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Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on January 19, 2023


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Laniakea = the immeasurable heaven

Just wake up curious ~

walking side by side with the dancing Wu Li masters. 


“There is life ~ beyond here.”

~ plr 


Noone knows yet, and everyone is learning,

at the same time.


“Step inside my mind for a ride.”

~ plr 2010


On January 23rd, a Sunday, of 2010, I left my mind.  Not by choice. It just happened. I was one of the lucky ones. Woke up in hospital after brain surgery, seeing with new eyes as I called it from the holographic perspective. I did not lose any motor functions, however, i did lose memory along with some almost indescribable experiences. The left side of my brain squashed. The neurons in the left side stopped firing. I was operating on a different frequency. I was “feeling” life (heart) ~ not “thinking” it (head). Some of the books in the library of my mind burned … and I did not miss anything.


“The lamps are different,

but the Light is the same.

One matter, one energy, one Light,

one Light-mind endlessly emanating all things.”
~ Rumi


“Chaos is the illusory line that is drawn in the sands of time,

that signifies the end of our ignorance

and the beginning of our innate awareness.”

~ plr inspired by Robert Edward Grant


“When we do things in harmony and as a unit

we become one peaceful instrument

in the orchestra of LIFE.”

~ plr 


“We are dancing on pebbles in the sand

whilst the world goes round and round.”

~ plr


I wrote this to my daughter and framed it for her.

“Life is so magnificent
Even prophecies can be altered.
Life does not have to be the way it’s predicted.
It can ‘be’ changed
as the miracle of YOU happening.”
~ plr 2000


“The ignorant will laugh at me.

But the wise will understand,


The way through NOW. 

When you know that this moment is the DAO

And this moment is considered by itself

without past and without future ~ eternal ~

neither coming into being nor coming out of being ~ 

there is NIRVANA.

~ Alan Watts


 One Foot In Front of the Other

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I am tired of the game, the deceptions.

EveryONE, every life form should KNOW

the true nature of reality and how it was created.

No loving creator would keep this knowledge from its child.


You don’t know what you are IN until you get OUT.


Humanity has more to offer together,

than apart.


Admitting where you took a wrong turn in life

is the greatest reflection and correction one can make

on the path of self awareness for the future

of where ones NOW choice is going.

Freedom is then known.

Welcome to the journey.


Frankly Speaking “Invasion of the Nanobots”

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What is REALLY in the vaccines? The devil is in the details! Renowned researcher Dr. Ana Mihalcea breaks down bioweapon nanotechnology – transhumanist evils being conducted in the name of medicine. Could we be seeing the extinction of the human species? The separation of spirit and matter? This could be one of the most important videos you’ve ever seen! Dr. Ana Maria Mihalcea, MD, PhD is a board-certified Internal Medicine Physician with a PhD in Pathology and over 20 years of clinical experience.  She is part of an international research collaboration evaluating the nanotechnological contents of C19 injectables and working on treatment approaches. Her research field is C19 vaccine shedding, therapeutic approaches including metal detoxification and disabling self-assembly nanotechnology.


The unseen hand is generally correct

but must be guided as well.


Unfortunately, I can only describe things to you,

I cannot understand them for you.


“Knowledge is cosmic.

It does not evolve or unfold in man.

Man unfolds the awareness of it.

He gradually discovers it.”

~ Walter Russell


“I’m not a bad kid,

I’m a mischief that’s good.”

~ plr 


“You can’t fix something,

if what needs to be fixed

is unreachable.

Let go.”

~ plr 


“Love equals respect that is so powerful

it erases all hate.”

~ plr 2010


“We are transcending ideologies

in order to SEE the POINT.”

~ plr 2010


“We are just ‘thought forms’ happening.”

~ plr 2010


“I do not beLIVE in everything,

I beLIVE in sOMthing.”

~ plr  2010


“The laws of Nature are not statements about Nature

but statements about Framework.”  

~ J.G. Bennett. 


“We have an emotional bond with truth”

~ Dave Emery


“Where there is matter, there is geometry.”

– Kepler, Johannes


“If we were ALL ONE?

