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The Rest of My Life

Posted in: Quotes & Poetry,The Observation Deck by Pamela on December 15, 2010

As above, so below.
We are created holographically.
Everything is connected. We are not the same yet come from the same.
The universe is a hologram where every part contains the whole.
Outside echoing the thoughts and mind inside, reflecting.
Build it and they will come.
Change your mind, Change the World.

“There is consciousness in all that exists on Earth, down to the molecules in your fingertips, and it is all meant to work together. Consciousness communicates continuously by vibrations of electromagnetic frequencies. These frequencies connect and have a cooperative investment in working together so that each benefits the whole.
[Holograms thrive on constructing frequencies.]
The difficulty with Earth at this time is that humans believe they are separate from all the energy that is here to work together. Your current belief in separate parts prevents you from seeing and accessing the wholeness of existence.” ~ Earth: Pleiadian Keys to the Living Library

Follow the white thread of love, that which, is in everything in kind.
Treat it with dignity and respect. With love from the depths of your heart.
Feel it. Care for it. Love it as if it were your last breathe carrying you home.
It has meaning. It has life. It is conscious and has feelings.
No matter how small, it too, that little white thread of love, is something to be seen.

“…that the salvation of this human world lies nowhere else than in the human heart,
in the human power to reflect, in human meekness and human responsibility.”
~ Vaclav Havel

“Through the Eye of the Storm, We will always come out Whole.”
~ pamela leigh richards

“Dance, Dance, Dance, in the while the Rain Drops, The falling Snows,
The Ice Melts and the Flower of Your Heart Grows.”

Dare to Live every moment, as if it were your last.
Dance, not because you want to, but because you have to.
Purpose is not to get to a certain place on the floor.
It is to enjoy every step along the way.
Say what you were ever afraid to say.
Listen, when you did not think you ever would.
Slow down your breathing before ever speaking.
Love the very thing you felt your heart never could.
Look where thine eyes feared to seek.
Embrace All with forgiveness and understandings.
And in the end, merging into New Beginnings.
This shall be a mighty fine relief.
~ pamela leigh richards

“The Self is ever the Master, however much the forms inhabited by the Self may be bound.
The Self is the essential principle of the existence of all those forms, always remaining one and unchanged.
He alone who beholds the Self in/as the core of his being possesses eternal bliss.”
~ Braham


The good news is that because we are in a hologram, the quantum effect of even a small number of beings
Achieving the higher level of integration will resonate throughout the realm
And afford many others a level of assistance in dealing with the process they are undergoing.
Therefore it is of paramount importance that those who are aware of this action
Work diligently to focus on what is real rather than to engage in that which is built of illusion.
We can change ourselves and the world in which we choose to give our creative energies.
As we do this, ironically, without having intended to change the world,
We will establish a level of higher resonance around which the releasing energies
From the implosions of the old institutions shall accrue. This is a key and important point.
Do not focus on changing the old world. It is dying so let it die.
That which is broken cannot be fixed and that which is real cannot be broken.
Focus on what is real and the rest shall fade away.

With the overlay now removed … All is merging into a singularity of consciousness in the integrated wholeness
Of our divine selves as perfectly reflected in the forms that we now occupy
Should we so choose this as the reality we wish to create for ourselves.
The nature of a morphogenetic field is such that when one individual or a group
Begin to resonate at a certain level of energy and frequency,
It permeates out through the rest of the matrix, lifting all up in the process.
As we do so the reality we find ourselves in will progressively transform itself
And a new reality will begin to adhere to our resonant forms vibrating at an ever higher frequency
Built on a foundation of Love and undifferentiated Light.

As we stand at the precipice of the ending we are perched on the threshold of a new Beginning
As we return to ourselves and thereby come to know ourselves for the very first time.

Now, as the final clause of the treaty is enacted and the fourth dimensional overlay is removed,
It will not take much to move the third dimensional control systems out of our way
To begin to literally dissolve the frequency zone of control.
Since reality as we know it is holographic, then each part of the hologram
actually contains all of the information of the larger whole.
This is the morphogenetic field by which the two original cells
form a human being, or a frog, or horse, or any other whole living organism
inherent in the morphogenetic blueprint. The whole is contained in each part.
Thus, one conscious point of awareness, when the inhibitors are removed,
will begin to resonate outwards, and like ripples in a pond, affect the entire matrix of the whole.
As this begins to pick up momentum by many such points of emanation,
meaning individual human beings or small aggregations of such,
the majority of the human consciousness, still asleep,
but only controlled by third dimensional technology of entrainment
without the 4D containment overlay, will begin to lose their grip on that reality construct.
We will begin to be the masters of our own reality, and form it around us.
And what now might appear to most to be an impossible task, will happen in the twinkling of an eye.

