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Decoding Reality
Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on November 07, 2023
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IT IS A FIRST for her.
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PEACE is all she desires and will leave nothing but truth and love in her wake. It has taken her twenty-seven years to walk up to this podium. Pamela has been invited to be a Keynote Speaker at the Conscious Life Expo, in Los Angeles, California, February 9-11.
Looking forward to seeing you there!
Her presentation is a preview of her up-and-coming “Book of Memoirs”, which includes a good many Chapters about her life and travels with Internationally known British Author, David Icke.
Sometimes you just have to make up your mind.
“Let your heart be known, let your truth be shown.”
~ plr
“Why struggle to open a door between us
when the whole wall is an illusion?”
~ Rumi
“On the other side of a storm
is the strength that comes from
having navigated through it.
Raise your sail and begin.”
~ Gregory S Willilams
There is a dance happening.
Between NOW and forever.
I know which path fits my timeline.
COHERENCY.
“It only takes one caged bird
to see the open door and fly out,
showing others they can do it too.”
~ plr
I can only operate on what I know,
and how can peace be wrong?
~ plr
“The greatest gift one can give?
Is integrity to speak truth,
a kind heart to deliver it,
and love as the final ending.”
~ plr
This is a clip from a 1 hour with Malte Martin, Luna Mando, & Fabba.
Click the link for the entire compilation.
I could listen to this forever. Thank you three beautiful beings.
May this be a spark of light for Peace upon our feet with every step we take.
An offering for all to be gentle and kind with ourselves, and one another.
Truth has no fear. Never let your truth be hindered.
A Personal Path It Is
Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on November 02, 2023
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Maybe the key to LIFE
is not being afraid to say goodbye?
Can you imagine if there was an election,
and NOONE voted?
Can you imagine if they called for war,
and NOONE put on a uniform?
Can you imagine someone trying to coerce you to say Yes,
As you kindly turn around and firmly say … NO.
When you stop seeking,
maybe this is where you truly begin to know?
I AM, you ARE, here to guide the timelines of choice towards a more coherent and natural peaceful wave of energetic vibrational frequencies for those of this particular calling. The ride is easy when the breath is in sync with this song.
Stop supporting a false projection of lies.
Real~eye~sing your Peace within
advancing the emanation of coherency,
with intelligence of a higher order in love.
Stop participating in anything other than.
Those who are at peace in their hearts
Are already within the great shelter of life.
“Mediocrity knows nothing higher than itself;
but talent instantly recognizes genius.”
Heart to Heart Mind to Mind
Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on October 15, 2023
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“It is no measure of health
to be well adjusted
to a profoundly sick society.”
~ Jiddu Krishnamurti
‘Asking for help is the most
courageous thing you can do’
“What is the bravest thing you’ve ever said?
– asked the boy.
‘Help”‘ said the horse.”
The Lisa Park

The Entanglement 1
The Entanglement 2
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Eugene Sonny Irvin delivers a third eye opening
deep dive into the reality of artificial intelligence,
it’s history and how the current technology,
is being used to manipulate and control,
our natural creative abilities,
to attempt to manifest negative timelines.
I AM, you ARE, here to guide the timelines of choice towards a more coherent and natural peaceful wave of energetic vibrational frequencies for those of this particular calling. The ride is easy when the breath is in sync with this song.
Harmony through Clarity
Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on September 26, 2023
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I do believe there is no mightier power on Earth that can withstand a UNIPHIED COOPERATION of the intelligent human kind with benevolent purposes for the good of the whole. If we are not on the same page then the pieces to the puzzle are a doddle to manipulate.
May we bring the house of cards down together. Not with hate, but with awareness of what we are collectively dealing with, which is something beyond evil, and do it swiftly with no suffering upon another, just rid this existence of the parasites they are, thereby bringing the possibility of true paradise on Earth.
Otherwise .. well, we all know how it will end if we do nothing.
I will take my last breath on the mountain and I will leave nothing but truth and love in my wake.
All Contracts Null & Void.
REDIRECT THE NARRATIVE FOR PEACE.
There are 194 or so Nation States that are in agreement
with the roll out for a New World Order.
It is happening and they want rid of humanity.
But they will keep the slaves they desire for their purposes,
including children who are kept in cages for nefarious experiments.
THIS MUST END and leaders in Nation States must say NO.
Complicit to murder you are if you don’t.
ENOUGH is ENOUGH!
Remember who pushes the buttons
that feed electricity to the towns and cities .. PEOPLE.
Remember who pushes the buttons
that makes sure the towns and cities have water .. PEOPLE.
Remember who drives the trucks with fuel to the stations .. PEOPLE
Remember who drives the trucks from the farm to the stores.. PEOPLE.
When will humans stop being slaves and do the right thing.
DO A 180 with a Yes Sir .. NO SIR, but within a strategic, coordinated, and organized manner.
My family is out there and they need food, water, resources, and shelter,
and ALL OF US are going to give it to them because WE UNITED CAN DO IT.
KEEP THE LIGHTS ON PEOPLE
KEEP THE WATER FLOWING PEOPLE
KEEP GROWING YOUR OWN GARDENS PEOPLE!
Someone’s got to do it, and we can’t do it alone.
ABOVE TOP SECRET
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A journey into the secret technology hidden from the public,
Dr. Steven Greer reveals the cover-up and motives
on why we have been denied free energy.
Frequency Weapons
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Todd Callender, attorney and activist,
joins the program to warn listeners
of the dangers of frequency weapons
in the hands of nefarious actors.
He also updates us on the lawsuits he filed
against the Department of Defense.
It’s ALL or NOTHING now folks.
Time to reevaluate our focus and strengthen our connections.
It’s NOW and FOREVER.
Connecting the Dots Part I
Connecting the Dots Part II
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In these two parts of ICIC’s interview, Dr. Reiner Fuellmich and co-host attorney Dagmar Schoen talk with British veteran of the alternative media scene David Icke. He is an author, researcher and investigative journalist. Reiner Fuellmich and Dagmar Schoen question him about his personal awakening process and the beginning of his involvement with the other side of the story, the real side, that initially turned his world upside down. He recounts his startling experiences that, ultimately, broadened his horizon and understanding of reality, as opposed to the mainstream’s narrative. These processes led him to leave his old life behind, defying all reprisals, and to dedicate his life to the uncovering of hidden knowledge and truths, beyond the fabricated “reality” we have been fed.
Front & Center w/Dr David Martin
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David Martin returns to the show to discuss his latest efforts to expose and bring to justice the criminal cabal. His latest presentation in the European Parliament went viral around the world with over one billion views while it was virtually blacked out in the western world. It’s a tale of two different realities. We are the new Soviet Union living in a blacked out world controlled by big tech and the criminal cabal.
37 minutes of .. Christine Anderson
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Wise Beyond Measure
Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on September 13, 2023
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“Peace is the Motive.
Love is the Endurance.
Laughter is the medicine that keeps us alive.”
~ plr
Wherever you are.
Just know the gentleness of who you are,
is never lost only found.
“In this Earthly realm
does knowing alot
equal intelligence
or knowing no~thing
more intelligent?”
~ plr
When ONE sees from within, a very deep transformative moment of recognition happens, that no matter what is going on OUT THERE, a PEACE is felt, the song sings, the moment appears, The whole world becomes calm. Can you imagine if we experienced that together as ONE?
“I will not comply
with what they are intending.
I will stay Free
Forever my friends.
And so shall thee
When we see eye to eye
And not with each other fight.
Stand strong heart with heart
The feather becomes the arrow
From the sheath
And with unified mind
It is time
To end divide
And be kind with might.”
~ plr
This image is when I was recovering from a TBI (traumatic brain injury).
Sedona, Arizona, 2010
Went to a gathering with the Buddhist Monks.
I was in a very different world. Empty Mind.
Operating from heart not thought.
Whatever is going on in our world,
if we can’t come to reason NOW.
What good is breathing for?
It was the year 2017.
I went on an expedition with physicist Nassim Haramein,
and fellow participants to Peru and filmed this.
Our guide was telling us how the PYRAMIDS were built.
Thinking we were tourists, yet, we knew better.
There IS HOPE for humanity if only we stop buying the lies.
To realize how deceived we have all been about the world we live in.
Eagles: In the City
PEACE is forever,
and may LIFE swiftly
end all warring.
I shall share a snippet from my forthcoming BOOK OF MEMOIRS.
“It was the summer of 2007 when I left for rest and recovery ..
from a home environment that was being highly devisive..
unbeknownst to me …
From England I flew ..
and landed in Egypt on the shores of the Red Sea ..
Upon an Eco village … a dolphin and diving Mecca ..
I was in the community bathroom on the beach,
when a woman approached out of the blue?
She was a very unique being really ..
She asked: “what brought you here?”
I was sharing that I was a filmmaker
and wanted to use film to speak good truths for humanity ..
she opened her satchel and pulled out a book ..
it was by Gary Zukav: THE DANCING WU LI MASTERS.
She brought it to read herself. It was brand new.
She handed it to me saying:
I think you need this more than I do.
I asked her to sign it. She did.
I love you Sheila, what a gift you were in my life,
at the right time and still are, a shining Star.
I still have that book and read it from front to cover in two nights.
After she left the Eco Village we kept in touch.
She later sent another two books ..
One of them was by Martha Beck called:
FINDING YOUR OWN NORTH STAR.
