REFRESH PAGE UPON ENTERING

This Post is going to be dedicated

to the Interviews I’m doing

in Releasing something

I have been wanting to do

for a very long time.

Please continue scrolling down

to the POST below this one,

where I will be adding NEW pieces. 

If Only To Be Heard.

Hi Friends,

I’d like to give a brief synopsis of the situation.

For those that do not know,

I have been wanting to release

a very personal experience

into the public for a very long time. 

Why?

To heal my inner soul

that experienced trauma and abuse.

What should have been private

was taken public by my former husband,

British author, David Icke. 

What was once amicable,

turned a corner

that took the wind out of my sails.

Extraordinary really,

and nothing short of shocking.

Therefore,

there came a point

where I took the gloves off

and stood (symbolically)

at the front of our home

with arms open wide and said:

WELCOME!

Come on in.

The pre-meditated,

calculatingly cold and brutal attempt

to distort and destroy mine,

and my family’s name

using David’s position of power to do so

in the public arena,

sent my heart in a spin

I never knew was possible?

Sad, but true.

He tried to define me as I am not.

He missed the mark, and lost his intuition to fear and lies.

And this all happened

at the same time I was healing

from a near death experience

involving emergency brain surgery.

Yup, I was dragged through

what should have been an amicable divorce,

into two and a half years of hell.

What a waste of time and money.

I akin’d it to someone being wounded (TBI),

out of ammo (money)

on the battlefield,

but the bullets kept coming

from “Bridge of Love”,

the name of his publication company.

I was threatened.

David said:

“You don’t know how far I will go” 

Meaning defending his message no matter the cost to another.

 David delivered extremely harsh

abusive and intense belittling language,

that I am to this day,

just realizing the impact

it has had on my life.

Right now,

I am unravelling the mess,

exposing the truth, and healing.

Abuse only survives in Silence.

We have the power to end violence,

simply by shining a spotlight on it.

So I am breaking the silence

and telling everyone.

The Universe detests deception. So do I.

Truth is meaningless in the absence of understanding.

Truth does not step aside from ferreting out falsehood from reality.

Truth changes the minds of people who see it, that is how powerful it is.

Breaking Silence is of utmost importance in exposing that which wishes to be hidden.

With dauntless knowing that no matter what or who it is, take action to do the right thing.

Time to Clean House.

“It takes courage to live life.”

Cor from Latin = Heart.

Tell your story with your whole Heart.

~ plr

I mean how can David go from loving me so much,

to the EXACT extreme opposite of hating me?

What did I do?

I left him, that’s what I did.

DURING THAT TIME I WROTE THIS

A new day is coming

My house was shattered and my world fell apart

I looked around and for the life of me could not find my heart

I was told to hold on, not to worry and it would be alright

Steady on girl, you have the key to unlock the door

As I continue to pick the pieces of myself up off the floor.

And if there really is such a thing called ‘life’?

For I am balancing on the wire.

Hanging by a thread

Then the wings that have been clipped,

On many a lonesome night

Will come back and find me once again.

As a bird flies, so will I.

~ plr

“It is not what you are told, it is what you are sold.”

Caveat Emptor (Beware the buyer.)

~ plr 

“You can lead a horse to the waters of wisdom, yet,

sometimes cannot make them ‘think’ to even drink.”

~ plr 

David had an experience where it was said to him

many things would happen including,

his life story would be talked about in 100 years.

And I said, yes, and when it does,

it will include this lady’s side of the story as well.

I will not go quietly on this one.

“Truth is so powerful

that when presented in its entirety

from all sides of view

it changes the minds

of people who see it.”

~ plr 2010

“You cannot remedy a problem,

while allowing it to live.

The answer is to call it out,

in order to resolve it.

No~thing should be hidden.

~ plr

The Hidden Door Series 

Above is a Link Click It.

Episode 1

September 11, 2025

The Hidden Door Series with host,

Dorian D.Booma San

and Pamela Leigh Richards.

EPISODE 2 coming SOON!

Truth with Jane Hatch -1

Above is a Link Click It.

In this interview, March 20, 2026,

I disclose what really happened

in my life with British author David Icke.

Involving sexual exploitation.

Truth with Jane Hatch – 2 

Above is a Link Click It.

In this second interview, March 27, 2026,

I share more of the evidence

proving the witch hunt that was going on

behind my back by my own extended family

with British author David Icke.

I’d like to share more about the host Jane Celia Hatch,

her life story and what she has endured.

TBI Recovery Now

Above is a Link Click It.

TBI = traumatic brain injury.

A Radio Interview with Kim Justus,

on “Recovery Now“.

It is a gathering place for anyone

seeking relief from the challenges of life,

whether it is brain injury,

mental health, addictive disorders

or other disorders or

other matters of the brain,

we identify the problems

and seek to find potential solutions.

However, after I had a near death experience,

involving emergency brain surgery,

many things happened in my life.

One was, I was seeing the world through different lenses,

through what I called ‘new eyes’.

Yet, not only through ‘new eyes’

but something much deeper.

I was recognizing patterns

that made more sense to me

than what I was taught to believe.

Hence forth many of my writings like this:

Life is so much more than we’ve been told.

Intelligence of the greatest measure

will never be seen nor registered here.

It is in the Silence within and unseen,

that determines everything.

I’m a babe in the woods,

a thread in the yarn of it all

and learning too.

Bear with me on this amazing ride called LIFE.

End the problems. Figure that out finally.

Dear God!!!

Seek but do not seek.

I’m placing this interview here as well folks.

I was just beginning to REALLY come out,

and new to the podcasting world.

February 23, 2025

Robert, the host, was asking his audience

to direct him to others

to have on his show.

Someone suggested ‘Pamela Leigh Richards’.

Robert connected and the invitation was accepted.

Now, I thought this was FUNNY!

Robert admitted to having taken some

 ‘Rick Simpson Oil’, which is cannabis oil,

just prior to this interview.

Robert admitted it in COMMENTS.

