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I Love Lightning The First Take

Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on September 03, 2012

The secret of Aikido is to harmonize ourselves with the movement of the universe
and bring ourselves into accord with the universe itself.
He who has gained the secret of Aikido has the universe in himself
and can say, ‘I am the universe.’

The quality or condition of being sincere;
genuineness, honesty, and freedom from duplicity.
No waxing nor waning here, I am complete.
What happens is LIFE begins to pour out as our reflecting reality playing on the ground.
And there is much more to equalstand about that!
This is just a snippet of pammys brain reflecting. *can’t stop laughing!*

“Sincerity spontaneously happens like a river flowing and does not require modesty to do so.”
pamela leigh richards

“The merit of originality is not novelty; it is sincerity.”
~ Thomas Carlyle

Rose and Water.
“A thousand pages could be written and never touch the beauty.”

The word Sincere in its etymology so far as I know from Latin:
Sine = ‘without’
Cera = ‘wax’
Simply put as best I can decribe it ~
“If you hear my words and see my actions,
they will not be a pot full of wax covering any cracks.
It will be a peace of pottery with nothing to hide having no leaks.”

“As waters of wisdom are shown to us we can be led to see,
only by deciding are we led to drink.”

“Don’t teach me. Inspire me.”

“I believe heros are the Waters that nourish, the Winds singing by, the Trees that shade, the Birds that remind us we can fly, the Breathing Nature of ALL Life, and the ever changing Hearts and Minds. One at a time … may Peace BE.”

“Better angles (angels) of Light.
We are creating new realities and never worry about leaving the past behind,
if it does not fit through the windows of thine eyes.
Simply with love, wish it adieu with kind goodbyes.”

All Photos: Source unknown with all due respect unless otherwise noted.
All Quotes: copyright pamela leigh richards unless otherwise noted.
Top images left and right of video: copyright pamela leigh richards

“Sending much love, especially to my daughter in Alexandria B.
And we happen to have been born on a Creative Three in One January.
Three plus one equals Four. 3+1 = 4 The song of the spheres.
This is one mom who will do all she can, to de-scribe reality.
The line in the sand has been drawn and the only thing I will pass down
Through the connection of DNA so they say, is Peace.”

“Life is a personal journey. Don’t ever be afraid to live it.”
“Love has no separation.”

It is not about size.
It is about intention of Heart and Mind I do believe so far.
And we are so not alone in the seen and unseen.
Never compare, for what works for one might not work for another.
Again, it is a personal journey for us all.
As you think, so does someone/something else.
Have Sympathetic resonance.

“It’s never too late to be heard.”

“I lived, I loved, I cried, I never knew, I fell, I laughed, I got up, I grew.”

“I will live my life through my eyes and you will know me through them.
I am a child of the god particle, an inheritor of an aspect of the mind that created all worlds.”
“Grown ups never grow old, only thoughts do.”

“Some things cannot be taught.
There seems to be a magical truth that is only met,
upon the meeting of mind and Heart without thought.”

“I will call a leaf a leaf, a tree a tree, and any other as I SEA them, as they SEA me.
The true nature of one cannot hide from them’selves’ once revealed.
Wear your nature gracefully upon your ever growing sleeve.”

“In order for something to survive it needs your attention.”
Can anyone see the balls of light passing through this footage?
I find it extraordinary.
“Love does not need to touch …
for it is an energy of such high vibration beyond time and form.
It is within you without even knowing.”

The Key of Life. The Breath of Reality. Get it?
“Some bubbles you have to pop and some you blow into existence.”

All Quotes: copyright pamela leigh richards unless noted
All Images: copyright pamela leigh richards unless noted
Image Cow Child: copyright John Byler with permission
Image Eagle: copyright Bill Mortimer with permission
Image Tree Hugs: unknown with all due respect and gratitude.
Image Key Bubble: unknown with all due respect and gratitude.
Image Boy Cheetah: unknown with all due respect and gratitude.

The Key Dream
New Radio Interview 27 August 2012

I Love Lightning The Blue Flash

Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on July 26, 2012

The most amazing moment! Magic is in the air.
A thunderbolt hit right before me on the telephone pole
causing a crackling symphonic sound emitting a beautiful blue light with an electrical buzz.
My favourite time of year. Monsoon season.
The lightning bolt missed its mark though. I was over here 🙂

“Matter is Energy. Energy is Light. We are all Light Beings.”
~ Albert Einstein

“Sometimes you have to die in order to live.”
Nature is crying and has given many signs over long periods of time.
You can understand a nations people by the way it treats its animals.
You can understand a man by the way it treats its own kind.
World Peace Please.

“I care not who has a realationship with ego.
I care for the realationship with nature in its purest & simplest form.”
Pamela Leigh Richards

“Ere many generations pass,
our machinery will be driven
by power obtainable at any point in the universe.
It is a mere question of time
when men will succeed
in attaching their machinery
to the very wheelwork of nature.”
~ Nikola Tesla

The machinery of a telephone pole has done such a thing.
Captured the wheelwork of nature and people pay for it when it is free.

“We are less than whole without it. It is nothing without us.
We are dancing with life.”

Smile when you are hurt the most. Easier said than done I know.
So, when you cannot bring a smile to your face
may this be a helping hand offering a smile until you are ready.
You are never alone and there is light at the end of every tunnel.

Thank you Klaus. Peace and Coherency.
“A common bond of unity even among our formed differences exists in the Heart without thought.”

“Humans have been conditioned and just like retraining a wild horse?
We are retraining the human condition to be kind.
One heart and mind at a time.”

Images: Sources unknown unless stated.
Quotes: copyright 2000-2012 pamela leigh richards
Image Dolphin: copyright 2007 pamela leigh richards
Image Golden Geometry: copyright 2011 pamela leigh richards


“Nothing can ever get in the way of the path when you know which one you are on.”

“During electrical storms, he would have his black mohair sofa moved in front of a window.
There he’d sit for hours, privately applauding the bolts of lightning
with the rapture and relish of one artist appreciating the work of an equal…”
-Mark Twain reminiscing on his old friend Nikola Tesla.

“The day when we shall know exactly what “electricity” is,
will chronicle an event probably greater, more important
than any other recorded in the history of the human race.
The time will come when the comfort, the very existence perhaps of man
will depend upon that wonderful agent.”
Nikola Tesla

“When you forget everything you come into being.”
pamela leigh richards

WRITTEN IN 2010 after a brain injury: “I have no excuse for what I see.
And if you cannot see what I see, then I shall leave you to your excuse.”
“We are spheres of experience.”

“I care not what you wear. I care what is in your Nature. Wear your god well.”

“To go through the door you must drop the thought”.
“You cannot fly with excess baggage.”

“One Minute to be IN it.”

“The flute does not produce music unless one blows in it.
Therefore one is led to the question: who is blowing the pipe?”
J. C. Pecker —Solar Interior and Atmosphere.

“Let go of who you ‘think’ you should be in order to be who you are.”

“When the world gets crazy, remain calm.
When everything seems to be going mad is when it is time to slow down.
Be the difference you wish to see in the world no matter what it looks like in the ebb and flow.
Go with Know.”

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart.
Who looks outside dreams. Who looks inside, awakens.
~ Carl Jung

“Look for the answer in your question.”
“Procure a resposta dentro de sua pergunta.”
“Cercare la risposta alla vostra domanda.”
“Sehen Sie sich für die Antwort auf ihre Frage.”
~ Rumi

“I am not here to answer your question, I am here to help you stop asking them.”

I wrote this after my near fatal accident involving a traumatic brain injury.
I say I got rid of all the trash and kept the good stuff. Nature is our greatest friend.
Remove Fear.

Top Images Left and Right: copyright 2007 Pamela in the Red Sea Egypt
All other images: Unless noted sources unknown
All Quotes: Unless noted, copyright Pamela Leigh Richards

“Build What You See”

Check this In! John Byler and brain injury.
Check this In! Annie Ricketts and brain injury

The ‘Aha’ Moment

Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on July 02, 2012

Highly recommend the one hour presentation by Mr. Peter Russell. He is speaking about the very things I have been experiencing and puts it Simply and Understandably with added doses of laughter.

“Wear your God well” and “I care not what you wear, I care what is in your Nature.”
May your god go with you *giggling*

“God sleeps in the rock
Dreams in the plant
Stirs in the animal
And awakens in man”
~ Ben Al-Arabi

Light the world with the torch of your own fire.
Now here is the difference. It is not what you think.

“I feel we are changing the shape of existence and it is happening all the time.
And we are just now becoming aware of it.”

“Love those who have lost their way and Love more, those who can’t open the door.”

Constructing the Eye.
I have had this limited print (13/500) for a long time and forgot. Bought it because I was drawn to it. Apparently it is of a rock that dates back millions of years magnified to a degree that you see this. I believe we can see here something speaking. Sacred Geometries/Creation and life itself. I believe Life is beyond what we ‘think’ we will ever see.

I believe it is something that exists without touch, taste, sight as we know it, feeling, hearing or even language. It is nameless and will never be ‘seen’ by an instrument of this realty. We can’t catch it basically. I feel it is an understanding of what happened to me in the Wall of Bliss. I like to keep things simple and have more to share with an angle of perception that I feel will help many and ever so happy for such good company. I am honoured, grateful, touched, moved, and Thank you all for being a part of this magnificent journey together. Living, learning, experiencing and all sharing. Brilliant!

