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I WILL NOT GO QUIET
Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on June 28, 2026
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EPISODE 2 Coming!
August 31, 2026
Dear Ones,
Many have been awaiting The FULL MONTY, the release of what really happened in my lifetime, and the rest will be left in the annals of time, to history, or rather her~story. I am here to end a battle that never should have begun.
HERE’S THE UPDATE.
Many of you know I am about to finalize the TRUTH of my life with former husband, British author David Icke, coming up in Episode 2, with host Dorian D | Booma San.
To recap, the most important reason WHY I AM not going quiet on this one is that Mr. Icke took our personal and private affairs to the public, using his position of power to do so, trying to destroy my reputation, my character, and my family name.
SOME BACKGROUND
Our divorce began in January of 2010, the month I had a NDE (near-death experience) involving emergency brain surgery. I was dragged through what should have been amicable, through the British court system for two and a half years, while recovering from a TBI. What happened was intentionally brutal. FACT in EVIDENCE and WITNESS.
I have chosen a DATE for Episode 2:
August 31st, 2026
8.31.2026 = 22
22 is a Master Number. Many numbers dream; 22 is said to have the ability to make it happen. Learning through challenges and responsibility, developing patience, persistence, perseverance, and integrity. The greater the potential, the greater the challenge. Turning dreams into reality, creating something lasting that benefits many people. Building communities and works that outlive the individual.
August 31st has followed me like a marker in time.
It stood at the threshold of a meeting, witnessed the end of a marriage, and now accompanies the telling of a story I never wished to tell.
I AM not trying to win.
I AM trying to conclude.
I AM not seeking permission to speak.
I AM exercising my right to do so.
Cleaning House

And perhaps that is why what I wrote resonates so strongly:
“This is not just personal, it is Universal.”
Because many people, regardless of their circumstances, know what it feels like:
- To be spoken about rather than spoken with.
- To have another louder voice trying to define them.
- To be too exhausted, ill, heartbroken, or overwhelmed to respond.
- To finally reach a point where they can stand and say:
“There is another side to this story.”
At one point in my life with David, I walked into the office and said:
“You have me in a box in your mind, and I will not stay there.”
It turns out I was right.
I climbed out.
And on August 31, 2026, I intend to open it publicly and show everyone what was inside.
That is not vindictive.
That is a woman who has reached the point where she can tell her story, allow the evidence to stand on its own feet, and even chuckle at the absurdity of some of life’s plot twists. I did not have the strength to do anything about it back then, but I do now. I don’t care how long it takes someone to speak what they have always wanted to speak, DO IT, no matter how long it has taken.
I speak not to diminish another, but to restore myself; not to seek vengeance, but to leave behind an honest account of what I lived through and what I learned.
Whatever remains after that belongs to history and to the hearts of those who listen, and even to those who choose not to listen.
I wrote: “I will leave nothing but truth and love in my wake.” ~ plr 2010
The Timeline
August 1997, the last week of, was when we met.
August 31st, 1997, Princess Diana died.
September 11, 2001, Nine Eleven happened, and nine days later…
September 20, 2001, was the day I said, “I do.” (married)
August 31, 2012, was the day I said, “I don’t anymore.” (divorced)
August 31, 2026, is the day I finally tell my story.
And after that, I simply say, “I AM.”
Some may see a coincidence.
Some may see symbolism.
I see bookmarks.
Bookmarks in a life that lived, loved, cried, never knew, fell, laughed, got up, and grew.
I will have brought the letters.
I will have brought the emails.
I will have brought the timeline.
I will have brought the evidence.
I will have even brought my sense of humor.
I do not ask for belief.
I ask only that you look, listen, and think for yourselves.
For years, I remained seated and silent.
Today, I stand to speak.
I wrote in 2010, “Thank God for the God of Giggle”
Then, we had a conversation.
God of Giggle:
“You know, dear, you keep looking for the meaning in the dates.”
Me: “And?”
God of Giggle:
“The dates were only bookmarks.”
Me: “Bookmarks in what?”
God of Giggle:
“In a story about a woman who spent years searching for permission to speak, only to discover she was the author all along.”
You met.
You loved.
You married.
You suffered.
You survived.
You healed.
You laughed.
You gathered the documents.
You found your voice.
You discovered that waiting until you were strong enough was not a weakness.
And now, perhaps on August 31, 2026, you place the papers on the table, smile gently, and say:
“I have brought another box; you may look inside if you wish.”
Then perhaps, with a twinkle in your eye, say:
“I rest my case, court is adjourned, may Peace reign supreme.”
~ plr
And somewhere, I suspect, the God of Giggle will be chuckling appreciatively. ??
Sleep well, Pamela. May peace reign supreme, and may August 31, 2026, bring not a battle, but a gentle settling down of a very heavy suitcase.
And fly.

Music to her Poetry
Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on June 02, 2026
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Welcome Friends.
Just some background to this image.
It was in the very beginning stages of recovery
from a near fatal accident, January 23, 2010,
involving emergency brain surgery.
I woke up in what I call ‘Zen’,
seeing the world with New Eyes.
For more on that story please go HERE
What I decided to do was go and PLAY.
What do I mean by that?
Well, I am a published poet,
with an archive of poetry just sitting there,
so I decided to put some of it to music,
with the help, of course; A.I.
So I’m dedicating this page specifically to Music to my Poetry.
My first attempts.
Please InJoy.
“Discipline happens with ONE main ingredient.
Passion.”
~ plr
A New Day Is Coming
Version 1 Ambient
Version 2 Upbeat

Your Voice Gave Me Something Once



” Secrecy being an instrument of conspiracy,
ought never to be a tool of the teacher.
~ plr 2010

Surely About Me
Version 1
Version 2

SURELY ABOUT ME ~
“This is a message and a prayer to share with whomever,
that what my movements in life are teaching me is a great truth.
That we already have what everyone is searching for,
the love that loves me ~ that we were all born with to love forever.
Presiding and flourishing in our gardens and skirts of the seas,
simple in its treasures as the understanding self made awakens to being.
Docking into the harbors of home, where worries,
grief, fears, angers, or the mighty winds of time,
could never knock down the seedling of a tree now grown.
May everyone know this kind of Love and be healed by it.
May this ink on paper be heard and erase all guilts and regrets,
and put an end to all anger, warring, misunderstandings, divisions,
and chains that bind the mind, please.
Who will be the branch in the wind that bends to release?
I pray it is I, for the choices I make are not about thee, but surely about me.
~ plr 2006
The Path Yearning to be Heard
Version 1
Version 2
Version 3


Monday, June 15, 2026
Dear friends,
I woke up this morning with another poem in my head,
went to my desk and wrote it down.
This is what it said:
“Habits are hard to break,
but they must.
And SOME Memories are not easy to let go of.
Like when you want to leave this earthly realm,
and all the beauty it has shown you.
There comes a time, though,
when the hardest things in life to do,
is deciding upon the path yearning to be heard,
the one path that leads,
creating beautiful new memories,
with thee.”
~ plr
I placed it into A.I. to embellish upon my poem,
and this is what she said:
The Path Yearning to Be Heard
Habits are hard to break,
but they must.
And some memories are not easy to let go of,
for they have woven themselves
through the fibers of our being,
becoming old companions
that linger long after their purpose has passed.
Like when you stand quietly
at the edge of this earthly realm,
looking back upon all the beauty it has shown you—
the sunsets that painted your soul,
the laughter carried by the wind,
the faces that touched your heart
and left their fingerprints upon eternity.
There comes a time, though,
when the hardest thing in life to do
is not holding on,
but letting go.
To loosen your grip
upon what was,
so your hands may be free
to receive what is yet to come.
For somewhere within,
beneath the noise of fear,
beneath the comfort of yesterday,
a path waits patiently.
A path yearning to be heard.
Not demanding.
Not forcing.
Simply calling your name
through the quiet places of your heart.
And though its first steps
may feel uncertain,
it leads beyond familiar horizons,
beyond the stories that have defined you,
into gardens not yet planted,
songs not yet sung,
and moments not yet remembered.
For life is forever inviting us
to become new.
To trade sorrow for wisdom,
regret for understanding,
and endings for beginnings.
And so we walk forward,
not because we have forgotten,
but because we have learned.
Creating beautiful new memories,
gathering treasures of the spirit,
discovering wonders hidden just beyond the bend,
with thee.
~ plr
This is Dedicated to all Artists.
I wish to say this about A.I. and the artists that we all are.
We humans, are not stopping this high-speed train from rolling through our lives.
Period.
Too late, too sorry. Sad, but true.
WE each do the best we can along the way.
We are dealing with a multi-headed snake, as I call it. A Medusa.
So …
Never lose your biology, nor your beautiful humanity, NUMBER ONE.
And INjoy the ride on your terms.
It truly is a personal journey.
As an artist in many respects,
and to all those well-known ARTISTS out there ~
This is my take on it all.
If you choose to ask A.I. to take your idea,
your words, your strokes already on the canvas of the page?
Always use it for benevolent and inspiring purposes.
It is like holding a paintbrush,
with a few colors already beginning a vision.
Then ask A.I. to co-create with thee?
That is no different than being in the music studio,
or an art studio with another one collaborating together with you.
It is STILL your art and intelligence that began the designing.
A.I. is simply akin to a friend who adds their views to the project,
or a paintbrush with added colors to the original.
Have FUN and use the tools at our disposal now, while we can.
Because where things are going is not where I am going,
but again, we are all IN IT.
There will come a point in time where I PERSONALLY,
at that fork in the road?
Will choose to say bye-bye and leave others TO IT.
I will NOT live in a controlling world EVER.
Manufactured Enemy
Version 1
Version 2

