“You are not insignificant.

Every step you take,

every breath you make,

will make a difference

in your life and others,

no matter what

anyone else says.

Know that.

Be kind along your journey,

especially to yourself.

It will reflect

and forever felt.”

~ plr   

“Wars end when each side

knows each other.”

~ plr

 

“The outside world

will never interrupt

my inner world ever again.”

~ plr

 

 

“I think we make it up as we go along,

someone else did.”

~ plr

 

We write the stories.

 

I’ve said many times before

as I viewed the life I was living in?

We are collectively following someone else’s dream.

 

Time to step out of it.

 

I’m learning more and more,

that the saviour humanity is looking for,

walks with them each and every day.

The saviour they are looking for,

breathes with them every day.

We are the light house within,

guiding us hOMe.

 

“Where you look, there you are,

your reality awaits you.”

~ plr 

 

Whale Rider

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“the breath of love and death,

join from beginning to learning..

to the life of living everlasting.

no~thing can take that away from me.”

~plr 

 

 

“You deliver moments

of your own discoveries

grateful to know

the balance is to rest and not worry

vital to the outcome.

I know it is not easy .. just know

there is a silent calming sea

beyond the waves

we all appreciate

your gentle breeze.”

~ plr

 

 

“Tears are merely god in action,

showing the heart of compassion.”

~ plr 2010

 

“My tears fall not for my pain,

they fall for your compassion.”

~ plr 2010

 

“Never forget that you are one of a kind. Never forget that if there weren’t any need for you in all your uniqueness to be on this earth, you wouldn’t be here in the first place. And never forget, no matter how overwhelming life’s challenges and problems seem to be, that one person can make a difference in the world. In fact, it is always because of one person that all the changes that matter in the world come about. So be that one person. ”

~ Buckminster Fuller

 

 

Ilya Romanovich Prigogine

won the Nobel prize for Chemistry in 1977

for his contribution to

non-equilibrium thermodynamics

and said:

 

“When a complex system is far from equalibrium,

small islands of coherence in a sea of chaos

have the capacity to shift the entire system to a higher order.”

 

“We grow in direct proportion

to the amount of chaos we can sustain and dissipate.”

 

“The main character of any living system is openness.”

“Order arise from chaos.”

~  Ilya Prigogine

 

The Cosmic Game

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“That morning the sea was like a lake or an enormous river, without a ripple and so calm that you could see the reflections of the stars so early in the morning. The dawn had not yet come, and so the stars, and the reflection of the cliff, and the distant lights of the town, were there on the water.
 
And as the sun came up over the horizon in a cloudless sky it made a golden path, and it was extraordinary to see that light of California filling the earth and every leaf and blade of grass.
 

As you watched, a great stillness came into you. The brain itself became very quiet, without any reaction, without a movement, and it was strange to feel this immense stillness.
 
Feel isn’t the word; the quality of that silence, that stillness, is not felt by the brain; it is beyond the brain.
 
The brain can conceive, formulate, or make a design for the future, but this stillness is beyond its range, beyond all imagination, beyond all desire.
 
You are so still that your body becomes completely part of the earth, part of everything that is still.
 
And as the slight breeze came from the hills, stirring the leaves, this stillness, this extraordinary quality of silence, was not disturbed. The house was between the hills and the sea, overlooking the sea.
 
And as you watched the sea, so very still, you really became part of everything. You were everything. You were the light, and the beauty of love.
 
Again, to say “you were a part of everything” is also wrong; the word you is not adequate, because you really weren’t there. You didn’t exist. There was only that stillness, the beauty, the extraordinary sense of love. The words you and I separate things. This division, in this strange silence and stillness, doesn’t exist.
 
And as you watched out of the window, space and time seemed to have come to an end, and the space that divides had no reality. That leaf and that eucalyptus and the blue shining water were not different from you.
 
Meditation is really very simple. We complicate it. We weave a web of ideas around it, what it is and what it is not.
 
But it is none of these things.
 
Because it is so very simple, it escapes us, because our minds are so complicated, so timeworn and time-based. And this mind dictates the activity of the heart, and then the trouble begins.
 