Make of it what thy will.

Credo Mutwah ,

Reptilians,

Telepathic Dolphins,

David Icke, & 2 NDE’s

Pamela Richards 

TSP # 1818

Above is a Link Click It.

REFRESH PAGE UPON ENTERING

I gno no~thing, and that is what brings me hOMe.

The answer is … a personal journey.

Postings here are placed,

top (recent)

down (past)

Bio-Electric Field is Real

Above is a Link Click It

Eileen Day McKusick is a researcher, writer, inventor, practitioner, educator, and speaker in the fields of therapeutic sound, the human biofield and electric health. She has been studying the effects of sound on the human body and its electrical system since 1996.

Eileen is the originator of the sound therapy method Biofield Tuning, and the Founder of the Biofield Tuning Institute, which conducts peer-reviewed studies on the human biofield. She is the author of the bestselling books Tuning the Human Biofield and Electric Body, Electric Health. She is also the co-creator of Sing the Body Electric, a sonic exploration program designed to free the voice.

Human augmentation or Bust

Above is a Link Click It

POO’fessor S. Wallace & Ham Sandwiches

Above is a Link Click It

BREAKING FREE

Above is a Link Click It

A Closer Painfully Beautiful LOOK
at Sabrina Wallace

Hogwarts attorneys

Above is a Link Click It.

With Sabrina Wallace.

Now this is the best entertainment for our hearts and minds,

it is called “Make It Make SENSE!” YES!!!

THIS is what I call TRUE EDUMACATION.

AND don’t forget to download the PDF,

for further comprehension:

“Thermal Fixation of the Photorefractive Holograms Recorded in Lithium Niobate and Related Crystals.”

Movin’ ON

Above is a Link Click It.

We are so not alone, thank you.

Above is a Link Click It.

KYC Know Your Customer

Above is a Link Click It

Remote Viewing, (Farsight) Hugh Everett

Above is a Link Click It

CNEW:

Cognitive Neuroscience Electronic Warfare

is the UN NATO Game.

The military remote viewing program,

notably known as Project Stargate,

was a U.S. government initiative

that explored psychic phenomena

for intelligence purposes

from the 1970s until 1995.

Juxtaposition1

Above is a Link Click It

Why Am I attached to the Cloud!? 

Make it Make Sense!

Above is a Link Click It.

I love the way Sabrina delivers this knowledge. LOVE IT!

Folks, I have put at the bottom of this excerpt, descriptions of some of the acronyms, words and things Sabrina talks about because I LOOKED THEM UP. However, use your own google fingers to further research for yourself as far and wide as your beautiful minds desire to go, cuz there is a lot. I would say keep it on point as best you can in order to SEE the big picture. You don’t have to know everything to KNOW. Speed learning as best we can together (to gather).

THANK YOU so much Sabrina.

EXCERPT:

“ .. so here in Ahmurrrrrikahhh, our Warfare Doctrine is Network Centric .. tell me how it works .. SOSA, MOSA, OSA, CyberBioSecurity … what’s all that? Sensors ~ and what? BODIES! Human body communication, data through bodies with visible light communication. What is all that?

You know there was a guy in WWII, he was an Admiral, and he said the problem with America, you ain’t going to get a land invasion because too many of em’ got a f*^%’in ton of guns and sh&* behind the door, and we’ve been AMPING everybody up, with movies and b*^&tch’in for like four years or more now … let’s think a little military strategy here .. it’s an AMBUSH ~ they’re using weapons that you do not acknowledge, your precious heros the f*$#’in Health Ranger, your InfoWars and all their good buddies ~ they’ve got you so mentally fu%#d up ~ you don’t even know where to look ~ as far as what they are really going to use on you and how to block that.

You think you can take a magic pill, you think you can put on a magic amulet, like Russel Brand ~ you think you can wear your haptic gear ~ let me guess ~ for some of you ~ I’m going to call my ‘ham radio’ friend and we’re going to Radio Frequency jam em’~ well have fun with that ~ their NOT using RF. Might be involved with a couple of hops hither and yon ~ their weapons DON’T NEED radio frequency.

Something else you might actually wanna know? Their weapons don’t need the nano. The things I’ve been talking about for two and a half years are Alllll around ~ Section D ~ are you laughing .. how stupid they want you to be ~ you’re just sittin’ in your ‘kill box’ known as your house, waiting for them, who’s them? Who knows? It might not even be a person ~ they just enter in some sequences into their little DNA database …. they give you an IP address, ON YOUR BODY, then they go into the Department of Energy [DOE] database of pathogens for OMIX ~ they log into your body area network [BAN], that would be YOUR body ~ with intra-body communication, and they use sound and light to enter your cells.

Where’s your radio frequency, where’s your nano? ?

Would you like to now read, after two and a half years of begging you to do it ~ would you like to read Section D .. no you just keep tellin’em’ “Get yer gun!”

.. it’s called logistics .. you better be able to work with your neighbors .. or your dead! .. this JUST happened .. you are not allowed to get your little drone out and fly it around and take visual .. so what are you going to do when weather warfare comes for you?

Those are data centers that they’ve had planned for many years .. chemical spills that were planned all the way back to the fifties .. all the waterways are being moved ~ RIGHT ON TIME … so when the weather warfare comes, you mean terra forming where they need to for their datacenter.

Pentagon Directive 3000.9

So for you to sit there after all this noise … but the doctors .. you mean the people being paid off to pull the coup .. this is military, this is a warfare doctrine, it’s network centric warfare, because you have a body area network [BAN], since the 90’s by the way ..