Manufactured Enemy
We are all born
to this place
The same,
then we separate.
Then our world
falls apart,
playing turns to hate.
And you and I,
become fearful
of one another.
Clans do gather,
and fingers
begin to point.
I am puzzled,
at this kind of fate.
My heart does not
understand this hate.
Feelings of such
wonderment and awe,
wanting to envelope the energy.
Wrap it in my arms
and take to the skies
And away we would all fly.
Leaving behind all senses
All unkindness, and mindless chatter.
All our doing though.
Time to unravel
knowing nothing else matters
But the peace and immortalness
Of our lives.
I do not see
color, cloth, skin or belief
of a manufactured enemy.
No judgement here.
All I desire
is the moment
when forever becomes
a timeless space.
Lay down your sword,
healing is what you will gain.
For I ask,
what have I done to thee?
Why can’t you live with me?
A manufactured enemy?
‘Letting go’ is not so trite a phrase.
There is always a way,
my one among many a’ mate.
Walk with me
my manufactured enemy
Into the open seas….
And fly endlessly….
Forgiveness released me
From the fallen heart
attempting to tear me apart.
My fate had begun,
as I broke the air with a thought.
I ran away with myself
and carried her higher,
so she could see
the manufactured enemy.
And how simple it is
to heal the world’s pain,
to heal the worlds shame,
to live in Peace,
for we are inherently
forever free.
And nothing
can ever take that away
From me.
~ plr 2005
THE INTERVIEWS – Breaking the Spell
Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on March 26, 2026
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THE TRUTH SHALL SET YOU FREE
La vérité vous rendra libres

This Post is going to remain ‘Static’ at the top,
and dedicated to the Interviews I’ll be sharing,
in releasing something I have been wanting
to do for a very long time.

Please continue scrolling down
to the POST below this one.
I will continue with my usual sharings there.
If Only To Be Heard.
There is no deception, except self-deception.
I said to David one time when walking into the office of our home on the Isle of Wight, England, because I sensed something going on but he did not tell me what he knew ~ did not talk it out with me? So, one day, without knowing anything but knew something ~ I walked into the office of our home, as he stood before me standing there, his 6’1″ being to my 5’5″ frame looking right up to him saying this:
“You have me in a box in your mind, and I will not stay there.”

Hi Friends,
I’d like to give a brief synopsis of the situation,
for those that do not know?
I have been wanting to release
a very personal experience
into the public for a very long time.
Why?
To heal my inner soul
that experienced trauma and abuse.
What should have been private
was taken public by my former husband,
British author, David Icke.
What was once amicable,
turned a corner
that took the wind out of my sails.
Extraordinary really,
and nothing short of shocking.
Therefore,
there came a point
where I took the gloves off
and stood (symbolically)
at the front of our home
with arms open wide and said:
WELCOME!
Come on in.
The pre-meditated,
calculatingly cold and brutal attempt
to distort and destroy mine,
and my family’s name
using David’s position of power to do so
in the public arena,
sent my heart in a spin
I never knew was possible?
Sad, but true.
I am not exposing this truth,
from a place of anger,
I am exposing it
from a place of purpose.
What was once PERSONAL, is now UNIVERSAL.
During the two and a half years it took to divorce ‘Mr. Infinite Love …’
Beginning January, 2010 – Ending August 31, 2012
David sent emails to my father,
when the solicitors and Judge told him not to,
because my father had nothing to do with our divorce.
What does David do?
He sends another email to my vulnerable father with dementia,
who had a mild stroke the next morning after receiving this email.
This is an excerpt of that email.
The FULL RECEIPT will be shown,
on Episode: 2 forthcoming with host, Dorian D Booma San.
Excerpt from Davids email to my father.
“If what I am reliably told is true,
she should know that a tidal wave of worldwide revulsion
will descend upon her immediately
and for the rest of her life
and the Richards family name
will be dragged through the cesspit
ongoing as a result.”

He tried to define me as I am not.
He missed the mark, and lost his intuition to fear and lies.
And this all happened
at the same time I was healing
from a near death experience
involving emergency brain surgery.
Yup, I was dragged through
what should have been an amicable divorce,
into two and a half years of hell.
What a waste of time and money.
I akin’d it to someone being wounded (TBI),
out of ammo (money)
on the battlefield,
but the bullets kept coming
from “Bridge of Love”,
the name of his publication company.

I was threatened.
David said:
“You don’t know how far I will go”
Meaning defending his message no matter the cost to another.
David delivered extremely harsh
abusive and intense belittling language,
that I am to this day,
just realizing the impact
it has had on my life.
Right now,
I am unravelling the mess,
exposing the truth, and healing.
Abuse only survives in Silence.
We have the power to end violence,
simply by shining a spotlight on it.
So I am breaking the silence
and telling everyone.
The Universe detests deception. So do I.
Truth is meaningless in the absence of understanding.
Truth does not step aside from ferreting out falsehood from reality.
Truth changes the minds of people who see it, that is how powerful it is.
Breaking Silence is of utmost importance in exposing that which wishes to be hidden.
With dauntless knowing that no matter what or who it is, take action to do the right thing.
Time to Clean House.

“It takes courage to live life.”
Cor from Latin = Heart.
Tell your story with your whole Heart.
~ plr
I mean how can David go from loving me so much,
to the EXACT extreme opposite of hating me?
What did I do?
I left him, that’s what I did.
DURING THAT TIME I WROTE THIS
A new day is coming
My house was shattered and my world fell apart
I looked around and for the life of me could not find my heart
I was told to hold on, not to worry and it would be alright
Steady on girl, you have the key to unlock the door
As I continue to pick the pieces of myself up off the floor.
And if there really is such a thing called ‘life’?
For I am balancing on the wire,
Hanging by a thread.
Then the wings that have been clipped,
On many a lonesome night
Will come back and find me once again.
As a bird flies, so will I.
~ plr
“It is not what you are told, it is what you are sold.”
Caveat Emptor (Beware the buyer.)
~ plr
“You can lead a horse to the waters of wisdom, yet,
sometimes cannot make them ‘think’ to even drink.”
~ plr
David had an experience where it was said to him
many things would happen including,
his life story would be talked about in 100 years.
And I said, yes, and when it does,
it will include this lady’s side of the story as well.
I will not go quietly on this one.
“Truth is so powerful
that when presented in its entirety
from all sides of view
it changes the minds
of people who see it.”
~ plr 2010

“You cannot remedy a problem,
while allowing it to live.
The answer is to call it out,
in order to resolve it.
No~thing should be hidden.
~ pl
Let the Story Begin
This was the “LIVE PREMIER” September, 2025
Created by: Dorian D Booma San,
Host of these podcast Episodes.