“I believe that a knowledge of that perfect life sits inside you as the North Star sits in its unalterable spot. You may think you’re utterly lost, that you’re going to die a bewildered death in the Dark Wood of Error. But brush away the leaves, wait for the clouds to clear, and you’ll see your destiny shining as brightly as ever: the fixed point in the constantly changing constellations of your life.”
Finding Your Own North Star – claiming the life you were meant to live.
Martha Beck
Translation:
May your journey be well, wishes my father
Mind your honour in a foreign land, teaches my mother
When I return from the lands far away,
my parents will greet me with their happiness
“Without ALL life’s knowledge on the table of truths,
we will always be at the mercy of another,
until we make up our singular sovereign mind.
May like minds coagulate into a coherent mass right now.
I do not need ink on paper to formulate an agreement.
Heart to Heart without question should be fine.
That should be enough in this eternal life field.
I think we make it up as we go along .. someone else did.
~ plr
Breathe Freely
Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on August 29, 2023
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Christine Anderson speech in European Parliament Brussels, May 3 2023
“Right now every moment matters, tell it like it is.”
~ plr
“Every piece to the puzzle matters.”
~ plr
“A student only learns as well as the teacher teaches.”
~ plr
“We are in a ‘uINversal’ transition right NOW.”
~ plr
“Nature is multi-dimensional, language is linear.”
~ Alan Watts
“Something dreamed all of this into existence,
I think it’s time I dream myself out of it”
~ plr
What I see happening is ‘they’ (common enemy), are using AI to assist in their organizing and strategizing to maneuver the next best steps towards an agenda for world domination. When I saw the UN’s website with very detailed graphs laid out, it was just too succinct and detailed to have been done by a human, and everything is moving at lightning speed.
‘They’ have what I would call a ‘war room’ which is giving them detailed instructions instantly like a blueprint of how to do it. While the people have no clue and are at the mercy of this high technology in a VERY UNFAIR GAME.
Unfair why? Because ‘they’ know everything we do, think, and say already, via the ENTERnet, phones, digital devices of all kinds, smart homes, smart refrigerators and kitchen appliances. Even the proliferation of ‘smart cities’. Thine enemy has an advantage that beggars belief and it was a very clever set up. Noone to blame but ourselves really, and here we are.
What do we do to unplug? Well, it really comes down to a personal journey and humanity must get over all the petty things and stop infighting and unite.
My theory, and hand to God I will bet my life on it, what ‘THEY’ are doing is inputting to the digital AI a question.
Example: “Show me how to get a population of people under global tyrannical control”.
What AI would do is spit out quite quickly the steps to be taken in order for that goal to be achieved.
Simple.
This appears to be exactly what the graphs on the WEF (World Economic Forum), and UN (United Nations) websites are doing. It is very strategic and organized.
We had Agenda 2020, then Agenda 2030. The goal pasts are moving because the population is rising up and becoming AWARE of what is going on.
I suppose, if I was thinking like thine enemy what would I do?
Well, I would input into AI this new situation that people are rising up in disagreement, which is causing an upset to the initial strategy and upsetting the apple cart, so asking AI how to move forward with this?
“New information causes new choices to be made.”
The outcome from AI would show the next best steps in order to achieve the continuing desired GOAL.
Just look at the graphs and goals HERE and HERE, and how they are being achieved.
Purely by humanities acquiescence.
We just have to say NO.
I input into AI this question and look what it gave me.
The steps to take in order to achieve the GOAL.
We can turn the tide if only we got it together people.
OurAmazingGrace
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The above link “Our Amazing Grace’ is the story of one father who realized his daughter was murdered after years of forensic investigation. Americans were murdered by the thousands in hospitals by doctors and nurses – and they got paid for doing so – under the cover of the CoVid panic. It’s a bold claim. And it has been thoroughly documented. This explains how it was done and how they have managed to escape consequences – at least for now.
An Arborist Explains Maui
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Peace within Maui 8.8.23
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In a world where silence often reigns,
She arose unbound by chains.
With an Ocean of love aglow,
As the sands wash upon her feet walking
She dared to speak to let truth flow.
Fearless soul she faced the storm,
Her words like waves they did transform
An unfair equation unbalanced and unjust,
She shattered it with courage robust.
Her once silent voice becoming a beacon of encoded light
Guiding her through the darkest of nights,
Like a ship on a boundless sea,
She brought her truth unapologetically free.
Consequences might dance on the winds of fate,
But she stood strong innately unafraid.
For within the strength of love’s embrace,
May we all bring harmony to the world’s uneven pace.
In a world where hearts entwine and souls unite,
People will yearn for truth that shimmers in the light.
A quest for peace like whispers through the trees,
Guiding us to shores where gentle waves sing.
Harmony is the symphony of souls in tune,
A melody that dances underneath the moon.
In each embrace lives a knowing to let go of hate,
Weaving a tapestry where compassion dictates.
Love is a beacon that ignites,
A force that turns wrongs into what’s right.
It knows no bounds transcending all divide,
A river that flows connecting with the tides.
Joy, like wildflowers blooming in the sun,
As its laughter echoes and sorrows come undone.
Hand in hand united on this humble quest,
We strive to build a world that’s truly blessed.
For truth, peace, harmony, love, and joy we yearn,
In each endeavor it’s humanity’s turn.
Dr. Ben Goertzel – SingularityNet
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She didn’t know much but left something to think about.
“My song has a whispering presence in the speakers,
yet, is a voice in the orchestra of life,
like a deep echo sailing through the canvas
as a water color assisting life in the big picture.”
~ plr
Dance Freely and Wear NO MASK.
Dr. David Martin DON’T FEAR
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Excerpt:
“ .. Remember there never was a C*v*d Pandemic .. this is a behavior modification exercise to fulfill the objective of the financial interests that were being served. And let’s remember that the quote, and I keep saying this quote because no-one is still admitting that the criminals acknowledge their own crime.
Until a pandemic is at emergency threshold, the public doesn’t understand the need for medical countermeasures, such as a pan corona virus .. vaccine. We need the media to create the hype, we need to use that hype to our advantage to get to the real issues .. investors will follow if they see profit at the end of the process.”
~ Dr David Martin
Once you take a species out of its original environment it lives a life worse than death. No different than taking a dolphin from the Ocean into a tank, or a bird into a cage. Therefore, willful leaving to let go becomes easy at this point. Humanity’s Earthly life is being controlled, and imprisoned, and something has to give. One way or another, something has to go.
This is a clip from an interview with Patrick Henningsen and cartoonist, Bob Moran.
Stand firm dear friends.
Singing in co~hear~and~see (coherency)
“With a seaside cafe moment of coffee and tea with thee,
What matters is the Entrainment
of not having to know the math
but knowing the melody…”
~ plr
The Think Tank with …
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The above interview on the “Think Tank”,
I have met in person two of these beautiful entities and value their knowledge.
May it continue on as we ALL discover who and what we really are.
Oh the JOY of the JOURNEY,
and I am so humbled to know what I do not know,
and may we forever be friends.
I love you forever mom, who taught me things she never said, but I know now. I heard something in between the silence so clearly as you were dying, and I WILL BE a silence breaker, in the sense that my voice will ring loud and strong, for all of life to know and recognize, we are not alone here as an object to be used, we are here as an instrument to express our innate ability to create Peace on this Planet. For those that do not know, my mother passed over from a vicious ravaging cancer November 23, 2003.
“One of the greatest contributions I have given to Life, is making up my mind.”
~ plr
The Summer of 2007,
as I flew over the Mediterranean from England,
entering the lands of Egypt,
as clear as day a telepathic message came forth with no words,
just a form of pure energy’s presence,
transferring a message,
and its translation was this:
“You need to get grounded.
You need to ground yourself.
Plant your feet back on the earth”
Next, what ran through me after hearing this initial message on the plane were overlapping telepathic thoughts explaining that the reason I had to ground was because …
“You have things to fulfill within yourself,
this is a very personal journey.
You have to realize your gifts, gain confidence, stand strong.
You have a Heart to give which would help lift humanity in this physicality.”
I later wrote:
“The seeking we each strive for will never be found in the external.
For what is eternal, what has always been ‘in’ternal, can never be lost, only found.”
A personal journey?
Yes, indeed it is.
LOCKHEED MARTIN
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Grooming the Young to police the internet
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“You can control a man with brute violence,
but you can never truly OWN a man until he’s convinced
that your word is law and obedience is a virtue.”
END THE CYCLE = Living Freely in Peace
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Never Lose Your Humanity
Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on August 12, 2023
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Vargo
There was life before the ENTERnet.
NVR4GT
I’m just traveling with travelers.
With like heart and mind.
A fractal of creation
repeating peace,
always.
Get this.
We, humanity, are at war.
Our opponent KNOWS every move,
and every sound we make.
They are gaining ground at lightning speed.
We have entered a digital playground for total control.
Unfair game, but we silently agreed.
Hard to live trying to share some truth,
when you get shut down at almost every move?
UNPLUGGING is tough to do,
but do we must, or take it over for good.
The best way to control your opposition is to lead it.
“You can’t live fully, unless you can live fully now.”
Alan Watts
We as a species have perfected politeness to a fault.
