in flight,

a telepathic message came with no words,
just a form of pure energy transferring a message and its translation was this:


“You need to get grounded. You need to ground yourself.

Plant your feet back on the earth”


Next, what ran through me after hearing this initial message on the plane,
were overlapping telepathic thoughts explaining,
that the reason I had to ground was because …


“You have things to fulfill within yourself, this is a very personal journey.
You have to realize your gifts, gain confidence, stand strong.
You have a Heart to give which would help lift humanity in this physicality.”


Now that was a first of its kind to experience and grateful to share it.

Because ALL of us have hearts with gifts within,

to assist our human journey together,

worthy of love and belonging.

To be aware and fearless in questioning,

and living our truths.



“The seeking we each strive for will never be found in the external.
For what is eternal, what has always been ‘in’ternal, can never be lost, only found.”

~ plr 2010


A personal journey? Yes indeed it seems to be.

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And the Beat Goes On

Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on March 05, 2024


“Nothing can harm me, it can only enhance my immune system.”

~ plr


“Who am I without telling you in this digital world?

The point is, who are YOU beyond it all,

before it began?


“The greatest gift one can give?

Is integrity to speak truth,

a kind heart to deliver it,

and love as the final ending.”

~ plr


“On the path of truth,

false beliefs are torn down,

but in their stead,

the naked truth rises in its simple beauty.”

~ plr


Life has been romanticized and I was there when it happened.

I am guilty of falling in love with the …

No more.


I am tired of the game playing with my feelings.

I am in control now.

If we are in a movie? Let’s re-write the script.

I am my own life’s experiment, and my own research project.


“Sometimes not having anything to ‘say’ is the best thing to say.

I am simply ONE playing with the multi~verse in song

trying to get along…

in harmony.”

~ plr


“Fire the engineer.

Why do we continue talking about a problem

when the soul-YOU-tion is in clear sight?”

~ plr


“Is my imagination wiser than imagination itself?”

~ plr


“If I bow to anything,

it is to the strength of the humbled heart ‘within’,

admiring the courage of the journey of the many.”

~ plr


There is life outside of here. Beyond this ‘thought form’.

We appear and we disappear, and it is okay.

Love your way out.

Into a world of co~hear~and~see.


Releasing the ties that bind in order to fly.


I used to say after brain surgery, Jan of 2010:

“Thank god for the god of giggle.”

Because I woke up with a great sense of humor.

Your inner child is the only one you need to impress and have fun with.

I am here to heal, not to hurt. Our vibrational contribution to the world is most felt.


If by this time in my life a solution, a resolution, a peaceful settlement,

or something that brings about a global natural involvement of coherency

towards living in harmony amongst all life has not happened …

then what on Earth am I here for?

I am DONE with the chatter that does not matter.

End of story.


And here we are.

I call it ‘Medusa’, the multifaceted snake head infesting every area of our lives.

Like a cancer metastasizing upon our host body planet Earth.

Even those on the front lines, some of those human beings,

that cower in the corners hiding behind their own backgrounds,

unafraid to speak out honestly about what they did or did not do,

or were involved with?

That must come out.

The only way out is full on truth,

to break patterns to create ANEW.


It is nice to know we are not alone.

We do have friends everywhere in and out of  this realm.

Surely it must be so.


Genius can happen in a moment.

You are either in or you are out.

I know which script I will never play a part in.


“I can’t ‘feel’ like I used to until the whole world is in harmony.”

~ plr


“Where you look, there you are, your reality awaits you.”

~plr 2010


“My brain is only a receiver.

In the Universe there is a core from which we obtain

knowledge, strength and inspiration.

I have not penetrated into the secrets of this core,

but I know that it exists.”

~ Nikola Tesla


“I’m just a particle with a heartbeat.”

~ plr 2010

And David Icke said this to her  father during what should have been an amicable departure:


“If what I am reliably told is true, she should know that a tidal wave of worldwide revulsion

will descend upon her immediately and for the rest of her life

and the Richards family name will be dragged through the cesspit ongoing as a result.”


What???  I was healing from a traumatic brain injury.

Yet the bullets kept coming from Mr “Infinite Love is the Only Truth …” ?

Lets get on the table of truths here ~ please.


CampFire Stories

How small acts of love and kindness

have the potential to ripple out and change the world,

touching hearts and minds in ways that we could never begin to imagine.



“ I have a question .. because one disturbance is these ‘bark beetles’

and if we just left it, it would be a natural process.

Now we added another disturbance, me and Johannes.

We actively planted ..

so it’s not actually a natural process here anymore either.

What do you think about this [human] disturbance?”


Martin (Natural Forest Engineer):

“I think you have introduced species that might need some additional years.

It’s not always the goal to reduce human impact,

it’s a matter of WHAT we do.

We need this kind of experiment.

You’re not like bringing in exotic species here.

If you would be doing that then I would be much more skeptical.