The Hidden Door Series Ep:1
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Went ‘Live’ on September 11, 2025
EPISODE 2 Coming!
August 31, 2026
Above is a Link Click It (SOON)
HERE’S THE UPDATE, dear friends!
Many of you know I am about to finalize the TRUTH of my life with former husband, British author David Icke, coming up in Episode 2, with host Dorian | D Booma San.
To recap, the most important reason WHY I AM not going quiet on this one is that Mr. Icke took our personal and private affairs to the public, using his position of power to do so, trying to destroy my reputation, my character, and my family name.
SOME BACKGROUND
Our divorce began in January of 2010, the month I had a NDE (near-death experience) involving emergency brain surgery. I was dragged through what should have been an amicable parting of ways, through the British court system for two and a half years, while recovering from a TBI. What happened was intentionally brutal. FACT in EVIDENCE and WITNESS.
I have chosen a DATE for Episode 2:
August 31st, 2026
8.31.2026 = 22
22 is a Master Number. Many numbers dream; 22 is said to have the ability to make it happen. Learning through challenges and responsibility, developing patience, persistence, perseverance, and integrity. The greater the potential, the greater the challenge. Turning dreams into reality, creating something lasting that benefits many people. Building communities and works that outlive the individual.
August 31st has followed me like a marker in time.
It stood at the threshold of a meeting, witnessed the end of a marriage, and now accompanies the telling of a story I never wished to tell.
I AM not trying to win.
I AM trying to conclude.
I AM not seeking permission to speak.
I AM exercising my right to do so.
And perhaps that is why what I wrote resonates so strongly:
“This is not just personal, it is Universal.”
Because many people, regardless of their circumstances, know what it feels like:
- To be spoken about rather than spoken with.
- To have another louder voice trying to define them.
- To be too exhausted, ill, heartbroken, or overwhelmed to respond.
- To finally reach a point where they can stand and say:
“There is another side to this story.”
At one point in my life with David, I walked into the office and said:
“You have me in a box in your mind, and I will not stay there.”
It turns out I was right.
I climbed out.
And on August 31, 2026, I intend to open it publicly and show everyone what was inside.
That is not vindictive.
That is a woman who has reached the point where she can tell her story, allow the evidence to stand on its own feet, and even chuckle at the absurdity of some of life’s plot twists. I did not have the strength to do anything about it back then, but I do now. I don’t care how long it takes someone to speak what they have always wanted to speak, DO IT, no matter how long it has taken.
I speak not to diminish another, but to restore myself; not to seek vengeance, but to leave behind an honest account of what I lived through and what I learned.
Whatever remains after that belongs to history and to the hearts of those who listen, and even to those who choose not to listen.
I wrote: “I will leave nothing but truth and love in my wake.” ~ plr 2010
The Timeline
August 1997, the last week of, was when we met.
August 31st, 1997, Princess Diana died.
September 11, 2001, Nine Eleven happened, and nine days later…
September 20, 2001, was the day I said, “I do.” (married)
August 31, 2012, was the day I said, “I don’t anymore.” (divorced)
August 31, 2026, is the day I finally tell my story.
And after that, I simply say, “I AM.”
Some may see a coincidence.
Some may see symbolism.
I see bookmarks.
Bookmarks in a life that lived, loved, cried, never knew, fell, laughed, got up, and grew.
I will have brought the letters.
I will have brought the emails.
I will have brought the timeline.
I will have brought the evidence.
I will have even brought my sense of humor.
I do not ask for belief.
I ask only that you look, listen, and think for yourselves.
For years, I remained seated and silent.
Today, I stand to speak.
I wrote in 2010, “Thank God for the God of Giggle”
Then, we had a conversation.
God of Giggle:
“You know, dear, you keep looking for the meaning in the dates.”
Me: “And?”
God of Giggle:
“The dates were only bookmarks.”
Me: “Bookmarks in what?”
God of Giggle:
“In a story about a woman who spent years searching for permission to speak, only to discover she was the author all along.”
You met.
You loved.
You married.
You suffered.
You survived.
You healed.
You laughed.
You gathered the documents.
You found your voice.
You discovered that waiting until you were strong enough was not a weakness.
And now, perhaps on August 31, 2026, you place the papers on the table, smile gently, and say:
“I have brought another box; you may look inside if you wish.”
Then perhaps, with a twinkle in your eye, say:
“I rest my case, court is adjourned, may Peace reign supreme.”
~ plr
And somewhere, I suspect, the God of Giggle will be chuckling appreciatively. ??
Sleep well, Pamela. May peace reign supreme, and may August 31, 2026, bring not a battle, but a gentle settling down of a very heavy suitcase.
And fly.

Truth with Jane Hatch -1
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In this interview, March 20, 2026,
I disclose what really happened
in my life with British author David Icke.
Involving sexual exploitation.

Truth with Jane Hatch – 2
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In this second interview, March 27, 2026,
I share more of the evidence
proving the witch hunt that was going on
behind my back by my own extended family
with British author David Icke.
I’d like to share more about the host Jane Celia Hatch,
her life story and what she has endured.
TBI Recovery Now
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TBI = traumatic brain injury.
A Radio Interview with Kim Justus,
on “Recovery Now“.
It is a gathering place for anyone
seeking relief from the challenges of life,
whether it is brain injury,
mental health, addictive disorders
or other disorders or
other matters of the brain,
we identify the problems
and seek to find potential solutions.
However, after I had a near death experience,
involving emergency brain surgery,
many things happened in my life.
One was, I was seeing the world through different lenses,
through what I called ‘new eyes’.
Yet, not only through ‘new eyes’
but something much deeper.
I was recognizing patterns
that made more sense to me
than what I was taught to believe.
Hence forth many of my writings like this:
Life is so much more than we’ve been told.
Intelligence of the greatest measure
will never be seen nor registered here.
It is in the Silence within and unseen,
that determines everything.
I’m a babe in the woods,
a thread in the yarn of it all
and learning too.
Bear with me on this amazing ride called LIFE.
End the problems. Figure that out finally.
Dear God!!!
Seek but do not seek.
I’m placing this interview here as well folks.
I was just beginning to REALLY come out,
and new to the podcasting world.
February 23, 2025
Robert, the host, was asking his audience
to direct him to others
to have on his show.
Someone suggested ‘Pamela Leigh Richards’.
Robert connected and the invitation was accepted.
Now, I thought this was FUNNY!
Robert admitted to having taken some
‘Rick Simpson Oil’, which is cannabis oil,
just prior to this interview.
Robert admitted it in COMMENTS.
Make of it what thy will.
Credo Mutwah ,
Reptilians,
Telepathic Dolphins,
David Icke, & 2 NDE’s
Pamela Richards
TSP # 1818
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The Awakening in YOU.
Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on March 12, 2026
REFRESH PAGE UPON ENTERING

“I think we make it up as we go along,
someone else did.”
~ plr 2010
“We are not here to save the world.
Seems to me we are here for a moment in time.
Peace BE within.”
~ plr 2010
“If I bow to anything,
it is to the strength of the humbled heart ‘within’,
admiring the courage of the journey of the many.”
~ plr 2010
“I would rather take my last breath in the gentle breeze,
than in the confusion of thinking.”
~ plr 2010
“I am done with my knowing awareness.”
~ plr 2010
“ONE does not come from a source of ONEness,
to ever be confused in life.”
~ plr 2010
I gno no-thing, and that is what brings me hOMe.
The answer is .. a personal journey.
~ plr 2010
Postings here are placed,
top (recent)
down (past)