Then in this ONE’s view?

There would be no war.”

~ plr


“Consciousness can be trained to leave the physical body.”

~ Dalai Lama


“I AM leaving

Peace in my Truth

and Love in my Wake.

We are way-showers,

when we step out

of the way.”

~ plr 


“We are worth more uni~Phi’d

than we will ever be apart.”

~ plr 


“We need another and a wiser and perhaps a more mystical concept of animals… We patronize them for their incompleteness, for their tragic fate of having taken form so far beneath ourselves. For the animal shall not be measured by man. In a world older and more complex than ours they move finished and complete, gifted with extensions of the senses we have lost or never attained, living by voices we shall never hear. They are not brethren, they are not underlings; they are other nations, caught with ourselves in the net of life and time, fellow prisoners of the splendor and travail of the earth.”
~ Henry Beston (quote featured in Earthlings)


Silent friend of many distances,
feel how your breath enlarges all of space.
Let your presence ring out like a bell into the night,
in this immeasurable darkness
be the power of the lioness within,
that too sings with thee,
grace and ease the totality in union of


RENDERING PEACE is the only SOULution


Bringing the Debate to Rest

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“ Well, the proceedings in the

‘National Academy of Sciences’ paper

is something we’ll have referenced in this video ..

it is referenced in a number of other publications,

because it’s important that we all have the facts.

That give us a high degree of confidence,

that we the people have been subject

to criminal conspiracies.” 

~ Dr. David Martin


BOOM! Connections with Corruption

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The way you see the world
depends on your own energy,
frequency, rate of vibration.
When your energy changes,
the world will look different.
Like those days when everyone
smiles at you because you feel happy.
-Thaddeus Golas


Organ Harvesting Exposed!

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“..thankfully for Zack he had a cousin who is a Registered Nurse, and that cousin was able to go to the bedside and prove that he was now responding and save him from the harvesting surgery. And interestingly after Zack was removed from the ‘Harvest List’, he was able to tell people that he HEARD every word being spoken, and I have his quote here..he was interviewed in 2019 and Zack said:

‘The next thing I remember was laying in the hospital bed not being able to move or breathe. I couldn’t do anything, I was on a ventilator. I heard someone say: ’I’m sorry he’s brain dead, he’s passing away.’ And there’s nothing I could do, just get mad, I couldn’t do ANYTHING ..To ‘sign’ at all [physical gestures], I tried to scream, tried to move, just got extremely angry.’

“You know if not for Zack’s cousin who turned this whole path around, Zack would have been taken for ‘Organ Harvest’. And I can tell you, if he was aware, obviously he was aware.” 


Gain of Function Industry w/

Whitney Webb & Johnny Vedmore

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Beginning this Monday, Jan 30, 2023,

we invite you to witness what may be

one of the most historic docu~series of all time.


When my younger brother Robert,

was murdered in October 1984,

I had a personal license plate made:

NVR4GT = Never Forget.


“Everything I have lived
I am grateful for.
No regrets.
For ‘everything’ taught me,
Everything I need to know.
Everything I can now forget.
For everything I was looking for
Was within me and never left.”

~ plr 2007


Speeding Up the Timeline 1.26.23

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Militarized Healthcare

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Fear is a powerful immune suppressant.

Replace fear with love and see your inner

and outer world respond rapidly.

May humanity become the ~

Immune System Come Alive!


“Where you look,

there you are,

your Reality

Awaits You.”

~ plr


If we are going to face FREEDOM we must not give power to those that perpetuate fear. On the mountaintop I shall stand unwaveringly when I take my last breath ~ singing to my hearts content, all that ever mattered, all that felt right to do, and all that will fly with me in transparency revealing EVERYTHING as I leave ~ dissolving all consequences for doing so.


Yes Sir, No Sir, No war, No more.

“Sometimes you have to use

the very instruments

that caused war

in order to end it.

 By inverting their purpose

and breaking false patterns.”

~ plr



Pfizer Caught on Camera

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Project Veritas What’s Up? 

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Unravelling Project Veritas

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Blockbuster Revelations

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Anal-eyes This

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Meta Data for whom?