A lot of foresters are looking for new tree species,

what other species could be introduced here to handle this situation?

And I think that is really the most dangerous way to go.”


Post tags:

The ‘Sol’ution Is So Simple

Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on February 13, 2024


Step Forward Undauntingly.

What I do and say will have a balance, a purpose, a meaning.

If you can’t tell your story then what good is living for? 

Say what was never said.


When everything speeds up? Slow down.

The way the world is going I am in no hurry to follow.

I’m just being sensible amongst chaos.


“Truth can never harm,

it can only further INlightenment

and end suffering.”

~ plr


The Worst Cover-Up in Human History

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Viewed over 4 Billion Times. 

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“Did you hear what I just said?” ~ Dr. David Martin

Dr. “David Martin’ at The International Covid Summit 5 on February 23, 2024 while the second talk was given at The International Covid Summit 3 on May 3, 2023. Martin’s 2023 talk has reportedly been viewed over FOUR BILLION TIMES by people all over the world.


The Future of Humanity and where it goes ..

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New Discoveries at the Egyptian Pyramids

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“So, philosophy, this love of wisdom,

is gained when we can start to see multiple perspectives and viewpoints.

And it’s only through this gaining of multiple perspectives and viewpoints

that we can finally transcend beyond duality.

The transcendence of duality

requires us to make a decision consciously and unconsciously.

And that is, it’s the moment we decide to express love

more than we decide to search for one objective truth.”

~ Robert Edward Grant


Awakening Our Biology of LIGHT

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“If we really have the patience to look down into the water structure of life we find the same sacred geometry that’s depicted in .. it doesn’t matter which people group you go back in, at the macro-level we were depicting in our spiritual art, in our architecture, designs that we are now finding in the water structures of human cells now that we have the technology to look deep inside ourselves. To find out we are probably the original temple. We are that original design of that most complex expression of light .. disease is simply a reduction in that LIGHT energy.. of a reducing LIGHT potential.. Disease doesn’t happen to a healthy human body… and furthermore that entire seven years in Academia gave me absolutely no tools in the toolbox to get people back to their original design.

So, if I don’t have anything in my toolbox to get you back to your original design, then I am not a healer. I am a technician for a pharmaceutical, chemical, industrial complex .. because that is all I could do was to hand out more drugs, none of them naturally occuring compounds .. but the excitement that I have now, fast forward thirteen years after leaving Academia .. oh my gosh, every single person that walks into my clinic or my life, has inside of them, the original design .. how do we get people back into that right relationship with that LIGHT energy ..   There is no way that a human, myself, or otherwise, is going to find a new chemical that is going to change the potential or capacity of that ‘temple’ … as a Doctor I can no longer prescribe drugs because I am convinced the only thing I can really do with a drug now is harm.”

~ Zack Bush


“The larger the vessel

you can provide humanity

to express itself without judgement –

the more radical our transformation is going to be,

and the more accelerated that transformation will emerge.”

~ Zack Bush


Eye On The Sky

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BRILLIANT Interview!
With Del Bigtree of ‘The Highwire’, and Jim Lee,


Del sits down with the founder of, Jim Lee, to discuss the latest in weather modification and geoengineering. Jim has collected over a decades worth of weather modification history and has archived it so that the public has access. In this segment, Del challenges Jim, and gets to the bottom of what’s really going on in the skies above.


“Semantics is what is destroying the ability to have an honest conversation
about what’s going on or do anything about it.”
~ Jim Lee



Audio: “Twilight” by Tony Dodd


“Relationships are like music, it will never stop.

The point is, to be heard in the orchestra,

even though you are playing different instruments.”

~ plr


“I was never that.”

~ plr


I guarantee you, it is nice to know we are not alone.

Friends in high places beyond this realm.

Surely it must be so.



Sail Away With Me

Feel Alive Somehow

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Decoding Reality

Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on November 07, 2023



From the beginning of this posting below.


The Event in L.A. at the “Conscious Life Expo” was so much fun!
So happy to meet with people from long ago?
It was such a joy to experience,
and I learned a lot about presenting a story ‘LIVE”.
Challenging and exhilarating as well, and so needed.
It was what it was, and the rest of the story
will be delivered in its right time.
Grateful for all who attended, for all who didn’t,
and for life giving me the opportunity to do it
via those special beings that helped make it possible.
You know who you are.
INjoy life in the only way you know how to.
Because that is YOUR RIGHT do so.
LIVE IT. LOVE IT, and know when to leave it.


Nice to know we are not alone.

It is called balance. Clean slate start anew.

This is not a drill – it is real.

I rule by the heart not the head.




Yes. Back in the day.

David and I in California next to the famous ‘Hollywood’ sign.

More to this Chapter in her storyline.


IT IS A FIRST for her. 