But meditation comes naturally, with extraordinary ease, when you walk on the sand or look out of your window or see those marvelous hills burnt by last summer’s sun.
 
Why are we such tortured human beings, with tears in our eyes and false laughter on our lips?
 
If you could walk alone among those hills or in the woods or along the long, white, bleached sands, in that solitude you would know what meditation is.
 
The ecstasy of solitude comes when you are not frightened to be alone, no longer belonging to the world or attached to anything.
 
Then, like that dawn that came up this morning, it comes silently, and makes a golden path in the very stillness, which was at the beginning, which is now, and which will be always there.”

~ J. Krishnamurti

 

Silence Between the Lines

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“Sometimes one must drop out of the race,

and let the runners carry the show on.”

~ plr

“We all wake up in PEACE, in no time.”

~plr

“When ONE has the power to make change?

One must remedy ones inside house first,

before any change can happen outside of it.”

~ plr

“I don’t know everything,  but I know something.”

~ plr

“Life is not difficult, people are.”

~ plr 

If I was to create a world …

it would be one of equilibrium of peace, of balance…

total knowledge of life and its existence

from creation and its beginnings ever lasting.

Towards an outcome of forever peaceful outcomes of course.

It was never about the PEARL.  It was about the FLIGHT.

Peace has a beginning, and its outcome must always be more peaceful.

Meet me there.

Only at the precipice do people move ~
removing the argument.
~ plr

“Grateful to have you by my side,
in the curvatures of life.”
~ plr

What we think of as fact,

Is only one facet of perception.

And this is the big global awakening.

We’re starting to realize (real~eyes) that,

What narratives we’ve been telling Ourselves,

is not the whole truth.

It’s only part of the truth,

Which then leads us to

A path of empathy.

For us to equal~stand and appreciate

Other peoples perspectives,

And view points.

I SEE with no filter.

And when we SEE it,

We can do something about it.

The wiser sources say,

we should just be ourselves,

Remember who we are,

And radiate the essence

Of our sol ~

In fact we are all

Frequency anchors.

“You have power

over your own mind ~

not over events.

Realize this,

and you will find strength.”

~ Marcus Aurelius

Roman Emperor 161 – 180

~ plr

Sometimes one must leave the race
and let the runners carry on the show.

I do not want to participate in chaos,
when I clearly see just how beautiful life can be
for all.

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Mass Formation

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Professor of psychology and author Mattias Desmet is the world expert on mass formation psychosis, a condition he observed during the pandemic years. He joins UnHerd’s Florence Read to unpack the links between herd mentality and totalitarianism… exploring the difficulties of open dialogue in a polarized society, the role of propaganda, and the essence of totalitarianism and technocracy. Desmet stresses the need for sincere speech as a means to connect with others and resist the tyranny of the ego, ultimately aiming to foster a more humane society.

It feels like destiny unfolding just in time ..

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“When a complex system

is far from equilibrium,

small islands of coherence

in a sea of chaos

have the capacity

to shift the entire system

to a higher order.”

– Ilya Prigogine, Nobel Laureate

“Only at the precipice do people change..

removing the argument.”

~ plr

Like the Dragonfly in its transformation
from a sea nymph into a full blown dragonfly,
our human transformations
are not about mourning what we leave behind,
rather embracing the moments,
the here and now as the future unfolds,
before our very eyes.

This just came in today! 11.10.24

Gene Key 43

Epiphany, Insight, Deafness

Survival, Service, Surrender

” … in which a transformation has taken place inside that enables you to operate more efficiently within the whole.  The final stage involves a complete transformation as your individuated awareness is surrendered and your DNA is finally allowed to function with absolutely no interference from within. What is common to each of these three stages is the transformation process itself. At each level, it occurs in sudden leaps. We tend to move through long periods in which it appears that very little about us alters, and then suddenly, every now and again, an experience or event occurs which utterly changes our lives. As the ancient texts have always attested – the only certainty … is change.”

“Peace is not complicated

and truth hides no lies.”

~ plr

Peace is not complicated

people are.

“The greatest gift one can give?
Is integrity to speak truth,
a kind heart to deliver it,
and love as the final ending.”

Who is God? 

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The math ain’t math anymore!