I Love Terrence
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EXCERPT:
“… in the few short years ahead as we converge toward the eschaton, that transcendental object at the end of time, things are going to get weirder and weirder until they become so weird that we will no longer be able to ignore the weirdness.
“.. this explains our present circumstance, it explains the rush towards new technology and social organization in the new millennium. But you don’t have to be a rocket scientist to understand that if the Universe is complexifying faster and faster, an epoch of time will come when this rate of complexification is occurring so rapidly that it will become itself the overwhelming phenomena in the world of three dimensional space and time. And I call this the Omega Point or the transcendental object at the end of history, and I believe it is not that far off.
“That with the emergence of Global internet, a human population of several billions and electronic noosphere, that we are now within the shadow of this transcendental object at the end of time. Your religions sense it, that’s what gives them their apocalyptic intuitions, and I think the ordinary man and woman in the street sense a kind of built in acceleration .. and in fact it is true .. our own decision to view the Universe as dead, as inanimate, as unintelligent, allowed us, permitted us, to dissect it, to use it and deny its validity outside of human purpose. Now the consequences of living like that is coming back to haunt us.
“Now we have almost destroyed our home, we have almost cut the Earth from beneath our own feet .. we must give reverence and credence to nature and natures methods because no other methods will allow us to work our way out of the present mess we are in … we’re at the end of the rope.”
~Terence McKenna
We Need To Talk About Mr. Global
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“Never let Fear stop You from Making the Next Best Step.”
~ plr
“Noone will ever know until you are unafraid to speak out.”
~ plr
AGE OF TRUTH w/Jordan Maxwell
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I knew of Jordan Maxwell who worked with a group called “TruthSeekers” in California back in 1998, and later met Jordan briefly at a conference circa 2008.
What Jordan Maxwell begins talking about in the timeline stamp I noted below, about his meeting with three members of the governing body of the JW’s and what they told him, clarifies in my view, so much of what’s unfolding before our very eyes today. Our human species is dealing with an aggressor with disregard for all life outside of its own. Period.
Excerpt:
“ First of all I always try and say that I am not the worlds authority on anything. I am smart enough to know how much I don’t know. But I’m also smart enough to know that you are not going to be perfect on everything, so sometimes, maybe it’s just your opinion, and your opinion may be wrong. And so I try and tell people that I’m not the worlds foremost authority. I prefer to think of myself as just an ordinary man pursuing extraordinary knowledge.”
@8:22 in the TIMELINE:
“.. I scare myself thinking about all the strange places I’ve been, and people I’ve known, and yet, I’m still alive. I will give you my opinion on the world scene today. I believe, based on fifty eight years of experience .. that there is a concerted organized conspiratorial movement in the world and I refer to it, the way it refers to itself as The World Revolutionary Movement … “
“I prefer to think of myself as an ordinary man
pursuing extraordinary knowledge.”
~ Jordan Maxwell
StopWorldControl
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The above link is a wonderful summary
of the most important issues on this planet.
One being the future of humanity,
which involves the children of yesterday and today.
Time to solutionize the problems.
SOUL~U~TION~EYES
If two people who had a child can’t get along,
If two people who never had a child,
can’t get along …
how in the world, can they EVER teach a child …
to grow up?
“Each and every one of us,
is not living in a ‘uNIverse’ of separation,
but a ‘uINverse’ of experience.”
Robert Edward Grant
Speech at World Changers Summit July 5, 2023.
Pontifical Academy of Sciences, Vatican City
“I would rather be consciously inquisitive
than unconsciously thinking.”
~ plr 2010
The Happiness Expert
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“There are many paths to where we are going.”
~ plr 2010
Seek yet do not seek.
BE
“Do not fear the problem, know the soul~u~tion.”
~ plr
We are all on the same team
and the rest coherently align
loving our essence first and foremost
with like heart and mind.
We navigate this world
beyond our looking,
rather our inward feeling.
A sense beyond sensing .. a knowing.
In an environment that is incoherent
we are merely biding our time
to live here.
“My heart is beating always
for the sound of birds singing
along with a clean breeze
dancing in between the leaves of a tree.
Never lose sight of nature
for she is our guiding light.
The great cause in this world is the love for life.”
~ plr
And surely worth the fight.
“When you are not afraid to die,
fear takes a back seat to living life.”
~ plr
I will not drown in the sorrows of fear.
It is time to correct current understandings of history.
In a perfect world in my view, I do not want to live another day missing anything that I loved so dearly when it is gone. I’ve been there done that and it is tortuous. Of course I miss them, that is natural, but living in that emotional state is agonizing. I do not wish that upon anyone to live entertaining grief. NO. The comfort I have received is when I knew they were at peace and so was I in unison with them. In all of creation I ask … why? Why this kind of pain or suffering? Why can’t life be something as easy as come and go, appear and disappear with free will and peacefully always? I have also experienced life beyond the one we all know as Earthly life. I wish for a world where all life comes and goes at its leisure without any controlling factors. And when it does the Inverse or Universe celebrates for all eternity with only love as the wind that sails its ship. Peace is knowing this ones departure is a glorious adventure in the timeless thing called … creation.
Ayla Nereo
“I live to live, not to fight.
Struggle is not an envy of mine,
but an unnecessary battle
of manufactured might.”
~ plr
Meet me there …
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Always one must make up their mind.
It is either this or that. Yet there is an otherwise.
Because there is another path
even beyond that.”
~ plr
I wrote in 2010 after the Gift of a Fall,
a near death experience involving brain surgery.
“I care so much I must walk away.”
~ plr
It had great meaning for me then
and even more so today in 2023.
I hope all who reads this finds comfort too,
in knowing you are not alone,
no matter where you are on the journey.
PEACE is our collective destiny.
“It is a seed that plants the future.
Be very protective of the nourishment
that precious seed requires to grow.
Even if it means moving to another garden,
for the most important thing for its life, is its soil.”
~ plr
“One that holds breath afraid to speak,
lives a life worse than death.”
~ plr
What is happening on Earth is something far bigger than most humans can summarize or fathom. I wish more of the truth as far as I can see, would be brought in ~ based upon the fact that we are not alone as a species and so much more is going on than most could possibly recognize.
It is a real challenge to bring forth information that conflicts with dogmatic belief systems, but we must in order to re-order life in a coherent manner. For I feel the very foundation of certain belief systems were part of the controlling factor upon humanity. Keep em’ busy on the farm, divided and fighting with each other about … whilst the dastardly deeds go on. And here we are.
You ~ each and every one are a free spirit, a free life form to behold with love. Surround your WORTH with love, with peace, with rightful manners and kindness and respect, along with whatever necessary to defend oneself. The rest? Well, if there is a cancer in the host body it must go. There exists knowledge that would enhance this Earthly realm with clean rivers and waterfalls, clean soil, clean air, and clean skies ~ naturally. Whatever has intervened that from happening must be removed, and I don’t know how to do that on a global scale, but this remains to be my wish.
Just saying.
The message is the message
With a life of its own,
it carries easily its truth.
The one and only thing
That forever lives
Is that truth within you.
~ plr 2000
Why AM I here?
“To truly know the world,
look deep within your own self;
to truly know yourself,
take a real interest in the world.”
– Rudolf Steiner
I have taken an interest in the world
for I AM part of it.
So if I see a solution,
why are those in positions
that could do something about it
not doing it?
Something other than I
must take responsibility too.
Noone can do this alone.
I don’t like the world I AM in
and humbly know what is going on
is much bigger than I AM.
For my heart and mind SEES,
yet in my sixty three years of life living,
nothing is changing,
not even my heart beating for Peace.
The “Pamela Conspiracy”
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I’M GETTING CLOSER TO SOMEWHERE ELSE.
Living
to Die
for Life
“Life can be a happy Accident,
If we Let It Be”
~plr
“She lived, she loved, she cried, she never knew,
she fell, she laughed, she got up, she grew.”
~ plr
When We Unmask Ourselves
We Unmask everyone else as well.
If you don’t tell your story
someone else will tell iit for you.
“Where there is unity there is always Victory.”
~ Publilius Syrus (85 BC)
Focus
Every cover tells a personal story. ~ A Life Worth Lived to Tell.
Push the limits for reasoning beyond all doubting.
For those who are unafraid to ‘rock the boat’.
When through it all she nearly gave up …
Patience has been her guiding light ..
Something we call naked truth.
Care to take a ride?
Truth begins the way forward.
“If my voice is not heard
then what is breathing for?”
~plr
With profound self respect,
we venture towards everything,
within the slowest part of ourselves.
Just take a moment
and look at it
through her eyes.
“The powerful play still goes on,
and you may contribute a verse.
What will your verse be?”
~ Robin Williams, Dead Poets Society
photo: 1982
she knew then at 22.
She knows more Now.
“There is a realm that exists that once met,
one will realize just how extraordinary life is.
In this realm at least from my view,
tears will be no more,
for there is no sadness there,
no war, no nothing of the sort.”
~ plr
Reframing the experience.
Honest self-reflection.
When you change the way you look at things,
the things you look at .. change.
Even though the play continues performing,
never doubt your voice in the orchestra
singing its versing.
What was personal,
went Universal.
For the longest time I’ve wanted to share,
the TRUTH about my life with British author,
David Icke, and writing those memoirs.
Why?
They tried to silence her ~ she said NO.
To be silent, is consent.
Where does this intolerable hatred come from?