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As I continue putting the Presentation together,
just letting you know… I am going to be going ALL OUT,
deep dive, no sugar coating it, and no holds barred.
Everything will be on the table of truths.
What happened to one girl was unjust, and immoral.
And the rest is Her/HisTORY
 Be prepared to not be surprised.


PEACE is all she desires and will leave nothing but truth and love in her wake. It has taken her twenty-seven years to walk up to this podium. Pamela has been invited to be a Keynote Speaker at the Conscious Life Expo, in Los Angeles, California, February 9-11.

From deep within her soul, a voice that has been yearning to be heard.

Her presentation is a preview of her up-and-coming “Book of Memoirs”, which includes a good many Chapters about her life and travels with Internationally known British Author, David Icke.


What really happened?


I am looking forward to seeing you there!


Sometimes you just have to make up your mind.


There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story within you.

~ Maya Angelou


“When you find what you are looking for,

there is no need to continue looking.

That which is found naturally

fractals out into infinity peacefully.”




“When a complex system is far from equalibrium

small islands of coherence in a sea of chaos

have the capacity to shift the entire system to a higher order.”

~ Ilya Romanovich Prigogine


“Let your heart be known, let your truth be shown.”

~ plr



“Why struggle to open a door between us

when the whole wall is an illusion?”

~ Rumi


“On the other side of a storm

is the strength that comes from

having navigated through it.

Raise your sail and begin.”

~ Gregory S Willilams


There is a dance happening.

Between NOW and forever.

I know which path fits my timeline.



“It only takes one caged bird

to see the open door and fly out,

showing others they can do it too.”

~ plr


I can only operate on what I know,

and how can peace be wrong?

~ plr


“The greatest gift one can give?

Is integrity to speak truth,

a kind heart to deliver it,

and love as the final ending.”

~ plr



Malte Martin

This is a clip from a 1 hour with Malte Martin, Luna Mando, & Fabba.

Click the link for the entire compilation.

I could listen to this forever. Thank you three beautiful beings.

May this be a spark of light ~  for Peace upon our feet with every step we take.

An offering for all to be gentle and kind with ourselves, and one another.

Truth has no fear. Never let your truth be hindered.


” On the path of the truth seeker,

false beliefs are torn down,

but in their stead,

the naked truth rises

in its simple beauty.”

~ George Kavassilas


Image: plr Sedona, AZ 2010


































Written by: JC Tefft


“In a world of unity, courage is not necessary.”

~ plr


“We are facilitators in the field of Godliness with peaceful mannerisms.”

~ plr


After my near-death experience involving a twelve-foot fall onto concrete

in January of 2010, slamming my body onto it,

creating nine broken ribs,

fractured wrist with head trauma and brain surgery,

I somehow lived to tell the story.


One thing I saw while recovering from that traumatic brain injury,

was very profoundly necessary for me to share.

As I was able to walk into my garden finally,

gazing at the trees and leaves upon it?

I was feeling the Earth beneath my feet,

sensing beyond all senses the wind,

life in its abundance was talking to me,

the sounds of birds chirping,

I was hearing with such sensitivity,

the water trickling down the creek,

My every particle self of BEING said:

“God is in everything.”


“Truth will never destroy you, it will only heal you.”

~ plr


Lies can not remain hidden. Speak your truth.


I am fading from this reality into somewhere without war.


“Freedom is knowing no-thing, yet, aware of everything,

and her heart played on.”

~ plr 


God is the hands on the soundboard

mixing all the notes into alignment for perfect harmonious outcomes of~



“You cannot create freely in a controlled world, end of story.”

~ plr 


I AM tired of trying to figure it out.

If it is not happening now in my 64 years of life…  goodbye.


I know forever contains no lies.


“My words are a song unheard, yet read.
My voice is heard, yet the song sometimes slips by.”
~ plr 
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A Personal Path It Is

Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on November 02, 2023


Chantress Seba


Maybe the key to LIFE

is not being afraid to say goodbye?


Can you imagine if there was an election,

and NOONE voted?


Can you imagine if they called for war,

and NOONE put on a uniform?


Can you imagine someone trying to coerce you to say Yes,

As you kindly turn around and firmly say … NO.


When you stop seeking,

maybe this is where you truly begin to know?


I AM, you ARE, here to guide the timelines of choice towards a more coherent and natural peaceful wave of energetic vibrational frequencies for those of this particular calling. The ride is easy when the breath is in sync with this song.



Stop supporting a false projection of lies.

Real~eye~sing your Peace within

advancing the emanation of coherency,

with intelligence of a higher order in love.

Stop participating in anything other than.


Those who are at peace in their hearts

Are already within the great shelter of life. 


“Mediocrity knows nothing higher than itself;

but talent instantly recognizes genius.”

Arthur Conan Doyle


Post tags:

Heart to Heart Mind to Mind

Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on October 15, 2023




“It is no measure of health

to be well adjusted

to a profoundly sick society.”