Well then theirs nothing to be afraid of, they already surveille us everywhere ~ yeah but now they want you in their fifteen minute city ~ oh I’m not going to do that ~ [picks up microphone] TIME to evacuate, the hurricane the flood, the ice nato, the fire nato is coming ~

No we’re not going to evacuate .. oh well that’s fine ~ in Lahaina the police turned their face turned off water and walked away and left people to burn in their cars ~ in N. Carolina we still got bodies sticking up out of the mud ~

…. where’s all the money .. Ukraine and wherever the f*&ck else ~ how’s Mexico doing?They are in a civil war and cartels are doing great ~ they got their own drone gangs ~ ha! you’re going to have some trouble with that ~ because would you believe, because I couldn’t ~ that a bunch of our electronic warfare ON the Southern border, is Elbit Systems, that’s controlled out of Israhel, not here in the home world of us ~ the US …

I’m going to work on doing shorts, just to poke at those of you who’ve lost your ability to critically think, cuz you’re so stressed out [understandably so] and I really hope that those of you who are real men and real women, you NEED to hold your ground, you’re not stupid.

This is a new warfare doctrine, you need to understand how it works ~ and anybody screamin’ about this current, trendy, click on it, warfare directive from the Department of Defense, and you’re not reading “Section D” as in drones, cuz it’s not listed there under 3000.9, it just says ‘drones’, but that is the proper directive.

What are you doing? You are waiting to be culled, because you don’t understand how the body area network [BAN] physically works … “

DEFINITIONS & LINKS

SOSA: Sensor Open Systems Architecture

MOSA: Modulare Open Sytstems Approach

OSA: Open Systems Architecture

OMIX: The Open Archive for Miscellaneous Data (OMIX) database is a data repository developed and maintained by the National Genomics Data Center (NGDC). The database specializes in descriptions of biological studies, including genomic, proteomic, and metabolomic, as well as data that do not fit in the structured archives at other databases in NGDC. It can accept various types of studies described via a simple format and enables researchers to upload supplementary information and link to it from the publication.

NGDC: Next Generation Data Center: ..next-gen data centers will be software-driven and not hardware driven..

Cyberbiosecurity is an emerging field at the intersection of cybersecurity and biosecurity. It can be defined as the emerging discipline dedicated to identifying, assessing, and mitigating risks that arise where biological systems and digital technologies converge.

Pentagon Directive 3000.9

https://www.war.gov/News/Releases/Release/Article/3278076/dod-announces-update-to-dod-directive-300009-autonomy-in-weapon-systems/

Cognitive Warfare

https://www.nato.int/content/dam/nato/webready/documents/sto/chief-scientist-report-cognitive-warfare.pdf

Drone Spectrum Operations

Drone Spectrum Operations and Cognitive Electronic Warfare

Merging Mind & Machine

https://www.jpost.com/defense-and-tech/article-888043

Elbit Systems is a leading global defense technology company.

https://www.elbitsystems.com/

Thank You T.I. Community 

Above is a Link Click It.

Oh this is good.

For those that do not know

T.I. stands for Targeted Individual.

YOUR Nervous System

Above is a Link Click It.

What is love? Phi Ratio.

Above is a Link Click It.

There are places I’ve never been,

ports I’ve never entered,

scenes I’ve never seen,

things you have experienced,

yet “I”, have not,

on this journey called ‘LIFE’.

image: During recovery

from a traumatic brain injury

January 23, 2010.

If you reach for the stars

you might land on the roof,

if you reach for the roof,

you might never get off the ground.

 

AWARENESS.

 

“I can’t be in everyones mind at the same time.

With all due respect, I have to stay in mine.”

 

“I’m just a particle with a heartbeat.”

 

Life was very different then.

I was seeing nature and life

from a very different perspective

and it was beautiful.

The birds, the breeze, the air,

the song life sings was all around

and I loved its sounds speaking to me

in their language,

It was amazingly ~ interesting.

 

 

A TALLER Perspective

Above is a Link Click It.

 

 

7:56 minutes of …The Flow

Above is a Link Click It.

 

 

 

The difference between here and tomorrow is …

Meet me in the middle of forever.

 

 

 

37:03 minutes of … Another Time

Above is a Link Click It.

 

 

 

YOUR BODY! 

Above is a Link Click It.

They are accessing under your skin.

YOU are a bio~electrical~magnetic~water~body~vessel vehicle.

InJOY your life on your terms, not theirs. 

Get acquainted with YOURSELF. 

 

Ayla Nereo

Great Scene from the “Queens Gambit”

REFRESH PAGE UPON ENTERING

I SEE YOU

Above is a Link Click It.

The truth is hidden in plain sight.

Mark Attwood “LIVE” in Edinburgh, Scotland.

Look ~ peace everywhere either happens now,

or what good is living for?

What is the purpose of our lives?

It is absurd what is going on.

Precision Medicine Weaponry

Above is a Link Click It.

Leaders in this world who speak to life and all in it,

must be clear about their personal life too.

If one cannot speak what they feel,

whether to a family member, or any other,

in peace to be heard,

then what good is life worth living for?

Disengage.

Releasing

Above is a Link Click It.

All healing in the world exists,

and here we are in 2026.

Get real.

Full on truth,

full on peace,

without warring.

It is that easy.

No~thing has to suffer in order to live.

When I am gone I wish to leave,

with only peace and love in my wake.

It truly is a personal journey.

THE SONG OF THE SPHERES

There comes a point
where from whence we came,
to where we go who knows?

May it always be peaceful
for all of creations.

We appear, we disappear
in this holographic field of existence,
so it seems?
Even beyond measure.

Immaculate conception has long been possible.

Today in 2026?

Well, ‘time’ is part of the illusion
and I will never be captive
to its deceits when I know,
PEACE lives forever within me.

Even through all my sufferings, pains,
grieving, and sorrows.

There was something,
all along that kept me alive
to recognize something
far greater than “I”.

I ask to somewhere in the fields of life?

Why does anyone or anything
have to go through suffering
only to go back to a ‘source’
that was supposed to be loving
and birthed all of us, humanity,
from the beginning?

It is a learning journey
and I ponder upon that, yet not,
unafraid of the unknown,
because my heart knows
something beyond the language of man
to discern differently.

End war and allow life to FEEL
and KNOW what PEACE truly is by LIVING IT.

Forever ~
may it be so, may it be so, may it be so.