“We are co-conductors in the orchestra.
We are the instrumentalists as well as the instrument.
Play well.”

“There is no death, only the seen and unseen. Suffering remains without understanding.
Nature is not the focus. Humanity is.”
Together we envision clean waters, clean skies, clean air, clean earth and most of all … clean minds.
When we change that, our beautiful world will too.

“Is life about the world we live in? Or Living in the world.
Change direction and life will follow.”

Tears flow because when you are dropping a mental habit of thought, a comfort zone, it is no different than losing a loved one. It is one and the same trying to cling to familiarity afraid of letting go. Habits are hard to break and truth is stranger than fiction. Teachings come to us in varying degrees. All the same nonetheless, I understand, and easier said than done. Let the tears flow, they are merely the god particle expressing the heart of compassion and always know that when you push from the edge, calm waters surround you.

“What do you do when you don’t know? Stop asking the question.”
“To a mind that is still the universe surrenders.”
Lao Tzu

It’s called the In-Terrestrial-Net.
Caught in the wormhole of the Wire tapping into your mind.
Inter-Net (enter the net)

“Go with the flow as the Captain of your ship 🙂 Fly and land where you wish.”
Nice to know we are not alone.

“Know when to open doors and when to close. Know when to say yes and when to say no.”
“When you silence the mind you will find home. What comes from there only you will know.”
“While here, dip in and dip out knowing that all is impermanent and forgiveness is instant!”

“Life is so far beyond conversation, as here we sit in silence and speak.”

“People in positions of global attention today who cannot come to peace I say,
may the children of tomorrow know when to walk away.”

“If the so-called leaders of our world are supposedly Grown UP, yet, can’t get along?
If they as adults didn’t learn anything as a child growing up,
then how on earth can they be in a position to teach or lead?”

Top Left and right images: Screen shots from Pamelas films
Top Center Ocean Image: Source unknown at this time.
Image of Sun Snow Lake: Mark Adamus
Image of Forest Lane: Arjan Noordman
Image of Child and Labrador: Michael Crouser
All other images: Unknown at this time.
All quotes: Pamela Leigh Richards unless noted

“Build What You See”

20 May 2012 A Total Solar Eclipse occurred. What it means?
I don’t think anyone really knows. We won’t know until we get there. Simply Remain Calm.

This is raw footage. Set the camera up and let her roll. Birds singing and white lights flying in and around the Sun, watch for them. Very interesting. I feel they are charged particles, light encoded information packets dancing with life.

The early evening was magical. I was drawn to go outside to witness the surprise and could see the Sun being embraced by the Moon as she danced across her presence. Even though from some distance the celestials are, the effect had great meaning. I set my camera up and filmed for the next fifteen minutes or so sitting in silent awe. The seen/scene was resonating beyond babylon for it was a knowing feel thing. There was a constant fear being passed around saying do not look at the Sun. I stared into it for long periods of time and can still ‘see’. My camera was focussed upon it and still works. Go figure?

“Nature does not need to ‘think’ in order to live in coherency. It just IS Peace.”

“Dance, dance with me beyond your mind thinking.
You are never far from understanding who you really are.”

ALL THAT IS LEFT IS LAUGHTER! Laughter is good medicine!
“I am not here to answer your questions, I am here to help you stop asking them.”

Feathered Inspiration. What We can Learn From Geese.
I am finding this part of my life’s journey becoming the most extraordinary and most uplifting.

“We are merely ‘thoughts happening'”

“Never doubt your’self’ that you can achieve what you might have ‘thought’ was unachievable. Observe and go with the inner flow of know as you let go. You do not have to answer every question posed. I’m listening to the greatest teacher.”

PAMELA – (Payload for Antimatter Matter Exploration and Light-nuclei Astrophysics)
*giggling* This is Funny!

“The Space Mission Pamela represents a state-of-the-art of the investigation of the cosmic radiation, addressing the most compelling issues facing astrophysics and cosmology: the nature of the dark matter that pervades the universe, the apparent absence of cosmological antimatter, the origin and evolution of matter in the galaxy.

Pamela, a powerful particle identifier using a permanent magnet spectrometer with a variety of specialized detectors, is an instrument of extraordinary scientific potential that is measuring with unprecedented precision and sensitivity the abundance and energy spectra of cosmic rays electrons, positrons, antiprotons and light nuclei over a very large range of energy from 50 MeV to hundreds GeV, depending on the species.

These measurements, together with the complementary electromagnetic radiation observation that will be carried out by AGILE and GLAST space missions, will help to unravel the mysteries of the most energetic processes.”
~ Earth Changes Media

Still Shots with kind permissions: Bill Mortimer
All Quotes: pamela leigh richards unless otherwise stated
Part I & II Videos Background Music: The lovely Vibhas Kendzia
Part I & II Videos Background Sound: Nature at its finest with birds singing
Part I & II Videos Background Sound: The natural sound of cars passing by below my perch.

Wiping the Slate Clean

Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on May 05, 2012

“You Set the Pace by walking a Different Path Unafraid.”
“It always takes something to get you somewhere else.”
“There is never a mistake, there is only an action leaving.”

Nikola Tesla about F U T U R E
Great as are the past achievements, the future holds out more glorious promise. We are getting an insight into the essence of things; our means and methods are being refined, a new and specialized race is developing with knowledge deep and precise, with greater powers and keener perceptions. Mysterious as ever before, nature yields her precious secrets more readily and the spirit of man asserts its mastery over the physical universe. The day is not distant when the very planet which gave him birth will tremble at the sound of his voice; he will make the sun his slave, harness the inexhaustible and terribly intense energy of microcosmic movement; cause atoms to combine in predetermined forms; he will draw the mighty ocean from its bed, transport it through the air and create lakes and rivers at will; he will command the wild elements; he will push on and on from great to greater deeds until with his intelligence and force he will reach out to spheres beyond the terrestrial.

Picture taken by a diver below looking up to Pamela on the surface as a dolphin swims by.
Elphinstone Reef, Red Sea Egypt.

“I have an oath to one thing and one thing only. To my Creator. To not be afraid to do, or not do, in order for Peace to become everything in coherency. God is in everything. The air we breathe, the Earth beneath our feet, the Stars twinkling in the skies and in your eyes, the leaves on the trees and the birds singing. No matter how many paths it takes you to get there, walk with love in your Heart along each step of the way.”

“This is all about pure energy, electromagnetics, the bioplasmatic fields we swim in along the currents of light encodements of illusorealities we co-create with. We know nothing and I believe we won’t until we get there.”

I’m wiping the slate clean.

“Hold within your Heart a very calm place out of thought.
It’s a knowing thing outside of senses. Float.
Free the mind and remove fear. 
We are cleaning house. The internal and external.
We must each take out our own trash first. 
I am useless if I am disturbed. 
Then we will have greater effect upon the whole.
What we ‘do’ each step of the way has great purpose. 
It is in the unseen that means everything. Most do not yet know.”

“Life is merely a ‘thought’ happening. A dream manifesting. A meme becoming illusoreality.”

OceanHeart a new book.
All Quotes: pamela leigh richards unless otherwise stated
Images: Unless noted unknown at this time
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The Awakening fractal image by Luc Railhac. Thank you.
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I am my own life’s experiment.

Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on April 27, 2012

THIS IS BEAUTIFUL and great EDITING! 15:32 minutes of … One Breath, One Step at a Time.
A great metaphor for what we are all going through at varying points on the path of Life.
Wow, how beautiful is life in its teachings. It is time to Climb for the doors are opening wide.
I have done helicopters off lips on the mountain at a time when I wanted to be a pro freestyle skier.
Know when to say yes, and when to say no. It is all okay to where you are going. Hang on for the ride.
No fear to do what is necessary with a Calm Heart. Know when to close doors and when to open. Life is precise.

“Con todo el amor para ti” (With all the love for you)
Mit all der Liebe für sie
Con tutto l’amore per voi
Avec tout l’amour pour vous

It is the little things in life that mean so much.

“The only thing that matters is the ever changing moment. Live it, love it and Be it.”

One day a man was walking along the beach,when he noticed a boy picking something up and gently throwing it into the ocean. Approaching the boy, he asked, “What are you doing?”The young lad said; “Throwing starfish back into the ocean.The surf is up and the tide is going out and if I don’t throw them back, they’ll die.” The man knelt on one knee saying; “Do you not realize there are miles and miles of beach and hundreds of starfish? You can’t make a difference.” After listening politely the boy bent down, picked up another starfish and threw it back into the surf.Then smiling at the man he said; “I made a difference for that one.” Loren Eiseley 1978

“How can you talk about where you are going when you know when you get there,
there is no describing.”

“You can search the world over for lands of beauty,
unless you carry it with you, find it you will not.”

“Know when to open doors and when to close.
It can be a tough road, yet, when the answer comes,
it is a very clear yes or no.”
Make it.

We ARE the Lighthouse.

The Dance of Life. Read between the lines.
“Love has no separation.”
There is so much deep meaning in this and find it very beautiful.