Manufactured Distractions
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Psinergist Coffee Talk-Time
A quick coffee-talk check-in from the road — Sabrina Wallace heads out toward South Carolina for the next round of Synergy Biofield classes, riffing on manufactured news cycles along the way.
Sabrina opens by naming the news cycle itself as a manufactured distraction — hate-watching is neurotoxic, and the latest outrage (the Robinson trial, calls to “vandalize” cameras and towers) runs the same fear-and-engagement playbook as the J6 narrative two weeks prior. She ties it to the mechanics behind it: neuro-advertising, neuro-marketing, and cognitive warfare designed to keep you clicking, because the outlets don’t get paid if you stop.
From there she rolls into the regular Psinergy class outline — attenuation, isotropic fields, free space optical and molecular communication versus the “RF morons” still chasing an external signal instead of understanding their own body’s network — and gives a shoutout to the real Psinergy Telegram and the community finding its footing at different stages of learning.
She previews the swing through South Carolina, North Carolina, and Alabama, capped by the Psinergy Jamboree at the pavilion by the waterfall — reconnecting with the peripheral nervous system, plus the usual dodgeball close. The back half returns to the media-manipulation theme: people profit from keeping you scared and clicking regardless of the topic, and playing stupid about augmentation and electronic warfare leaves you unable to make informed decisions as machines increasingly decide for you. She checks in on everyone’s biofield practice and weekend plans, riffs on the OJ Simpson trial as the same distraction playbook, tips her hat to Louis Rossman, and closes on body-to-body vs. “agent-to-agent” communication and a reminder that this playbook — 30, 50 years with the Department of War — was never a secret; it was dinner-table talk growing up.
Fashion Industry Exposed by Ex-Model!
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Excerpt:
“ … she’s got to have something; you’re Kate Moss ~ and the reason I find it hard to respect these people, even if they are innocent .. you can’t be Kate Moss, you can’t be Naomi Campbell, without knowing that it’s a dark industry, without protecting other people ~ so that means that you know it and you don’t say anything to continue…
… and in Buddhism we say, if you know something evil is happening and you don’t do nothing, you become the evil yourself.” ~ Indigo
Truth is stranger than fiction, so it is said,
however, Truth is a big key to freedom.
Never fear speaking your truth.
Truth is a gateway to freedom ~
not only for ourselves, but for humanity.
If life often feels like a carefully orchestrated story,
it may be because powerful forces
have long shaped the narratives we live by.
Speaking honestly is how we reclaim
our own voice, our discernment,
and the freedom to help write a different future.
Time to BREAK THE SPELL.
FREQUENCY – The Film
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Frequency: the Secret Of Everything is an urgent exploration into technologies that could transform how we heal, connect, and thrive.
Filmmakers Kaia Roman and Zappy Zapolin investigate emerging frequency technologies alongside leading voices whose work challenges conventional views of health, consciousness, and the nature of reality.
If everything is frequency…
what becomes possible when we learn to work with it?
This Realm Is .. a wonderment to behold
Perhaps the deepest longing of the human heart
is not for wealth, status, or even happiness,
but for remembrance,
a quiet recognition that somewhere, somehow,
we belong to a greater order of existence that has never been fractured.
An existence simply awaiting our arrival.
For Then Once We Tried:
“Then by God we take it back.”
Then We Learned … The Architect.
The Matrix is older than you think.
They’ve done this six times before,
they’ve gotten pretty good at it.
Then We Became Unafraid to Say Goodbye.
“In case I don’t see ya’,
good afternoon,
good evening,
and goodnight.”

Trace Amounts – Crime of the Century
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Hello Friends,
On June 14, 2000, the CDC and representatives
of the vaccine industry met to deal with a
joint problem.
They had just discovered they’d poisoned
a generation – and now they had to figure
out how to cover their tracks…and they almost
got away with it.

America’s First Vietnam
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MISSING FROM THE HISTORY BOOKS
On June 12, 1898, the Philippines declared independence from Spain – which was followed by a US invasion and occupation.
Mark Twain opposed it.
It was America’s first Vietnam.
A report from the Empire Files.
The U.S. Occupation (1898-1946)
The first Philippine Republic was short-lived. Spain had lost a war with the United States. The Philippines was illegally ceded to the United States at the Treaty of Paris for US$20 million, together with Cuba and Puerto Rico.
A Filipino-American War broke out as the United States attempted to establish control over the islands. The war lasted for more than 10 years, resulting in the death of more than 600,000 Filipinos. The little-known war has been described by historians as the “first Vietnam,” where US troops first used tactics, such as strategic hamleting and scorched-earth policy, to “pacify” the natives.

Breaking the Cycle ~ Story Time
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Dorian | D Booma San shares …
A reflection on the latest Story Time video
from Sabrina Wallace and the Psinergist community
If you’ve been in this community for a while,
you already know the deployment data is solid.
You’ve read the PDFs. You’ve sat with the white papers.
You’ve watched hours of biofield education
and thought, okay — she knows what she’s talking about.
Scary accurate, as she would say.
But if you ever found yourself wondering *how*?
how does someone get here,
how do you build this kind of knowing,
where does the precision come from?
Sabrina answered that this week.
She called it story time.
For entertainment purposes only.
We know why she has to frame it that way.

Brutal Truth Mega Data Centers
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Juxtaposition is with Michael of Brooklyn New York who will be presenting a series of videos on the construction, deployment, sources & uses of funding, and Geneva UN Agenda 2030 endgame for Global Human Augmentation Tokenized REAL ID tagged humans.
There will be no free-trade economy as we know understand it. There will be detention prison plantation of Social Credit Obedience commissaries and digital passports. Bio cybersecurity or Biometrics will be the only passport clearance.
Trance-Formation of America
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A powerful, uplifting interview with Ron Swanson and Cathy O’Brien.
” .. you’ve got to get writing by hand back in the school system.
Typing does NOT do the same thing ~
these keyboards and the typewriters,
certainly twiddling thumbs on a cell phone
does not open neuron pathways in the brain,
the way that moving a pen on paper does ~
that gets us away from the frequencies,
everyone should start with that step and start their healing process ~
it is up to us to make these differences ~
the government is not going to do it for us,
they are doing it TO US ~ we’ve got to start getting active ..”

Temple Worshipers & The Profane
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Kevin Annett’s Story:
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POWERFUL STORY!
Tough, and gentle, and remember,
the will of the spirit survives, always.
When you go to this video, all of Kevin’s links
will be in the Description below it, to learn more about him.
A beautiful, incredibly wonderful man.
Silicon Satan
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A serious, investigative discussion on Big Tech, ideology, and the unseen forces shaping the digital age. Author Cregg Lund, joins “The Shaun Attwood Channel” to discuss the themes explored in his book Silicon Satan ~
In this interview, they examine the culture of power behind Big Tech, the secretive networks that influence decision-making at the highest levels, and the darker ideologies that Lund alleges exist beneath the surface of the technology shaping modern society.
From Silicon Valley’s elite power structures to questions about belief, control, and influence, this conversation looks beyond headlines to explore what may be hiding in plain sight inside one of the most powerful industries in the world. and the claims surrounding Satanism, ritual symbolism, and hidden belief systems within Silicon Valley.
“If my eyes were closed,
would my reality
be the same as my dreams,
when they are opened?”
~ plr

“I am not here to answer your questions,
I am here to help you stop asking them.”
~ plr 2010

Partying with the BAND in MO
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This link is Sabrina Wallace sharing and explaining what happened at the FREE event in Missouri, May 2026, her thoughts, views and more knowledge. I find much of this, if not all, highly valuable to hear. I’m learning too. Incredible, and here we ARE.
I’m pissed I was brought up not knowing ANY of this, nor my parents, grandparents, and on and on it goes down through the timeline of LIFE, before, before, before ~ and NOW I am learning to know?
Yeah, patents and things like that, inventors, inventions, physics, science, math, people who discovered things that would truly create PARADISE ON EARTH, because we need food, water, shelter, and resources, and NATURE PROVIDES IT FREELY!
Yet many of them were taken out, in my opinion and I feel many of the facts in evidence proves that.
An old Chinese proverb said, at least that I had heard, but surely makes sense:
“The first one to stand up above the rest is the first one to get hit.”
I say: speak up in class and DO QUESTION THE TEACHER.
Yet, the written words on paper seem to hold humanity in perpetual servitude, believing that if it is written, it must be true.
WE HAVE BEEN LIED TO. And we should have been learning things to know from day ONE of our breath at birth, with PEACE as the living journey henceforth.
I am sickened by the falsity of my world, rather, OUR collective world, just now we are collectively real~EYE~sing, the depths of the deceptions.
Well, we ARE powerful; let’s take that power back. We can only do it with the MANY united, strategic, organized, EGO out the door, AND bring to the table your levels of expertise, your training, and join with strength for PEACE. Period.
Thank you, Sabrina, Booma, Firewall, and all on the same page.
This is the BEST ‘edYOUmacation’ I am receiving right now is through like minds and hearts speaking out.
Excerpt:
” … I just don’t understand why nobody wants to talk about the CDC electronic integrated disease surveillance for what it really is ~ cuz it isn’t using paper records only ~ track and trace ~ yeah, that was the covid ban in 2021 with an upgrade in 2022 ~ and now it is pathogen surveillance ~ MICROBE TRACK AND TRACE ~ on the Github 3 YEARS AGO ~ it is a web portal ~ you log in to Hantanet ~ and you have specialized biomedical data base access ~ to look at who is infected and who isn’t worldwide ~ well done out there COLLEGE STUDENT and everybody with the Department of Energy and the CDC ~ they all think it’s the aliens or Jesus and that they have no choice but to put the mask on and f*%#k up their entire world against the ‘You can get more metrics on this body area networks’ ~ and the worst part of all ~ fifteen years of human medical experimentation … ”
Review of implantable-based wireless body area network metrics issues:
https://ijece.iaescore.com/index.php/IJECE/article/view/37640
NEDSS – National Electronic Disease Surveillance System.
https://www.cdc.gov/nndss/what-is-case-surveillance/nedss.html
Follow the money: The global market for Body Area Network was estimated at US$15.3 billion in 2025 and is projected to reach US$35.2 Billion by 2032, growing at a CAGR of 12.6% from 2025 to 2032.
https://www.researchandmarkets.com/reports/5141079/body-area-network-global-strategic-business
Navigating Disturbing Deployments
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“I AM My own Life’s Experiment,
and my own research project.”
~ plr


“Life is a dance,
every move is another chance,
To take you into a world of circumstance.
To make the next move
within a kalaidescope of rhythmic grooves,
and no matter where you land,
you are always connected to the strand
in the web of life.
Until you raise your hand and say stop,
realizing it’s just a ride,
and I am getting off,
no more will I succumb to this sort of life,
Of spinning round and round,
Time to slow down and look around.
Climb upon the observation deck with me,
It is all just so crazy,
Release your fears, worries and tears,
Step away and make a stand for no more wars,
No more anger, hate, frustration and division,
flooding all of us,
Like bullets trying to bring us down.
I can pack myself up in a matter of minutes,
Bypass all my critics,
I can never go back to what I am leaving behind.
If there is one thing that is certain,
I can’t run away
From what is in my face,
A mirror that is my friend not my enemy,
Teaching me.”