REFRESH PAGE UPON ENTERING

I wrote this during some tumultuous times,
from my own recovery and do hope it helps anyone viewing
some rest and comfort on your very personal journeys.

It was a sensing knowing.

After a traumatic brain injury.

I was writing all the time,

things that were coming into my mind,

because I was SEEING differently,

therefore, I wrote differently,

this is how poets come about.

“Where we’re going requires no degree,

no PhD, no letters after your name.

Actually one can’t enter this place with thought.

You cannot fly with excess baggage.”

~ plr 2010

If a loving God created life?

Then why live in such suffering and war,

before you die,

only to go back to Source?

None of this makes sense.

Apparently God created the world in six days

and rested on the 7th.

I’m done.

“Love me like you love your god.”

~ plr 2010

Beneath Quiet Skies

Above is a Link Click It.

After I had a NDE (near death experience), January of 2010, causing me to be flown by helicopter North to hospital for emergency brain surgery, I woke up SEEING with new eyes, as I called it. And wrote this:

“We are just thought forms happening.”

image: plr in Egypt 2007 December cold, the Red Sea, swimming with wild dolphins ~ naked, wild and free in peace. Ahimsa. It was my personal moment in time for once alone, to do no harm.

Mei-Lan More Calm

Above is a Link Click It.

REFRESH PAGE UPON ENTERING

If we were all made in the image of a loving Creator God?

Then there would be in a loving world:

1. No war
2. Kindness abounds
3. No suffering.
4. Joy upon every awakening and sleeping moment.
5. Nature would be thriving in such a beautiful environment
6. All life would be harmonious in this existence.
7. AND no questions are needed because we would be LIVING THE ANSWER.

“I never want what I say today to be an issue tomorrow.”

~ plr

“What is on the other side of LIFE?”

~ plr

“Truth is not frightening if one is courageous enough to face it.”

~ plr 2010

“If I AM limitless

then meet me in the middle of forever

with no boundaries of your thinking.”

~ plr 

No Fear in YOUR BIOFIELD

Above is a Link Click It.

The DANCE of LIFE

Above is a Link Click It.

TIME OUT OF TIME

Above is a Link Click It.

And THEN, who will hear? 

Above is a Link Click It.

And THEN, it goes on ~ 

Above is a Link Click It.

Stop BE~LIVING the lies.

Stop seeking outside,

and go inside.

Unequivocally ~ no doubt.

YOU are God and Goddess.

You do not fight for Peace

You BE the Peace.

On and on and on it goes when will it end?

Only YOU humanity, and “I” will know.

“Stop giving it to me in riddle,

give it to me straight forward,

Dear God!”

Then I ask the vastness of life,

why and who am I talking to,

who has never brought Peace to this planet,

nor ended all suffering?

The answer came clearly,

like a reverberating song singing.

WE are the Gods and Goddess’

of life on Earth.

There is no savior but ourselves.

Become AWARE

of the AW that you ARE

Your biology

and

anatomy.

Basically, your SELF

inside and out.

It is not about,

some religious figure outside of ourselves.

It is …

WE ARE NOT ALONE, ever.

This is why we love the dance of the sparrow,

the song of the songbirds,

the leaves that fall in winter,

the water that is free to flow wherever,

and the wind that dances within ..

We have enormous power.

We are the ONES

assisting life coherently.

We are the human family.

A Moment In Time

Above is a Link Click It.

Oh the journey. Peace reigns supreme. I was learning too. Some teachers did not help, they actually hurt.

They did not see the bigger picture beyond their fears.

If you have people on the front lines calling for FREEDOM FOR ALL, when something is happening behind the scenes unresolved?

I WILL and did call out the Generals and ask “what’s going on here?”

Sadly in my case, they wanted rid of me.

Why?

However, I AM now unafraid to SPEAK OUT and I mean speak out with no holds barred.

In Calm ~ Truth be told.

It was 2007 I left my home for rest and recovery from an abusive environment. I landed in Egypt.

One day at this beautiful eco-village,
a diving and dolphin mecca,
where I felt very protected,
a man walked up to me almost face to face saying
*whatever it was*

My response was immediate from within, and said:

“It is not ‘I’ that must clothe my body, but YOU that must clean your mind.”

And walked away.

Life.

Wow.

DO NOT TOUCH ME.

REFRESH PAGE UPON ENTERING

“We are like fish in an Ocean of Energy

awaiting capture by an unseen net,

yet know how to fly.”

NeuroSecurity

Above is a Link Click It.

Nano Sensors 2020

Above is a Link Click It.

Post NeuroSecurity 2

Above is a Link Click It.

We Got Fooled! 

Above is a Link Click It.

Believe it or not, this entire video was AI-generated.

Triage for Energy Warfare

Above is a Link Click It.

EXCERPT:

” .. and they’ve been continuing to fall ~ that is a lack of education ~ instead of doing the conferences with conspiracy bros ~ anybody could have picked up the books ~ we need everybody to KNOW ~ THAT’S your peripheral nervous system, good to go ~ they did not  ~ because this system is built off of human bio-signal acquisition… this is healthcare and warfare ~ if you don’t understand it and continue to do what you are doing, you won’t have a healer among you that can help you ~ you’ll be stuck on those wearables and worse ~ biology didn’t change, they took it away from people .. but everybody else claims you gotta have a religion ~ THIS is just the nervous system, it is how your ‘fitbit’ works … what’s the big deal? BINGO….

[ Fitbit is a line of wireless-enabled wearable technology, physical fitness monitors and activity trackers such as smartwatches, pedometers and monitors for heart rate, quality of sleep, and stairs climbed as well as related software.]

“Why isn’t anybody allowed to talk about how you mine crypto with your heartbeat? Welcome back to your peripheral nervous system … I have a basic question, it’s really easy, ready:

” How do you think people would feel if they knew that they were tethered to the internet itself by their own NERVES, and that the government has ZERO intention of giving them back their privacy UNDER THEIR SKIN?