It Is Time to set our sails for Another View of Life. Hang on for the adventure and the ride.

From another friends point of view …
Though it might not be unusual to see new crop circles still being created
in the month of September, it certainly is unusual to see the concept
of a mind virus being discussed in any form of media –
let alone in the context of an end-of-days scenario.
Our simulated reality is presently being corrupted by a mind virus
that I refer to as SIL/ORG (silicon organism)
and it is causing something similar to a mass psychogenic/sociogenic illness.
We have become obsessed with its technological toys
and the virus is spreading through the programming of our simulation without resistence.
Our simulated holographic reality extends to the outer limits of our solar system.
It is a closed program. Whatever exists does so within those boundaries.
Instead of being elated on the discovery of a habitable planet,
we should be suspicious of the motivation behind the illusion.

Supporting documentation: Ken Cousins; Holographic History
Images: Milky Way Galaxy & iStock Brain Electric

Excuse me. I have a few sails to repair.
Occupation: Breathing

I am my own Research Project.
I am my own Lifes Experiment.
“Living” is a virtual movie and we are all the projectors in it.
Take back your heart and mind, if you don’t like what you ‘see’.
And certainly do not feed someone else’s dream, if it feeds pain and suffering.

Thoughts contain many paradoxes running side by side and when they meet others,
it’s highly probable they will either collide or harmonize.

In my research, experiences, witnessing and investigations, so far,
I have come to this real-eye-sation, that the latter is the best solution, for peace.

Thoughts can co-create confusion or calm.
In my research, experiences, witnessing and investigations, so far,
I have come to this real-eye-sation, that the latter is the best solution for peace.

The entity/expression named Pamela, has discovered and real-eyes’d …
Her consciousness knows better
Her mind is awakening
Her existence is a journey
Her understanding is never ending
Her heart is open wide and growing
Her love is immortal & permeates everything

And nothing is black & white, other than the writing on the wall.
And my signature is etched upon my heart, seen by all.
To change the world, change your mind environment. To do so, is your inate right.
The blueprint is being drawn out, the art is being envisioned
and the next phase is now formulating towards a New Beginning.
Remove Fear. Free your mind. Take out the trash and remove the past. Forgive and Let Go.
Carry love in your heart like a flame, without the fire.
And all that is good will meet you in the middle of forever.
Know your power, and thyself.
Know what awaits you from beyond your imaginative intellect,
for it is listening and waiting for you not to be afraid to go there.
Take the quantum leap and do not think twice before you follow your heart.
If you are afraid of anything … be afraid of what you ‘think’. Keep your thoughts clean.
For ‘thoughts’ co-create. We are inately pure energy created to vibrate at high frequencies.
The seals are breaking, the veil is lifting and the illusion is fading.
Love your intelligent and divinely created self, and the rest will fall into place.

“Have you ever felt that there is something about reality that isn’t quite random, as it should be?
Something a little too organized, a little too planned, a little too programmed?”

–Jim Elvidge in ‘The Universe Solved’
“Whatever one wishes for in the world tomorrow, live it in your heart today.” plr


Posted in: Quotes & Poetry,The Observation Deck by Pamela on December 14, 2010

“Our existence in ‘form’ of matter, is merely ‘living art’ by thought”.
~ pamela leigh richards

The next quantum leap in understanding, is what dominates the animation of the art?
The Mind or the Heart?

“Our greatest discoveries will not be found in ‘outer space’, they will be real-eyes’d in ‘inner space’.”
pamela leigh richards

I feel to share with you what I have been experiencing, especially since spending time in Egypt with some of the most highly evolved entities of consciousness called “Dolphins” and then onwards to having brain surgery. I have only recently come into a sequence of profound synchronistic attention grabbers that sparked more of the knowingness held ‘within’, seemingly for a long time, now emerging? I have felt it like a percolating energy just waiting, like a race horse behind the gate before it opens, chomping at the bit as the excitement builds to share. We are on the threshold of an amazing point in time. No matter what is happening, know you are not alone and it is going to be okay.