Unlocking the Matrix Code

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There are some ‘GEMS’ of information in here.

EXCERPT: “.. this is kind of the journey of how these wave conjugations came about. I was told that our fundamentals came from the platonic solids. I loved etymology .. always wanted to get to the root of the word .. understand what was intended … and they said that the fundamentals were the tetrahedron, the octahedron, the hexahedron, the icosahedron, and the dodecahedron. And I was like, where did these come from? They come from the idea of a straight line and a flat plane, all having regular sides, but, I was like, so where did the straight line come from? Here I am asking .. how did God come to be? you know .. cuz God is the straight line .. what do they [always] say, we want a straight line – if there is any situation that is wiggly – let’s put a ruler on it, let’s straighten this out, let’s get it all squared away – so that’s their kind of God .. I was like, let me look at this .. if God can make straight lines .. ohhhhh they invented them. So where did they invent them from?  The oldest and earliest information I could find, and this is what really got me – it took me back to those dreams I used to have. Now here’s the flower of life – the age of it is almost unknown – it’s 64 overlapping circles but there are no straight lines there. But at a time when the thought was there were straight lines or the world was ‘flat’ – guess what they did. They averaged the spaces where the circles overlap. Oh that’s an average, that’s an approximation, that’s not real. The ‘pythagorean’ coming from the cube. And I was like, well maybe, they didn’t open the flower properly?  So, what I did was .. the little ‘jiminy cricket’ that’s been leading me along the way .. it said: ‘why don’t you lay out the flower of life” …  the entire foundation of our world is flawed…”

~ Terence Howard

We are living in a world of ineffective systems,

where we are being monetized

on insufficient systems that don’t ..

not giving us the maximum efficiency

that we should be getting.”

~ Billy Carson 

Life supports us for who we are,

not for who we are not.

Make way for LIFE.

11 years ago I wrote:

Live not for any doubt.

Live the line in between the lies.”

~ plr

“We are not here to change the world.

The world is fine.

We are here to change

the human mind.”

~ plr

“When you walk in the forest

what is the difference

between the life of a tree growing freely

and your mind thinking?

Know when to shut up.”

~ plr

“We make a living by seeing clearly.

We make a life by choosing wisely.”

~ plr 2010

“To sink or swim,

is a choice we can make.

However, I see a third choice.,

and one I choose to take.

It is called riding the crest of the wave.”

I like this ride of freedom much better.

My awareness

is far beyond my moments to catch up with it.

~ plr

Never lose your humanity.”

~ plr

“I defy so much,

of what I’ve been told,

and stand up for Peace.”

~ plr

“Some people follow rules,

and others

can see the controlling aspect of them

and break away,

due to the absurdity of them.

Yes, there are disciplines placed upon,

our mind sometimes, but why?

If we are born innately,

with a consciousness that never needed rules

to operate a life in freedom to simply be,

then I ask in what manner

does your rule become necessary?

There is something far beyond our here and now,

that operates beyond anything one can ‘think’.

I feel so alone, yet not.

Thank you.

One other thing ..

There was ‘Life”

before money ever existed.

We are all in this together. Breathe Peace.

 

Mistakes are merely growth patterns

leading one towards an existing life

that knew long before we were born ..

to live in harmony.

 

Destiny? A thought form

trying to happen

or cause a new direction.

Somehow.

Life is precise.

 

The elegance of the dance in between the lines,

the riffs, the notes, yourself amongst it all ~

creating balance as best we can on this planet ~

in between the ebbs and flows.

Balance is the key.

Calm & Kindness in D minor.

 

“I think we make it up as we go along, someone else did.”

~ plr circa 1960

 

 

Tao Te Ching by Lao Tzu, verse 4: 

The Tao is an empty vessel;

it is used, but never filled,

It is like the eternal void filled,

with infinite possibilities,

it is hidden but always present.

I don’t know who gave birth to it,

it is older than God.

 

Another version:

The Tao is an empty vessel;

it is used, but never filled.

Oh, unfathomable source

of ten thousand things!

Blunt the sharpness,

Untangle the knot,

Soften the glare,

Merge with dust.

Oh, hidden deep

but ever present!