~ Jiddu Krishnamurti

‘Asking for help is the most

courageous thing you can do’


“What is the bravest thing you’ve ever said?

– asked the boy.

‘Help”‘ said the horse.”

~ Charlie Mackesy


“There are those who seek knowledge
for the sake of knowledge;
that is Curiosity.
There are those who seek knowledge
to be known by others;
that is Vanity.
There are those who seek knowledge
in order to serve;
that is Love.
 Bernard of Clairvaux


“Truth never quivers.”
~ plr


The Lisa Park

“The more clearly you understand yourself and your emotions,
the more you become a lover of what it is.”
– Baruch Spinoza


Eunoia means “Beautiful Thinking” in Greek (good + mind). Eunoia II is outfitted with 48 vibration pools, inspired by the 48 emotions philosopher Baruch Spinoza outlined in his book, Ethica, like frustration, excitement, engagement, and meditation. Each speaker vibrates according to Park’s brain wave-interpreting algorithm, which tranforms intense signals from Park’s Emotiv EEG headset into intense vibrations in the pools of water atop speakers. The modulation of the sound (volume, speed, panning) occurs in real-time in response to her emotional values detected by EEG headset. Here, Park is literally putting her inner struggles on display, and the whole show depends on how she deals with her feelings. The calmer she is, the less vibrations of the sound happen.


The Entanglement 1

The Entanglement 2

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Eugene Sonny Irvin delivers a third eye opening

deep dive into the reality of artificial intelligence,

it’s history and how the current technology,

is being used to manipulate and control,

our natural creative abilities,

to attempt to manifest negative timelines.


I AM, you ARE, here to guide the timelines of choice towards a more coherent and natural peaceful wave of energetic vibrational frequencies for those of this particular calling. The ride is easy when the breath is in sync with this song.




Post tags:

Harmony through Clarity

Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on September 26, 2023



I do believe there is no mightier power on Earth that can withstand a UNIPHIED COOPERATION of the intelligent human kind with benevolent purposes for the good of the whole. If we are not on the same page then the pieces to the puzzle are a doddle to manipulate.

May we bring the house of cards down together. Not with hate, but with awareness of what we are collectively dealing with, which is something beyond evil, and do it swiftly with no suffering upon another, just rid this existence of the parasites they are, thereby bringing the possibility of true paradise on Earth.

Otherwise .. well, we all know how it will end if we do nothing.

I will take my last breath on the mountain and I will leave nothing but truth and love in my wake.

All Contracts Null & Void. 



There are 194 or so Nation States that are in agreement

with the roll out for a New World Order.

It is happening and they want rid of humanity.

But they will keep the slaves they desire for their purposes,

including children who are kept in cages for nefarious experiments.

THIS MUST END and leaders in Nation States must say NO.

Complicit to murder you are if you don’t.



Remember who pushes the buttons

that feed electricity to the towns and cities .. PEOPLE.

Remember who pushes the buttons

that makes sure the towns and cities have water .. PEOPLE.

Remember who drives the trucks with fuel to the stations .. PEOPLE

Remember who drives the trucks from the farm to the stores.. PEOPLE.

When will humans stop being slaves and do the right thing.

DO A 180 with a Yes Sir .. NO SIR, but within a strategic, coordinated, and organized manner.   

My family is out there and they need food, water, resources, and shelter,

and ALL OF US are going to give it to them because WE UNITED CAN DO IT. 





Someone’s got to do it, and we can’t do it alone. 



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A journey into the secret technology hidden from the public,

Dr. Steven Greer reveals the cover-up and motives

on why we have been denied free energy.


Frequency Weapons

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Todd Callender, attorney and activist,

joins the program to warn listeners

of the dangers of frequency weapons

in the hands of nefarious actors.

He also updates us on the lawsuits he filed

against the Department of Defense.


It’s ALL or NOTHING now folks.

Time to reevaluate our focus and strengthen our connections.



Connecting the Dots Part I

Connecting the Dots Part II

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In these two parts of ICIC’s interview, Dr. Reiner Fuellmich and co-host attorney Dagmar Schoen talk with British veteran of the alternative media scene David Icke. He is an author, researcher and investigative journalist. Reiner Fuellmich and Dagmar Schoen question him about his personal awakening process and the beginning of his involvement with the other side of the story, the real side, that initially turned his world upside down. He recounts his startling experiences that, ultimately, broadened his horizon and understanding of reality, as opposed to the mainstream’s narrative. These processes led him to leave his old life behind, defying all reprisals, and to dedicate his life to the uncovering of hidden knowledge and truths, beyond the fabricated “reality” we have been fed.


Front & Center w/Dr David Martin

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David Martin returns to the show to discuss his latest efforts to expose and bring to justice the criminal cabal. His latest presentation in the European Parliament went viral around the world with over one billion views while it was virtually blacked out in the western world. It’s a tale of two different realities. We are the new Soviet Union living in a blacked out world controlled by big tech and the criminal cabal.