There is nothing else to hold onto but your’self’. Like a sinking ship that seems to be before us?
It is not until the ship is just about to go under that anyone actually ‘does’ something or makes a move?
Well, we are at that precipice now. Nothing to fear, but fear itself. Nothing to worry about, no matter what.
I know it is easier said than done sometimes which, is why that great ol’ saying comes in handy …
“when one is down the other is up”. We can not do this alone. Nor were we ever meant to.
It was never meant to be difficult nor does it have to be. Humans can complicate things so easily.
Not because they wish to but because they know nothing else or rather, they have simply forgotten,
now remembering. It is easy if you allow it to be. You are the Captains of your water, body, vessel, vehicle, ships.
Your mind & the direction of your Heart will steer you where you choose.
Choose wisely, calmly, respectfully, sacredly, and honourably.
Do not think twice before listening to your Heart.
Wipe your mind free. Take the quantum leap and trust your’self’.
Trust your Heart knowing you will have wings to fly and always soft landings when all is said and done.

“If I teach anything, I desire it to be that I teach myself
To Love her, for that is okay.
For I am not always what you believe and say.”

HARMONY is a state recognized by great philosophers as the immediate prerequisite of beauty. A compound is termed beautiful only when its parts are in harmonious combination. The world is called beautiful and its Creator is designated the Good because good perforce must act in conformity with its own nature; and good acting according to its own nature is harmony, because the good which it accomplishes is harmonious with the good which it is. Beauty, therefore, is harmony manifesting its own intrinsic nature in the world of form.

The universe is made up of successive gradations of good, these gradations ascending from matter (which is the least degree of good) to spirit (which is the greatest degree of good). In man, his superior nature is the summum bonum. It therefore follows that his highest nature most readily cognizes good because the good external to him in the world is in harmonic ratio with the good present in his soul. What man terms evil is therefore, in common with matter, merely the least degree of its own opposite. The least degree of good presupposes likewise the least degree of harmony and beauty. Thus deformity (evil) is really the least harmonious combination of elements naturally harmonic as individual units. Deformity is unnatural, for, the sum of all things being the Good, it is natural that all things should partake of the Good and be arranged in combinations that are harmonious. Harmony is the manifesting expression of the Will of the eternal Good.

Life is a song. Life is harmony in motion.
Life is an ever evolving dance whose steps are not about where they are going,
but the one we are now making.
I had kind tears in the shower the other day and said to myself
“Tears are merely reflections of God in action.”
They are healing and when necessary, shed them for release.
They want to flow just like the waterfalls after the snows.

“There is no death, there is simply here and there and everywhere.”
pamela leigh richards

Lady Bird Image: Background Pictures.
Water Flower Image: SixString

When I arrived in Sedona, Arizona on February 3rd, 2008
there was one day while driving around I pulled over and decided to hike up “Thunder Mountain”.
The picture above is Thunder Mountain in the distance, courtesy of Guy Schmickle.

I did not have hiking shoes.
Do not ever let what you are wearing stop you from an experience like this.

Beautiful it was, as is everything here in the Red Rocks.
The land is extremely powerful and speaks loudly.

As I was walking up the mountain about the time the sun was setting around 4:30pm,
looking down at this beautiful Red Earth beneath my feet I said:
“Thank you for carrying me”.

What happened next was immediate.

As soon as I said those words, a BOLT of energy hit me so powerfully in the heart chakra area:

I dropped to my knees with my hands falling upon the earth
Tears rolled from my eyes while this energy was pouring through me.
Travelling through every part of my body as I became and felt almost cloudlike or fluid.
It was intense!

Everything around me was connecting and communicating with me all at once,
with a very loud sound as if I broke through some kind of dimensional portal or barrier.

I became ONE with the leaves, the dirt I was kneeling on, the rocks,
the birds, the trees, the wind, the sky, the sun, the moon, EVERYTHING!

The communication was not in a language that we know of.
It was in a form of energy I understood as I felt it with the dolphins in Egypt.
It was a transference of “knowing”.
It was as if an excitement was there saying “we have one that can see!”.
And it was so happy.
I now know, or rather feel, that what I was experiencing was the song of the spheres.
Each Creation has its own Song. The birds, the leaves, the rocks, the trees …
They were all singing to me, which, is why it sounded so loud.

It was way beyond what we call love and indescribable.