“PROBABLY be pretty pissed …

“EVERY HUMAN should have always been told about their own nervous system.

“NO HUMAN deserves this level of human to human betrayal ~ your bank account is not worth my health.

” Love them through their own fear …

” Let’s disrupt shall we … ”

[ RT GTG – Roger That Good To Go ]

MAC ID’s 45:48 minutes of …

Above is a Link Click It.

HERE is the PDF Download it! 

“I AM not nor ever was the FEAR you had of me.”

~ plr

May life always be truthful in every area.

This sounds true.

“Noli sinere te opprimi ab imporbis”

“Do not allow yourself to be oppressed by the wicked.”

Was there ‘life’ before everything we were taught to believe?

In my view? The answer is YES.

KNOW YOUR POWER.

The Dance of Life

Above is a Link Click It.

You are beautiful beyond measure.

Never let another determine who YOU ARE.

YOU ARE A magnificent loving being
with a heart full of light.

YOUR PURPOSE is here to Illuminate
your BRILLIANCE.

And YOU are not alone in doing so.
So bright.

If Peace is not in my external awareness,

then what am I doing here?

When all I know unafraid …

is Peace within.

Some say: ‘You Can’t Handle the Truth’!

Yes we CAN handle the truth,
for truth is not afraid of itself,
so why should WE be?

There sits something ~
in our very own mirrors
reflecting not a defensive move,
but an awareness that says:

I am not you,
as ONE settles into
the PEACE within ONEself,
hopefully, eventually,
without a question to be answered.

For it will not play the game,
of tit for tat.

When we all let go,
and rest in that gentle place,
where no questions are asked,
nor needed because,
We now KNOW we are the answer.

Seek but do not seek,
sayeth in right timing ~
if only to be heard.

We ARE the AnsWEr
Yes, WE-r.

“we live
we love
we laugh
we fall down
we get up
we grow
we didn’t know
we learned
to let go.“

~ plr 2010

An old story speaks about a similar problem.

The Monk on Water.

A devoted meditator,
after years concentrating
on a particular mantra,
had attained enough insight,
to begin teaching.

The student’s humility was far from perfect,
but the teachers at the monastery were not worried.

A few years of successful teaching
left the meditator with no thoughts
about learning from anyone ~

Yet, upon hearing about a famous hermit living nearby,
the opportunity was too exciting to be passed up.

The hermit lived alone on an island
at the middle of a lake,
so the meditator hired a man
with a boat to row across to the island.

The meditator was very respectful of the old hermit.
As they shared some tea made with herbs.

The meditator asked him about his spiritual practice?

The old man said he had no spiritual practice,
except for a mantra which he repeated all the time to himself.

The meditator was pleased.
The hermit was using the same mantra he used himself,
but when the hermit spoke the mantra aloud,
the meditator was horrified!

“What’s wrong?” asked the hermit.

“I don’t know what to say.
I’m afraid you’ve wasted your whole life!
You are pronouncing the mantra incorrectly!”

“Oh, Dear! That is terrible.
How should I say it?”

The meditator gave the correct pronunciation,
and the old hermit was very grateful,
asking to be left alone
so he could get started right away.

On the way back across the lake the meditator,
now confirmed as an accomplished teacher,
was pondering the sad fate of the hermit.

It’s so fortunate that I came along.
At least he will have a little time
to practice correctly before he dies.

Just then, the meditator noticed,
that the boatman was looking quite shocked?

And turned to see the hermit standing respectfully
on the water next to the boat.

“Excuse me, please.
I hate to bother you,
but I’ve forgotten
the correct pronunciation again.
Would you please repeat it for me?”

“You obviously don’t need it,” stammered the meditator;
but the old man persisted in his polite request
until the meditator relented and told him again
the way he thought the mantra should be pronounced.

The old hermit was saying the mantra very carefully,
slowly, over and over as he walked,
across the surface of the water
back to the island.

Another Insightful Parable w/Two Monks

There comes a point where the problems of the mind must be released,
in order to carry on in Peace after a good deed.

Two monks were making a pilgrimage
to venerate the relics of a great Saint.

During the course of their journey,
they came to a river where
they saw an elderly woman
trying to cross it.

She was afraid of the current.

So asked the brothers,
if they might carry her across the river?

The younger of the brothers
was offended at the very idea,
due to their teachings,
and turned away with an attitude of disgust.

The older brother didn’t hesitate,
and quickly picked the woman up on his shoulders,
carried her across the river,
and set her down on the other side.

She thanked him and went on her way,
and the brothers waded back through the waters.

The monks resumed their walk,
the older one in perfect equanimity
and enjoying the beautiful countryside,
while the younger one
grew more and more brooding and distracted,
so much so that he could keep his silence no longer
and suddenly burst out!

“Brother, we are taught
to avoid contact with women,
and there you were,
not just touching a woman,
but carrying her on your shoulders!”

The older monk looked at the younger
with a loving smile and said:

“Brother, I set her down on the other side of the river;
I am no longer carrying her, are you?”

Whether this person,
is the originator of the quote, does not matter.
Just focus on the point being made.

“There are two ways to be fooled.
One is to believe what isn’t true;
the other is to refuse to believe
what is true.”
~ Soren Kierkegaard

Cerebral Sabrina

Above is a Link Click It.

I love this musical arrangement in the link above called:

“Cerebral Sabrina”. What a wonderful way to LEARN!

For those curious for more to know …

Here is LINK to a PDF.

Sabrina is an extremely intelligent (IQ 200+/polymath/proficient in a few languages) 44-year old
descendant of the Rothschild & Rockefeller bloodlines, permanently disabled, mother of 2
teenage daughters (aged 18 & 19). She was given an Interdimensional Beacon System,
Medium Access Control (MAC) ID in 1979, & she was a Defense Intelligence Agency (DIA) asset
as a child ….

Human Vortices & Land Healing

Above is a Link Click It.

It’s just a JOB ~ NO

Above is a Link Click It.

Hearts Fire Up … thank you Sabrina.