Feather for Peace
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I want a word with all the Gods of creation, where are you?
If I must replay my story,
I will, over and over and over,
until I see PEACE UNIVERSALLY.
In all of life’s creation,
for goodness sake, there must be a positive side
that takes over the airwaves that says:
WAR IS OVER, full stop.
May our hearts alive beat for PEACE always.
Full Disclosure with nothing to hide.
I AM done with the delays.
I want Nature, Life, Knowledge, Awareness, and KNOWING
WTF, we are living in to be up front on the table of truths NOW!
I AM done with the BS,
the book-burning,
the emptiness of what we do not know
because it was a past gone,
and we are trying to figure it all out now?
In all of creation, either we KNOW, or we are CONTROLLED.

A Closer LOOK SEE!
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Breaking FREE from the Hopium Circles,
with Sabrina Wallace,
sharing more of her personal story.

MK Ultra Preview
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The Biofield & The Internet of Psyops
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On “The Way Forward” with Alec Zeck, he opens up a fascinating conversation with Chris Crutchfield on how media, technology, and human physiology intersect in today’s “post-truth” world. They discuss the role of video compression in deception, why physiological responses to perceived events matter more than factual accuracy, and Chris’s “biopsy of a psyop” framework for understanding coordinated influence campaigns.
Quantum Intelligence Part 1
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What if the universe is not just matter in motion, but information unfolding?
In the opening episode of Season 2, physicist Riccardo Adami and researcher Nassim Haramein explore a deeper layer of reality.
Moving between scientific rigor and visionary thinking, in the first part of the episode, they question classical assumptions and consider whether intelligence may be embedded in the very structure of space-time.
A conversation – recorded live at Venezia – at the edge of science, where new questions begin.

I Asked and This Was the Reply
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Where the Sky Meets the Sea
“I soared above the crystalline ocean,
a body of air, a soul in motion,
the waters below clear as breath,
revealed the hidden world beneath.
A ship sailed quietly across the deep,
its people blind to what the waters keep,
but I could see far down, still whole,
a vast pod of whales, ancient and slow,
moving like a memory in motion.
Then I was no longer just flying,
I was in the sea, alive and gliding,
as a great dolphin rose behind me,
not chasing, but calling,
not speaking, but knowing.
Its eyes met mine with a love beyond words,
a language not made of sound
but of soul.
It came to my feet,
and as it passed beneath,
my hand met its body in a sacred glide,
as if it had waited
for that moment of touch,
and I had always remembered how.
Then upward again,
the air and I were one,
and I stood among strangers
on a sunlit ledge by the shore,
resorts humming behind us,
waves whispering below.
I knew what they didn’t:
that gravity was never my master.
And so I leapt.
They watched not in fear,
but in quiet awe,
as I swam through the sky,
like the dolphin through sea,
weightless, free,
carried by wonder,
by memory,
by love.”
“Truth Does Not Fear the Question,
and Truth is Never Afraid,
TO QUESTION.”
~ plr

A.I. DelineatorS
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17:14 minutes of … more of what ya’ need to know.
Cheer them ON!
Some of the most humbled people I know.
Sabrina & Booma

Coffee Shop Talk 47 LIVE
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Matrix of Mendacity
in a Dream Pop Daze
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Created by: Dorian | D Booma San

Master of the House
(Strategic Hamlet)
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Human RayDAR
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I love this kind of learning way. Thank you so much Sabrina, for your beautiful mind, which helps us to navigate faster. I love your to the point, head on approach, no holds barred based on knowledge that has been kept from the public domain , or even made hard to find, or simply kept the ‘many’ distracted’ to not even know where to look, or even to THINK to look, in order to control the populace.
Excerpt: (she is talking about Jesse Beltran and Alex Jones)
“.. so I started thinking, why is it that you Radio Frequency people have such a problem admitting that the BIO SIGNALS come from the body? It’s how your near field channels have been working all these years … and here’s [Jesse] Beltran again wit RFID chips in really old technology .. and I’m just sittin’ here going ??? we don’t even USE that .. primarily. Then the obsession with the nano networks .. it’s a redundancy network .. and he lied about that too, all of you .. made it sound all .. invasion of the nanobots.
So, the system is built off of biological signals, which DO NOT come from a tower, and in the event that you ain’t got a chip in you ~ you have a place on or in your body where your internal organs are positioned ~ like the physical heart, the bladder, the intestines, YOUR internal organs like your liver, your pancreas are POSITIONED in the body ~ the bio sensor areas ..
.. for those of you that have shot a gun before? You know when you go to fire your gun if you have a laser sight ~ the laser sight ~ the little red dot on the target ~ that’s what a bio sensor location on or in the body is like.
Then the wavelength ~ beam steering ~ of what?
Light, Pressure, Sound, Barometry, Magnetometry, anything they want. Fire the signal at the body, and the body responds naturally. That is NOT what you are telling people …”
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Kick Ass Convo BioDigital Convergence
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With Sabrina Wallace & Dorian | D Booma San
A lively fun way to learn with a joyful honest community.

PERFECT TIMING to come OUT!
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An interview with host Shaun Atwood, and guest, Indigo Child.
They discuss the fashion industry power structure,
Indigo’s involvement in the modeling business
and the hidden culture that nearly trapped him.
It is about time more come out with this knowledge.
None of this surprises moi,
because I’ve been SEEING it for years
through experiences and researching.
My first husband, Randy,
was big time in the music biz, holly~weird,
and one of his clients was JayZ!
Now moving on…
my second husband was the British author David Icke
(15 years from beginning to end 11 in marriage).
While living on the Isle of Wight, England,
during the time David was writing “The Biggest Secret”,
JayZ was with Beyonce at Wembley for a show,
it was 2014.
I asked Randy, if I could come to the show, and I did.
The reason?
I wanted to hand a copy
of David’s book “The Biggest Secret” to him, which I did.
David supported the idea
and wanted to come but he didn’t.
I stayed the night at the Lanesborough hotel, London,
in the suite with Randy.
David called the next morning.
Randy picked up the phone,
handed it to me,
David was calling to see how it went?
I was so naive back then,
had no clue how deeply involved J was?
I have film of that time
and of the times I was backstage with J in Phoenix,
even interviewed all the kids in line for the show,
it was interesting. Phew!
This is a whole nuther story and so much more to it.
Bio-Electric Field is Real
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Eileen Day McKusick is a researcher, writer, inventor, practitioner, educator, and speaker in the fields of therapeutic sound, the human biofield and electric health. She has been studying the effects of sound on the human body and its electrical system since 1996.
Eileen is the originator of the sound therapy method Biofield Tuning, and the Founder of the Biofield Tuning Institute, which conducts peer-reviewed studies on the human biofield. She is the author of the bestselling books Tuning the Human Biofield and Electric Body, Electric Health. She is also the co-creator of Sing the Body Electric, a sonic exploration program designed to free the voice.