The POWER of it left me with an undeniable truth
that there is something far greater and we are not alone, ever.
The earth beneath our feet is a living breathing organism with a heartbeat.
She is alive, as we are. We must change our ways, turn ourselves inside out and do the different.
We must change direction and path now.
We must live in kindness with this earth and each other.
And as we respect her, it in turn, reflects respect, into our collective, connective Universe.
Her heartbeat will resonate in balance, in coherence and in harmony with ours.

The tears were not of sadness but of a knowing that touched my heart deeply.

We truly are all connected to the thread of love that exists within all of life that never left us.
It is people who choose to leave “love”.
And we have all done this as we dip in and out through experiences.
Diving to the depths of despair and rising to the heights of ecstasy within our heart and minds.
Alternating between the two at the speed of light.
And pretty soon, the valleys of despair become shallow, fewer and farther between.
You begin to ‘live’ in the Heart with understanding, compassion and gratitude. Never give up.
The world will thank you!

The pathway that I feel happening for all of us, is becoming ever so directed and clear.
What is being stated by Drunvalo blew me away, as it truly entered my heart when I heard.
For his description of the heart and mind is exactly what I have been experiencing
and sharing with a few close to me since The Fall,
although without the fine details for I did not know them in language. Just experiencing it.
So will share what I mean.
This is a personal journey I’m sharing, yet, at the same time,
because we are all connected, it is a collective journey.
And when a ‘singulars mind environment’ becomes aware of something
that can help the ‘plurals mind environment’, then share it from the heart with good intentions.
There is a very strong feeling that what I am awakening to,
and what I feel is the most important and relevant parts in the NOW,
have, and is, coming through what has always been an inate ‘knowing within’,
through experiences, through the fall and brain awakening, and tapping into the connection
between the heart and mind without polarity ‘thinking’.
We all have this ‘knowing’, it just gets muddied in the waters of ‘thought’.
It’s a ‘feel thing’ and has always been a challenge to put my finger on it to explain with words.
Now, it is unfolding before my very eyes, being validated and further becoming aware,
as I have been saying to people, that when you think about something,
as a desire from the mind, it must come from the heart.
For when the TWO come together as ONE, ‘meaning it from the heart’ and ‘intention from the brain/mind’,
is when you have, what I have considered and called, the 3rd Force of manifestation.

If we’re going to get there … we’re going to get there with a change of Heart”

Build What You See
The Wall of Bliss


This was an incredibly lucid dream I had and felt to share.

Life talks to us in many ways. I have learned to pay attention.
When I was snorkeling or diving in the Red Sea in Egypt, 2007, if I was not paying attention I could have missed the magnificent beauty of a school of Manna Rays flying under the water to the left of me or a large turtle coming up for air behind me or even a shark passing quietly beneath me. Because that actually happened, this is how poets come about! I earned my diving license while there as well, and through sharing experiences with new eyes, when never before they would have, the story unfolds like never before told. The signs are everywhere now.

It is time to listen to the voice “within” and what you have been asking for.

21 August, 2011
“I have recently discovered something that resonates highly. What I feel this experience was, was Brahman. For everything it describes is what I have been saying without knowing of this explanation or its existence. Brahman seems to be the ultimate supreme Reality. Brahman is eternal. Brahman is beyond words. It is beyond names and forms. Brahman can not be perceived nor can it be described by words. It is beyond senses and intellect. It is indefinable. However, if at all it has to be described; Brahman can be considered as Pure Consciousness.”  The Self is ever the Master however much the forms inhabited by the Self may be bound. [thought Creates form of matter.] The Self is the essential principle of the existence of all those forms, always remaining one and unchanged. He alone who beholds the Self in/as the core of his being possesses eternal bliss.

The Dream
Imagine standing in the middle of the universe. Complete blackness with stars all around.
I was standing there, or rather floating, looking straight ahead. All of a sudden slowly coming down above my head was a thin wall, like a sheet of paper. Peripherally I could see that the left and right edges went on forever. It was a wall of a shimmering fluidic like energy. It was sort of a cloudy white but a whiteness that was beyond what I can speak about. These words are frail to what it was in its true description and the only thing I can say is that it was pure energy.

This slowly flowing down sheath of shimmering energy touched the top of my head moving slowly down and as it got to the level just below my eyes, it was instant. I slipped into the most wonderful bliss. And at that very moment everything I sensed or knew was erased. All thoughts, feelings, senses, memories, all mind … GONE! Yet, I was completely aware of everything. I was so free is all that I can muster to describe. It was like diving into the ocean only the ocean was coming into me … the ocean representing the purest form of energy, beyond energy. It was formless. Indescribable because this existence is non-descriptable here. It was Silent in its no-thing-ness, yet was filled with everything.