37 minutes of .. Christine Anderson

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Anderson was one of the European Parliament’s
most vocal critics of COVID-19 policies
in Europe, Canada, and beyond.
Western democracies are gradually
moving toward digital tyranny, she argues.
The next step? Climate lockdowns.


“As long as you have fear of them,
they have power over you.
Take that away from them.”
~ Christine Anderson


The truth has no defense
against a fool determined to believe a lie.
Confidence is being Free to Speak what you See.
Confidence is Strong Heart & Mind
Confidence is Considerate
Confidence is Kind
Confidence is Gentle
Confidence is Respectful
Confidence is a Good Listener
Confidence is a Peaceful Warrior
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Wise Beyond Measure

Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on September 13, 2023


Chantress Seba


“Peace is the Motive.

Love is the Endurance.

Laughter is the medicine that keeps us alive.”

~ plr


Wherever you are.

Just know the gentleness of who you are,

is never lost only found.


“In this Earthly realm

does knowing alot

equal intelligence

or knowing no~thing

more intelligent?”

~ plr



When ONE sees from within, a very deep transformative moment of recognition happens, that no matter what is going on OUT THERE, a PEACE is felt, the song sings, the moment appears, The whole world becomes calm. Can you imagine if we experienced that together as ONE?


“I will not comply
with what they are intending.
I will stay Free
Forever my friends.
And so shall thee
When we see eye to eye
And not with each other fight.
Stand strong heart with heart
The feather becomes the arrow
From the sheath
And with unified mind
It is time
To end divide
And be kind with might.”

~ plr



This image is when I was recovering from a TBI (traumatic brain injury).

Sedona, Arizona, 2010

Went to a gathering with the Buddhist Monks.

I was in a very different world. Empty Mind.

Operating from heart not thought.





Whatever is going on in our world,

if we can’t come to reason NOW.

What good is breathing for?



It was the year 2017.

I went on an expedition with physicist Nassim Haramein,

and fellow participants to Peru and filmed this.

Our guide was telling us how the PYRAMIDS were built.

Thinking we were tourists, yet, we knew better.

There IS HOPE for humanity if only we stop buying the lies.

To realize how deceived we have all been about the world we live in.


Eagles: In the City



NO we will not, however,
as long as there is division among the ranks?
Meaning YOU & I?
We are a doddle to manipulate.
There might only be a few of THEM ~
But they are a focussed unification,
while THE MANY are scattered.


YOU CANNOT be in the trenches during battle,
with fellow soldiers arguing about who got the last tin of beans.
As a pilot my wing man KNOWS to focus when I SAY:
We got a mig at nine oclock!
That is how the battles are won.
For the Good of the Whole
And may all battles END in PEACE FOREVER.


History is bound to be repeated
unless we learn from it
and make the change RIGHT NOW.


PEACE is forever,

and may LIFE swiftly

end all warring.


I shall share a snippet from my forthcoming BOOK OF MEMOIRS.


“It was the summer of 2007 when I left for rest and recovery ..

from a home environment that was being highly devisive..

unbeknownst to me …

From England I flew ..

and landed in Egypt on the shores of the Red Sea ..

Upon an Eco village … a dolphin and diving Mecca ..

I was in the community bathroom on the beach,

when a woman approached out of the blue?

She was a very unique being really ..

She asked: “what brought you here?”

I was sharing that I was a filmmaker

and wanted to use film to speak good truths for humanity ..

she opened her satchel and pulled out a book ..

it was by Gary Zukav: THE DANCING WU LI MASTERS.

She brought it to read herself.  It was brand new.

She handed it to me saying:

I think you need this more than I do.

I asked her to sign it. She did.

I love you Sheila, what a gift you were in my life,

at the right time and still are, a shining Star.

I still have that book and read it from front to cover in two nights.


After she left the Eco Village we kept in touch.

She later sent another two books ..

One of them was by Martha Beck called:



“I believe that a knowledge of that perfect life sits inside you as the North Star sits in its unalterable spot. You may think you’re utterly lost, that you’re going to die a bewildered death in the Dark Wood of Error. But brush away the leaves, wait for the clouds to clear, and you’ll see your destiny shining as brightly as ever: the fixed point in the constantly changing constellations of your life.”

Finding Your Own North Star – claiming the life you were meant to live.
Martha Beck


Bukhu Ganburged


May your journey be well, wishes my father

Mind your honour in a foreign land, teaches my mother

When I return from the lands far away,

my parents will greet me with their happiness



“Without ALL life’s knowledge on the table of truths,

we will always be at the mercy of another,

until we make up our singular sovereign mind.

May like minds coagulate into a coherent mass right now.

I do not need ink on paper to formulate an agreement.

Heart to Heart without question should be fine.

That should be enough in this eternal life field.

I think we make it up as we go along .. someone else did.