The punishment unleashed upon her,
by ‘Bridge of Love’ was undeserving of the ‘no’ crime.
An aggressive purposely orchestrated covert push to remove her.
And you know who you are, all the others who took his side.
What was private David took public to her surprise.
And Pamela had three death threats from his followers,
after the public article was posted by he and Regina.
As one witness said: ‘it was a ruthless witch hunt’.
The damage done was left unheard.
With ALL the evidence to support it.
Telling the truth = Freedom.
She survived to tell it.
One girl unarmed.
Coming Soon.
Words are living energies.
Excerpt:
She was healing from a near death experience involving brain surgery, fracturing skull, subcutaneous hematoma, head trauma with left epidural hematoma, cerebral contusions, hairline fracture of spine, fractured left wrist with 9 rib fractures and bruising all over left side when the divorce began. What was to be an amicable departure of marriage? Her departing husband who wrote a book called: “Infinite Love is the Only Truth, Everything Else is Illusion” , said why doesn’t she get a job, and sent this to her father.
“If what I am reliably told is true, she should know that at tidal wave of worldwide revulsion will descend upon her immediately and for the rest of her life and the Richards family name will be dragged through the cesspit ongoing as a result.”
And the next day her father had a mild stroke.
Words have a huge impact
on your nervous system.
Words can influence the metabolism
in parts of the brain
that are exactly the same
parts of the brain
that regulate your heart,
your lungs,
your immune system
and so on. Think about it.
“Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter.”
~ Martin Luther King Jr
“Your work is to take care of the spiritual interior of the language.” And he said in Japanese this word we use, kotodama, means that each word has within it a spiritual interior. The word is like a vessel that carries something ineffable. And you must be the caretaker for that. You must be careful when you use language to look at every part of the word and make sure that you’re showing respect for it in the place that you’ve given it to live in the sentence.”
~ Kazumasa Hirai ~ Japanese novelist
Sapere aude = Dare to Know
In 2010, January 23, I had a near death experience.
During that INlightINmental period of recovery and healing,
I was attracted to this phrase I saw in Latin.
Dimidium facti, qui coepit, habet; sapere aude, incipe.
“He who has begun is half done, dare to know, begin.”
Slowly, this lady is beginning to fly.
What an amazing journey this life.
David has four children and grandchildren.
I have one child, Alexandria.
We both care about them all and their future.
I am still healing.
FREEDOM = I appreciate the opportunity to speak with you today.
AN OPEN LETTER with Compassion.
TRUTH BE TOLD
“Cowardice asks the question, is it safe?
Expediency asks the question, is it politic?
Vanity asks the question, is it popular?
But conscience asks the question, is it right?
And there comes a time when one must take a position
that is neither safe, nor politic, nor popular,
but one must take it because it is right.”
~ Martin Luther King, Jr.
Many things were confirmed through having a relationship with David Icke, much more than I could ever have learned in his books, although they do compliment one another at times. It truly is a personal journey, and look forward to sharing the other side of it with respect to this human experience on Earth.
“A publicly revealed lie
is as important for the
good of humanity
as a clearly stated truth.”
~ Leo Tolstoy
She almost died
many times in her life.
Twice by choice ..
Still here,
now finding her voice.
Telling the truth will always,
either be accepted or attacked.
So what, say it.
He who knows enough is enough
will always have enough.
~ Lao Tzu
“It is good to have an end to journey towards;
but it is the journey that matters ~ in the end.”
Trauma can be passed on …
I will not let a dark moment in time
move through any generation forward.
I’m here to clear it, and release.
Breathing life fully in peace.
“There is no greater Freedom than Truth in Love.
There is no greater love than truth without fear.”
~ plr 2010
Problems only require Solutions,
and “grace” is extended
to those that ‘stop and correct’.
The Universe abhors deception, so do I.
“You’ll never see the Big Picture,
Until you have every piece of the puzzle.”
~ plr
Nothing can be achieved
unless you try.
As long as we are separate,
we are a doddle to manipulate.
We are living in a plague of corruption.
We’re born then we die.
May we nourish the tender moments
in between.
You know the really great thing about love?
Is its door is always open.
When she takes her last breath in this Earthly realm,
She will leave nothing but truth and love in her wake.
Prepare to flip your perceptions to see more clearly,
open your mind and further your awakening.
Nurturing knowledge and conversations.
I’d rather face it all now,
than live in fear.
No more.
Point of Destruction
Metamorphosis
Point of Creation
Anew
I documented PART of the journey.
And I mean ONLY PART as it was happening.
May PEACEFUL MEANS reign supreme.
If only to be heard. All will be revealed.
“Never allow someone else’s fears,
cause you to disappear.”
~ plr
If we are all going to stand together
we must stand together .. informed.
I totally agree!
Image: plr
We can do better than this.
We are not just mere mortals,
we are made up of star dust and stories, many of them.
And they are not there to tell us how brilliant we already are,
but they are there to tell us who we CAN be.
Our stories are there to feel, touch, and let go of,
as well as inspire and empower us to our higher better selves.
Transcribed from David Icke interview above.
“ … and the point that needs really expressing is [to think] that these people have power to ban. Well, don’t .. let’s look at it as if those behind it are all powerful. They are censoring for a reason because they are weak. Strong people that are confident of what they say do not want to censor anyone. I don’t want to censor anyone. [ except Pamela ] I want the free flow of information, and all opinion and then people can make their minds up on the totality of it, what they themselves want to believe ~ it’s called freedom.”
You can’t have ‘no-go’ areas if you are investigating truth.
What was private, David took public from a one sided perspective,
which is not representative of the WHOLE truth.
Fact.
When I finally left David, February 3, 2008, I said:
“This has got to be one of the greatest love stories never told.”
Until Now.
Balance.
“May love turn away rage, may truth turn away hate.”
~ plr 2010
“It is not because things are difficult
that we do not dare,
but because we do not dare,
that makes things difficult.”
~ Seneca
The voice told David this will be talked about in 100 years.
Yes, I do believe it will be, and it will include her side of the story.
Uncensored in a time capsule for the future.
“Truth first then love, Otherwise, One is just loving the lies.”
When the dam breaks – be water my friends.
In the above clip, it was December 2005 in London.
David was doing an interview
on the “Chat Show”.
I was filming as I always did.
We waited, then I opened the door.
Laughter is Good Medicine!
Next scene entering the “Chat Show”
“..I want to put information into the public arena
that people aren’t told.”
~ David Icke 1997 BBC interview with Oliver James
“So do I, so let’s crack the eggshells of false perceptions.” – says pamela
February 27, 1998 Chicken Itza.
David and I were touring an underground cave in Mexico,
where we encountered bats,
and the lack of oxygen
due to the depths we entered,
along with a great sense of humor.
The ride was only beginning for us both.
And really, the rest of the world collectively
on a global scale in the coming years.
A healing journey, ending the madness.
TRUTH truly be told with evidence by being bold about it.
2006, London.
Being interviewed for the Documentary “David Icke was he right”.
So here’s what happened.
I wanted to buy some of Bill HIcks’ recordings.
So I reach out to his publishing company.
When I did, the lady who answered was Bill’s mother, Mary.
Lovely lady and we talked for a bit
and she told me she could send me his whole catalogue.
Which she did and I still have them on disc.
” .. there is consciousness anywhere that is ‘ I ‘
you then in a way look out through all eyes,
and that perhaps is the secret of,
the great virtue of compassion.”
~ Alan Watts
A Few Clips from years of life together
Apologies for quality. Filmed clips from my phone.
Editing the story properly is in the works.
2006 was a very interesting year for her.
June 7, 2006 London, England.
Filming by pamela
This is Brian Haw, who was protesting the wars in front of Parliament Square for many years.
Another incredible man I was honored to meet whilst on my travels with David.
There is a whole story surrounding Brian whose billboards were destroyed,
and confiscated by the police in the wee hours of the morn on a raid @ 3am.
Warring will end one way or another in our lifetime.
2003 Christmas on the Isle of Wight.
Pamela commissioned a painting for David by the artist Ivan Berryman.
2006 Filming David in front of Parliament
2006 Filming and just happened to turn my camera at Noon o’clock on Big Ben.
2006 at Regina Merediths home where David and I were staying on a visit.
Regina is creator of Conscious Media Network now with Gaia TV.
More to this story later!
2006 at Regina Merediths home where David and I were staying on a visit.
Regina is creator of Conscious Media Network now with Gaia TV.
More to this story later!
I am grateful to David for this one specialty for I too, love steam Trains!
I am grateful to David for this one specialty for I too, love steam Trains!
I am grateful to David for this one specialty for I too, love steam Trains!
I am grateful to David for this one specialty for I too, love steam Trains!
Jaymie and I trying to get in the engine.
2003 Kent Sussex Railway. I love steam trains!
1 TOURING David’s ol’ stomping grounds when he played for Coventry.
2 TOURING David’s ol’ stomping grounds when he played for Coventry.
3 TOURING David’s ol’ stomping grounds when he played for Coventry.
4 TOURING David’s ol’ stomping grounds when he played for Coventry.
2006 In South Africa on a private safari one evening.
2006 In South Africa on a private safari one evening going home.
2006 In South Africa on a private safari one evening going home.
2006 While visiting Zulu shaman Credo Mutwa in South Africa,
we toured Credos community.
