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2022 Traveling Through June

Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on May 28, 2022



If suffering is an illusion,

then so is feeling extreme bliss.

Which one will you choose?

Speak your truth,

no matter

what anyone else believes.

Always in harmony

with benevolence,

of manner.

Smile, laugh, and proceed.


I will leave nothing

but truth and love

in my wake,

bypassing through

all the mistakes

I have made.


remember me

that way.

~ plr


“Rest satisfied with doing well,
and leave others to talk of you as they please.”
~ Pythagoras


“All truths are easy to understand
once they are discovered;
the point is
to discover them.”
~ Galileo Galilei




39:09 minutes of … LISTEN.

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The Film above “Meet John Doe” from 1941,

really depicts how humanity,

has been shown what is going on,

all along.

Via the entertainment industry,

the music industry,

and every area of advertising,

and media.

They WANT us to choose,

or decide on things,

but most of those decisions,

come from being persuaded.

Humans are

malleable minded.

Change Direction.

Look the Other Way.

I totally SEE the manipulation.


Make Sense

out of all the



“Love, compassion,

empathy, respect,


are all innate components

within the human being.

May those traits be nurtured eternally.”

~ plr


Fahrenheit 9/11

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The Dangers of Education

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The above 12:24 minutes on ‘Education’,

reminds me of the ‘Stockholm Syndrome’,

where the prisoner falls in love with its captor.

What is happening globally has truly been,

in my opinion, a totalitarian tiptoe,

just as it was stated in the document:

“Silent Weapons for Quiet Wars”.

I see how likely long ago,

this technology slowly,

was being implemented.

They are close to perfecting A.I.,

to a degree,

where they collect data,

which is input,

then computates strategic outcomes,

to accomplish particular goals,

at lightning speed.

Faster than the human brain can.

This is why it is appearing so fast,

before our very eyes.

Very calculated,

for complete control,

over all on Earth.


But WE CAN turn it around.

If WE ALL stop fighting,

and literally shut the system down,

by walking away from it.



And I know our human vessels,

and beings,

can communicate fast,


because I experienced it,


in the Red Sea, Egypt.

No computers necessary.

No wi-fi necessary,

because we ARE a biological interface,

within the field of life,

to do so.





We are just beginning

to tap into

our true potentials,

never taught in school,

or what is really,

an indoctrination system.


I know it’s a big order,


if we reach for the stars,

we might land on the roof.

If we reach for the roof,

we might not ever

get off the ground.



“You do not heal ‘from’ trauma. 

You simply come to know yourself as Life Itself. 

And you turn towards the wounded place.

And you flush it with attention, which is Love. 

And maybe the wound will always be with you. 

Maybe you will always walk with the hurt. 

But now, you hold it. It doesn’t hold you. 

You are the container, not the contained. 

It doesn’t control you any longer, the wound. 

Because it is drenched in awareness now. 

Drenched in You. Loved by You. 

Even celebrated by You. 

You do not heal ‘from’ trauma. 

You find healing ‘in’ the trauma. 

You find yourself at trauma’s sacred core. 

The One who is always present. 

The One who can bear,

even the most intense feeling states. 

And survive. 

The Indestructible One. 

The Infinite One. 

The Powerful One. 


~ Jeff Foster



“In no time she sits





In twenty twenty two 

The evening fell

The world surrounds 

Whilst she sits alone

The past was ..


All along

She sighs

Lets go

Flows into silence 

Of …  

Yeah that


Heart beats 

She listens

She breathes 

She listens

The song begins to play


Her mind

So much joy

Tears too

So silently whispering

On and on it goes.

Melodies loving you …”

~ plr



“The Dimming” Documentary

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Excerpt from above Documentary. 

“When I witnessed

the destruction of

this miraculous web of life,

I can only think

of returning to the front line

of the battle to sound the alarm.

Reaching a critical mass

of awareness

in the population

is the ONLY

way forward in this fight.

The challenges we face

are immense,

the odds are against us,

but as the proverb goes:

‘It’s not over, till it’s over’.

Any one of us

can be the final pebble

that triggers the landslide

of awakening.”

~ Dane Wigginton



Silent Weapons for Quiet Wars

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11:54 minutes of LINE in the Sand!

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Yes Sir, NO Sir.

Don’t change the subject.


Crimes against life itself.

Lock em’ up.

Let’s get to the root

of the problem,

expose it,

and fix it.


“Unjust laws exist;

Shall we

be content

to obey them,

or shall we endeavor

to amend them,

and obey them,

until we

have succeeded.