OceanHeart a new book.
All Quotes: pamela leigh richards unless otherwise stated
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Getting through the (W)hole

Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on April 19, 2012

“When everything becomes quick, tis’ time to slow down.
Chaos cannot enter the (w)hole to the other side of Life.”

Let’s Go For a Walk.
The story is this:
Time has no meaning in the fields of Life.
There is no separation or division but through the two eyes.

Build what you See.

So Simple saying so much. One step at a time.
“Do not let anyones views or opinions of who they believe you to be,
corrupt the knowing understanding of who you ‘are’.”

Like I have been saying since the Gift of a Flying Fall:
“We are not here to save the world, we are here.”
And it goes beyond even this doing the best I can to de-scribe what I see happening.

Breaking old patterns of behaviour & cycles of time. Removing falseness and fear.
Turning ourselves inside out and doing the different.
Hang on for the ride and get ready to fly.
Quantum Leap with desire.

Peace has no enemy and love knows nothing else.
From personal experiences have much more to share forthcoming.

Silence is Golden and do not waste Pearls before swine.

I Brake for Butterflies.

“Change will happen not so much as what we do, rather what we ARE.”

“Where you look, there you are, your reality awaits you.”
“Stop feeding the need.”

This photo expresses exactly what I experienced. Lightning coming off the tip of every finger. Like magnets attracting or repelling. Like planets through the force of spin jet out away from the drain of a vortex taking it in, named as Rogue planets. You either connect or disconnect. If two planets interact, one can be ejected and become an interstellar traveler. If it later encounters a different star moving in the same direction at the same speed, it can hitch a ride. Our world is magnetic, electrical and highly charged just as we are. And this energy field has been harnessed through the wire, telephone poles, power plants et cetera and humanity is paying for it when it is FREE.

It reminds me of the “spin” that applies to the main stream media when they are perpetuating a form of propaganda to its viewing audience to pull them in. Offering another angle of perspective to draw the attention and light with a particular thought and see how many you can capture to believe in manifesting it. Keeping the pendulum swinging left and right in the wobble of until you stand for something, you will fall for everything.

“Nothing exists where your mind is not.”

All Quotes: pamela leigh richards unless otherwise stated
Images: Unless noted unknown at this time
Video at top: Ole C. Salomonsen

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The Clearing

Posted in: A Clearing with David Icke by Pamela on September 02, 2011

Egypt Pamela 9 Waving Sea RightLotus Flower ReleaseEgypt Pamela 5 Waving Sea Left
“A picture paints a thousand words and recognition sings eternity’s song.”

Peace on the Path is all she desires, unafraid to knock a few pebbles out of the way.
Breaking old patterns, cycles of behaviour, and to help bring balance.

All the ladies and gentlemen, you know who you are.
Survivors of TBI (traumatic brain injury).
All the Vets. Welcome hOMe.
Anyone who is, or has been bully’d or abused in any way.

Thank you so much for all who have lifted this ONE up,
when she was crawling for solid ground.
Your friendships have meant the world ~ Let’s go make it a better ONE!
Arrow Down

ON THE RADIO in a 5 Part Series Here

Some listener feedback from the shows:
“I just wanted to say, you help me alot to understand and deal with my personal issues of abuse in my life, by some very negative entities. You are right we are not alone, and I respect you so much for all you have been through and speaking out. Much love to you dear sister”

“I just listened to the … webcasts you did with Alan Cox and felt I am moved to reach out to you. I was shocked … You do not deserve, and never did deserve, to be treated in the way you were … I sincerely wish that the rest of your time on this earth is full of happiness and joy. Love …”

“I just write to say, girl I feel for you, I’ve been through a similar experience although with a less public person, I understand you perfectly and can relate to everything you said … Listening to your radio interview had me in tears, it’s my experience too!!! Take care Pamela. Regards …”

Exploring the views of Pamela Leigh Richards on her life with David Icke.
Clearing what needed to be released for the good of the whole respectfully.

“Out Beyond Ideas of Wrongdoing and Rightdoing, there is a field. Meet me there.”
~ Rumi

“He who speaks the Truth, lest Be prepared for it.”
~ plr

“This is not just personal, it is Universal.”
~ plr

“There comes a time when silence is betrayal.”
Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.

“It takes courage to live life.” Cor from Latin = Heart.
Tell your story with your whole Heart.
~ plr

The Universe detests deception. So do I.
Truth is meaningless in the absence of understanding.
Truth does not step aside from ferreting out falsehood from reality.
Truth changes the minds of people who see it, that is how powerful it is.
Breaking Silence is of utmost importance in exposing that which wishes to be hidden.
With dauntless knowing that no matter what or who it is, take action to do the right thing.
Time to Clean House.

The Golden Mean of coherency is singing for clarity.

What rests behind this story and how it is going to be healed has great purpose, I know. It is a pathway shifting our resonance and vibration from one of confusion to one of crystal clarity and noone is alone. This is an artistic journey, a gallant dance unafraid to speak as she got past her vulnerabilities and sharing. It is about not taking abuse and living fearlessly. It is about daring to love, knowing when to let go, when to say yes, and when to say no.

What I find most interesting is how David Icke, a man who speaks of wanting to bring people together, asking them to stand up and speak their truth, yet, cannot come to the table and speak with a lady he once loved greatly? What sits at the core of the root issue here? What left him in his consciousness to create a microcosmic war upon one girl, and even more bewildering is why he took this private affair to the world? Stay tuned for truth will be revealing.

For those who have been taking this walk with me I am grateful for your awareness to see there is more to know. The story is already happening in its beautiful unfolding.

For those who do not know what this is about here is a short brief. I am dealing with a personal matter in what should have been an amicable, simple, and fair departure between two people. What was private, our divorce, was taken to the world public by my former husband, well known British author David Icke, who used his position to vent on a global scale using different media outlets, a very one-sided view to the public, projecting manufactured propaganda in an attempt to discredit his wife’s character. Why did he do this; I asked myself? Why did he open the door of our personal life to the world? A man who says he values his privacy? It is all becoming self-evident. What is actually happening is an inability to let go within him’self’ and I have become the lightning rod with no justification for the attack other than spite with malice. No more. You could not make it up, but made up it is, and this lady will make sure this experience is shared with both sides seen fair and square leaving a trail of balance in understanding upon an unsuspecting public mind. Phew!

David dropped a pebble in the pond leaving a ripple effect. She will do her best to bring calm to these waters ruffled leaving nothing but truth and love in her wake. After all this time nothing has changed. When you are in a position of power it becomes a position abused when it is used to control, hurt, and/or harm others. It appears he has chosen to stoop to levels of extreme irrational behaviour, operating out of malice with intent to hurt, and in my view abusing his position, while leading others to do the same. Most important is the threat to myself and father that I do not take lightly. The title of one of his books was “I am me, I am free.”, showing him naked on the cover. He could not be farther from being free internally, in my humbled opinion.

The raw and naked truth of the evidential facts behind this story and the intimate details will soon be revealed to heal a wound crying for closure.

A poem I wrote just before I left for Egypt for rest and recovery. I now read it with compassion and empathy for the girl who endured. I know in sharing our stories we will help many towards peaceful outcomes.

A new day is coming

My house was shattered and my world fell apart

I looked around and for the life of me could not find my heart

I was told to hold on, not to worry and it would be alright

Steady on girl, you have the key to unlock the door

As I continue to pick the pieces of myself up off the floor.

And if there really is such a thing called ‘life’?

For I am balancing on the wire.

Hanging by a thread

Then the wings that have been clipped,

On many a lonesome night

Will come back and find me once again.

As a bird flies, so will I.

~ pamela

“You can lead a horse to the waters of wisdom, yet, sometimes cannot make them ‘think’ to even drink.”

Just as David is asking people to make a stand for justice, what is happening here between two people is the same. Injustice for one is injustice for all.

There is great fear, anger and rage that sits within him with no discourse while trying to still control. There is simply blame discharging discomfort and I have become the patsy. Shocking it has been at the twist of knowing someone who then becomes something other. David and Co are behaving no less than riot police beating upon a girl who simply stands for truth, fairness, understanding, and peace.

“There is a germ of religion in human nature so strong, that whenever an order of men can persuade the people by flattery or terror that they have salvation at their disposal, there can be no end to fraud, violence, or usurpation.”
~ John Adams

“It is not what you are told, it is what you are sold.” Caveat Emptor (Beware the buyer.)

In his own words says ” I want truth [except his former Wifes truth], I am not here to win a popularity contest” and “a vibrational change would bring to the surface all that has been hidden”. This is one lady whose vibration has changed and will bring to the surface what David is trying to hide. This is not about continuing a battle, it is about ending one that never should have begun.

Below is an excerpt from one of many emails David sent to my 83 year old father during the divorce that spanned from October 2009 to its ending 31 August 2012. David was asked to stop harrassing my father. What does he do? Emails over and over again causing great distress to where my father eventually had a mild stroke. And on the day we did not know if my father was alive or not? He sent another email on that very morning! Incredible. It is my opinion that David is demonstrating classic NPD (Narcissistic Personality Disorder) with anger and controlling issues. I have learned through this experience that no matter how much one tries to help another – if the other chooses to remain in their state of defending their fears, if they choose to close the door upon anything you have to say, one must walk away and not succumb to the drowning effect, nor carry the burdens of anchored weight going nowhere.

