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S~Eye~Ops Unravelling

Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on April 16, 2024


We are living in a very unfair game.

Because some know more than others and secrets are kept.

So I ask myself, why am I here?

If I come from all that is, why do I have to learn anything?


“I’m just a journey sharing the waves of my life.”
~ plr
Welcome to the ride.


“The Universe is not stranger than you imagine.

The Universe is stranger than you CAN imagine.” 

~ Arthur Stanley Eddington


“Something unknown is doing we don’t know what.”

~ Arthur Stanley Eddington



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I am where I belong. We all are.

So much love everyone.

The parameters of our missions in this day and age,

are something we have never known before,

or maybe WE HAVE known, simply now awakening to.

Time to unlock the past, present, and future,

the ALL-in-ONE,

and open doors into awareness,

of all that is and has ever been,

for a simple thing called peace ~

I welcome it,

thank you.


The World Wide Web

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Founded in 1989 placing its technology in the public domain.

It has touched billions of people around the world.

It truly is another realm unto itself.


It seems kind of impossible to dis’cern’ 

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what to believe on the net anymore since,

every move we make, every word we type,

pretty much every thought we think,

is being looked upon and observed for nefarious purposes.

Remember, we do not have to participate in any of it.


Deception for eons has been unbound in our lifetimes as a humanity.

That is why NOW is so beautiful.

We always have choice and always have had.

No matter which way one decides to go,

there are countless avenues to adventure towards

with peaceful manners co-piloting the journey.

Live and breathe that peaceful knowing.

We are so not alone and what a mighty fine relief it is.

We live, we die, we come we go,

we appear and disappear,

that seems to be the nature of life.

And I love my living being,

and no~one can take that away from me.

Until I decide.



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I laughed often

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“When I am silent I fall into the place,

where everything is music.”

~ Rumi


The Embodiment of the Brain.

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Interview with Robert Edward Grant and Alex Ferrari.

For those ready to go deeply personal and hear with like minds and hearts.

“… geometry is number and space .. and music is number and time,

and cosmology is number and space-time.

So it is all one thing .. and I found it so fascinating ..”

~ Robert Edward Grant



As I was listening to the interview above with Robert and Alex,

Robert says, the teacher always learns the most .. whaaaaa?

Back in 2010 I wrote, due to my circumstances going on ..

“Sometimes the student can out-teach the teacher.”


Life is getting really trippy and fascinating, and sad, and happy at the same time.


It also puzzles me what is going on?

I hear others say they came here for a purpose,

and it seems pretty clear why they came here,

or at least so far it seems clear?

Change is upon us at rapid pace.

Whether prepared or not? It is going to happen.

So I look at my life and go … ?

Yeah, I’ve had amazing experiences,

and came through two near deathers ..

but what I’ve come to the conclusion of is this.


I arrived on Earth as an observer.


I do not want to participate.


Highly skilled, and talented, yet, no-one will see that part of me.



After having brain surgery in January of 2010,

I woke up ‘seeing’ with what I called ‘new eyes’,

and began seeing things differently.

One view was this analogy of … life.

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So the way I see my life is kind of like this.


I’m the one sitting in the stands,

watching the game being played out in the field.


Every once in a while I’ll walk down from the stands,

and play the game with everyone.


But there comes a point in time where she makes up her mind.


This gal, yes me, me, me,

will walk down from the stands,

onto the court of the tennis match going on.


NOW, she is the ball girl standing side-line at the net.


She stands at the net watching the ball going back and forth, back and forth.


And at that surreal moment ~ everything goes into slo-mo.


She walks along the net as if to hug it with a silent gaze,

entering center court,

as the ball is going over her head,

back and forth, back and forth.


In one pivotal move she raises her hand,

as the ball in slo-mo is flying over head,

and catches it.


Pulling it into her chest like a piece of gold clutched in her palm.


She looks left, she looks right, all in slo-motion.

Then snap back into real-time.


She says to all: “I’m taking my ball and going home.”

And walks off the courtyard.



One day back in 2007 as I flew over the Mediterranean Sea I thought:

“I’m going head to head with life itself.”

My journey is not about others,

it is about me and creation.


2007 was one of the most powerful moments in my life

for changing the current circumstances I was living in.


I left my home in England for rest and recovery.

It was to Egypt she flew to.

As clear as day whilst crossing the Mediterranean Sea in flight,

a telepathic message came with no words,
just a form of pure energy transferring a message and its translation was this:


“You need to get grounded. You need to ground yourself.

Plant your feet back on the earth”


Next, what ran through me after hearing this initial message on the plane,
were overlapping telepathic thoughts explaining,
that the reason I had to ground was because …


“You have things to fulfill within yourself, this is a very personal journey.
You have to realize your gifts, gain confidence, stand strong.
You have a Heart to give which would help lift humanity in this physicality.”


Now that was a first of its kind to experience and grateful to share it.

Because ALL of us have hearts with gifts within,

to assist our human journey together,

worthy of love and belonging.

To be aware and fearless in questioning,

and living our truths.



“The seeking we each strive for will never be found in the external.
For what is eternal, what has always been ‘in’ternal, can never be lost, only found.”

~ plr 2010


A personal journey? Yes indeed it seems to be.

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