Or shall we ..

Transgress them

At once?

~ Henry David Thoreau


You don’t know

who you are

until you make up your mind.

Even then,

you are still changing.

Go with your know of flow,


“You cannot reason,

with an irrational mind.”


“New information causes,

new choices,

to be made.”

~plr 2010


“I was not merely

beholding a vision,

but had caught sight

of a great and profound truth.”

~ Nikola Tesla



“Clean Soil Earth,

Clean Water,

Clean Air,

Clean Skies,

Clean hearts and Minds,

is necessary,

in order to live,

in order to thrive.”

~ plr 2010



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Oxygen is the Breath of Life.
It is a reference to Light.
The 8th element,
on the periodic table,
because it has 8 protons.
In particle physics,
it is represented by the photon.
I am somehow reminded
of holography.
I’m learning too,
my favorite part,
of the journey …


“Truth is a stubborn thing,

It never goes away.

Never Forget


~ plr 2010

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2022 A Quantum Leap

Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on May 15, 2022



We  are the NEW I~magi~nation.




“Truth does not hide,

and love has no shadows.”

~ plr 


“From age to age,

loves word rings forth.

The Truth is true,

and all is well.

Unconquerable life prevails.”

~ Martin Cecil ~ Marquess of Exeter


“Nothing can disrupt the harmony WITHIN.”

“Patience has been her guiding LIGHT.”

“Where you Look,

There you are,

Your reality

Awaits you.”


“I ought to know by this time,

that when a fact

appears to be opposed

to a long train of deductions,

it invariably

proves to be,

capable of bearing

some other interpretation.”

~ Sherlock Holmes – A Study in Scarlet

Chapter 3: Light in the Darkness.


Speaking truth

in times

of Universal deceit,

is a revolutionary act.


“Would you believe it wasn’t worth it?

Or that nobody would care?

That you added a touch of goodness

to the world by being there!”

~ Tomfoolery 


Always remember …

“Laugher is good medicine.”


How many fires

can one put out?


“What is life stalking me to learn?

What did my story set me up to heal?

What is the lesson

of this entire story and saga

of my lifetime,

asking me to become a master of?



I just had a conversation with a friend this evening … in relation to ‘dying’.  For his step-father (92) is on that leg of his journey.  It was a beautiful, authentic conversation. Very up front and discussing how we would like our parting to be for those left behind.

For mine I said I wish NOONE to wear black, at least not in full gear. I wish for everyone to celebrate my flight with colors like the rainbow and beyond … of course grief and sadness will occur, more to some than others and that is perfectly okay ~ it’s what we do.

I suggested he ask his step-father to be a part of his departure by asking him to write down what he would say to his friends and family if he was speaking to them from heaven looking IN. And you dear ONE could read his words aloud at his eulogy.  He liked that idea.

I feel it is imperative that we change the narrative on so many things in life. Because we can. Bring heaven to Earth. Whatever that beautiful meaning represents to each one of us … no religion necessary, no dogma necessary .. simply being a human naked unclothed and free to speak with integrity and heartfelt from deep within the caverns of our vessels less traveled.

We did not come here to make friends, we came here to BE. And friends are merely the icing on the cake whilst on the weaving thread of love traveling through eternity.

No-one has any idea,

until I am asked,

what happened?

I wasn’t asked,


I shall answer anyway.


“When facing the frigid cold
after a warm shower,
When you become the cold,
The gentler it becomes upon you.”
I am not here to hurt, I am here to HEAL
There is another side to the story.
Hear the
Evolution of
All that
Live beyond nonsense.


Helping the
Recover from
~ plr


Saiwala (Gothic for Soul)

Coming from

or belonging to the Sea,

A moving Life Force.

This is my hearts mission ~

to keep sailing

to my hearts desires

unhindered and unwaveringly free.


“Those who are at peace in their hearts,

Are already within the great shelter of life.”

~ Hopi Prophecy


I am going to use this landing post,

to begin the sharing,

of her personal journey,

through  62 years of life,

and what a ticket it was to ride.

Stay tuned.


Peace is
the only Train
I’ll catch a ride upon.
With Honest Release,
And Freedom,
As the Destination.


“There is no greater Freedom
than Truth in Love.
There is no greater love
than truth without fear.”
~plr 2010


People have asked so here is how.



My blog is only part of a compilation of a book, or Cinematic Film, yet published. If this blog has inspired you, opened your eyes in a positive manner for whatever reason, then I am grateful. It really has been a canvas to draw upon one girls visions, poetry, quotes, opinions and views, and life experiences.