My father with his comment: “This just came in from David. He said he would never write me again, which only proves that he is a very sick man.”

Excerpt from Davids email to my father
“If what I am reliably told is true, she should know that a tidal wave of worldwide revulsion will descend upon her immediately and for the rest of her life and the Richards family name will be dragged through the cesspit ongoing as a result.”

He has gone over the edge to deliver such vicious, sick minded, and vindictive threatening words. A very Saturnus sounding thought to project. This is no different than dropping a bomb or pulling a trigger. Verbal abuse and threatening words pass through the heart ripping it apart. And what it did to my father? Phew! Unbelievable. I lived with this for years and even now he shows no mercy. What fear and angers must live ‘within’ him that still rage on. Sad, very sad.

Pamela Carl Father
Thank you Dad for believing in your daughter. April 30, 2017 my father died.

The sign posts along the way show me the one constant in Life. It is ever changing and fleeting.

I only found out about his venting publicly because someone sent this. An article by Regina Meredith from Conscious Media Network, who is supporting Icke. Everything in this article is a censoring and disfiguring of the truth while perpetrating a sick propaganda. It is an attempt to try and make Pamela fit into some warped sense of a plan that she will not fit into.

“The ultimate weakness of violence is that it is a descending spiral,
begetting the very thing it seeks to destroy.
Instead of diminishing evil, it multiplies it.”
~ Martin Luther King 1967.

Years ago I said to David “You have me in a box in your mind and I will not stay there”. These words all too true to this very day. This article came out ten months after my Near Fatal Accident sent by someone asking me if it was true? I would never have known because I did not go to Ickeland and was healing. Of course it is not true.

By releasing this they created a stir in the public mind causing a reaction where I received vicious and frightening messages from Ickes followers. They do not even know me. He talks about a sympathy for abused children? By doing this he and Regina opened the door for a possible attack upon my life. What Icke and Co. did is no different than inciting one race or country off against another. It does appear David is not interested in peace, he wants control.

Interesting that the comments on this Article’s blog were removed within 48 hours after I finally posted a comment with some facts exposing the truth about their propaganda.This is a man who claims to want to save the world (selectively), and Regina Meredith’s own websites motto is “Question Everything”. Except Pamela. So much for alternative media doing a truthful job.

David emailed saying; “I know you know Hilary Clinton.” What? Sigh. Patience pamela, patience.

What did David and Regina gain by coming out with this? Who sold their soul? What was his purpose? Why did he go public venting his personal views about a private affair bringing others in to something that was not their business, surely one would ask? It only caused trouble and division among people. This has been extraordinary really. Throwing molatave cocktails (propaganda) into the public arena and running while I was wounded on the playing field trying to come up for air. Unfair, unequal, and very sad indeed. More importantly it is extremely childish. What is this showing the children of today? It is showing them what chance do they have if this is what becoming conscious beings is like. And these two call themselves journalists for truth? Time to bring in the scales of justice and weigh the heart with the feather.

I lived with Regina & Scott Meredith in 2005 for four months while going to film school in Arizona when I left David once before. It was a nine month course at the Zaki Gordon Institute for Independent Film Making. After three months, the first semester, David begged me to come back to England saying in email “Come home it hurts too much”. I asked him to hold out for six more months, that we could do this and then I would come home with a thesis film under my belt. He could not wait that long so I gave it up and moved back home to England supporting him and his work. What happened in between the lines is beyond anything most could imagine. It is all going to come to the surface for lies can no longer hide.

Seems that if Pamela comes out to speak, this is the low level David & Co will stoop attempting to control vs being an exemplary example showing how to part ways in a marriage fair and square. Do as I say not as I do seems to be his legacy.

He could come to the table and make peace like any rational human but chooses to live out his own fears and dramas turning something that could be resolved so easily into a battle. I repeat as I said to David before; “You have me in a box in your mind and I will not stay there.” I’m just taking a walk observing & watching true colours unfold.

This experience is a microcosm of the whole. Responsibility sways both ways upon the deliverer and the receiver. Who told the lie and who bought the lie? His psychic reading did say “People will want to follow you do not let them” and “If you abuse the gift you will lose it.”

On a radio show in 2011 Icke says: “Someone once said … you eventually walk into every stone that you throw. Problem is that when some people do they still blame everyone else for it and then throw some more.” Sums it up.

“What future does a truth movement have
if it selects which truth is allowed to be mentioned and which truth isn’t?”
~ Matthew Delooze

Arrow 1
Another TRUTH please. David continued to seek outside himself and was being fed psychic thoughts by Carol Clarke, his now highly promoted guru. This is an email exchange between he and Carol during a very tumultuous time. Phew! I can see ever so clearly now. You don’t know what you are in until you get out. There was a deliberate attempt to get rid of Pamela by the family during the latter part of our relationship. Nothing was safe anymore. They had a nickname for her, “The Wrecking Crew”. I only found out after I left for Egypt for rest and recovery. In retrospect it was all about fear, ego, the business, and money. Something had to give in this relationship. David made his choice and so did I.
“Just a thought though, although I know things have been frustrating with Kerry, do you think, those who are sending negative energy to block your work, just might be trying to separate you from the family? Maybe I’m thinking in the wrong way, but it came into my mind the other day, so I thought I would say it.” [She could not stop implanting suggestions and David continued seeking]

“Hi Carol … I don’t feel that there is any force seeking to divide me from my family. It’s just that I am not taking what I have in the past. Kerry has just contacted me and I am very happy to chat with her, but I will not accept them treating Pamela as they have any longer, that’s all. Pam is not in any way encouraging any rifts, … My actions are coming from me, no-one else, but Kerry is now so paranoid about her I am sure a very different story is going on in her head. I can put some things aside now and let them develop as they will because I have shed the enormous weight of guilt with relation to my family. That guilt has been a burden on my back for so long. No more. Kerry and Linda have no idea about my relationship with Pamela and how no-one, but no-one, influences what I do except me. [What David seems to not realize is he IS being influenced] I might listen, but what I feel intuitively is the only criteria I use when decisions are made. They see some Machiavellian woman manipulating me. Further from the truth they could be.” [True]



DAVIDS LETTER TO KERRY HIS DAUGHTER [there is so much more to understand]

Kerry … I appreciate you being concerned about me, but my safety is fine. No-one is going to make any decision on distributors or printers or anything else to do with the business except me and mum and when this crisis is over it is all going in our joint names anyway, as we have discussed. However, I am getting really sick of being told what I should and should not do with my own wife. If my attitude to Rob [Kerrys husband] or Mike [Lindas boyfriend] was a fraction of what yours is to Pamela you would go apeshit, but I am supposed to take it. You have no idea of the pressure it has put on my daily life [and Pamela’s life], constantly assessing if Pamela can come with me anywhere in case I bump into you and mum. And when it does happen occasionally I really wish you could see the look on your faces. The hatred that comes across takes me aback. [and these people worked in Davids publishing company called ‘Bridge of Love’?]

I am forced to live two lives every day when I am in England, hiding Pamela away so no-one gets upset by her very presence. It is sickening and horrible to go through this two lives ritual day after day after day and the real reason behind her going back to America last year [2005] if the truth be told was to give me respite from this daily stress generated by my own family. By last summer the parnanoia had reached extraordinary proportions and I needed a break before I keeled over. You have no idea. When you or mum have relationships I respect the people involved and treat them with respect in your presence, but there are different rules for me it seems.

The paranoia has reached insane levels now with paranoia feeding even greater paranoia. For me to be parked on the side of the road being told of some conspiracy about Pamela and domain ownership [This was with respect to building a website for davids products, working with distributors, worldpay, the xcart et cetera getting davidickebooks a market place, which, I started, before turning it over to Kerry] when the only reason they were in her name was because it allowed her to deal with the admin etc., instead of me – as I wanted – was just crazy. [Correct] The idea that she is somehow a danger to Erin [Kerry’s daughter] just blows me away. You must do whatever you choose, but would you please back off because I am sick of it, sick of the comments and the constant innuendo about the ‘wrecking crew’ – the code name for Pamela.

She has had so many opportunities to wreck and has taken none of them. She has had the opportunity to exploit me financially and has twice walked away with little … In case it has escaped everyone’s notice, it was Pamela, not me, who secured first a $10,000 gift for the legal fund, followed by a $120,000 grant to my work that will go to the business. [Along with another $100,000 personal check] As Pamela is not in any way connected to the business [although I was and gave eleven years of my life to it] it will not benefit her, but those who she knows hate her. How many are big enough to do that?

She is not perfect, but then neither is anyone else, but she is misunderstood on a monumental scale and the hurt she feels at the way you treat her and look at her only she knows, but I tell you now she has cried herself to sleep many times because of it. It’s bloody disgraceful.

Anyway, it is about time this was said.



Yes, it is about time this was said. So much going on behind Pamela’s back? Sad that David changed sides, fell for their fears, and fell in his own misunderstanding of who I am by attacking just as his family did in their deliberate attempt to get rid of this lady behind the scenes. Never allow another clothe you with their dishonor. Fear Destroys Love.