~ plr

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Breathe Freely

Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on August 29, 2023


Christine Anderson speech in European Parliament Brussels, May 3 2023


“Right now every moment matters, tell it like it is.”
~ plr


“Every piece to the puzzle matters.”
~ plr


“A student only learns as well as the teacher teaches.”
~ plr


“We are in a ‘uINversal’ transition right NOW.”
~ plr


“Nature is multi-dimensional, language is linear.”

~ Alan Watts


“Something dreamed all of this into existence,

I think it’s time I dream myself out of it”

~ plr


What I see happening is ‘they’ (common enemy), are using AI to assist in their organizing and strategizing to maneuver the next best steps towards an agenda for world domination. When I saw the UN’s website with very detailed graphs laid out, it was just too succinct and detailed to have been done by a human, and everything is moving at lightning speed.

‘They’ have what I would call a ‘war room’ which is giving them detailed instructions instantly like a blueprint of how to do it. While the people have no clue and are at the mercy of this high technology in a VERY UNFAIR GAME.

Unfair why? Because ‘they’ know everything we do, think, and say already, via the ENTERnet, phones, digital devices of all kinds, smart homes, smart refrigerators and kitchen appliances. Even the proliferation of ‘smart cities’. Thine enemy has an advantage that beggars belief and it was a very clever set up. Noone to blame but ourselves really, and here we are.

What do we do to unplug? Well, it really comes down to a personal journey and humanity must get over all the petty things and stop infighting and unite.

My theory, and hand to God I will bet my life on it, what ‘THEY’ are doing is inputting to the digital AI a question.

Example: “Show me how to get a population of people under global tyrannical control”.

What AI would do is spit out quite quickly the steps to be taken in order for that goal to be achieved.


This appears to be exactly what the graphs on the WEF (World Economic Forum), and UN (United Nations) websites are doing. It is very strategic and organized.

We had Agenda 2020, then Agenda 2030. The goal pasts are moving because the population is rising up and becoming AWARE of what is going on.

I suppose, if I was thinking like thine enemy what would I do?

Well, I would input into AI this new situation that people are rising up in disagreement, which is causing an upset to the initial strategy and upsetting the apple cart, so asking AI how to move forward with this?

“New information causes new choices to be made.”

The outcome from AI would show the next best steps in order to achieve the continuing desired GOAL.

Just look at the graphs and goals HERE and HERE, and how they are being achieved.

Purely by humanities acquiescence.

We just have to say NO.


I input into AI this question and look what it gave me.

The steps to take in order to achieve the GOAL.

We can turn the tide if only we got it together people.




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The above link “Our Amazing Grace’ is the story of one father who realized his daughter was murdered after years of forensic investigation. Americans were murdered by the thousands in hospitals by doctors and nurses – and they got paid for doing so – under the cover of the CoVid panic. It’s a bold claim. And it has been thoroughly documented. This explains how it was done and how they have managed to escape consequences – at least for now.


An Arborist Explains Maui

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Peace within Maui 8.8.23

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In a world where silence often reigns,

She arose unbound by chains.

With an Ocean of love aglow,

As the sands wash upon her feet walking

She dared to speak to let truth flow.

Fearless soul she faced the storm,

Her words like waves they did transform

An unfair equation unbalanced and unjust,

She shattered it with courage robust.

Her once silent voice becoming a beacon of encoded light

Guiding her through the darkest of nights,

Like a ship on a boundless sea,

She brought her truth unapologetically free.

Consequences might dance on the winds of fate,

But she stood strong innately unafraid.

For within the strength of love’s embrace,

May we all bring harmony to the world’s uneven pace.

In a world where hearts entwine and souls unite,

People will yearn for truth that shimmers in the light.

A quest for peace like whispers through the trees,

Guiding us to shores where gentle waves sing.

Harmony is the symphony of souls in tune,

A melody that dances underneath the moon.

In each embrace lives a knowing to let go of hate,

Weaving a tapestry where compassion dictates.

Love is a beacon that ignites,

A force that turns wrongs into what’s right.

It knows no bounds transcending all divide,

A river that flows connecting with the tides.

Joy, like wildflowers blooming in the sun,

As its laughter echoes and sorrows come undone.

Hand in hand united on this humble quest,

We strive to build a world that’s truly blessed.

For truth, peace, harmony, love, and joy we yearn,

In each endeavor it’s humanity’s turn.


Dr. Ben Goertzel – SingularityNet

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She didn’t know much but left something to think about.


“My song has a whispering presence in the speakers,

yet, is a voice in the orchestra of life,

like a deep echo sailing through the canvas

as a water color assisting life in the big picture.”

~ plr 


Dance Freely and Wear NO MASK.


Dr. David Martin DON’T FEAR

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“ .. Remember there never was a C*v*d Pandemic .. this is a behavior modification exercise to fulfill the objective of the financial interests that were being served. And let’s remember that the quote, and I keep saying this quote because no-one is still admitting that the criminals acknowledge their own crime.