2006 While visiting Zulu shaman Credo Mutwa in South Africa,
we toured Credos community.
And she danced. So much fun learning with these young ones!
2006 While in South Africa visiting Credo Mutwa we stopped the car
to go over and speak with these lovely children
playing soccer or football as they call it in the UK.
I wanted to get the children on film to all HUG each other, which they did.
Then David says: “Wouldn’t it be great if we did that all over the world,
then there would be no war.”
Yes, that would be great if we all did this David.
2002 Early days with Kerry, Jaymie and Gareth, David’s children,
for David’s 50th Birthday Party at our favorite restaurant on the Isle of Wight, Salvatores.
2006 David wanted me in the Documentary “David Icke was he Right”.
I was filming ‘them’, filming David, while they were filming me filming David.
Which I always did ever since meeting him
because I never went anywhere without a camera.
2003 on our way to the Brazilian rainforest for Ayahuasca.
At this moment we thought I was pregnant with our baby.
2003 On our way to Brazil to do ayahuasca via the Arizona Deserts.
Sedona skipping rocks, could life be more simple David?
Sedona skipping rocks, could life be more simple Pamela?
1999 Early days at Cathedral Rock in Sedona, Arizona
The Amusement Park! David wanted to win something for Pamela.
The Amusement Park! David wanted to win something for Pamela.
She won it ~ so funny!
UPDATE: JUNE 4, 2023
As I continue writing my memoirs to be published,
here are a few more snippets to share of travels from January 6, 2007.
Rome, Italy, where David was invited to be interviewed with Bill Maher.
And a side note: The hotel was to be paid for by the inviting group,
but to our surprise upon check out?
We were left with the bill.
Waiting for Bill Maher for the interview. Two ladies part of production team.
Speaks for itself.
I was saying my peace … yet .. no, not possible because my camera was professional.
Bill Maher arrives.
Polizia says no filming.
Behind the Scenes
A few clips from behind the scenes during the filming of
the Documentary “David Icke Was He Right”,
which aired December 26, 2006 Boxing Day in England.
2006 During the filming of the Documentary “David Icke Was He Right”.
Our home on the Isle of Wight, making tea and coffee for the crew.
2006 During the filming of the Documentary “David Icke Was He Right”.
Apologies for sound.
2006 During the filming of the Documentary “David Icke Was He Right”.
Our home where David still lives. The wall of pictures now gone.
How interesting this life where we come and we go from.
Are we all ONE?
A screen shot from my films. February 1998.




Almost Nothing Left to Say
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There was life before the ENTERnet.
Is it more important to follow the law,
where sometimes the law is the criminal,
or to transgress them at once?
Music: “Now we are Free” by Lisa Gerrard & composed by Hans Zimmer.
Video compilation: unknown. would love to credit.
A Man to Hear
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If your voice cannot be heard what good is living for?
I will not go silently.
~ plr
Todd Rundgren
“Letting Go is a power unto itself. Erasing all hate.
A feeling of forever knowing.
In this realm of everlasting tranquility only you can make.
It truly is ~ a personal journey.
Breaking the spell”
~plr
So many use the word love and have no idea what it is?
I too, am lost with its meaning sometimes. However, I know this ~
“I love what I know, and I love more what I’ve yet to know.”
Singularity then becomes worthy.
“You can tell a lot about a person,
by how they treat people they don’t need.”
~ Delmar Ray Byler
At 1 with 1
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In all of creation …
“If I had an hour to save the world,
I’d spend 55 minutes understanding the problem,
And five minutes solving it.”
~ Albert Einstein
“In ones own dreams lie things incomprehensible to the many.
Therefore shall I say, almost nothing?
Yes. Till we meet again.”
~ plr
“You don’t know what you are in until you get out.
And you can get out while you are in.”
~ plr
“Find a place inside where there’s joy,
and the joy will burn out the pain.”
— Joseph Campbell
It is in the deeper study of “true causes”
where the mysteries of life are revealed.
The 432 Hz Conspiracy
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Nikola Tesla’s speech at the opening ceremony
of the hydroelectric power station,
January 12, 1897.
“We have many a monument of past ages; we have the palaces and pyramids, the temples of the Greek and the cathedrals of Christendom. In them is exemplified the power of men, the greatness of nations, the love of art and religious devotion. But the monument at Niagara has something of its own, more in accord with our present thoughts and tendencies. It is a monument worthy of our scientific age, a true monument of enlightenment and of peace. It signifies the subjugation of natural forces to the service of man, the discontinuance of barbarous methods, the relieving of millions from want and suffering”
~ Nikola Tesla
Nikola Tesla 16 minutes Explained
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“Everything is Light”
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The Incredible Interview with Nikola Tesla in 1899
couldn’t even begin to understand the atomic level of particles,
let alone the sub-atomic levels.
and believe in the impossible,
is getting them to understand the basics of EVERYTHING we’re taught
about the nature of Light, Energy, and biology,
is a complete fabricated lie to keep humanity in the dark on purpose.
~ Nikola Tesla
The Film is Forever FREE
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If We Can’t Find Common Ground, We ALL Die.
I will never go down with this ship,
I will be playing in the band holding no white flag up.
Water knows how to flow, it’s just removing the dam wall to let it go.
Ditch the Indoctrination.
“FACT. Humanity is at war with an opposer that wants to annihilate our species and use them for slavery and other nefarious reasons. They clearly do this by divide and rule, keep em’ busy on the farm. I can only speak for myself and I know I am not alone with this thought ~ we were not born to be enemies.
We must recognize this adversary and unite collectively as the powerhouses we innately are with FOCUS for the best chance of survival. This means setting aside our differences and coming together as ONE. Stop in-fighting! We can do this by bringing attention to our collective knowledge and find solutions to the challenges we are facing that will benefit all of humanity.”
~ plr
The Clearing
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Excerpt:
She was healing from a near death experience involving brain surgery, fracturing skull, subcutaneous hematoma, head trauma with left epidural hematoma, cerebral contusions, hairline fracture of spine, fractured left wrist with 9 rib fractures and bruising all over left side when the divorce began. What was to be an amicable departure of marriage? Her departing husband who wrote a book called: “Infinite Love is the Only Truth, Everything Else is Illusion” , said why doesn’t she get a job, and sent this to her father.
“If what I am reliably told is true, she should know that at tidal wave of worldwide revulsion will descend upon her immediately and for the rest of her life and the Richards family name will be dragged through the cesspit ongoing as a result.”
And the next day her father had a mild stroke.
Words have a huge impact
on your nervous system.
Words can influence the metabolism
in parts of the brain
that are exactly the same
parts of the brain
that regulate your heart,
your lungs,
your immune system
and so on. Think about it.
“You can tell a lot about a person by how they treat people they don’t need.”
~ Delmar Ray Byler
“Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter.”
~ Martin Luther King Jr
Sapere aude = Dare to Know
In 2010, January 23, I had a near death experience.
During that INlightINmental period of recovery and healing,
I was attracted to this phrase I saw in Latin.
Dimidium facti, qui coepit, habet; sapere aude, incipe.
“He who has begun is half done, dare to know, begin.”
Slowly, this lady is beginning to fly.
What an amazing journey this life.
“I’m just a particle with a heartbeat.”
~ plr 2010
Take a chance because you never know how good something can turn out to be.
“The strength of a nation derives from the integrity of the home …
If one feels it safer to not speak ones truth
If one feels afraid that in doing so might cause great changes?
If ones heart and soul cannot bear the consequences then keep quiet.
Like a sword and a stone we sharpen one another.
If one cannot hear the other ~ then maybe they will someday,
After one has flown away.
Noone changes anything by playing it safe.”
~ plr 2013
Truth is only controversial in a world of lies.
Navigating Through
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European Union in Brussels on the 3rd of May 2023
The 3rd International Covid Summit.
Dr. David E. Martin.
This ‘pathogen’ began in the US labs in 1965. It is a biological weapon to wipe out most of the human race with your help of the populace not paying attention and caring about the ‘garden of humanities spiritual evolution’. You and I, we are the ‘progenitors’ to wake up the human race into a survival of a superconsciousness, natural humanity, and not just robots of Ai.
BREAK THE SPELL. If we can’t find common ground .. well, there are many paths to where we are going. We are living in a total mind controlled game that is targeting children specifically right now. STOP IT. The choice is yours. Bring them home. Our greatest ally is nature. Let your children walk on the grass and five hours later ask them how much did the grass grow? Inspire and nurture their unique mind, heart, body and soul together as parent and child! Sometimes the student can outteach the teacher. Pass it on.
Reflecting Simple Truths
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All Together ~ New Views
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40 minutes of … Secrets of the U.N.
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Max Igan.Just Say No
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Open Your Eyes People!
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Investor in Chat GPT is Bill Gates
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Voices Fell Like Raindrops
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Marching to Another View
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This isn’t just comedy it’s a DOSE OF REALITY.
Breaking Patterns
Hawks & Horses
What Matters
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“ONE will never be met until all labels have been removed.”
~ plr 2010
Let us voice fearless CLARITY for good,
a narrative that refuses to listen to false directives.
“The only peace one will ever have,
is within.”
~ plr
“The Universe
will open its space for all,
and I AM ONE
who wishes to participate
with wisdom and intentions,
of doing no harm to any life form.
Nor have any hiding of secrets,
for ONE who is true
will have nothing to hide.”