Another Poem I wrote during the tumultuous time before leaving for Egypt for rest and recovery.

The love that brings people together should never part on their leaving even as they fly away. It should only grow like a Lotus flower blossoming ‘within’. It is called becoming more conscious and not staying stuck. If another can’t find this love themselves it does not mean you have to carry their burden. Simply thank the experience knowing the only thing that matters is what one chooses to do with it.

David has said for years to his audiences about how people try to shove things down not wanting to look at themselves. Don’t want to know. Well, he should really take heed of his own words. This lady is not a rag doll anymore to be tossed about because he could not make up his mind and I have gained strength to speak up when once lost, now found. If showing your openness is a sacrifice? Then sacrifice me, for I have nothing to hide nor fear, and everything to face.

Arrow 2
What David refuses to see and take responsibility for is his role in the breakdown of the relationship. David wrote to his psychic friend Carol:

“Hi Carol … I am confused because I have always been confused when it comes to Pam. On so many things every day my intuition is there immediately, but with Pam the intuitive jury has always been out since I met her. Strange.” [Because his own fears got in the way]

“Pam’s just a bit frustrated at what is being thrown at me. She wasn’t there in the early 90s, but now she’s seeing it for herself. She also wants to get on with her passion for filming, but the overwhelming pressure on me with demands on my time etc. mean she isn’t able to.” [Yes because I was supporting David’s work!]

“Kerry and Linda have been very antagonistic towards her in the last few weeks, since they began to work together in the office, and it has been very difficult being piggy in the middle. They have taken things and blown them out of all proportion and there has been paranoia all the time. Real over the top and not necessary.”

“… but I feel so much for what she is going through and I am so tempted to say ‘Hey, come back, let me make it better for you.’ Also I do have a deep connection to her and I really wish it could work.

“I talked to Credo on the phone yesterday. He said my work would from strength to strength. Funny thing, he said that Pam and me should be together and that I should leave a door open in my heart for her.”

David wrote to Kerry his daughter:

“Funnily enough, I care about my family also. As for negative comments – the comments from members of my family about Pamela and my private life that have come back to me from others would fill a book over the last few years.

And now David is doing the exact same thing. Attacking the lady he once loved. Publicly. Crucifying is putting it mildly from behind the scenes. David is not telling his public the whole truth. This experience has been very revealing indeed. An oath to scoundrels is meaningless.

Arrow 2A
CAROL to DAVID 24 August 2005
“David … I agree with you entirely about Pamela meeting with Credo. I really feel (as I did when you last met with him) that Pamela shouldn’t be involved with him. I have known for a long time that Pam really wants to BE you, to do everything that you have done and be everything you are. That is an impossibility, but she cannot seem to comprehend this, that is why she wanted your name, your business, to appear in your books. I hadn’t realized that she not really worked for the eight years you were together [although she did]. She sees herself as a writer (like you) and that is why I kept asking you to ensure she doesn’t write about your life together.”

CAROL to DAVID 20 October 2005
“You know she will work with you in the future don’t you? And yes, you do have a profound connection with Pamela …”


Pamela and David at Credo’s home in Kuruman, South Africa with the children.
This lass has a divine right to protect her life and environment. Life is an art. Facing one reality while holding a higher vision of another simultaneously. It takes a special kind of person to make a mistake, admit to it, and face whatever comes in making amends. It takes a humbled moment to recognize, a moment to acknowledge, forgive, and a strength of Heart to stand up, reveal it, and let go. Serving some truth on the table with compassionate purpose.

Arrow 3
STATEMENT From an outside experiencer, I thank you.
From a witness behind the scenes validating what I was going through.
And there are more behind the scenes who have come forward.
Whistleblowers I think you call them?

There are false prophets propagand-eye-sing more illusions falling upon unsuspecting minds,
who ‘think’ they are freeing you.
Until they are free within, their words will only keep you in the prism/prison reflecting.
There is so much more I see and with all the love in my Heart will share what I know.
It is not easy for I could fly right now. Follow your Heart always. Breathe in Peace.
Take your troubled walks knowing your steps have great purpose for the good of the whole.

“In early 2007 (Spring), just as my information was becoming popular, I was contacted by a man claiming to be the book sales manager (internet shop creator) on the website. His name was John Peters. I immediately arranged to meet him in … He travelled up from … We met at a hotel in … but then travelled to the .. Within five minutes of talking with Mr Peters about my books the subject of Pamela Icke (The wife of David Icke) cropped up … I was then angrily informed that Pamela Icke was totally ‘crazy’. Mr Peters immediately stated with an extremely confident tone that Pamela was going to disappear and be ‘out on her arse’ soon. Mr Peters also claimed Pamela was promiscuous (A slag was the term used) and that he regularly enjoyed phone sex with her and that real physical sex was always on the table anytime he wanted it. I took this information about Pamela with a pinch of salt and put it down to fantasy and boasting on the part of an oversexed John Peters.” [Sink me … approval in my opinion demands the attainment of perfection. And in that sense Mr John Peters overrates the charm of his own ego. Not only fantasy, it was the Pamela conspiracy being played out by the very minds who ran Bridge of Love. Go figure?]

“The meeting ended and my books were to be sold on David Icke Books. Mr Peters was then in constant touch with me for several months and the subject of Pamela Icke was always brought up by Mr Peters, especially about her sex life. [I call JP to the table of truth and ask him to repeat these words to my face & eyes, if they be true. He can’t because it will open a door involving David himself.] But the main theme being that she was going to be forced out, or thrown out …”

“I was informed that members of David Icke’s family, namely his ex wife Linda and his daughter Kerry had raised many red flags about ‘Pamela’ to David and were constantly trying to get David to do something about it. It appeared that David wouldn’t listen at first but was being constantly informed by people around David that Pamela was trouble. That said John Peters himself said was soon to make a million soon and this would increase rapidly in the future. He also said that because of this increase in wealth that a limited company would be set up in the names of Linda Atherton and others to purposely stop Pamela from claiming anything in the future, after the ousting had taken place.”

“I was informed even a psychic (Carol Clarke) had informed David Icke that Pamela was up to no good and should be got shot of. [Carol was introduced to us by Linda, David’s first wife.) This information was apparently applauded by Peters as he said David took the words of Carol Clarke very seriously indeed.” [Caveat emptor = Latin for Buyer beware.]

“It became clear to me, whatever Mrs Icke was guilty or not guilty of, that several people had it in for her and simply wanted her out of the way. At the time I had no idea if the allegations about Pamela were true or not but the situation started to appear sinister and totally unfair from my viewpoint. In fact it felt like a witch hunt was taking place. I had neither met (in person) David or Pamela so I had no insight into what was really going on. I only had the dirty linen type of information being provided constantly by Mr Peters. That said it was very clear that numerous people were telling David Icke that his wife was some sort of an illuminati stooge or a mind controlled agent out to rob him or cause destruction for David Icke himself.. I found some of the accusations absolutely ridiculous. John Peters constantly informed me about the attacks on Pamela almost on a weekly basis.”

“Around December 2007 I was contacted by Mrs Pamela Icke … The conversations that followed and the extreme emotional state Mrs Icke was in at that time only confirmed my previous opinion that she was becoming the victim of a witch hunt and sadly that witch hunt was prolonged and vicious in my opinion. I eventually informed Mrs Icke of the prolonged comments made by Mr Peters throughout 2007 … From my perspective the witch hunt had gone on for well over 12 months but Mr Peters had stated that Pamela’s position was always being scrutinised and she simply wasn’t wanted or required as the business grew. I always found Mrs Icke to be the total opposite of the scarlet woman painted by Mr Peters and I willingly write this statement based on those findings.”

Arrow 3A

Which wolf will one feed? The lovely parable with beautiful meaning.
How long will it take to become unconscious? To let go of the past and live for today?
This applies to me and all too, as I erase the tapes.

What really hurt was when we went to court and David actually said in his statement “Ms Richards had nothing to do with my books … nor contributed anything…” When I saw this at the time, a shock wave went through my body. I was witnessing someone I thought I knew become something very different. I have strength now to let it fall away and maintain my own pace in space.

I wish to share more of an event that happened over a course of time between a very public figure and his former wife who will not go quietly. The facts will speak loudly.

I’m just now gaining the full spectrum and scope of the situation. I had to fly to England for a 2-Day trial. Represented myself (TBI!), a friend from the Isle of Wight kindly assisting (who is a survivor of TBI), against a Barrister, Solicitor, David Icke, and four witnesses. All the delaying, stalling, breaching, brought us to this point. He had time to prepare, 4 sets of bundles (over 900 pages), sending the final financial documents as I was leaving for the airport. My father gave me the money for the plane ticket. I barely had time to breathe. It was shocking to actually see these people, who were once my extended family, doing this. David could not look at me. I said ‘hello David’. The contradictions in his affidavit were fraught with manufactured lies. It took me aback. And appears the wording and phrasings were in line with his fear, the lies being fed to him by family and psychic to carry out the deliberate attempt to get rid of ‘Pamela’, and his threat upon myself, my 84 year old father and the family name. I call it the “Pamela Conspiracy”.