Excerpt:

” … those of you in College, this is why I tried to build a bridge with your parents. Because WE ALL need each other. They want to weaponize you, so they can get rid of anybody who stands in the way of their life extension technology ~ and the error I think that you are making in your youth is that you think you know it all ~ you’re young ~ these people have been running this system since I was born in 1979, they have far more networks than you’ll ever have access to …they don’t want people to get biological and take back their anatomy and prepare for electronic warfare… you don’t need me, you need you … ”

Original Deva Premal and Miten 

Traumatic Brain In~Jury

Above is a Link Click It.

An interview with a dear brother, friend, John Byler,
on ‘Recovery Now’ with Kim Justus.

REFRESH PAGE UPON ENTERING

A Life Lived to Inspire

Above is a Link Click It.

Something Happened So beautiful. 

Above is a Link Click It.

“Peace is Easy and Truth is not Dangerous.”

~ plr 2010

“In order for CALM to BE,

the STORMS must be cleared.”

~ plr

Directions for Debunking

Above is a Link Click It.

I love to be going in the wrong direction.

W.H.Y.? 

Above is a Link Click It.

A Dedication to ..

I lost a dear friend who taught me much.

The beauty of life in my view

is being able to float through language,

to be able to listen within on a very deep level

that transcends pretty much everything

one has ever ben taught to believe.

REFRESH PAGE UPON ENTERING

“One of the greatest contributions I have given to Life,
Is making up my mind.”
~ plr

2026. THE YEAR OF THE ‘FIRE HORSE’

This is my horse that I don’t ride,
well bareback sometimes flying,
for we like to stride side by side.

I was listening to something this morning
and paraphrasing adding thoughts ~
this is the year of the “Fire Horse”
which apparently is all about courage,
radical change, unbridaled energy,
revolution, resolution, personal freedom,
self expression, not easily tamed,
likes to roam freely
pursuing passions without restraint,
spontaneous, impulsive, unpredictable,
free spirited, being your own spiritual leader,
no more gurus, no more waiting
for someone to save you,
you have become your own sovereign leader
of your own consciousness,
get real about your dreams,
be kind, compassionate, respectful,
while standing your ground,
time to make sense of the non-sense.

The last Fire Horse year was 1966.
My birthday this year, January 3, 2026
I turned 66.
It has been 60 years since the last Fire Horse Year.
I was Born in 1960.
Just sayin’.

Hold on for the ride my friends,
it is all we can do,
to make it a better world,
just don’t give up.

The Resonant Sound of Coherent LIFE.

“Only through the unconventional wisdom of harmonic science

might society find its way back to coherence.”

~ Richard Merrick

WHAT’S IN THE SNOW?

Above is a Link Click It.

Biofield Spectrum Analysis

Above is a Link Click It.

Firewall Chat 1

Above is a Link Click It.

Psinergy/Sabrina Wallace with potent questions about the big ol’

H.O.W.? Does it work.

Excerpt:

“.. Why do we have more problems with Alzheimer’s in people that are under 25 years old? And then there’s the problem with everybody talking to their new AI companion and losing ‘brain chemistry’, ‘neuronal density’, ‘neural network synaptic connectivity’ .. WOW, so what did we really get…”

Unless we know the H.O.W.,

asking questions about the unknown is futile

and runs everyone into rabbit holes

of the never ending questions

because the RIGHT QUESTIONS

are not being asked.

Hence, here we are.

KNOW THYSELF.

no no no, I want answers,

Then we can have intelligent conversations

with REAL SOLUTIONS on the table.

Your Central Nervous System

Above is a Link Click It.

If you really want to know?

REFRESH PAGE UPON ENTERING

Going Further IN

Above is a Link Click It.

Jan 23, 2026

Truman interviews Juxtaposition and Urban (Josh)

La Vérité en Questions : Juxtaposition1 :

Les 2 Matrices du Mensonge

TOPIC: The Two Matrix’, Dual Matrix

Human Energy Harvesting

Above is a Link Click It.

Jan 21, 2026

Matrix of Mendacity

Above is a Link Click It.

Jan 31, 2026

The above ‘Matrix of Mendacity’ discusses: “A metaverse is a virtual world in which users interact while represented by avatars, typically in a 3D display, with the experience focused on social and economic connection.

Overview of the Simulation Hypothesis:

The simulation hypothesis posits that what we experience as reality is actually a simulated environment created by an advanced civilization. This idea has gained traction in philosophical and scientific discussions, particularly since philosopher Nick Bostrom published his influential paper in 2003 titled “Are You Living in a Computer Simulation?” In this paper, Bostrom argues that at least one of the following propositions must be true … “

6G, Willfull Ignorance

Above is a Link Click It.

May 22, 2024

Juxtaposition and Sabrina Wallace

We’re going to talk about two ideas ~ anthropology, which is the human husbandry of Swiss bank authority and we’re going to discuss Precision Medicine, also known as the MBAN, Medical Body Area Network, by those in the know … So, what is a node? Well, in the common vinacular alot of people talk about the Bitcoin and the blockchain, but .. what they may not comprehend is that in order to participate in your crypto-mining with your own energy, for example the ‘Impersona’ app that allows you to mine the crypto from your own heartbeat or bio-rhythms .. you HAVE TO BE connected to the CLOUD by your own skin and bone …

“This is about your bio electricity and nothing could be more personal in having to do with soul sovereignty and body autonomy, than your own red blood cells. Joy in the face of adversity is an act of rebellion ~ Don’t forget to laugh even as you are learning these things, and THEN have faith in yourself to compose a mitigation scheme that facilitates your situational awareness, and do so in confidence.”

~ Sabrina Wallace

Liar Liar Pants on Fire! 

Above is a Link Click It.

Jan 28, 2026

Juxtaposition with Josh,

alongside commentaries

with Michael, Jennifer, & others.

“.. there’s a whole lotta lying going on,

there’s a whole lotta cheating going on in our Matrix of Mendacity,

let’s see where do we go next?…”

Once you SEE it you cannot unSEE it,

and will view life through very different lenses,

rightfully so.