~ plr
16:02 minutes of … Decoded
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What are we doing here?
Let go of the outcome
and LIVE and DO
what you know to be right.
“An idiot WITH a plan
can override a genius
WITHOUT
a plan.”
~ unknown
18:22 minutes of … Whitney Webb
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I’m hearing what you are not saying.
“We’ll know our disinformation program is complete
when everything the
American public believes
is false.”
~William Casey CIA Director (1981)
NOT ON MY TIMELINE
“The most important way
to ensure victory
is to subject the defeated
to a re-education program.
Only when the war propaganda
of the victors has found its way
into the history books
of the vanquished
and is believed by the
following generation,
can the re-education
be considered successful.”
~ Walter Lippmann
(President Wilson’s Chief Propaganda Minister)
Do you also see? The horses in this film.
Where is their freedom?
Need I say no more to the enlightened.
“I’m traveling with travelers.”
~ plr
Quis custodiet ipsos custodes?
Who will guard the guards themselves?
Who will judge the judges themselves?
“There is great wreckage on this planet ..
I do not have a treaty with any wretched, demonic, or ill informed mind, nor do I seek one.
Alot of what we have to struggle against are the labels cast upon a human being thinking they are THAT label, a doctor, a student, a teacher, lawyer, carpenter, street sweeper, maid, general of an army, president, prime minister, office worker, receptionist, consumer representative, customer service agent, or any other name, name, name you wish to give it ~ but rather we are more in alignment with a free unlabelled spirit inhabiting the flesh and form of a naturally birthed body without harming its innate presence of living a life on Earth in peace.
And when we can show the tenaciousness of conviction and the sense of purpose of the benevolent multi-faceted human spirits joined from every nodal point in time immemorial with peace in heart and mind, can we begin to breath freely without worry or sorrow ~ for in this realm there is no war ~ EVER.”
~ plr
Share because U CARE
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Burzynski Cure – Documentary
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I am not a scholar by any means,
but when I heard this conversation
with Acharya S., and Joseph Atwill ..
it resonated.
I feel that if we look at something
as clear as this,
can it only lead one to reason,
that our whole life,
has been contrived?
“I think we make it up as we go along,
someone else did.”
~ plr 2010
Caesar’s Messiah – Documentary
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Jordan Maxwell Lost Interview #4
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Excerpt:
“you are trying to define an infinite mind,
with a finite mind.”
~ Jordan Maxwell
I have had this in mind for a long time.
As life was passing by before me, I said:
all contracts null & void.
Kind of goes in line with what Thoreau said.
I placed the quote with my beautiful rescue cat, Yoda
“Unjust laws exist;
shall we be content to obey them,
or shall we endeavor to amend them,
and obey them until we have succeeded,
OR shall we …
transgress them at once?
~ Henry David Thoreau
I know NOthing
I know sOMething.
I have been down many roads of beliefs,
and left what did not feel right,
and kept what did.
And my beliefs are changing
all the time.
It is why I call myself a ‘floater’.
My soul will never be captured by lies,
as I continue on the path
of everlasting life.
Ralph Ring, one of the Chief Engineers for Otis T. Carr, who invented a whole new propulsion system based around magnetics in the 1950’s, being interviewed discussing levitating craft.
When I woke up in hospital from brain surgery in January of 2010, there were many things that happened, and all beautiful, because in my view, I was seeing the world with what I called ‘new eyes’ from a holographic perspective and had lost memories. Having the left side of my brain squashed I would say as an analogy to try and describe what was happening on the inside ~ that some of the books in the library of my mind burned but I did not miss anything *laughing*. It really was very freeing and truly was one of the lucky ones because I did not lose any motor skills but I did lose some memory, and I’m still learning about it to this day. The TBI community is a close knit one. We are the walking wounded and the silent epidemic and respect each of our individual journeys.
So, one of the most magical things that happened during that healing time with nine broken ribs, wrist, and skull was I was sitting up in bed with one sheet of paper in my hands. I had printed out this one sheet that I wanted to read. Many things were hard for me to do in those beginning stages but I accomplished this feat. So here I am sitting in bed and began to read this one page of paper with information on it that was of interest to me. As I was reading it my whole room went what I would call ‘plasmatic’. I was now sitting on my bed in a room that became very gelatinous .. fluid like. Then a literal face popped out of that field 6 inches in front of my face, very spirit like .. not dense in form but cloudy and ethereal. Like a hologram face to face with me. There was a connection and it was so advanced, is the only way I can describe it ~ but the communication was understood on some level that I still to this day could not describe. It came and went within a couple of minutes. And my room became 3-D again. So so very surreal but boy oh boy did it resonate something deep within my being as true to behold. Tiny steps my friends, tiny steps it seems we humans must take in order to shake the illusion of falseness we have been living in. So many more experiences I had and will be sharing them soon.
EXCERPT:
“It’s out of our dimension.
And he [Carr] explained that the mind,
when you tune yourself high enough
and you get into the mind space
instead of the brain space –
instead of logic or reasoning ..
you just get up to a sense of knowing ~
you know who and what you are ~
that you are a creative, immortal,
infinite being, and we all are.
He said everybody on this planet is.
We are Gods by comparison,
and they don’t know it ~ they’re asleep.
Until they wake up this is what our job is ~
we are making these toys trying to get them
to wake up to realize there’s no limits
to what they can do.
They don’t have to live in servitude,
they don’t have to live in poverty,
they’ve just been told that by people
that unfortunately want to control.
Carr explained that our brain
operates this water vessel that we live in,
but the energy that inhabits the vessel
is who and what we are.
We are energy, we are not our bodies.
The energy is all magnetic in nature,
it’s free in nature, we’re swimming in energy.”
~ Ralph Ring
The Session Players. Gotta Love em’.
Toto – “I’ll Be Over You” (Live At Montreux 1991)
My first husband was a session player, in my view.
Very bright guy.
He was one of the first students at GIT (Guitar Institue of Technology)
Played with the best and still does.
“May we ALL unite in Peace and harmony,
co-creating a world that is filled with knowledge
that fills every belly with nutritional needs,
air that is safe to breathe
water that nourishes every cell with glee
and soil that gives natural life to the seed.”
~ plr
“There is no death of matter
Because in the Infinite Universe
Everything has to Move,
To vibrate.
That is .. to live.”
– Nikola Tesla
“You will find much more
in the woods than in books.
Trees and rocks will teach you
what teachers cannot tell you.”
~ St. Bernard
“The harmony of the world
is made manifest in Form and Number,
and the heart and soul
and all the poetry of Natural Philosophy
are embodied in the concept
of mathematical beauty.”
~ D’Arcy Wentworth Thompson
For once you have tasted flight
you will walk the earth
with eyes turned skyward.
For there you have been,
and there you long to return.’“
~ John Hermes Secondari/Leonardo Da Vinci
Eyes Wide Open
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What is really going on in our world will chill you to the bones, but that is a good thing ~ Knowledge and understanding truly is humanity’s awakening power in order to unite, strategize and organize. We all must be on the same page, with like heart and minds, especially when on the battlefield for LIFE.
~ plr 2010
“I care so much, I must walk away.”
~ plr 2010
Wash Your Feet
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It was Egypt 2007, where I spent five months in rest and recovery.
Marsa Shagra, an Eco Village, where this all took place.
Swimming wild & freely with dolphins in the Red Sea.
It holds deeply loving and fond memories for me.
Magical, truly magical and ever so needed.
One Last Goodbye.
“I’m just a particle with a heartbeat.”
~ plr 2010
“When one has peace within,
then the world is ONE/won.”
~ plr 2010
“Sometimes the student can
outteach the teacher.”
~ plr 2010
For every human life including WE right now,
for then our children and grandchildren,
may we leave the legacy of truth.
It starts with US.
Hear the Call.
“In the garden of our challenges
may the Lotus petal
be the table
we all rest upon
with empty minds seeing
eye to eye in peace.”
~ plr
“The freedom of my soul will never be diminished
yet at times is greatly missed.
You know what i’m saying, I know you know.
It is something that is simply there, unhindered.
They want to divide us when our song says unite us.
I just cannot bow to the hate ~ ever.
My soul says rise no matter.”
~ plr
I know many have gone through the worst. So have I.
No comparing please ~ for pain is pain.
A paper cut to a child hurts even though it seems so trivial. It’s not.
The Greatest Comfort is Knowing You Are Not Alone.
I can’t do small moves, I need quantum leaping solutions NOW.
My whole immediate family is gone.
Very surreal that I am the last one standing.
I had a family of five.
I remember my mother having to sleep in the guest bedroom
of our house because of my fathers snoring through the nights ….
I was living there at the time.
She was in late stages of cancer throughout her body.
I asked my mother one evening as I crawled into bed with her,
if I could sleep with her?
She said, yes of course, just don’t move too much.
We were facing each other and I held her hand.
I said: “Mom, I have always loved your hands”
She said: “With all those age spots ..”
I replied: “They are beauty on the canvas of your life mom.”
Three of my family members came to me profoundly from beyond.
I still wonder…
Even though it was extraordinarily real?
It truly is … a personal journey.
Remember me now for tomorrow you might not.
And that is okay too. No regrets, no sorrow, no nothing.
Meet me in the middle of forever ~ in perfect timing.