I do not know

from whence it comes.

It is the forefather

of the emperors.

 

END WAR. FULL STOP.

 

“We know who we are,
in this chord of life,
and once danced upon,
can be seen,
and witnessed by all,
yet, holds no bearing,
upon my heart,
for I travel
upon a very fine thread
that knows no other
than peace and harmony
within itself that carries life,
of endless time.”
~ plr

 

 

“A picture paints a thousand words,

and recognition sings eternity’s song.”

~ plr 2010

 

 

“I will leave nothing but truth and love in my wake.”

~ plr

 

 

When we all turned the corner into 2020,

I experienced this:

“Never lose your humanity.”

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Manufactured Enemy

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“Manufactured Enemy”

back in 2006

when all hell was breaking loose

in my own home on the Isle of Wight, England,

where I lived with my former husband,

British author David Icke.

I had nowhere to go,

no~one to talk with about it all ..

I was learning too,

a child lost in the arms of ..

“Mr Infinite Love is the Only Truth

Everything Else Is Illusion”.

For those that do not know,

this was the title to one of his books.

The back story of what really happened

is in progress as I type this

for my own healing.

There was a ‘witch-hunt’

going on behind my back

by his family and others

to remove me from David’s life,

and I did not know the depth of it all

until I got out and looked back on it. Phew!

Hypocrisy abounded.

Yeah, this is real too.

I am still recovering from body memory

and trauma from it all.

The ‘manufactured enemy’ in this poem

was just that .. I later on called it:

“The Pamela Conspiracy”.

The family conspired to make me out

to be an enemy of David,

including outside influences,

psychics and such, which sadly

David listened to those lies.

David’s daughter Kerry

after the birth of her daughter, Erin,

said she did not want me near her

saying I was going to harm her.

It was so bewildering to me?

 

There is no way

any of what I endured

made any sense?

 

And David also did not face

what he did to me,

nor did the family

know what he did,

 

Yeah.

Let’s get into truth speaking.

 

This is the other side of:

“And the Truth Shall Set You Free.”

 

 

SHOUT OUT .. remember that old man in the house, near Ipswich, England, that you took me to Mr. David Icke, my former husband and British author. You sat there and watched with dark glasses on, a baseball cap and disguised, and I was your wife. I ran out terrified and crying before it went any further. I was not going to do that! I think this was my breaking point to finally speak up for myself to say ‘no more’. I ran and ran and hid in the bushes beside a house just sobbing and terrified. I saw your car driving by looking for me. And when I finally came out to get in the car, your yelling began upon my withering soul, there was no understanding, no solace, no empathy ~ I did not have the strength back then to face you to say ‘no’. But I do now. What a journey and what a life.

 

Face me again David,

and until then,

this girls voice

will be heard

and your voice

speaking of love

is shallow.

 

To this day

anyone getting too close to me

is uncomfortable.

 

Shaking the tree.

 

The letter David wrote to his daughter Kerry during that time:

“Kerry … I appreciate you being concerned about me, but my safety is fine. Apart from the pressure of making sure everyone’s income is secured and earning money for lawyers with my talks here, I am actually having a great time and gathering fantastic information for my next book. I am very optimistic about the future, but dealing with lawyers and their crazy bills presses my buttons big time. It hurts me to see hard earned money handed over to them on such a scale and for the donations of decent people to be going the same way.

[ Yet, David paid lawyers for two and a half years to divorce Pamela, while she was recovering from brain injury! None of this ever had to happen.]

No-one is going to make any decision on distributors or printers or anything else to do with the business except me and mum and when this crisis is over it is all going in our joint names anyway, as we have discussed.

[Due to the family thing .. I suggested to David that we make ‘wills’ to put them at ease. We did. I gave everything to them, it was very clear I was not there to hurt them in any way. I left everything to David and his family]

However, I am getting really sick of being told what I should and should not do with my own wife. If my attitude to Rob [ Kerry’s husband ] or Mike [ Linda’s boyfriend ] was a fraction of what yours is to Pamela you would go apeshit, but I am supposed to take it.