Until a pandemic is at emergency threshold, the public doesn’t understand the need for medical countermeasures, such as a pan corona virus .. vaccine. We need the media to create the hype, we need to use that hype to our advantage to get to the real issues .. investors will follow if they see profit at the end of the process.” 

~ Dr David Martin


Once you take a species out of its original environment it lives a life worse than death. No different than taking a dolphin from the Ocean into a tank, or a bird into a cage. Therefore, willful leaving to let go becomes easy at this point. Humanity’s Earthly life is being controlled, and imprisoned, and something has to give. One way or another, something has to go. 


This is a clip from an interview with Patrick Henningsen and cartoonist, Bob Moran.

Stand firm dear friends.



Singing in co~hear~and~see (coherency) 

“With a seaside cafe moment of coffee and tea with thee,

What matters is the Entrainment 

of not having to know the math 

but knowing the melody…”

~ plr


The Think Tank with …

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The above interview on the “Think Tank”,

I have met in person two of these beautiful entities and value their knowledge.

May it continue on as we ALL discover who and what we really are.

Oh the JOY of the JOURNEY,

and I am so humbled to know what I do not know,

and may we forever be friends.



I love you forever mom, who taught me things she never said, but I know now. I heard something in between the silence so clearly as you were dying, and I WILL BE  a silence breaker, in the sense that my voice will ring loud and strong, for all of life to know and recognize, we are not alone here as an object to be used, we are here as an instrument to express our innate ability to create Peace on this Planet. For those that do not know, my mother passed over from a vicious ravaging cancer November 23, 2003.


“One of the greatest contributions I have given to Life, is making up my mind.”
~ plr


The Summer of 2007,

as I flew over the Mediterranean from England,

entering the lands of Egypt,

as clear as day a telepathic message came forth with no words,
just a form of pure energy’s presence,

transferring a message,

and its translation was this:

“You need to get grounded.

You need to ground yourself.

Plant your feet back on the earth”


Next, what ran through me after hearing this initial message on the plane were overlapping telepathic thoughts explaining that the reason I had to ground was because …


“You have things to fulfill within yourself,  

this is a very personal journey.

You have to realize your gifts, gain confidence, stand strong.

You have a Heart to give which would help lift humanity in this physicality.”


I later wrote:

“The seeking we each strive for will never be found in the external.

For what is eternal, what has always been ‘in’ternal, can never be lost, only found.”

A personal journey?

Yes, indeed it is.



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Grooming the Young to police the internet

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“You can control a man with brute violence,

but you can never truly OWN a man until he’s convinced

that your word is law and obedience is a virtue.”

-The Jones Plantation



END THE CYCLE = Living Freely in Peace

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Never Lose Your Humanity

Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on August 12, 2023




There was life before the ENTERnet.





I’m just traveling with travelers.

With like heart and mind.

A fractal of creation

repeating peace,



Get this.

We, humanity, are at war.

Our opponent KNOWS every move,

and every sound we make.

 They are gaining ground at lightning speed.

We have entered a digital playground for total control.

Unfair game, but we silently agreed.

Hard to live trying to share some truth,

when you get shut down at almost every move?

UNPLUGGING is tough to do,

but do we must, or take it over for good.


The best way to control your opposition is to lead it.


“You can’t live fully, unless you can live fully now.”

Alan Watts


We as a species have perfected politeness to a fault.


I Love Terrence

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“… in the few short years ahead as we converge toward the eschaton, that transcendental object at the end of time, things are going to get weirder and weirder until they become so weird that we will no longer be able to ignore the weirdness. 

“.. this explains our present circumstance, it explains the rush towards new technology and social organization in the new millennium. But you don’t have to be a rocket scientist to understand that if the Universe is complexifying faster and faster, an epoch of time will come when this rate of complexification is occurring so rapidly that it will become itself the overwhelming phenomena in the world of three dimensional space and time. And I call this the Omega Point or the transcendental object at the end of history, and I believe it is not that far off. 

“That with the emergence of Global internet, a human population of several billions and electronic noosphere, that we are now within the shadow of this transcendental object at the end of time. Your religions sense it, that’s what gives them their apocalyptic intuitions, and I think the ordinary man and woman in the street sense a kind of built in acceleration .. and in fact it is true .. our own decision to view the Universe as dead, as inanimate, as unintelligent, allowed us, permitted us, to dissect it, to use it and deny its validity outside of human purpose. Now the consequences of living like that is coming back to haunt us. 

“Now we have almost destroyed our home, we have almost cut the Earth from beneath our own feet .. we must give reverence and credence to nature and natures methods because no other methods will allow us to work our way out of the present mess we are in … we’re at the end of the rope.” 