Greatly appreciate you.


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2022 May Waves

Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on May 02, 2022



We need to communicate a different way.

Coherently together.

Feel the Love

“The more you are censored,

the bolder you become.”

~ plr



Truth is scary sometimes,

yet, the revealing,

is very healing,

when unafraid to speak it.


May 1st 1999

Salt Lake City, Utah

In a hotel room alone

I sat in bed all day long

in emotional agony

watching this movie

over and over again,

and simply cried.


There is always a reason why.

Courage is being able to let go.

May we all have this courage

To say yes to something

That once before 

Felt like a no.


I would rather die,

in my age of whatever time,

my forever youth,

knowing I actually lived

speaking my truth.



“We never tell our tales

to continue the weeping,

we tell our tales,

to end them.”

~ plr 2010


The Voice said,

as I flew over

the Mediterranean Sea,

into Egypt, 2007.


“… you have a heart to give,

that will help lift humanity,

in this physicality,

it’s a personal journey.”


I feel like my story
IS a message in a bottle
Floating in the Ocean
Through the seas of journey
Upon its landing
Finally being heard.

“To all the ships at sea

And all the ports of call

To my family 

And all friends 

And strangers

This is a message

And a prayer.


The message 

is that my travels 

taught me a great truth.


I already had 

what everyone 

Is searching for,

And few ever find.


The one person in the world

Who I was born to love forever

A person like me

Of the outer banks 

And the blue Atlantic mystery.


A person rich in simple treasures

Self made, self taught,

A harbor where I am forever home.


And no wind or trouble 

Or even a little death, 

can knock down this house. 


The prayer is that 

everyone in the world 

can know this kind of love 

and be healed by it. 


If my prayer is heard,

Then there will be 

an erasing of all guilt 

and all regret 

and an end to all anger. 

Please God … “

~ Message in a Bottle


Graduates of Klaus Schwab WEF

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“On May 7, 1966

a 9 year old child named Cathy O’Brien

was subjected to an occult ritual

named “The Rite to Remain Silent”.

This is her own very shocking

and eye-opening life story

about her experience as a CIA MK-Ultra

Whitehouse Pentagon level

trauma-based Mind Control slave.

She speaks out to expose those who abused,

who go right up to presidents

and congressmen and women

and to give voice to the many mind control

victims out there who can’t think to speak out.”

I met Cathy O’Brien circa 1998.

This information is on a “need to know NOW”! basis. 



I AM beginning to unfold,

my Lifetime’s memoirs.


Such is the nature of this realm

Change & Adventure

Walk in Beauty

In strength

In Bliss




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Once you see the threads,

It Doesn’t take much


Still though,

there is one element

missing from the equation

missing from the conversation,

which is the non-human Connections.



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“At its finest


is a necessary nuisance

and at its worst

a horrific

and destructive parasite.

Government builds nothing

and creates no profit…

it is a corpse

which only gains life

by taking it from the People.”



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UKRAINE Seized by Globalists

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Please scroll down the above linked page

to the video “The Plan”

It ties in with Dr. David Martin.


Once you see what is really going on,

you will see the news,

from a totally different

vantage point.



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Excerpt from link above.

The Highwire 

Episode 265 FOOD WARS, 

with Del Bigtree 

and Catherine Austin Fitts. 

“The way you build your future

is one transaction at a time ~

Small groups.. figure it out

and you build forward.

The whole world

is run with conspiracies ~

I always thought of conspiracies

as wonderful things,

they were fun to do,

they were delicious ~

I was great at it …

I always say,

Don’t ask if there’s a conspiracy ~

if you’re not in one,

then you need to start one ~ 

I’m a Conspiracy Foot Soldier ~

let’s get in the game.

Because if you look

at the Conspiracy Theorist’s

engineering game,

we are going to be eaten inside

while they enjoy

owning us on the outside.

So I want you to embrace

your inner conspiracy creation

[It works both ways!].”

Stop financing those that are killing you.

It takes a conspiracy to beat a conspiracy.  



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This is the kind of conversation, I love.

We have been deceived all along.

Nothing surprises me.

After the Gift of A Fall, back in 2010,

I woke up in hospital after brain surgery,

seeing with new eyes,

as I called it.

Because I was seeing,

the holographic nature of reality.

Very powerful and freeing.



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Life is a mystery.

It is being unravelled.

We are IN IT.

In coherence,

Live it.



Tuning Into:


Stop World Control








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