So, it moved down through my head stopping at the point just beneath my eyes as I slipped into bliss with all lights going off basically. Then the wall lifted and when it did, all systems came back on in full feeling and memory like a switch had been turned on. Then it moved back down over my head and I experienced the same thing. It was here a message came to me very clearly and direct. It felt like I was deliberately being shown something which is becoming more clear by the day. The telepathic message that I received was beyond our language once again. I call it a transference of energy like I had with the dolphins in Egypt, 2007. This is the best translation I can muster in taking something so powerful and bringing it into this realm. It said: “It is going to be alright” AND “None of this matters”.

I know this is so simple in Earthly terms, or in the language of man, yet, the personal journey is the only one that can see to read between the lines.

We all have that personal journey. I hope to meet in the middle of forever.

Our minds are opening to ‘see’. The Multiverse is ‘within’.

Please see here for The Dolphins

The Hologram

I had another amazingly profound lucid dream where I got up from my bed,
walked over to the wall, put my forehead against it with my feet at the baseboard.
There was some ‘mass of energy’ to my left, (only way I can describe it,) that was very conscious.
I began to move through the wall about four inches then came back out.
Then back in and out. I did this twice.
The communication between this energy and myself is beyond primitive language.
What was being shown is that it is not the wall that changes but myself. Incredibly real.
These are the things we can all do. It is what has been wiped from our eyes yet, now returning.
Paint Peace Please.

“In each person lies the pearl of the highest potential,
if developed it is a treasure to all existence visible and invisible.
This wondrous Metamorphosis was possible of the Human creation, however,
as you see in some parts of nature, not every creation has been given this ability.
Thus there arose a challenge from lower forms of consciousness that manifested as Jealousy
and thus Spirituality and Religion were created, these are the ‘Limits’.
Once again at the close of this time segment the masses will have an opportunity
to discover their true form which is not a Word and comes before even thought.
It is the Highest. If you but knew.”
~ Code to The Matrix Foreward

Build What You See

Posted in: A - Her Lucid and Mystical Experiences by Pamela on December 04, 2010

“For every legend there is a New Beginning. Build What You See.”

“I see vibrancy. I see coherency. I see balance. I see Peace is Easy.”

“Build what you see, It is time to shut out irrelevancy.”

A telepathic message came to me very clearly out of the blue
As I was envisioning a world of peace
It was only just some time ago
The message said “Build What You See”.

The next day or two my consciousness was tapped again, as I was sitting at my computer.
Asking me to look outside. I turned my head looking out the sliding glass door.
As soon as my eyes landed on the leaf of the tree.
The voice said “God is in everything”.

“If thoughts can come to us to deceive, they can also come to elude deception for truth.”

The problem has always been choice. Time to make up your Mind.

“Where you look there you are, your reality awaits you.”

I believe in what I know to be true in my Heart of Hearts.
This is where knowing thyself comes in handy.
Know thy Heart in what you accept and what you deny.
When to say yes, and when to say no.

We are co-creators.
“I’m building what I choose to see. I’m building a new dream.”
All my life there have been two words coming to me … “Trust” and “Patience”.
I listened.

“The God particle is in everything”

“Everything is perfect. Then came judgement.”

Nature is our Greatest Ally. Nature is our Greatest Teacher.
God is in everything. The god particle. Get to know it. Get to know thy’self’.

Instead of subconsciousness, the lamas use a word that could be translated as superconsciousness
~ consciousness of a higher order.
The job of the superconscious mind is to take thought, which is pure energy,
and give it physical shape in the material world.
Our world is unravelling due to changing ‘thoughts’, changing ‘intentions’, changing ‘minds’.
It is now more than ever the meaning behind the voice that said to me “BUILD WHAT YOU SEE”

Please try to ‘feel’ these words. The depth of meaning is beyond language.
For the true existence of who we really are, what we really are …
Communicates beyond the use of letters, alphabets, sentences and words.
It’s a ‘feel’ thing. It’s a “knowing” yearning to be heard.
We have the power to do anything. The gift has been given and is to be used kindly.