Good.

Psinergy Signs of the Times 2026

Above is a Link Click It.

NOW THIS is true Edumacation!

KNOW your Biology

KNOW your Anatomy

Know what they left out from teaching you from Birth.

What She Said > Excerpt: “Going into …Princeton listening in on their webinars .. March 2023 I said, without the Biofield they are stalling you .. the entire time .. because if you don’t understand the biological telemetry, the logins, the aim and fire ~ YOU CANNOT FIND MITIGATION OR SOLUTION BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT DEALING WITH THE PRIMARY VECTOR OF CENTRAL NERVOUS SYSTEM, COGNITIVE WARFARE APPROACH!”

Your ElectroMagnetic Body Part

Above is a Link Click It.

September 6, 2022

This presentation is for folks who do not understand how their body has already been made commercially available to the cloud since 2005. IEEE is the International standards for Electronics and Electrical Engineering. You will find your body on the web and commercially accessible via the same wireless working groups for all wireless devices. How did it happen? How can you gain access to the biosensors that are magnetically routing the data instead of your lunch in your red blood cells?

(folks, this one is for you and while it is not my ‘a’ game, I give myself a ‘b’, and if you want me to include anything please let me know. I am currently working on signs for the literal math from ‘a’ to ‘b’ so people can understand energy harvesting.)

KNOW THYSELF!

Above is a Link Click It.

A Scientific Paper

“The Voluntary control of Piloerection”

“Certainly that heart is steel-framed which,

in spite of one’s chanting

the holy name of the Lord with concentration,

does not change when ecstasy takes place,

tears fill the eyes and the hairs stand on end.”

Bhãgavata Purãna, 2.3.24, 800-1000AD

(Bhaktivedanta VedaBase, 2018).

The Vintage Vault

Above is a Link Click It.

This is a wonderful place that ‘houses’

Sabrina Wallace’s earlier days

of presenting vital information for all of us,

at least for those that want to know.

NEW Psinergy Site 1

NEW Psinergy Site 2

https://psinergy-shop.fourthwall.com/

https://odysee.com/@BiofieldPracticeDojo:2

FREE biofield practices & explanations.

https://odysee.com/@Psinergy_vault:8

FREE archive of coffees & thinkin’ & other videos.

https://rumble.com/user/Psinergy

FREE archive of “lives” and “educational” videos that do NOT get deleted.

Mei-Lan

The True Peace

The first peace, which is the most important,
is that which comes within the souls of people
when they realize their relationship,
their oneness with the universe and all its powers,
and when they realize that at the center of the universe
dwells Wakan-Taka (the Great Spirit),
and that this center is really everywhere,
it is within each of us.
This is the real peace,
and the others are but reflections of this.

The second peace
is that which is made between two individuals,
and the third is that which is made between two nations.

But above all you should understand
that there can never be peace between nations
until there is known that true peace, which,
as I have often said, is within the souls of men.

Black Elk, Oglala Sioux and Spiritual Leader (1863 – 1950)

Medical Body Area Precision

Above is a Link Click It.

1.25.2026

Professor Engelstein & Sabrina Wallace discuss:

The M-WBAN goes with CRISPR Therapeutics DNA editing and Brain-to-Computer Interface. aka: Molecular Communication Engineering Frankenstein Zombie Process.

• REAL ID is Techno Enslavement of people treated as cattle & dairy cows.
• Human Biofield is known as our Aura, Telsa Free Energy EEG hacking of Humans via Molecular Communication.
• Cognitive Threat Warfare is 7G SMART DUST MESH of invisible weaponry.
• Synthetic Biomedicine aka: Synthetic Telepathy or Agenda 2030 Human Husbandry, C-40 Cognitive Cities, FEMA detention & TRUMP Freedom.
• EH-WBAN Human Energy Harvesting, IEEE 802.11
• REAL ID is our MAC (Media Access Control) DNA farm tag.

Mobile Health Human Augmentation

Above is a Link Click It.

1.25.2026

Professor Engelstein & Sabrina Wallace discuss:

Point of Care which has made Healthcare worked into remote “Keyboard Commando NATO Soldiers”.

Telemetry Software is based upon DNA REAL ID Molecular Communication & Engineering weaponry. CRISPR Therapeutics is Gene Edited DNA Zombies.

• Humans are now tethered to the cloud the same way as dairy cows are.
• Ubiquitous Computing is Techno Enslavement & remote Zombie Energy Harvesting.
• United Nations Agenda 2030 is the end of humanity.
• Photonics (Light Energy)
• Ultrasonics (Sound Energy)
• EMF (Magnetic Resonance)
• REAL ID is our DNA, Black Box Level 3 NATO Human Tracker Code

7G Mesh Terra Swarm Waves of Light/Sound/EMF

Above is a Link Click It.

1.28.2026

You come to our channel if you want to get the facts.

Magnetic Resonance & the Sun are weaponized,

as are Ranches, Farms & Food.

This channel is the Antidote of Poppycock Poison. With Juxtaposition and Sabrina Wallace.

• Human Augmentation via REAL ID, CRISPR DNA gene editing, Terahertz band, molecular engineering, neuromodulation & REAL ID MAC addresses.
• TOKENIZED Hyperledger Hunger Game detention society.
• CRISPR Therapeutics, Jennifer Doudna, Chancellor of Biomedicine
• Dust Networks, Joy Weiss, Kristofer Pister, DARPA, RAND Corporation
• Hayward CA Coast Aluminum, Dynavax Technologies & American Poly-Foam
• Cory Hall at 2626 Hearst Avenue UC Berkeley (aka: Terra Swarm Building)
• MIMS & MIMOS, MOSA & SOSA, mesogens, SMART DUST, nanobot sensors.
• United Nations Agenda 2030 directive, commands & ultimatums REAL ID

REFRESH PAGE UPON ENTERING

If you do anything?

Watch the posts below, and then some.