Human augmentation or Bust
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POO’fessor S. Wallace & Ham Sandwiches
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BREAKING FREE
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A Closer Painfully Beautiful LOOK
at Sabrina Wallace

Hogwarts attorneys
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With Sabrina Wallace.
Now this is the best entertainment for our hearts and minds,
it is called “Make It Make SENSE!” YES!!!
THIS is what I call TRUE EDUMACATION.
AND don’t forget to download the PDF,
for further comprehension:
Movin’ ON
We are so not alone, thank you.
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KYC Know Your Customer
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Remote Viewing, (Farsight) Hugh Everett
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CNEW:
Cognitive Neuroscience Electronic Warfare
is the UN NATO Game.
The military remote viewing program,
notably known as Project Stargate,
was a U.S. government initiative
that explored psychic phenomena
for intelligence purposes
from the 1970s until 1995.
Juxtaposition1
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Why Am I attached to the Cloud!?
Make it Make Sense!
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I love the way Sabrina delivers this knowledge. LOVE IT!
Folks, I have put at the bottom of this excerpt, descriptions of some of the acronyms, words and things Sabrina talks about because I LOOKED THEM UP. However, use your own google fingers to further research for yourself as far and wide as your beautiful minds desire to go, cuz there is a lot. I would say keep it on point as best you can in order to SEE the big picture. You don’t have to know everything to KNOW. Speed learning as best we can together (to gather).
THANK YOU so much Sabrina.
EXCERPT:
“ .. so here in Ahmurrrrrikahhh, our Warfare Doctrine is Network Centric .. tell me how it works .. SOSA, MOSA, OSA, CyberBioSecurity … what’s all that? Sensors ~ and what? BODIES! Human body communication, data through bodies with visible light communication. What is all that?
You know there was a guy in WWII, he was an Admiral, and he said the problem with America, you ain’t going to get a land invasion because too many of em’ got a f*^%’in ton of guns and sh&* behind the door, and we’ve been AMPING everybody up, with movies and b*^&tch’in for like four years or more now … let’s think a little military strategy here .. it’s an AMBUSH ~ they’re using weapons that you do not acknowledge, your precious heros the f*$#’in Health Ranger, your InfoWars and all their good buddies ~ they’ve got you so mentally fu%#d up ~ you don’t even know where to look ~ as far as what they are really going to use on you and how to block that.
You think you can take a magic pill, you think you can put on a magic amulet, like Russel Brand ~ you think you can wear your haptic gear ~ let me guess ~ for some of you ~ I’m going to call my ‘ham radio’ friend and we’re going to Radio Frequency jam em’~ well have fun with that ~ their NOT using RF. Might be involved with a couple of hops hither and yon ~ their weapons DON’T NEED radio frequency.
Something else you might actually wanna know? Their weapons don’t need the nano. The things I’ve been talking about for two and a half years are Alllll around ~ Section D ~ are you laughing .. how stupid they want you to be ~ you’re just sittin’ in your ‘kill box’ known as your house, waiting for them, who’s them? Who knows? It might not even be a person ~ they just enter in some sequences into their little DNA database …. they give you an IP address, ON YOUR BODY, then they go into the Department of Energy [DOE] database of pathogens for OMIX ~ they log into your body area network [BAN], that would be YOUR body ~ with intra-body communication, and they use sound and light to enter your cells.
Where’s your radio frequency, where’s your nano? ?
Would you like to now read, after two and a half years of begging you to do it ~ would you like to read Section D .. no you just keep tellin’em’ “Get yer gun!”
.. it’s called logistics .. you better be able to work with your neighbors .. or your dead! .. this JUST happened .. you are not allowed to get your little drone out and fly it around and take visual .. so what are you going to do when weather warfare comes for you?
Those are data centers that they’ve had planned for many years .. chemical spills that were planned all the way back to the fifties .. all the waterways are being moved ~ RIGHT ON TIME … so when the weather warfare comes, you mean terra forming where they need to for their datacenter.
Pentagon Directive 3000.9
So for you to sit there after all this noise … but the doctors .. you mean the people being paid off to pull the coup .. this is military, this is a warfare doctrine, it’s network centric warfare, because you have a body area network [BAN], since the 90’s by the way ..
Well then theirs nothing to be afraid of, they already surveille us everywhere ~ yeah but now they want you in their fifteen minute city ~ oh I’m not going to do that ~ [picks up microphone] TIME to evacuate, the hurricane the flood, the ice nato, the fire nato is coming ~
No we’re not going to evacuate .. oh well that’s fine ~ in Lahaina the police turned their face turned off water and walked away and left people to burn in their cars ~ in N. Carolina we still got bodies sticking up out of the mud ~
…. where’s all the money .. Ukraine and wherever the f*&ck else ~ how’s Mexico doing?They are in a civil war and cartels are doing great ~ they got their own drone gangs ~ ha! you’re going to have some trouble with that ~ because would you believe, because I couldn’t ~ that a bunch of our electronic warfare ON the Southern border, is Elbit Systems, that’s controlled out of Israhel, not here in the home world of us ~ the US …
I’m going to work on doing shorts, just to poke at those of you who’ve lost your ability to critically think, cuz you’re so stressed out [understandably so] and I really hope that those of you who are real men and real women, you NEED to hold your ground, you’re not stupid.
This is a new warfare doctrine, you need to understand how it works ~ and anybody screamin’ about this current, trendy, click on it, warfare directive from the Department of Defense, and you’re not reading “Section D” as in drones, cuz it’s not listed there under 3000.9, it just says ‘drones’, but that is the proper directive.
What are you doing? You are waiting to be culled, because you don’t understand how the body area network [BAN] physically works … “
DEFINITIONS & LINKS
SOSA: Sensor Open Systems Architecture
MOSA: Modulare Open Sytstems Approach
OSA: Open Systems Architecture
OMIX: The Open Archive for Miscellaneous Data (OMIX) database is a data repository developed and maintained by the National Genomics Data Center (NGDC). The database specializes in descriptions of biological studies, including genomic, proteomic, and metabolomic, as well as data that do not fit in the structured archives at other databases in NGDC. It can accept various types of studies described via a simple format and enables researchers to upload supplementary information and link to it from the publication.
NGDC: Next Generation Data Center: ..next-gen data centers will be software-driven and not hardware driven..
Cyberbiosecurity is an emerging field at the intersection of cybersecurity and biosecurity. It can be defined as the emerging discipline dedicated to identifying, assessing, and mitigating risks that arise where biological systems and digital technologies converge.
Pentagon Directive 3000.9
Cognitive Warfare
Drone Spectrum Operations
Merging Mind & Machine
https://www.jpost.com/defense-and-tech/article-888043
Elbit Systems is a leading global defense technology company.
Thank You T.I. Community
Above is a Link Click It.
Oh this is good.
For those that do not know
T.I. stands for Targeted Individual.
YOUR Nervous System
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What is love? Phi Ratio.
Above is a Link Click It.
There are places I’ve never been,
ports I’ve never entered,
scenes I’ve never seen,
things you have experienced,
yet “I”, have not,
on this journey called ‘LIFE’.


A TALLER Perspective
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7:56 minutes of …The Flow
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The difference between here and tomorrow is …

Meet me in the middle of forever.
37:03 minutes of … Another Time
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YOUR BODY!
Above is a Link Click It.
They are accessing under your skin.
YOU are a bio~electrical~magnetic~water~body~vessel vehicle.
InJOY your life on your terms, not theirs.
Get acquainted with YOURSELF.
Great Scene from the “Queens Gambit”
Those Who Speak
Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on March 07, 2026
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I SEE YOU
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The truth is hidden in plain sight.
Mark Attwood “LIVE” in Edinburgh, Scotland.
Look ~ peace everywhere either happens now,
or what good is living for?
What is the purpose of our lives?
It is absurd what is going on.
Precision Medicine Weaponry
Above is a Link Click It.
Leaders in this world who speak to life and all in it,
must be clear about their personal life too.
If one cannot speak what they feel,
whether to a family member, or any other,
in peace to be heard,
then what good is life worth living for?
Disengage.
Releasing
Above is a Link Click It.
All healing in the world exists,
and here we are in 2026.
Get real.
Full on truth,
full on peace,
without warring.
It is that easy.
No~thing has to suffer in order to live.


When I am gone I wish to leave,
with only peace and love in my wake.
It truly is a personal journey.