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Episode 308 Chemtrail Trail

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1:16:50 minutes with Dane Wiggington


Calling It Out – Documentary

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The only way to FREE this world

the only way to live



Tucker & Ed Interview 2.2023

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Tucker: “ .. because you spent your life in banking, finance, and Wall Street.”

Ed: “.. and from there I saw the dot com fraud unfold .. steered our investors through the great financial fraud … my whole career has seen fraud .. over and over again .. Why’s a guy talking about this?

Tucker: “ Because you’re such an interesting guy .. you spent your life in banking, finance, and Wall Street.”

Ed: Right, right .. and what we do on wall street, we live in the, well, at least I do, and those that are good at this live between perception and reality. So we make money when we find a reality that is not yet observable to everybody else. And we take advantage of that. Usually we load up on a stock before there’s a reality that becomes apparent to the herd ~ and they have a perception that is different ~ and if I’m right, I make alot of money for my shareholders and my clients.

So what did I see in 2021 that really disturbed me?

I was trading markets with my own personal money ..

but what I DO ~is known as trend changes and pattern recognition.

So that is what I did my whole career.

My job was to get ahead of the herd,

and when I saw a trend, which, usually started off anecdotedly …

Tucker: We do something similar so I get it.. [news business following trends to report]

Ed: Yeah you get it, this isn’t rocket science.

Tucker:but you hear someone say: ‘what is that?’ ~ like I notice ‘this’, what is ‘this’?

Ed: Yeah so I noticed basically something in 2021, Sudden Athletic Deaths?.. you know I grew up ~ we all played soccer .. and these types of things did not occur with regularity. They were so rare they were highlighted with much fanfare. It started happening all over the place with little fanfare only local news stories .. and then in my friends circles on Maui, I didn’t know anybody that got c*v*d in 2020 on Maui. Then all of a sudden people started getting c*v*d all the time in 2021, and additionally I started hearing about injuries and weird things .. but then we started hearing stories of people dying in 2021 as opposed to 2020.

So I started suspecting the vaccine.

I noticed this and said to myself, well hmmmm? I betcha if this is a problem and I am correct, it’s going to start showing up in insurance company results and funeral home results. Meaning, if I’m right, and people are dying above trend, funeral home stock earnings should be above trend.

I was interested, I personally didn’t take the vaccine and I tried to warn people, don’t get it, but noone was really listening to me ..for me it was an experimental novelty that hadn’t been tested on humans yet ..

I did a little research and found that the animals didn’t fair so well in these trials that they had tried before… so the research was BAD. So I knew something was up there ~

And secondly, the ‘Operation Warp Speeds’ felt like a disaster to me ~

Anything Warp Speed, you know safety corners cut, I mean …

I’m a guy who understands how manufacturing processes work..

because I’m on Wall Street I have to understand these things

and I knew that anything rushed is writ larger theirs …

THEN the other thing I knew ..

it takes seven to ten years

for a normal vaccine

to be tested for safety

before it is put into the arms of people.

And we are going to do this in Warp Speed Time?

The clinical trial only lasted 28 days.

And I knew something was fishy there.

.. So we have the data,

we have the evidence,

and there’s a large global murder scene

that’s just occurred.

Tucker: “You used the term disaster,

that doesn’t sound like an overstatement”

Ed: No not at all.

This is the greatest crime scene

I’ve ever seen in my life …

I just want to see this end as quickly as possible.

Yawn… get me out of here.




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Honest Self Reflection

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Effortless Peace

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Secrets of the UN

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“Never let another determine who you are.”

~ plr 2010


The Grid in the Sky

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“ .. but what she refers to as A.I.F. for short (Alien Invader Force) ~ This hologram consists of everything we can perceive with our five senses, and is a low resolution copy of the spiritual Universe aka, the real Universe. This holographic copy of the Real Universe is what we perceive as physical but is actually the simulated Universe or Matrix System. And while the simulated Universe is extremely convincing to us we are trapped in a limited frequency band. All it is ~ is a virtual reality or a software program. And while they can transmit these dissonant frequencies from Saturn to keep the hologram in place and trap us in a limited frequency band, ultimately we are the ones holding it in place .. We must all continue to awaken and elevate our collective consciousness so we no longer vibrate at the frequency that is holding us prisoners. And that starts with you. Meditate often and do what you know to be right regardless of consequences. Embrace LOVE JOY & PEACE and all the frequencies that will break down this frequency prison ~ because ultimately, that’s all it is.”