The phrasings were also embellished to paint a picture that was wholly untrue. Purely coming from an attacking position vs. one that could have been a very calm, peaceful, amicable position. David keeps seeking outside and cannot reason. Throws words around without validation and runs. So, why can he not come to the table and talk? Where is his Bridge of Love? Where is Mr. Infinite Love? I’m one girl? If he and the family cannot make peace with her, what in the world is he sharing with the world? Strange indeed.

He sees me as he believes me to be, not as “I am”. One step removed.

Excerpt from Davids statement to Court.
“A health professional told me at the time that if I didn’t get respite from the stress of the relationship – which he had witnessed himself [prove it] because he knew both of us well [untrue] – he would give me six months before I would face extremely serious and potentially fatal health problems. He told Ms Richards the same [untrue] – that if her behaviour didn’t change or she didn’t leave she would kill me.”

INTERESTING? David also says in this excerpted quote below, which, contradicts the above. Now remember, Mike Lambert, health professional on the Isle of Wight, I can only assume this is who he is talking about, is an ally with David. And David went around asking people to go against Pamela? Seems the ability to allow change to happen within a being (Pamela) was not capable of nourishment by others for the environment she lived in was corrupted. I have evidence in audio and email.

Quote David to Linda (first wife):
“I am forced to live two lives every day when I am in England, hiding Pamela away so no-one gets upset by her very presence … and the real reason behind her going back to America last year was to give me respite from this daily stress generated by my own family. By last summer the paranoia had reached extraordinary proportions and I needed a break before I keeled over. You have no idea.”


The REAL STORY is being revealed unafraid to speak.
The REAL reason I left for Egypt for rest and recovery.
To gain enough strength simply to come home and pack.
It is what it is for all to see/sea.
Nothing can kill me, not even my free mind singing.
Not even David Icke standing before me, if he can bear to look into thine eyes.
He can’t because he is lying too. Mostly to him’self’.
No matter how much they can throw at me, I will always hold onto the beauty’s in life.
The daggers and lies simply pass me by. And after the hurt is gone, love never leaves.

Arrow 4
THE DOUBLE LEGAL CHALLENGE – A newsletter put out by David on 13 September 2011.
“David Icke is facing a double legal challenge to everything he is now so successfully and incredibly achieving worldwide. Can you help to ensure that his work continues?”

“While David embarks in his 60th year on the most gruelling speaking tour of his life on the back of spending the entire summer locked away 15 hours a day writing a new book, he is also having to deal with two legal cases, which together, could make it very difficult for him to continue on anything like the scale that he is now achieving, never mind massively expanding his work as he is planning to do. This comes at precisely the time when he is making such fantastic strides in awakening the world to so many revelations with the promise of so much more to come.

David has been dealing with the first case for a while, Tiny-Violin but circumstances have now changed dramatically after what would appear to be an external source with considerable funds suddenly paying for very expensive London lawyers to support someone who claims to have no money in a case against David. [He is talking about Pamela. It was her father who was helping her, not any mysterious outside sources funding her. And this was all happening during her recovery from a near death experience involving a traumatic brain injury! Icke had no compassion for this. Appears that David is trying to make her fit into some fantasy that she was part of the illuminati and brought in to hurt him. This all escalated in the end of the relationship with the psychic Carol Clarke and the family wanted rid of her. Now it seems he is using the public for sympathy.]

This makes the case potentially of far greater significance with regard to David’s 21 years of work and where it goes from here. David cannot reveal the name of the person involved in this case at this time [Why not, he names everyone else?]. People, however, are going to be taken aback – indeed shocked – when they eventually know. But that is for another day. Sigh cat 1
The other legal case is the extraordinary ‘libel’ action brought against David by Canada’s Richard Warman who has a policy of what he calls ‘maximum disruption’ – setting out to cause maximum disruption to the lives of those that he targets. The case began in 2002 – yes, 2002 – and it has been continuing ever since with a final trial date in the process of being decided. The legal bill for preparation and trial has been estimated at a high six-digit figure.

If you cannot easily afford to contribute to David’s double-legal defence fund then please don’t. These are harsh economic times. But if you easily can and you wish to help David meet these challenges, then please click on the link below. Nothing is too little.

Thank-you. We shall overcome, no matter what – and no matter who.”

In this ladies view I feel David has abused his position in this instance.
Asking for funding from the public using words to entice an idea of TWO legal challenges?
One was our personal divorce. The public never needed to be involved.
Unfair & Misleading.

Arrow 5
Pamela was recovering from a near death experience involving a TBI (traumatic brain injury), whilst going through what should have been an amicable divorce. I thought I was dealing with a conscious man. The first set of Solicitors actually said: “David is a very angry and bitter man”. As each month passed, what I was witnessing unfold was beyond shocking. Listen to the Radio Shows please to understand. Or at least understand as much as could have been shared in short time. There is so much more, but there was not enough time even in five radio shows equalling 10 hours.

The reason she sold a story to the Daily Mail?
It got to the point of ‘no return’, Period.
We all know that the media hypes and twists truth for sensationalism.
That’s what they do, so, let’s carry on.

Pamela received some money to pay for the next Barrister in her divorce.
Icke knew she was out of ammo (money), yet, kept firing the bullets.
Okay. Fair game. Let’s play. So she did all the way.

Feels very much like: “If he can’t have me he’ll kill me?” His threat to my father and I was not taken lightly. Dignitas, or proper fitting of acceptance towards an equalibrium in equalstanding can only be met, when all parties feel the agreement.

Daily Mail Article

“Oh, yes, (name protected) is NOT sitting in the bleachers on this one & accepting a one sided (Lop-Sided) foul play. You have ever so gently revealed more & more of the living ‘hell’ … and I knew your intentions all along were to give David ‘time’ to restore … it all is so bizzare and just doesn’t make sense. Or does it? He so loved you. You had to be torn away … and he couldn’t see it. You weren’t a puppet pulled by strings. You have ideals & strength of character with integrity. David, on the other hand, blinded by ‘emotional’ ties with family, coupled with fears and being fed lies … you became the “sacraficial lamb”. I know this now … because I lived through ‘hell’ when I was much younger than you. My heavens did I learn so much through ‘painful experience’ and who were truly my friends. I am thankful that ‘conscious’ souls are coming forth for the clearing. The unfolding is happening on many levels, Pamela. You may never know, nor does it matter … for nature demands balance.”

Arrow 5A

This is an excerpt of an email reply to David.
The quotes are David. My reply is italicized and bold.



“Many people on both sides of the Atlantic told me there was no way you would not exploit my name for your own personal ends because that was the nature of your character – whatever suits me, me, me.”
So you are admitting to living in a world of gossip over truth. It is by the way, impossible for a wife to “exploit” a proper husbands name. Your suspicions about my exploitation are really admissions of your own withholdings.

“I have known for a long time and not just because Carol [psychic] had her long-held opinion that you couldn’t support me because you wanted to be me.”
When I read this? I knew something had happened. You got caught David. This is insane. You look me in the eye and say this. And don’t flatter yourself. It is the replication of ideas through the memes of imitation that exclusively support you. Take a look around and you will see I mimic much less than others.

“I have looked at your site and it should be called Flywithme-me-me-productions because that’s all it is about – me, me, me. But then, who else is there in your universe?”
Your insensitivity has no limits. Let me ask you something. If it is MY website, who else’s would it be about other than me? Isn’t that the point of a website? And yet, if you truly ‘look’ you will see that my focus is trying to help others and share what I see. My life is just as valuable as yours David. Instead of embracing me you cut me down. It is like a preacher preaching to the congregaton yet, comes home and beats the hell out of his wife.

“Pam = love?? Please.”
How can you say something like this? Too incoherent to respond to.

“I am part of the problem and you are part of solution?? (picture of laughter)”
Too incoherent to respond to.

“You arrogant, full-of-your-bloody-self person.”
Too incoherent to respond to.

“You think your blog reflects you, but it doesn’t. It reflects your fake self-identity of you, that’s all.”
Prove it.

“How much easier my life and work would have been had I never met you and Royal Adams – the two most negative forces in my life by a zillion miles and the two who talked most about ‘love’. What a joke.”
This is so unhealthy to me for you to mix in stories like this, and then aggrandize to the point of deleting every happy memory between us, and then not acknowledging even a tiny bit of your share in causing the lost potentials for love along side of me, and then calling it a joke?

“You abuse me, as you have since the day we met.”
All relationships have arguments and people grow from them. I have always tried to learn from my mistakes. Look at some of your words here. They are unhelpful words. They heap abuse which does not help either one of us.

“And yet still use me because you think it benefits you.”
Too incoherent to respond to.

“what a disrespectful and ungrateful person you are.”

“I am so sorry I ever met you.”

“If you ever feel the need to say sorry you know where I am. I think it would be good for you so long as it’s genuine.”
Too incoherent to respond to.

“By the way ‘I call it the mind that took on a mind of its own’ (actually direct quote from Infinite Love Is the Only Truth (2004) and all talks around that time.) No, sorry, it’s what you call it.”
Too incoherent to respond to.
[This comment by David was about an interview I did. Sigh]

“It’s nothing about the ‘power to forgive’ and everything about using me and my name for your own ends.”
One day, maybe, if you can evolve, you will realize this is about your selfishness and not my usury.