“I am a growing and evolving Soul, just as you are.
We’re just at different stages of our development and we will all get to where we each desire to be.
May we all have patience with ourselves and be sure to make time to enjoy the journey.
Always be aware of your thoughts, and pay attention to their Quality;
Because what you think about …
Is directly related to what you will see around you, and what Life will show you.
It is the difference between conscious, and subconscious Creation.
Keep putting those positive thoughts out.
Every new ‘thought’ adds to Lifes building block.
Persevere, and focus on the positive in everything and everyone with gratitude and love.
It is the Beginning of what is to come.

Then prepare yourself for an “almost magical” transformation of your circumstances.
[Your sphere of influence.]

In all this Life we are being provided with tools. But most do not see them.
It is not what we do, but how we respond to it, that is important.
We all have the Free Will choice in how we will use them. We have to take responsibility.
There is only One of Us here. Understand that, and you will understand the Game.
There was an architect of these current structures in our world. They were Created from Thought.
[I used to say after the death of my brother “Something thought all of this into existence.”]
When one understands and sees that all is Illusion, or Thought …
One can “use ‘The Force” to manipulate the illusions.
All things, seen and unseen, are inter-connected Life-Force Energy.
Once you know what the magician knows, it’s not magic. It’s a ‘tool of Creation’.

“Our job is to provide the Catalyst. Yours is to use it.
Can you look beyond what your eyes are showing you?
To find and express Love and Happiness in a world of Fear and Distress?
If you can, you will be as a Beacon of Light into the Darkness.
Will you succumb to the Darkness, or will you stand and shine your Divine Inner Light?
Only you can make that decision for yourself.

Think about this:
If the One Infinite Creator, is Infinite, and has created everything that Is (which It is, and It has),
Then does the Infinite Creator not reside within all things?
When you can see the Divine spark of the Infinite Creator, even within those who would mean you harm, the strong grip of the illusion will begin to lose it’s power over you.”

Thank you to “The Hidden Hand” for sharing.
Thank you for clarifying my understandings and with honour, I am pleased to share your voice.
I am also grateful to the Infinite Creator ‘within’, that I am becoming, on the journey of remembering.

“Love your ‘enemies’ and pray for those who persecute you”.

“Love those who have lost their way and Love more, those who can’t open the door.”

“We have no enemies, they are created gifts to clear clouded eyes.”

We are the music.
It is time to Sing in Tune.
Build it, Think it, Sing it, and It will come following the song in your Heart.
Your true colours will be shown by the direction of your sight and the very way you walk.
The time for talk and half measures are over. It is time to design. Free Your Mind.
Build What You See. From ‘within’.

“Geometric shapes actually represent the manifest stages of ‘becoming’.
To see and work with unity and wholeness in geometry
can help abolish our false notion of separateness from nature and from each other.
Through Sacred Geometry we can discover the inherent proportion,
balance and harmony that exists in any situation,
all manifest reality and even the circumstances of our day-to-day life.

It was Marcel Proust who said,
“The real voyage of discovery consists not in seeking new lands but seeing with new eyes.”

Since the flying fall,
Life has been nothing more than validating what my Heart has seen and known all along.
The simplicity of getting out of the way and let Life ‘be’ as it is.
The choices we make, the focus and attention we give is what we get.

“Let go, free your mind of non’sense’ and create the essence of what makes sense.
No fear is what will deliver you here.”

Beyond The Extreme

As I flew over the Mediterranean from England and entered the lands of Egypt,
As clear as day a telepathic message came to me with no words,
just a form of pure energy transferring the message and its translation was this:
“I needed to get grounded. I needed to ground myself. Plant my feet back on the earth”

Next, what ran through me after hearing this initial message on the plane, were overlapping telepathic thoughts, explaining that the reason I had to ground was because …
“You have things to fullfill within yourself.”
“This is a very personal journey.”
“You have to realize your gifts, gain confidence, stand strong”
“You have a Heart to give which would help lift humanity in this physicality”.

The very probable Dream coming true. It is Time for Us to begin Anew.
Remove Fears and Live in knowing, trusting and being … In Love.

“The seeking we each strive for will never be found in the external.
For what is eternal, what has always been ‘in’ternal, can never be lost, only found.”
~ pamela leigh richards

A personal journey? Yes, indeed it is.

“I think we make it up as we go along. Someone else did.”

Images: Credited, otherwise unknown source at this time
Quotes: Pamela Leigh Richards unless otherwise stated.