What this video above “Grid in the Sky” is saying, brought to my attention a VERY LUCID DREAM I had depicting a VERY SIMILAR GRID she describes. I do feel the only trap we each are living in, Is the one that we think we are in. With like heart and mind united we create the third force of manifestation in a holographic Universe.   



“There is no such thing
as the independent observer
who can stand on the sidelines
watching nature run its course
without influencing it.”

“Most people believe that physicists
are explaining the world.
Some physicists even believe that,
but the Wu Li Masters know
that they are only dancing with it.”

~ Excerpts from “The Dancing Wu Li Masters”


“My will is strong and I know it won’t be long

Before the truth be known

That everything outside of this and inside of me

Clarifies the knowing, I’m not alone

Somehow I’ll find my way home….”

~ plr May 24, 2007


If you don’t stand for something,

you fall for everything.


Live the way you wish the world to be,

Act the same.



Breaking False Patterns

into Collective Coherencies.



“We have all gone through,

and are still going through,

the worst life could ever offer us,

as well as the most magnificent. 

May we continue watering 

the garden within our hearts 

knowing the journey 

is but a thread in the tapestry

weaving through the stories

we choose to leave,

and the stories we choose to feed.

Diving to the depths of despairs,

and rising to the heights of ecstasies,

in between the two beyond reasoning,

beyond the speed of light

into the unknown now known 

as our pure might.”

~ plr 


Lifes events awaken us to ourselves.


It was 1984, October 12, my younger brother Robert, was murdered.

He was 23, I was 24.

I wrote this poem along that journey which took five years to recover from.

An agonizing grief I never knew existed, but it did for me.

During this period I was suicidal,

it hurt to breathe, living was a nightmare.


One day everything changed.


Five years later to the month, in October 1989,

I was in my apartment on my knees praying to God,

“please let my heart stop”.


As soon as I said that,

something in the only way I can describe it as,

 a force of energy came and slapped me up the backside of my head,



The dark world I lived in for five years slammed shut.

 It was then that “Pamela” came back.


For the first time in five years I was finally happy!

I set goals and attained every single one of them.


Everyone around me were saying:

“What happened to you?

One minute you want to die, the next you want to live?”

Yes, I did.


And here we are in 2023.
Never lose your dignity, nor your humanity.


My brother came to me telepathically in 1998.
More to the story. Nice to know we are not alone.


“Know where the power rests ‘within’ you.

In the Calm of the Heart.

And when you real-eyes how close it is,

one’self’ will awaken to understanding

that it is in the kind little things we do,

and its effects are far more reaching

and bigger than we could possibly imagine …”

~ plr


“If you want to find the secrets of the universe,
think in terms of energy, frequency and vibration.”
~ Nikola Tesla


In a perfect realm or world,

I see the beings within it,

highly advanced,

on the same page,

of heart and mind,

expanding in coherency,

branching out,

like fractals on the tree of life,

A place where no war exists,

nor ever will.

Let us see beyond the mountains high

Let us see how much further

together we can fly.



Do not get lost in confusion. You can do this.


“ .. so the possibilities right now are super profound ..

WE, and by that I mean, you and I,

have not a possibility, we have a certainty

of being able to tell a story

that has been so long forgotten on this planet ~

that it’s just an echo in the consciousness of the few..

why is it that an imaginary friend

is not there because we do not see it?

..because our native state

still has imaginary friends that are real..

still has the possibility of space travel and time travel,

and all of those shapes and all of those dimensions,

and we still have that somewhere inside ..

The river knows where it’s going.”


“If we were aware ~ we would actually start by saying how do we move through the entire system of our engagement with the world without defiling anything?”


~Dr. David Martin























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