“Go on Pam … be a star like you have always been desperate to be.”
Are you the only star David? We all are stars. We are all entitled to shine and why that bothers you is a commentary about you not me.

“I am not interested in talking about you in any way whatsoever for the rest of my life. It was a ten-year nightmare that I would rather forget, thanks.”
You could choose to hold onto some of the good memories, but this is an admission that you are too weak and dark to do so.

“You are so far up your own arse it is too dark for you to ever look in the mirror.”
Too incoherent to respond to.

“Why don’t you grow up, Pam, eh? Go on, try it.”
Too incoherent to respond to.

“You are a child in a woman’s body. In or out of it.”
Too incoherent to respond to.

“Pathetic was a term invented for you. But, unfortunately, still understated.”
Plain hurtful.

“So why are you allowing this ‘real’ David Icke to come 5,000 miles to earn you a lot of money?”

“Go on … seek to discredit and destroy a man who has done more than anyone on the planet in the last 20 years to alert the world to what is going on – what is now in their faces.”
I am unwilling to play the role of your dark nemisis. This is unhealthy.

“I have helped tens of millions and more because of my sacrifices and constant efforts, despite all the ridicule and abuse, and despite having to take your self-obsessed shit for a decade.”
These words are beyond reprehensible considering who the writer is and who the recipient is. It requires no further commentary as they are exact perfect mirrors to the unseen shadow of its originator. The pride is huge, the self-conceit is apparent, and the words themselves are descriptive of the accuser. The persona which consumes you has obliterated your true self — certainly by these words. That which you speak of is so far out of integrity by the very fruit of these words and actions.

“Go on, seek to destroy a man who has done all that because of your need to expend your bile and revenge, oh being of ‘love, light and truth’.”
This is a repeating ‘thought’ and ‘push’ for a battle that seems as if you are desiring me to destroy you?
I repeat, I am unwilling to play a villian for you, I am a responsible human being.
You have escalated our marital, business, and personal lives to a point where there is no common sense or fair mutual input for resolve.

“Go on … do the work of the Rothschilds, Rockefellers and the other expressions of evil who would love to see my work end. Go on, being of ‘love, light and truth’, go for it.”


“How can you make an informed decision if you don’t know the essential background to whatever it is you are making decisions about?”
Yes. You choose to hold in your mind a “belief” of me vs. who I am.

“The key is to let information be the arbiter of what you say … and not pre-conceived idea.
The belief creates a closed-circuit that will only decode within that range of frequency.”
Yes. You see me as you believe me to be or “want me to be”, not who I am.

“All other information – awareness – is lost to you. Or, more accurately, you choose not to go where it is.”

“All knowledge and awareness is ‘within’ you, within the energy we call light, and what we choose to decode decides our state of awareness.”
Choosing to decode false beliefs about Pamela has become your total focus and awareness of who you ‘think’ she is. Causing severe damage to the relationship.

“Cognitive dissonance is a major prison for human perception and an extreme example of denial. It is the state of stress and emotional unease that people feel when their beliefs are at odds with their experience or information before them. To remove this unease, either their beliefs have to change or they have to somehow explain away the experience or information that contradicts them.”

“Unless people are honest and open enough to accept what is happening, how can they possibly do anything about it?”

“If we don’t face what is, the ‘what is’ doesn’t change and goes on getting ever more extreme.”

“‘It is what it is’ must go together with ‘so let’s deal with it if anything is to change for the better, either in our individual lives or collectively. Without acknowledging the first part, you never do the second.”

“One girls journey arrived at the cross roads of choice.
One of the greatest gifts she gave life, was making up her mind.”

Never be afraid to tell your story.
When all is said and done, she lived life on her own terms unafraid.
It is not what happens to us in life, it is what we choose to do with the experience.

“I have experienced death in many ways.
My brother, my mother, relationships, and on and on it comes and goes. Hello from beyond.
Know this please. Life is a personal journey.
There are no guilt trips left behind, so please do not carry them.
Easier said than done I know. So what did living teach?
What was the greatest gift living gave after living has gone? Enjoy.
Be’live’ who you ARE. Right now.
This is not about a love between two people, it is about a love for all of life.
This is merely a taste of how to live and how to fly.
Just Another View of it.”

I choose to see what good came of it all. Not dwell on what did not.

I used to say all the time “there is more, there is more, calling it my ‘quantum leap’, for I had no words to describe what I inately knew?” My once upon a time husband said to me; “if I hear you say ‘quantum leap’ one more time …”

Single * Taken by “Life” * .•´*¸•*¨*•.¸¸

Pamela’s job over the last five years has been trying to get an amicable divorce.
Another thing I wish to point out is how David continues to say: ” … and stop undermining those who are trying to do something about it.” This lady’s life has been undermined for years by David and Co. She had to ‘get out’ in order to ‘find out’. Thank you.

Samurai standing ground quote pamela

Pamela had to gain strength and put on her Samurai Suit.
As the Scotts say: “Nemo me impune lacessit”
Nobody interferes with me with impunity
and this is often defiantly expressed in broad Scots as …
“Wha daur meddle wi’ me?”

I am not here to change your mind, I only ask that you behave justly.

Arrow 5B
If this is where I share more of this story then I shall do so upon upon a gentle journey. David and I were fine even though parting. We spoke, it was good. Pamela was watching it all unfold along the way. For all. In the beginning of (website) he had a Headlines page. December of 2008 (10 months after I left our marital home) whilst chatting with him by phone, he says; “Go and look at the Headline Page”. Below is what he posted. A picture of our writings upon the sand in Australia. Like I say, a once upon a time love that slipped away and died. I rest in a very calm inner place.


In the beginning stages David used to say “why do we have to say I love you all the time’?” There was much confusion for me. Bridge of Love Publications was not matching the people behind it. I was told to stop hugging so much when I first arrived. It is all okay either way for Pamela has flown away trying.

The lady was going to write about it in book form, then it was to be a film. Too long twas’ taking. She released the Clearing by speaking on Radio via a 5 Part Series. I wish to share an excerpt of what she had begun writing as she cleans the slate in good deed:

“What was happening between David Icke and Pamela Leigh Richards is not just about two people, once husband and wife. It is about you too. It is about making a difference and not being afraid to do so by taking the next best step. By crossing the line of divide and realizing there is no line but the line in your mind. It is time to equal-eyes. It is time to love beyond thought and walk in Heart at a Pace for Peace. If you learn anything from this, learn mental temperament, not to give in and keep going with balance, you are not alone, and get to know thy’self’. This book is not a criticism, it is merely an experience shared, and will lay it down as it was, as it is, and as it will be. My wish is that it teaches everyone something good. Time to push off the rivers edge and venture into the beautiful waters flowing in the vastness of forever.”
~ Melting the past and moving on, pamela leigh richards

Thank You to everyone who took the walk with moi. The whole point of this was to bring in a balance of calming fairness to a very unbalanced equation in the playground we all share. It must be safe for all. We did it. Together. And tis’ now time to sail, throwing away the unnecessary. To release and let go. The story remains for all to see on their individual journeys, with a desire to help lift them when they might have fallen too. If I can get back UP? So can you. Oh, I forgot to say that this was also very much about Pamela dissolving boundaries of fear and insecurities. Thinking she wasn’t good enough has held her back on many things. Not this time. She simply took life head on and did what she felt to be right.

Arrow 5C Release


This really could have been a softback/hardback book. Pammy just did not have the strength to do it. Her world is becoming very clear now, strength has been gained and continues to grow. Safe & calm waters are here with moi. This lass endured something that still surprises her. The most important thing was she had to ‘get out’ in order to ‘find out’ ~ this has many ‘Zen’ meanings which, she shall go into in her books. The “Pamela Conspiracy” is a separate digital book on this page. So, so much more, however, it has been unleashed and released. His story and hers sort of merged for awhile. Tis’ time to move on with hers. How she sees life and creation based upon her own experiences. She came across her diaries this morning while writing her other book and felt to add to this page, as it is here where it belongs. On her way she is now …. flying. Thank you all so very much for sharing the walk.

Pamela’s home environment felt as if she was being hit by thought forms, fear was in a rage all around, and she had to get out NOW. So much so that she left on 1 June staying in a London hotel until catching her flight on 6 June. When she walked out of her home, it was like a prisoner walking into a breath of fresh air for the first time.

Below is a snippet of the amazing journey from “Home to London to Egypt”, and what she wrote in reply to a helpful friend.

“Thank you for reminding me … that it is ok to be ‘me’. I am expanding exponentially and so much happening. I have been bruised and battered beyond belief and my energy field shattered to pieces and am still picking up the pieces. This journey though has been so beautiful however, underlying it, an enormous amount of pain, but not as much as it would have been without my deeper understanding. I am perfectly fine. Something is carrying me through this right now. It is ok. I am rising above all of it quickly. I will not have it anymore.