~Terence McKenna 


We Need To Talk About Mr. Global 

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“Never let Fear stop You from Making the Next Best Step.”

~ plr


“Noone will ever know until you are unafraid to speak out.”

~ plr


AGE OF TRUTH w/Jordan Maxwell

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I knew of Jordan Maxwell who worked with a group called “TruthSeekers” in California back in 1998, and later met Jordan briefly at a conference circa 2008. 

What Jordan Maxwell begins talking about in the timeline stamp I noted below, about his meeting with three members of the governing body of the JW’s and what they told him, clarifies in my view, so much of what’s unfolding before our very eyes today. Our human species is dealing with an aggressor with disregard for all life outside of its own. Period.


“ First of all I always try and say that I am not the worlds authority on anything. I am smart enough to know how much I don’t know. But I’m also smart enough to know that you are not going to be perfect on everything, so sometimes, maybe it’s just your opinion, and your opinion may be wrong. And so I try and tell people that I’m not the worlds foremost authority. I prefer to think of myself as just an ordinary man pursuing extraordinary knowledge.” 

@8:22  in the TIMELINE:

“.. I scare myself thinking about all the strange places I’ve been, and people I’ve known, and yet, I’m still alive. I will give you my opinion on the world scene today. I believe, based on fifty eight years of experience .. that there is a concerted organized conspiratorial movement  in the world and I refer to it, the way it refers to itself as The World Revolutionary Movement … “ 


“I prefer to think of myself as an ordinary man

pursuing extraordinary knowledge.” 

~ Jordan Maxwell



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The above link is a wonderful summary

of the most important issues on this planet.

One being the future of humanity,

which involves the children of yesterday and today.

Time to solutionize the problems.




If two people who had a child can’t get along,

If two people who never had a child,

can’t get along …

how in the world, can they EVER teach a child …

to grow up?


“Each and every one of us,

is not living in a ‘uNIverse’ of separation,

but a ‘uINverse’ of experience.”

Robert Edward Grant

Speech at World Changers Summit July 5, 2023.

Pontifical Academy of Sciences, Vatican City



“The dissenter is every human being
at those moments of his life
when he resigns momentarily
from the herd and thinks for himself.”
~ Archibald Macleish


“I would rather be consciously inquisitive

than unconsciously thinking.” 

~ plr 2010


The Happiness Expert

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“There are many paths to where we are going.”

~ plr 2010


Seek yet do not seek.



“Do not fear the problem, know the soul~u~tion.”

~ plr


We are all on the same team
and the rest coherently align
loving our essence first and foremost
with like heart and mind.
We navigate this world
beyond our looking,
rather our inward feeling.
A sense beyond sensing .. a knowing.


In an environment that is incoherent

we are merely biding our time

to live here.



“My heart is beating always

for the sound of birds singing

along with a clean breeze

dancing in between the leaves of a tree.

Never lose sight of nature

for she is our guiding light.

The great cause in this world is the love for life.” 

~ plr 

And surely worth the fight. 



“When you are not afraid to die,

fear takes a back seat to living life.”

~ plr 


I will not drown in the sorrows of fear.

It is time to correct current understandings of history.



In a perfect world in my view, I do not want to live another day missing anything that I loved so dearly when it is gone. I’ve been there done that and it is tortuous. Of course I miss them, that is natural, but living in that emotional state is agonizing. I do not wish that upon anyone to live entertaining grief. NO. The comfort I have received is when I knew they were at peace and so was I in unison with them. In all of creation I ask  … why? Why this kind of pain or suffering?  Why can’t life be something as easy as come and go, appear and disappear with free will and peacefully always? I have also experienced life beyond the one we all know as Earthly life. I wish for a world where all life comes and goes at its leisure without any controlling factors. And when it does the Inverse or Universe celebrates for all eternity with only love as the wind that sails its ship. Peace is knowing this ones departure is a glorious adventure in the timeless thing called … creation.


I heard this saying:
“Forgive them for they know not what they do.”
Well, who or what taught them to KNOW NOT?
Fire the engineer.


Ayla Nereo 

I love this woman.
She represents the flow within my knowing.
She has a vision so like mine.
And adore her creations
embedding visuals with poetry.
If we are all ONE,
then this ONE is welcome in my hOMe.
She represents my voice
that longs to sing,
my eyes that long to see,
my touch that longs to feel,
and my ears that know what to hear.
This is about relating to existence,
and full heartedly respecting
coherent life in moral decency.


“If only to be heard, never to be silenced.”


“My tears sometimes,
are merely a symptom,
of an Ocean of droplets crying.”
~ plr


“The base of Quantum Physics
is tied to Zero-Point Energy,
an infinite amount of energy that we cannot ignore.
This is the energy of Spacetime,
the fundamental nature of our reality.”
~Nassim Haramein


“I live to live, not to fight.
Struggle is not an envy of mine,
but an unnecessary battle
of manufactured might.”
~ plr

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