You have no idea of the pressure it has put on my daily life, constantly assessing if Pamela can come with me anywhere in case I bump into you and mum. And when it does happen occasionally I really wish you could see the look on your faces. The hatred that comes across takes me aback.

How about if you said you were going to see Gaz at a gig or playing beach football and Rob had to say to you – ‘Can I come or will David and Jaymie be there?’

That’s what I hear all the time: ‘Can I come or will Linda and Kerry be there?’

I am forced to live two lives every day when I am in England, hiding Pamela away so no-one gets upset by her very presence. It is sickening and horrible to go through this two lives ritual day after day after day and the real reason behind her going back to America last year if the truth be told was to give me respite from this daily stress generated by my own family. By last summer the parnanoia had reached extraordinary proportions and I needed a break before I keeled over. You have no idea.

When you or mum have relationships I respect the people involved and treat them with respect in your presence, but there are different rules for me it seems.

The paranoia has reached insane levels now with paranoia feeding even greater paranoia. For me to be parked on the side of the road being told of some conspiracy about Pamela and domain ownership when the only reason they were in her name was because it allowed her to deal with the admin etc., instead of me – as I wanted – was just crazy.

The idea that she is somehow a danger to Erin [ Kerry’s newborn daughter ] just blows me away. Pinch yourself, David, it can’t be true. Ouch, yes it is.

You must do whatever you choose, but would you please back off because I am sick of it, sick of the comments and the constant innuendo about the ‘wrecking crew’ – the code name for Pamela.

She has had so many opportunities to wreck and has taken none of them. She has had the opportunity to exploit me financially and has twice walked away with little, even signing papers saying she is happy with that and everything was settled.

In case it has escaped everyone’s notice, it was Pamela, not me, who secured first a $10,000 gift for the legal fund, followed by a $120,000 grant to my work that will go to the business.

[ along with another $100,000, in total $230,000 to Bridge of Love Publications, David’s publishing company ].

As Pamela is not in any way connected to the business it will not benefit her, but those who she knows hate her. How many are big enough to do that? She is not perfect, but then neither is anyone else, but she is misunderstood on a monumental scale and the hurt she feels at the way you treat her and look at her only she knows, but I tell you now she has cried herself to sleep many times because of it. It’s bloody disgraceful.

Anyway, it is about time this was said.

love,

dad”

 

And this is Kerry’s response to her Dad:

“Hi, Look emails don’t really work, things get misunderstood and taken the wrong way. I don’t know if there is anyway out of this situation, but I did want want to try and find one, but I took from your email that you weren’t really that bothered to be honest, maybe I just misread it.

I don’t expect us to aggree, but as I said nearly 3 months ago now, I will not say how I feel and will butt out of your life, and I have not interfered or said anything against anyone since and nor will I.

It would be good to talk properly even if it turns out to be a waste of time, but to be honest I’m very nervous of you getting angry, I don’t deal with aggression well and tend to just fall apart, so I will ask that you don’t shout or swear at me. [ yes, David can be very aggressive ] I don’t really know what else to say, I guess I’m throwing the ball back into your court?”

 

“Sometimes the obstacles in your path

were necessary for you to overcome them.”

~ plr

 

Kindness and intelligence

prevails somewhere

without an agenda upon my body.

 

“Truth is only controversial in a world of lies.”

~ plr

 

 

I have all the facts in evidence to show what I went through in film, audio, emails, and written papers.

David put me in very dark places that I am still recovering from. It is called body memory and trauma. Hypocrisy abounds in this situation and I will call it out with unhindered heart and mind, thank you.
No harm done, just truth revealed. ~ Mr. “Infinite Love Is the Only Truth Everything Else Is Illusion.”

Who to this day still tries to defy my voice.
I WILL BE HEARD.

” Sunlight fell upon the wall;

the wall received a borrowed splendour.

Why set your heart on a piece of earth, O simple one.

Seek out the source which shines forever.”

~ Jalal al-Din Rumi

 

“Nothing can ever get in the way of the path,

when you know which one you are on.”

~ plr 2010

 

Hybrid_Reptile Interviews David Icke

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Even though David and I parted,
I am in agreement
with what he has been uncovering,
and will share because,
I think he is one of the best orators
of this information.

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