My Favorite Place to BE
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Laniakea = the immeasurable heaven
Just wake up curious ~
walking side by side with the dancing Wu Li masters.
“There is life ~ beyond here.”
~ plr
Noone knows yet, and everyone is learning,
at the same time.
“Step inside my mind for a ride.”
~ plr 2010
On January 23rd, a Sunday, of 2010, I left my mind. Not by choice. It just happened. I was one of the lucky ones. Woke up in hospital after brain surgery, seeing with new eyes as I called it from the holographic perspective. I did not lose any motor functions, however, i did lose memory along with some almost indescribable experiences. The left side of my brain squashed. The neurons in the left side stopped firing. I was operating on a different frequency. I was “feeling” life (heart) ~ not “thinking” it (head). Some of the books in the library of my mind burned … and I did not miss anything.
“The lamps are different,
but the Light is the same.
One matter, one energy, one Light,
one Light-mind endlessly emanating all things.”
~ Rumi
“Chaos is the illusory line that is drawn in the sands of time,
that signifies the end of our ignorance
and the beginning of our innate awareness.”
~ plr inspired by Robert Edward Grant
“When we do things in harmony and as a unit
we become one peaceful instrument
in the orchestra of LIFE.”
~ plr
“We are dancing on pebbles in the sand
whilst the world goes round and round.”
~ plr
I wrote this to my daughter and framed it for her.
“Life is so magnificent
Even prophecies can be altered.
Life does not have to be the way it’s predicted.
It can ‘be’ changed
as the miracle of YOU happening.”
~ plr 2000
“The ignorant will laugh at me.
But the wise will understand,
The IMMEDIATE WAY.
The way through NOW.
When you know that this moment is the DAO
And this moment is considered by itself
without past and without future ~ eternal ~
neither coming into being nor coming out of being ~
there is NIRVANA. “
~ Alan Watts
One Foot In Front of the Other
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I am tired of the game, the deceptions.
EveryONE, every life form should KNOW
the true nature of reality and how it was created.
No loving creator would keep this knowledge from its child.
You don’t know what you are IN until you get OUT.
Humanity has more to offer together,
than apart.
Admitting where you took a wrong turn in life
is the greatest reflection and correction one can make
on the path of self awareness for the future
of where ones NOW choice is going.
Freedom is then known.
Welcome to the journey.
Frankly Speaking “Invasion of the Nanobots”
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What is REALLY in the vaccines? The devil is in the details! Renowned researcher Dr. Ana Mihalcea breaks down bioweapon nanotechnology – transhumanist evils being conducted in the name of medicine. Could we be seeing the extinction of the human species? The separation of spirit and matter? This could be one of the most important videos you’ve ever seen! Dr. Ana Maria Mihalcea, MD, PhD is a board-certified Internal Medicine Physician with a PhD in Pathology and over 20 years of clinical experience. She is part of an international research collaboration evaluating the nanotechnological contents of C19 injectables and working on treatment approaches. Her research field is C19 vaccine shedding, therapeutic approaches including metal detoxification and disabling self-assembly nanotechnology.
The unseen hand is generally correct
but must be guided as well.
Unfortunately, I can only describe things to you,
I cannot understand them for you.
“Knowledge is cosmic.
It does not evolve or unfold in man.
Man unfolds the awareness of it.
He gradually discovers it.”
~ Walter Russell
“I’m not a bad kid,
I’m a mischief that’s good.”
~ plr
“You can’t fix something,
if what needs to be fixed
is unreachable.
Let go.”
~ plr
“Love equals respect that is so powerful
it erases all hate.”
~ plr 2010
“We are transcending ideologies
in order to SEE the POINT.”
~ plr 2010
“We are just ‘thought forms’ happening.”
~ plr 2010
“I do not beLIVE in everything,
I beLIVE in sOMthing.”
~ plr 2010
“The laws of Nature are not statements about Nature
but statements about Framework.”
~ J.G. Bennett.
“We have an emotional bond with truth”
~ Dave Emery
“Where there is matter, there is geometry.”
– Kepler, Johannes
“If we were ALL ONE?
Then in this ONE’s view?
There would be no war.”
~ plr
“Consciousness can be trained to leave the physical body.”
~ Dalai Lama
“I AM leaving
Peace in my Truth
and Love in my Wake.
We are way-showers,
when we step out
of the way.”
~ plr
“We are worth more uni~Phi’d
than we will ever be apart.”
~ plr
Silent friend of many distances,
feel how your breath enlarges all of space.
Let your presence ring out like a bell into the night,
in this immeasurable darkness
be the power of the lioness within,
that too sings with thee,
grace and ease the totality in union of
AEON. I AM.
RENDERING PEACE is the only SOULution
Bringing the Debate to Rest
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Excerpt:
“ Well, the proceedings in the
‘National Academy of Sciences’ paper
is something we’ll have referenced in this video ..
it is referenced in a number of other publications,
because it’s important that we all have the facts.
That give us a high degree of confidence,
that we the people have been subject
to criminal conspiracies.”
~ Dr. David Martin
BOOM! Connections with Corruption
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The way you see the world
depends on your own energy,
frequency, rate of vibration.
When your energy changes,
the world will look different.
Like those days when everyone
smiles at you because you feel happy.
-Thaddeus Golas
Organ Harvesting Exposed!
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Excerpt:
“..thankfully for Zack he had a cousin who is a Registered Nurse, and that cousin was able to go to the bedside and prove that he was now responding and save him from the harvesting surgery. And interestingly after Zack was removed from the ‘Harvest List’, he was able to tell people that he HEARD every word being spoken, and I have his quote here..he was interviewed in 2019 and Zack said:
‘The next thing I remember was laying in the hospital bed not being able to move or breathe. I couldn’t do anything, I was on a ventilator. I heard someone say: ’I’m sorry he’s brain dead, he’s passing away.’ And there’s nothing I could do, just get mad, I couldn’t do ANYTHING ..To ‘sign’ at all [physical gestures], I tried to scream, tried to move, just got extremely angry.’
“You know if not for Zack’s cousin who turned this whole path around, Zack would have been taken for ‘Organ Harvest’. And I can tell you, if he was aware, obviously he was aware.”
Gain of Function Industry w/
Whitney Webb & Johnny Vedmore
NEVER AGAIN went GLOBAL
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Beginning this Monday, Jan 30, 2023,
we invite you to witness what may be
one of the most historic docu~series of all time.
When my younger brother Robert,
was murdered in October 1984,
I had a personal license plate made:
NVR4GT = Never Forget.
“Everything I have lived
I am grateful for.
Everything.
No regrets.
For ‘everything’ taught me,
Everything I need to know.
Everything I can now forget.
For everything I was looking for
Was within me and never left.”
~ plr 2007
Speeding Up the Timeline 1.26.23
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Militarized Healthcare
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Fear is a powerful immune suppressant.
Replace fear with love and see your inner
and outer world respond rapidly.
May humanity become the ~
Immune System Come Alive!
“Where you look,
there you are,
your Reality
Awaits You.”
~ plr
If we are going to face FREEDOM we must not give power to those that perpetuate fear. On the mountaintop I shall stand unwaveringly when I take my last breath ~ singing to my hearts content, all that ever mattered, all that felt right to do, and all that will fly with me in transparency revealing EVERYTHING as I leave ~ dissolving all consequences for doing so.
Yes Sir, No Sir, No war, No more.
“Sometimes you have to use
the very instruments
that caused war
in order to end it.
By inverting their purpose
and breaking false patterns.”
~ plr
* FREE SPACE * FREE HEART * FREE MIND * IN KIND *
Pfizer Caught on Camera
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Project Veritas What’s Up?
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Unravelling Project Veritas
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Blockbuster Revelations
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Anal-eyes This
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Meta Data for whom?
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Episode 308 Chemtrail Trail
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1:16:50 minutes with Dane Wiggington
Calling It Out – Documentary
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The only way to FREE this world
the only way to live
is FULL ON TRANSPARENCY.
Tucker & Ed Interview 2.2023
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Excerpt:
Tucker: “ .. because you spent your life in banking, finance, and Wall Street.”
Ed: “.. and from there I saw the dot com fraud unfold .. steered our investors through the great financial fraud … my whole career has seen fraud .. over and over again .. Why’s a guy talking about this?
Tucker: “ Because you’re such an interesting guy .. you spent your life in banking, finance, and Wall Street.”
Ed: Right, right .. and what we do on wall street, we live in the, well, at least I do, and those that are good at this live between perception and reality. So we make money when we find a reality that is not yet observable to everybody else. And we take advantage of that. Usually we load up on a stock before there’s a reality that becomes apparent to the herd ~ and they have a perception that is different ~ and if I’m right, I make alot of money for my shareholders and my clients.
So what did I see in 2021 that really disturbed me?
I was trading markets with my own personal money ..
but what I DO ~is known as trend changes and pattern recognition.
So that is what I did my whole career.
My job was to get ahead of the herd,
and when I saw a trend, which, usually started off anecdotedly …
Tucker: We do something similar so I get it.. [news business following trends to report]
Ed: Yeah you get it, this isn’t rocket science.
Tucker:but you hear someone say: ‘what is that?’ ~ like I notice ‘this’, what is ‘this’?