It is a collaboration with Juxtaposition

and Sabrina Wallace with the Psinergy Channel.

It is a multi-Part Series.

Be sure to checkout the REFERENCED LINKS

posted under each video after viewing.

Biodigital Convergence Building Block Terms

Above is a link Click It.

7.5.2024

A Series with Juxtaposition and Sabrina Wallace.

Excerpt:

“I guess what I’m trying to tell you is, that’s cognitive electric warfare smart city .. District 12, where I’m coming to you ‘live’ .. since there is no Alta, California. The Spanish and the Mexicans and the Swiss eradicated the native people, the Miwoks .. we eliminated them, then we hired George Lucas of ‘Star Wars’ to rename the Miwoks – to Ewoks! Even built a lake on his land trust property “Skywalker Ranch”, it’s called ‘Ewok Lake’. There’s no such thing as an Ewok.. why would you do that .. eradicate the Miwoks, then eradicate their name but down the hill is Miwok Park with a teepee tent, they actually have a Miwok Park in the city of Novato [California] which is close to Luke Skywalker Ranch, but on the ranch, which is Hollywood cult, there are no Miwoks, there are Ewoks! It is made up .. so I think that is one of the glossary of terms .. they’ve militarized this language, they have militarized ‘words’, you know ‘freedom fighter’, ‘domestic terrorist’ .. those words apply to the same person .. am I a freedom fighter or am I a domestic terrorist if I don’t believe in the coV*& hoax, if I don’t believe that there’s a vaccine for something that never existed in the first place? I believe in radiation poison, I believe in electronic warfare, invisible weapons, quiet weapons, I believe in optogenetics, photonics, that those are in fact .. military weapons, I believe in that…”

” .. but your comment about how they weaponized the ‘words’ .. it used to be called “Havana Syndrome” ~ two years in a row our ODNI Director and Congress has said ‘no’ it doesn’t exist .. and they also said no other countries are using ‘IT, but we don’t know what ‘IT’ is .. and most recently .. folks you gotta laugh, sometimes you just have to laugh, but they’ve changed the name now, and they only handle military people, so woe unto you if you get hit by something by somebody else because they are never going to admit it, they also don’t admit it to their own staff in the following way .. the new name, if you are targeted by electronic warfare .. bio-surveillance with the CDC’s electronic integrated disease surveillance system .. but the new term for ‘cognitive electronic warfare assault’ is ‘Anonymous Health Incident’ .. so you are targeted with your own red blood cells ~ it’s anonymous AND its a health incident? [laughter]”

SabrinaWallace & Juxtaposition

11.4.2024

Above is a link Click It.

“Biodigital Convergence” – a dynamic through which greed, the desire for control, and psychopathy come together in a harmonious fashion by imposing (forcefully if necessary) artificial, synthetic non-living digital technologies onto natural, organic living systems of life for purposes of creating hybrid entities that are imprinted with an imperative to eliminate or subjugate all non-hybrid entities.

Techno Enslavement

Real ID

1.18.2026

Above is a link Click It.

Excerpt:

“Wireless Body Sensor Networks (WBAN) are a special case of wireless sensor networks (WSN), developed to operate at the human body scale. Thus, energy efficiency is one of the major aspects that must be taken into consideration before designing any WBAN solution, because the change of batteries could be very difficult, especially when sensors are implanted inside the human body. For this reason, several research projects have been carried out on the adoption of energy harvesting schemes, that aim to collect energy from several sources surrounding the human body (sun, body warmth, movements, heartbeat, RF radiation …) and transform it into an electrical energy to power the nodes of a WBAN. Nevertheless, this harvested energy must also be better exploited, given the temporal variation nature of these alternative sources. The purpose of this paper is to present a general overview of energy harvesting schemes, as well as methods in literature focusing on optimizing the exploitation of the harvested energy in a WBAN, through Mac, routing or physical layer protocols .. ”

Wheeled Out As a Trojan Horse

1.18.2026

Above is a link Click It.

Let’s Play A Fun Game of:

“Stump Professor Engelstein”

1.16.2026

Above is a link Click It.

Excerpt: [BRILLIANT]

“.. they have a military acronym for mass psychogenic illness, it’s called: M.P.I., it also goes by mass psychoss, it also goes by mass sociogenic illnesses, it goes by psychogenic disorder, epidemic hysteria, mass hysteria .. it’s a situation where people behave a certain way, or they’re in fear of a virus or a dread pandemic, when there’s absolutely no physical evidence of such a thing, that there’s no dead people in the park ~when the media tells you that our hospitals are overflowing, but then you visit the hospital and see that the parking lot is empty and that all the floors of the hospital are closed except the ground floor, and you gotta wear a ritual obedience face diaper to gain access to the lobby, and then they won’t let you pass the lobby unless you personally are an immediate family member of someone who would be on the first floor .. and that basically is a door nail at the hospital because everybody is staying home and sheltered in place ~ that is an obedience ritual.

Signs and symbols rule our world .. pacification control utilizes mass psychosis because it’s inexpensive .. it’s not required to have physical weapons system ~ if everyone volunteers for cancer .. if everybody goes with the six feet of social distancing, if everybody would just shelter in place at home ~ because I suggested through your television set .. because I told you there were 33 new covid cases today, Masonic number 33 cases today ~ that you would believe me. In other words, if I lie to you and you believe the lie, I’M in control of your brain, I control your behavior through mind control ~THAT’S MASS PSYCHOSIS if I do it in a big way, and Covid proved that a majority of society are mentally ill … they are mentally ill …  television and social media which rinse and repeats .. television is a mass psychosis delivery platform … ”

Techno Enslavement:

Fog of War  historical events

1.18.2026

Above is a link Click It.

Juxta & Sabrina Wallace discuss

Media Hoaxes & Human Activity Recognition Radar

Courageous Curiosity

1.21.2026

Above is a link Click It.

A beautifully inspiring and informative interview

with Christopher Gardner & Sabrina Wallace.