I’m “Blowing Bubbles” (Chapter in my book OceanHeart)
The Wall of Bliss

Ayahuasca Experience

Posted in: A - Her Lucid and Mystical Experiences by Pamela on December 03, 2010

Through every rift of discovery some seeming anomaly drops out of the darkness,
and falls, as a golden link into the great chain of order.
~ Edwin Hubbel Chapin

I do believe that this experience I had in Brazil is part of what is happening in our world right now. When you begin to unplug from ‘thought’ and just ‘be’, you open the door for the miracles of all possablity. Ask and you shall receive and it begins with ‘thee’. When you change ‘within’ you have great affect on the whole. No matter where you are or what you are doing, In action or non action.For whether you are in Movement or in Silence, Life is always ‘happening’.

I feel we carry an Inner Sun. The pulsating Heartbeat with a rhythm that manifests the world seen. Light carries information. Light encodes reality. Open your eyes and spread what you be’live’ acting accordingly.

In 2003 I went to Brazil to partake of ayahuasca. This is one of the profound visual experiences. What I am going to share here also reminds me of this passage from the “Peaceful Warrior”, one of my favourite books about Infinity. A MILLION PATHS.

I could not believe it when I saw this picture a few years after the Brazil experience (see above), because it is a very close representation to the vision although different.

I was lying on my back floating in the universe with silver stars all around looking up into space with a massive steel grid above me. To the left, and on the other side of this grid was a hairy monster, sort of like a squatting bear, looking down at me with his claws on the frame. As I looked up I noticed the grid was hinged to the right of this furry guy. All of a sudden it began to slowly open – like an ‘A’ frame. The monster sat there and did nothing but watch, as I did, as a beautiful thin white stream of cloud came swirling through this opening.

The message passing through me, was that this white thread was going into the tops of the heads of every man, woman and child. It was pure energy. It was the pureness of what we might call ‘love’, yet, it was even more pure and powerful than this. It is something you won’t understand until it touches you.

The monster could do nothing because this energy is the highest level of existence or that is what I was receiving mind to mind or telepathically. Some might call it god, oneness, source, the unspeakable, the formless or whatever. I know my Heart and the journey is just beginning. The streamy white cloud from this vision could possibly be what The Wall of Bliss was? Pure coherent free energy. It was beyond describing.

We have the power to change the world that we ‘see’ outside by freeing the mind and clearing the holodeck. With ‘intent’, and the will of your heart, ‘what you feel inately’, are most important in my view. When these two come together (intention in line with the full spectrum of the heart), they create what I consider the “Third Force” of manifestation. Ask and you shall receive? Be direct and focussed about what you choose to ‘think’. Be protective about what you allow into your entire environment. This is your inate right.

Free your minds, empty the trash, open your hearts, remove fear, focus on peace, kindness, forgiveness, and ride the crest of the wave that is upon us. Transform.

In my view I will not take on the “only” choice we seem to have, which is to either sink or swim.
There is another way. It is a neutral place of flying straight through the middle and leaving all the ‘left’ and ‘right’, for it only holds ‘one’ in perpetual confusion like a yo-yo. Yes, it must be dealt with and is being done so, one mind at a time. We are bringing balance and it is a very personal journey for each and every one of us. You are the one to make the choices in your life. Noone else. Once one has enough information to ‘get it’, then it is time to change direction, focus and attention. It is time to change course.

Change your mind. Change your world. Do not be afraid to untie the chord.

You have the right to what enters your sphere of existence.
You have the right to decide who and what you surround yourself with.
You have the right to create an environment around you that is only for the higher good.
Where attention goes energy flows.

Remember in the Matrix movie and what Neo said? “The problem has always been choice”.
Remember, you don’t always have to answer every question posed.
It is time to calm the waters of polarity, steer our water/body/vessels/ships straight down the middle sailing through the illusion of separation and bring harmony back home.

It is time to do the different. To get to know thy’self’.
There are more ways to get to where we are going than just billions. You couldn’t even count them.
“The greatest gift I have given to Life, is making up my mind.”
“There is no greater Freedom than Truth in Love.”
“There is no greater love than truth without fear.”


I recommend this place for anyone who wishes to journey further within. It is where I went and will return. Thank you Silvia and Zoe. The land has turned into a paradise. You are beautiful people and hold a very special place in my Heart, always.

Images: Credited, otherwise unknown source at this time
Quotes: Pamela Leigh Richards unless otherwise stated.

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