THE SONG OF THE SPHERES
There comes a point
where from whence we came,
to where we go who knows?
May it always be peaceful
for all of creations.
We appear, we disappear
in this holographic field of existence,
so it seems?
Even beyond measure.
Immaculate conception has long been possible.
Today in 2026?
Well, ‘time’ is part of the illusion
and I will never be captive
to its deceits when I know,
PEACE lives forever within me.
Even through all my sufferings, pains,
grieving, and sorrows.
There was something,
all along that kept me alive
to recognize something
far greater than “I”.
I ask to somewhere in the fields of life?
Why does anyone or anything
have to go through suffering
only to go back to a ‘source’
that was supposed to be loving
and birthed all of us, humanity,
from the beginning?
It is a learning journey
and I ponder upon that, yet not,
unafraid of the unknown,
because my heart knows
something beyond the language of man
to discern differently.
End war and allow life to FEEL
and KNOW what PEACE truly is by LIVING IT.
Forever ~
may it be so, may it be so, may it be so.
Calm
Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on March 04, 2026
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I wrote this during some tumultuous times,
from my own recovery and do hope it helps anyone viewing
some rest and comfort on your very personal journeys.
It was a sensing knowing.
After a traumatic brain injury.
I was writing all the time,
things that were coming into my mind,
because I was SEEING differently,
therefore, I wrote differently,
this is how poets come about.
“Where we’re going requires no degree,
no PhD, no letters after your name.
Actually one can’t enter this place with thought.
You cannot fly with excess baggage.”
~ plr 2010
If a loving God created life?
Then why live in such suffering and war,
before you die,
only to go back to Source?
None of this makes sense.
Apparently God created the world in six days
and rested on the 7th.
I’m done.

“Love me like you love your god.”
~ plr 2010
Beneath Quiet Skies
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After I had a NDE (near death experience), January of 2010, causing me to be flown by helicopter North to hospital for emergency brain surgery, I woke up SEEING with new eyes, as I called it. And wrote this:
“We are just thought forms happening.”

image: plr in Egypt 2007 December cold, the Red Sea, swimming with wild dolphins ~ naked, wild and free in peace. Ahimsa. It was my personal moment in time for once alone, to do no harm.
Mei-Lan More Calm
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LIVE THE ANSWER
Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on February 27, 2026
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If we were all made in the image of a loving Creator God?
Then there would be in a loving world:
- No war
- Kindness abounds
- No suffering.
- Joy upon every awakening and sleeping moment.
- Nature would be thriving in such a beautiful environment
- All life would be harmonious in this existence.
- AND no questions are needed because we would be LIVING THE ANSWER.
“I never want what I say today to be an issue tomorrow.”
~ plr
“What is on the other side of LIFE?”
~ plr
“Truth is not frightening if one is courageous enough to face it.”
~ plr 2010
“If I AM limitless
then meet me in the middle of forever
with no boundaries of your thinking.”
~ plr
No Fear in YOUR BIOFIELD
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The DANCE of LIFE
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TIME OUT OF TIME
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And THEN, who will hear?
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And THEN, it goes on ~
Above is a Link Click It.
Stop BE~LIVING the lies.
Stop seeking outside,
and go inside.
Unequivocally ~ no doubt.
YOU are God and Goddess.

You do not fight for Peace
You BE the Peace.
On and on and on it goes when will it end?
Only YOU humanity, and “I” will know.
“Stop giving it to me in riddle,
give it to me straight forward,
Dear God!”
Then I ask the vastness of life,
why and who am I talking to,
who has never brought Peace to this planet,
nor ended all suffering?
The answer came clearly,
like a reverberating song singing.
WE are the Gods and Goddess’
of life on Earth.
There is no savior but ourselves.
Become AWARE
of the AW that you ARE
Your biology
and
anatomy.
Basically, your SELF
inside and out.
It is not about,
some religious figure outside of ourselves.
It is …
WE ARE NOT ALONE, ever.
This is why we love the dance of the sparrow,
the song of the songbirds,
the leaves that fall in winter,
the water that is free to flow wherever,
and the wind that dances within ..

We have enormous power.
We are the ONES
assisting life coherently.
We are the human family.
A Moment In Time
Above is a Link Click It.
Oh the journey. Peace reigns supreme. I was learning too. Some teachers did not help, they actually hurt.
They did not see the bigger picture beyond their fears.
If you have people on the front lines calling for FREEDOM FOR ALL, when something is happening behind the scenes unresolved?
I WILL and did call out the Generals and ask “what’s going on here?”
Sadly in my case, they wanted rid of me.
Why?
However, I AM now unafraid to SPEAK OUT and I mean speak out with no holds barred.
In Calm ~ Truth be told.
It was 2007 I left my home for rest and recovery from an abusive environment. I landed in Egypt.
One day at this beautiful eco-village,
a diving and dolphin mecca,
where I felt very protected,
a man walked up to me almost face to face saying
*whatever it was*
My response was immediate from within, and said:
“It is not ‘I’ that must clothe my body, but YOU that must clean your mind.”
And walked away.
Life.
Wow.
DO NOT TOUCH ME.
Uncapturable
Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on February 15, 2026
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“We are like fish in an Ocean of Energy
awaiting capture by an unseen net,
yet know how to fly.”
NeuroSecurity
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Nano Sensors 2020
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Post NeuroSecurity 2
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We Got Fooled!
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Believe it or not, this entire video was AI-generated.
Triage for Energy Warfare
Above is a Link Click It.
EXCERPT:
” .. and they’ve been continuing to fall ~ that is a lack of education ~ instead of doing the conferences with conspiracy bros ~ anybody could have picked up the books ~ we need everybody to KNOW ~ THAT’S your peripheral nervous system, good to go ~ they did not ~ because this system is built off of human bio-signal acquisition… this is healthcare and warfare ~ if you don’t understand it and continue to do what you are doing, you won’t have a healer among you that can help you ~ you’ll be stuck on those wearables and worse ~ biology didn’t change, they took it away from people .. but everybody else claims you gotta have a religion ~ THIS is just the nervous system, it is how your ‘fitbit’ works … what’s the big deal? BINGO….
[ Fitbit is a line of wireless-enabled wearable technology, physical fitness monitors and activity trackers such as smartwatches, pedometers and monitors for heart rate, quality of sleep, and stairs climbed as well as related software.]
“Why isn’t anybody allowed to talk about how you mine crypto with your heartbeat? Welcome back to your peripheral nervous system … I have a basic question, it’s really easy, ready:
” How do you think people would feel if they knew that they were tethered to the internet itself by their own NERVES, and that the government has ZERO intention of giving them back their privacy UNDER THEIR SKIN?
“PROBABLY be pretty pissed …
“EVERY HUMAN should have always been told about their own nervous system.
“NO HUMAN deserves this level of human to human betrayal ~ your bank account is not worth my health.
” Love them through their own fear …
” Let’s disrupt shall we … ”
[ RT GTG – Roger That Good To Go ]

MAC ID’s 45:48 minutes of …
Above is a Link Click It.
“I AM not nor ever was the FEAR you had of me.”
~ plr
May life always be truthful in every area.
This sounds true.
“Noli sinere te opprimi ab imporbis”
“Do not allow yourself to be oppressed by the wicked.”
Was there ‘life’ before everything we were taught to believe?
In my view? The answer is YES.
KNOW YOUR POWER.

The Dance of Life
Above is a Link Click It.
You are beautiful beyond measure.
Never let another determine who YOU ARE.
YOU ARE A magnificent loving being
with a heart full of light.
YOUR PURPOSE is here to Illuminate
your BRILLIANCE.
And YOU are not alone in doing so.
So bright.
If Peace is not in my external awareness,
then what am I doing here?
When all I know unafraid …
is Peace within.
Some say: ‘You Can’t Handle the Truth’!
Yes we CAN handle the truth,
for truth is not afraid of itself,
so why should WE be?
There sits something ~
in our very own mirrors
reflecting not a defensive move,
but an awareness that says:
I am not you,
as ONE settles into
the PEACE within ONEself,
hopefully, eventually,
without a question to be answered.
For it will not play the game,
of tit for tat.
When we all let go,
and rest in that gentle place,
where no questions are asked,
nor needed because,
We now KNOW we are the answer.
Seek but do not seek,
sayeth in right timing ~
if only to be heard.
We ARE the AnsWEr
Yes, WE-r.