Ed: Yeah so I noticed basically something in 2021, Sudden Athletic Deaths?.. you know I grew up ~ we all played soccer .. and these types of things did not occur with regularity. They were so rare they were highlighted with much fanfare. It started happening all over the place with little fanfare only local news stories .. and then in my friends circles on Maui, I didn’t know anybody that got c*v*d in 2020 on Maui. Then all of a sudden people started getting c*v*d all the time in 2021, and additionally I started hearing about injuries and weird things .. but then we started hearing stories of people dying in 2021 as opposed to 2020.
So I started suspecting the vaccine.
I noticed this and said to myself, well hmmmm? I betcha if this is a problem and I am correct, it’s going to start showing up in insurance company results and funeral home results. Meaning, if I’m right, and people are dying above trend, funeral home stock earnings should be above trend.
I was interested, I personally didn’t take the vaccine and I tried to warn people, don’t get it, but noone was really listening to me ..for me it was an experimental novelty that hadn’t been tested on humans yet ..
I did a little research and found that the animals didn’t fair so well in these trials that they had tried before… so the research was BAD. So I knew something was up there ~
And secondly, the ‘Operation Warp Speeds’ felt like a disaster to me ~
Anything Warp Speed, you know safety corners cut, I mean …
I’m a guy who understands how manufacturing processes work..
because I’m on Wall Street I have to understand these things
and I knew that anything rushed is writ larger theirs …
THEN the other thing I knew ..
it takes seven to ten years
for a normal vaccine
to be tested for safety
before it is put into the arms of people.
And we are going to do this in Warp Speed Time?
The clinical trial only lasted 28 days.
And I knew something was fishy there.
.. So we have the data,
we have the evidence,
and there’s a large global murder scene
that’s just occurred.
Tucker: “You used the term disaster,
that doesn’t sound like an overstatement”
Ed: No not at all.
This is the greatest crime scene
I’ve ever seen in my life …
I just want to see this end as quickly as possible.
Yawn… get me out of here.
FOLLOW THE SILENCED – Documentary
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Honest Self Reflection
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Effortless Peace
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Secrets of the UN
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“Never let another determine who you are.”
~ plr 2010
The Grid in the Sky
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Excerpt:
“ .. but what she refers to as A.I.F. for short (Alien Invader Force) ~ This hologram consists of everything we can perceive with our five senses, and is a low resolution copy of the spiritual Universe aka, the real Universe. This holographic copy of the Real Universe is what we perceive as physical but is actually the simulated Universe or Matrix System. And while the simulated Universe is extremely convincing to us we are trapped in a limited frequency band. All it is ~ is a virtual reality or a software program. And while they can transmit these dissonant frequencies from Saturn to keep the hologram in place and trap us in a limited frequency band, ultimately we are the ones holding it in place .. We must all continue to awaken and elevate our collective consciousness so we no longer vibrate at the frequency that is holding us prisoners. And that starts with you. Meditate often and do what you know to be right regardless of consequences. Embrace LOVE JOY & PEACE and all the frequencies that will break down this frequency prison ~ because ultimately, that’s all it is.”
What this video above “Grid in the Sky” is saying, brought to my attention a VERY LUCID DREAM I had depicting a VERY SIMILAR GRID she describes. I do feel the only trap we each are living in, Is the one that we think we are in. With like heart and mind united we create the third force of manifestation in a holographic Universe.
“There is no such thing
as the independent observer
who can stand on the sidelines
watching nature run its course
without influencing it.”
“Most people believe that physicists
are explaining the world.
Some physicists even believe that,
but the Wu Li Masters know
that they are only dancing with it.”
~ Excerpts from “The Dancing Wu Li Masters”
“My will is strong and I know it won’t be long
Before the truth be known
That everything outside of this and inside of me
Clarifies the knowing, I’m not alone
Somehow I’ll find my way home….”
~ plr May 24, 2007
If you don’t stand for something,
you fall for everything.
Live the way you wish the world to be,
Act the same.
Breaking False Patterns
into Collective Coherencies.
“We have all gone through,
and are still going through,
the worst life could ever offer us,
as well as the most magnificent.
May we continue watering
the garden within our hearts
knowing the journey
is but a thread in the tapestry
weaving through the stories
we choose to leave,
and the stories we choose to feed.
Diving to the depths of despairs,
and rising to the heights of ecstasies,
in between the two beyond reasoning,
beyond the speed of light
into the unknown now known
as our pure might.”
~ plr
Lifes events awaken us to ourselves.
It was 1984, October 12, my younger brother Robert, was murdered.
He was 23, I was 24.
I wrote this poem along that journey which took five years to recover from.
An agonizing grief I never knew existed, but it did for me.
During this period I was suicidal,
it hurt to breathe, living was a nightmare.
One day everything changed.
Five years later to the month, in October 1989,
I was in my apartment on my knees praying to God,
“please let my heart stop”.
As soon as I said that,
something in the only way I can describe it as,
a force of energy came and slapped me up the backside of my head,
BAM!
The dark world I lived in for five years slammed shut.
It was then that “Pamela” came back.
For the first time in five years I was finally happy!
I set goals and attained every single one of them.
Everyone around me were saying:
“What happened to you?
One minute you want to die, the next you want to live?”
Yes, I did.
And here we are in 2023.
Never lose your dignity, nor your humanity.
My brother came to me telepathically in 1998.
More to the story. Nice to know we are not alone.
“Know where the power rests ‘within’ you.
In the Calm of the Heart.
And when you real-eyes how close it is,
one’self’ will awaken to understanding
that it is in the kind little things we do,
and its effects are far more reaching
and bigger than we could possibly imagine …”
~ plr
“If you want to find the secrets of the universe,
think in terms of energy, frequency and vibration.”
~ Nikola Tesla
In a perfect realm or world,
I see the beings within it,
highly advanced,
on the same page,
of heart and mind,
expanding in coherency,
branching out,
like fractals on the tree of life,
A place where no war exists,
nor ever will.
Let us see beyond the mountains high
Let us see how much further
together we can fly.
Do not get lost in confusion. You can do this.
Excerpt:
“ .. so the possibilities right now are super profound ..
WE, and by that I mean, you and I,
have not a possibility, we have a certainty
of being able to tell a story
that has been so long forgotten on this planet ~
that it’s just an echo in the consciousness of the few..
why is it that an imaginary friend
is not there because we do not see it?
..because our native state
still has imaginary friends that are real..
still has the possibility of space travel and time travel,
and all of those shapes and all of those dimensions,
and we still have that somewhere inside ..
The river knows where it’s going.”
“If we were aware ~ we would actually start by saying how do we move through the entire system of our engagement with the world without defiling anything?”
~Dr. David Martin
Listening
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“We do not grow absolutely, chronologically.
We grow sometimes in one dimension,
and not in another, unevenly.
We grow partially. We are relative.
We are mature in one realm, childish in another.
The past, present, and future,
mingle and pull us backward, forward,
or fix us in the present.
We are made up of layers,
cells, constellations.”
~ Anais Nin
“Love is the one thing we are capable of perceiving
that transcends dimensions of time and space.”
~ Robert Edward Grant
“The love that brings two together,
should only grow upon their parting.”
~ plr 2010
“You are bound to drown
if you don’t let your feelings feel.”
~ plr
The invisible curtain is coming down.
The lies are being uncovered.
Life has been rigged.
It’s a Mind Game
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“Never be silent when you know something is wrong.”
~ plr
1. Timelines
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2. WHO Sneak Attack
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3. Please Stop The Ride
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4. A.I. Bias Thought Control
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5. The Pyramid of Power
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6. Mind The Matrix – Documentary
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7. How Monsters Are Made
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“ don’t give away bits of your soul just to spend another day in the prison .. if they come for me I’m not going .. one of us is going to die today .. I’m not going with you to a cage, I’m not going to let you do any of this stuff ~ I’m not taking your vaccine, I’m not doing any of that shit.
..there’s a lot that needs to be said that hasn’t been said yet .. but I’m not going to give away part of my soul because I’m so terrified of leaving the prison .. because this is a prison folks .. we do all this stuff we give away more of our soul for just another day in the prison, and the more we give away of our soul the tighter the prison walls become, the tighter the bars become, the more constricted we become.
We give away more and more and more, we become completely locked down, we’re completely soulless ~ nothing left for what it means to be human, no enjoyment left now ~ we are just doing what it says and walking these little lines and living in this little box because we are terrified of leaving the prison ~ WTF is that? It’s a crazy way to think folks.
The prison only exists in your mind because you believe all this shit they wrote down on paper ~ you believe in their law and not in natural law ..
Do the right thing in all that you do ~ and nothing they’re doing is the right thing ~ think about your options here?
There are things far worse than death folks .. and what if this is just the test? This is just the exam to see how much of your soul you are prepared to give away.
Are you going to give it all away so it ends up in the well of souls on the motherboard ~ or are you just going to simply take the option to do the right thing in all that you do and step out when the time comes for you to step out, because you’ve learned how to face infinity without flinching.
Cuz that’s really what it’s about.”
~ Max Igan
The Three Fates Video 1.18.2023
Who Is Klaus Schwab?
January 17, 2023
Klaus Schwab’s World Economic Forum
is underway right now in Davos Switzerland.
The globalists are meeting to decide
how they will control you
for the next decade of your lives.
But who is Klaus Schwab,
the man that sits at the helm of the WEF?
Johnny Vedmore
Unlimited Hangout
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