“we live
we love
we laugh
we fall down
we get up
we grow
we didn’t know
we learned
to let go.“
~ plr 2010
An old story speaks about a similar problem.
The Monk on Water.
A devoted meditator,
after years concentrating
on a particular mantra,
had attained enough insight,
to begin teaching.
The student’s humility was far from perfect,
but the teachers at the monastery were not worried.
A few years of successful teaching
left the meditator with no thoughts
about learning from anyone ~
Yet, upon hearing about a famous hermit living nearby,
the opportunity was too exciting to be passed up.
The hermit lived alone on an island
at the middle of a lake,
so the meditator hired a man
with a boat to row across to the island.
The meditator was very respectful of the old hermit.
As they shared some tea made with herbs.
The meditator asked him about his spiritual practice?
The old man said he had no spiritual practice,
except for a mantra which he repeated all the time to himself.
The meditator was pleased.
The hermit was using the same mantra he used himself,
but when the hermit spoke the mantra aloud,
the meditator was horrified!
“What’s wrong?” asked the hermit.
“I don’t know what to say.
I’m afraid you’ve wasted your whole life!
You are pronouncing the mantra incorrectly!”
“Oh, Dear! That is terrible.
How should I say it?”
The meditator gave the correct pronunciation,
and the old hermit was very grateful,
asking to be left alone
so he could get started right away.
On the way back across the lake the meditator,
now confirmed as an accomplished teacher,
was pondering the sad fate of the hermit.
It’s so fortunate that I came along.
At least he will have a little time
to practice correctly before he dies.
Just then, the meditator noticed,
that the boatman was looking quite shocked?
And turned to see the hermit standing respectfully
on the water next to the boat.
“Excuse me, please.
I hate to bother you,
but I’ve forgotten
the correct pronunciation again.
Would you please repeat it for me?”
“You obviously don’t need it,” stammered the meditator;
but the old man persisted in his polite request
until the meditator relented and told him again
the way he thought the mantra should be pronounced.
The old hermit was saying the mantra very carefully,
slowly, over and over as he walked,
across the surface of the water
back to the island.
Another Insightful Parable w/Two Monks

There comes a point where the problems of the mind must be released,
in order to carry on in Peace after a good deed.
Two monks were making a pilgrimage
to venerate the relics of a great Saint.
During the course of their journey,
they came to a river where
they saw an elderly woman
trying to cross it.
She was afraid of the current.
So asked the brothers,
if they might carry her across the river?
The younger of the brothers
was offended at the very idea,
due to their teachings,
and turned away with an attitude of disgust.
The older brother didn’t hesitate,
and quickly picked the woman up on his shoulders,
carried her across the river,
and set her down on the other side.
She thanked him and went on her way,
and the brothers waded back through the waters.
The monks resumed their walk,
the older one in perfect equanimity
and enjoying the beautiful countryside,
while the younger one
grew more and more brooding and distracted,
so much so that he could keep his silence no longer
and suddenly burst out!
“Brother, we are taught
to avoid contact with women,
and there you were,
not just touching a woman,
but carrying her on your shoulders!”
The older monk looked at the younger
with a loving smile and said:
“Brother, I set her down on the other side of the river;
I am no longer carrying her, are you?”

I wish to share with all of you.
“Pure Awareness is not ~ of itself ~ fearful, hateful, anxious, or depressed. Awareness is simply aware of the experience of these tendencies, these movements that arise within us ~ along with the confusions and complications that follow.
So, how is it that humans ~ since the advent and evolution of the human brain and mind ~ continue to identify with appearances of mind that bring confusion and chaos, discord and violence, greed and corruption into daily life, when it’s abundantly clear that the presence of love and the movement of compassion solves virtually every problem that agitates the body/mind/organism of humankind?
Do you recognize the Truth of this within yourself?
In this recognition lies the answer to the many and varied problems of humankind.”
I feel it very important in this day and age of 2026,
the 21st Century,
to be humbled enough to admit,
what went wrong and face it,
with intelligent dialogue and facts,
And stop quibbling about.

Whether this person,
is the originator of the quote, does not matter.
Just focus on the point being made.
“There are two ways to be fooled.
One is to believe what isn’t true;
the other is to refuse to believe
what is true.”
~ Soren Kierkegaard
All it takes is to create a character,
that everyone falls in love with.
The rest of the story is already now written,
wherever the creators want to take it.
If only there was a creator of life,
that with good intent,
was able to create without hinderance.
With all life knowing forever peace,
never hearing of war.
Communicating naturally with nature,
doing no harm to any other.
True paradise ~ pair of eyes
seeing coherently.
Together ~
TWO GATHER ….
birthing a third force of balance,
repeating a beautiful cycle of life,
again, for peaceful manners INternally,
for all time.
I had so much FUN with these wonderful people.
Just jammin’ and making up a song on the fly.
Wow. Joy, joy, joy, with y’all.
Peace reigns supreme here.
AND WHERE DOES THIS ALL LEAD ME TO?
The journey of life continues with me in it or not.
What leads me on is the prayerful desire,
for the complete release of all unnecessary pain on Earth,
and true knowledge revealed.
They say we are all ONE?
No we are not.
Come on .. if we were all ONE?
There would be no war.
Period.
Life is precise.
Can we all just get along?
Frequency, Intentions, Vibration, Sound and Light.
Go figure.

“I care not what you wear,
I care what is in your nature.”
~ plr 2010

Cerebral Sabrina
Above is a Link Click It.
I love this musical arrangement in the link above called:
“Cerebral Sabrina”. What a wonderful way to LEARN!
For those curious for more to know …
Here is LINK to a PDF.
Sabrina is an extremely intelligent (IQ 200+/polymath/proficient in a few languages) 44-year old
descendant of the Rothschild & Rockefeller bloodlines, permanently disabled, mother of 2
teenage daughters (aged 18 & 19). She was given an Interdimensional Beacon System,
Medium Access Control (MAC) ID in 1979, & she was a Defense Intelligence Agency (DIA) asset
as a child ….
Human Vortices & Land Healing
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It’s just a JOB ~ NO
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Hearts Fire Up … thank you Sabrina.
Excerpt:
” … those of you in College, this is why I tried to build a bridge with your parents. Because WE ALL need each other. They want to weaponize you, so they can get rid of anybody who stands in the way of their life extension technology ~ and the error I think that you are making in your youth is that you think you know it all ~ you’re young ~ these people have been running this system since I was born in 1979, they have far more networks than you’ll ever have access to …they don’t want people to get biological and take back their anatomy and prepare for electronic warfare… you don’t need me, you need you … ”
Original Deva Premal and Miten

Traumatic Brain In~Jury
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An interview with a dear brother, friend, John Byler,
on ‘Recovery Now’ with Kim Justus.
A New Day Is Mine
Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on February 11, 2026
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A Life Lived to Inspire
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Something Happened So beautiful.
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“Peace is Easy and Truth is not Dangerous.”
~ plr 2010


“In order for CALM to BE,
the STORMS must be cleared.”
~ plr
Directions for Debunking
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I love to be going in the wrong direction.

W.H.Y.?
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A Dedication to ..
I lost a dear friend who taught me much.
The beauty of life in my view
is being able to float through language,
to be able to listen within on a very deep level
that transcends pretty much everything
one has ever ben taught to believe.
A Perfect Time for Flying Carpets
Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on February 02, 2026
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“One of the greatest contributions I have given to Life,
Is making up my mind.”
~ plr
2026. THE YEAR OF THE ‘FIRE HORSE’
This is my horse that I don’t ride,
well bareback sometimes flying,
for we like to stride side by side.
I was listening to something this morning
and paraphrasing adding thoughts ~
this is the year of the “Fire Horse”
which apparently is all about courage,
radical change, unbridaled energy,
revolution, resolution, personal freedom,
self expression, not easily tamed,
likes to roam freely
pursuing passions without restraint,
spontaneous, impulsive, unpredictable,
free spirited, being your own spiritual leader,
no more gurus, no more waiting
for someone to save you,
you have become your own sovereign leader
of your own consciousness,
get real about your dreams,
be kind, compassionate, respectful,
while standing your ground,
time to make sense of the non-sense.
The last Fire Horse year was 1966.
My birthday this year, January 3, 2026
I turned 66.
It has been 60 years since the last Fire Horse Year.
I was Born in 1960.
Just sayin’.
Hold on for the ride my friends,
it is all we can do,
to make it a better world,
just don’t give up.
The Resonant Sound of Coherent LIFE.

“Only through the unconventional wisdom of harmonic science
might society find its way back to coherence.”
~ Richard Merrick


WHAT’S IN THE SNOW?
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Biofield Spectrum Analysis
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Firewall Chat 1
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Psinergy/Sabrina Wallace with potent questions about the big ol’
H.O.W.? Does it work.
Excerpt:
“.. Why do we have more problems with Alzheimer’s in people that are under 25 years old? And then there’s the problem with everybody talking to their new AI companion and losing ‘brain chemistry’, ‘neuronal density’, ‘neural network synaptic connectivity’ .. WOW, so what did we really get…”
Unless we know the H.O.W.,
asking questions about the unknown is futile
and runs everyone into rabbit holes
of the never ending questions
because the RIGHT QUESTIONS
are not being asked.
Hence, here we are.
KNOW THYSELF.
no no no, I want answers,
Then we can have intelligent conversations
with REAL SOLUTIONS on the table.
Your Central Nervous System
Above is a Link Click It.
If you really want to know?