I am now in London (another synchronistic journey in my life) and will leave on Wed for the Red Sea in Egypt. I will share with you the story of what happened on the day I departed.[meaning my home on the Isle of Wight]

I saw this black man walking out of Vernon House from my living room window with his grey rollaway duffle bag. It caught my attention and thought? He was going somewhere. Then went back to what I was doing. Now get this? As I got to the top of the pier to catch the Kat to the mainland … I bought my ticket, walked out and my eyes were drawn to this black man sitting, waiting for the boat. I then looked down and it was this grey duffle bag I just saw earlier out my window! Something was drawing me to him. So, I walked over and said, “Do you live in Vernon House?” He said ‘yes’. I sat down with him and I can’t tell you the energy flowing around me. It was incredible. He is from Gambia. I started talking and did not stop until we parted on the mainland.

He was mesmerized the whole way. I could see it in his eyes and I don’t know where all this information was coming from really. It just started pouring out of me. He helped me with my luggage for I had two big cases and two shoulder bags with my camera equipment. We got on the boat and sat together. I continued to talk non-stop. He listened very intently. He helped me off the boat, we reached the train area, and I had to leave him now for I had a car waiting to take me to this hotel that I am now at in London. I hugged him and could see in his eyes how blown away he was by what he just heard. During the time I was talking, many times, he would ‘get it’ and say the same thing as I was just about to say, which, amazed me too. Our words linked up. It was so beautiful and very powerful.

Now, here I leave him and am walking down the ramp struggling with my two rollaway bags and my shoulder bags. A couple were smiling coming up from behind and said to me: “That will make you stronger”. We all laughed because it was funny, but for me, what was more funny were the little messages that life was giving me like “it will make you stronger”. It hit me and definately what is happening right now? Is making this lass so much stronger. It was such a beautiful journey with a deep connection to people all around. It was just lovely. I was smiling and happy and so full of love.

Arriving on the mainland I got to the car park, and the driver (Ian) came to help me, and away we went. Now, I normally would go to sleep on this two hour journey to London, but again, something happened within me and it just started flowing out. I did not stop talking with Ian the whole way. It was so profound that I noticed during the drive, as I was speaking at one point, it got very powerful in what I was saying about caring for one another and letting others know they are not alone etc… Ian was moved to tears… he wiped his eyes, for I know I was connecting to things that were hitting home for him too.

It was so incredibly beautiful. There is something happening and I can feel this energy connection that is like a download of information which is allowing me to speak very coherently and make perfect sense at these opportune times? I was so moved that something I could ‘say’ to another, touched them so much that it would make them cry? He actually said, that I was denying people what I had to say? It blew me away. He was telling me that I needed to go out and talk to people. To share with them just what I shared with him, and it would be a shame to deny the people of this information. Messages are coming at great speed if that makes sense? I am being downloaded with a lot and rapidly, that I have to have time to process it. Maybe that is why I am going to be alone for two weeks? I need it.

The travel agent told me, when I left on Friday, that “Ruth” the lady who is in charge of the dolphin trips out in the ocean? Told her to tell me, there were two families with children at the same place I will be at and they went out on Thursday (the day before I left my house on Friday the 1st of June which was also a Full Moon!) and they all got to swim in the wild with 300 dolphins! It was a rarity! I just said to myself in my mind: “Please dolphins, be there for me to swim with you freely! This is all happening for a reason. I know it.

I feel David was holding me in a box, filtering through his beliefs about me, and it was clipping my wings. No matter how much I was growing or what I would say he would only hear what he wanted, which, was like talking to a wall with no rational means of communicating towards the end of these days. I was trying to spread my wings and I kept being pulled back to the nest when I wanted to jump out there and fly. I have learned so much, and only wish him well, however, I must now go ….. I am stepping out of the nest, spreading my wings and I am going to fly!”

As I flew over the Mediterranean from England and entered the lands of Egypt, As clear as day a telepathic message came to me with no words, just a form of pure energy transferring the message and its translation was this: “I needed to get grounded. I needed to ground myself. Plant my feet back on the earth” Next, what ran through me after hearing this initial message on the plane, were overlapping telepathic thoughts, explaining that the reason I had to ground was because …
“You have things to fullfill within yourself.
This is a very personal journey.
You have to realize your gifts, gain confidence, stand strong.
You have a Heart to give which would help lift humanity in this physicality.”

The seeking we each strive for will never be found in the external.
For what is eternal, what has always been ‘in’ternal, can never be lost, only found.
A personal journey? Yes, indeed it is.

For it is good.
We are all here to do ~ what we are all here to do.
Playing our roles and living lives. Peace.

Pictures of Imperial Hotel in London.

Imperial Hotel Goddesses Either Side

Goddesses Up Close

The Goddesses

Goddess Foyer Other Side
The Goddess that greeted her as she entered on the left.

Goddess Foyer 1

The Goddess that greeted her as she entered on the right.

Imperial Hotel Room 9th floor
She originally was given another room.
She kindly asked for something higher with a view?
This is on the ninth floor and fit her like a glove. Perfect.
Never be afraid to ask. You never know how good something can turn out to be.

Imperial Hotel Window ledge
Well, pammy saw the ledge and said:
“Hey, I can crawl out there and film”, which she did 🙂

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The beginning began. She can now breath freely in peace.
View from the ledge into the place in between the space.

Climbing ladder
The entire exposure has been nothing but pure bliss from within expanding,
unafraid of transparency.
When you have nothing to hide, never be afraid to tell it like it is.
In doing so erasure of the issue becomes much easier and so freeing!
Through the fires she climbed!
Stay Happy on High.

Arrow Down

Thank you for listening to one girls truth. Peace.

All quotes: copyright Pamela Leigh Richards unless otherwise stated.
All content of this digital story Book and its writings copyright Pamela Leigh Richards 1960-infinity
Images: Top – Pamela on surface of Red Sea, Egypt, snorkelling with Dolphin going by.
Image: Lotus Flower Screen shot from JC Tefft
My Life With David Icke

Ayahuasca Experience

Posted in: A - Her Lucid and Mystical Experiences by Pamela on December 03, 2010

Through every rift of discovery some seeming anomaly drops out of the darkness,
and falls, as a golden link into the great chain of order.
~ Edwin Hubbel Chapin

I do believe that this experience I had in Brazil is part of what is happening in our world right now. When you begin to unplug from ‘thought’ and just ‘be’, you open the door for the miracles of all possablity. Ask and you shall receive and it begins with ‘thee’. When you change ‘within’ you have great affect on the whole. No matter where you are or what you are doing, In action or non action.For whether you are in Movement or in Silence, Life is always ‘happening’.

I feel we carry an Inner Sun. The pulsating Heartbeat with a rhythm that manifests the world seen. Light carries information. Light encodes reality. Open your eyes and spread what you be’live’ acting accordingly.

In 2003 I went to Brazil to partake of ayahuasca. This is one of the profound visual experiences. What I am going to share here also reminds me of this passage from the “Peaceful Warrior”, one of my favourite books about Infinity. A MILLION PATHS.

I could not believe it when I saw this picture a few years after the Brazil experience (see above), because it is a very close representation to the vision although different.

I was lying on my back floating in the universe with silver stars all around looking up into space with a massive steel grid above me. To the left, and on the other side of this grid was a hairy monster, sort of like a squatting bear, looking down at me with his claws on the frame. As I looked up I noticed the grid was hinged to the right of this furry guy. All of a sudden it began to slowly open – like an ‘A’ frame. The monster sat there and did nothing but watch, as I did, as a beautiful thin white stream of cloud came swirling through this opening.

The message passing through me, was that this white thread was going into the tops of the heads of every man, woman and child. It was pure energy. It was the pureness of what we might call ‘love’, yet, it was even more pure and powerful than this. It is something you won’t understand until it touches you.

The monster could do nothing because this energy is the highest level of existence or that is what I was receiving mind to mind or telepathically. Some might call it god, oneness, source, the unspeakable, the formless or whatever. I know my Heart and the journey is just beginning. The streamy white cloud from this vision could possibly be what The Wall of Bliss was? Pure coherent free energy. It was beyond describing.

We have the power to change the world that we ‘see’ outside by freeing the mind and clearing the holodeck. With ‘intent’, and the will of your heart, ‘what you feel inately’, are most important in my view. When these two come together (intention in line with the full spectrum of the heart), they create what I consider the “Third Force” of manifestation. Ask and you shall receive? Be direct and focussed about what you choose to ‘think’. Be protective about what you allow into your entire environment. This is your inate right.

Free your minds, empty the trash, open your hearts, remove fear, focus on peace, kindness, forgiveness, and ride the crest of the wave that is upon us. Transform.

In my view I will not take on the “only” choice we seem to have, which is to either sink or swim.
There is another way. It is a neutral place of flying straight through the middle and leaving all the ‘left’ and ‘right’, for it only holds ‘one’ in perpetual confusion like a yo-yo. Yes, it must be dealt with and is being done so, one mind at a time. We are bringing balance and it is a very personal journey for each and every one of us. You are the one to make the choices in your life. Noone else. Once one has enough information to ‘get it’, then it is time to change direction, focus and attention. It is time to change course.

Change your mind. Change your world. Do not be afraid to untie the chord.

You have the right to what enters your sphere of existence.
You have the right to decide who and what you surround yourself with.
You have the right to create an environment around you that is only for the higher good.
Where attention goes energy flows.

Remember in the Matrix movie and what Neo said? “The problem has always been choice”.
Remember, you don’t always have to answer every question posed.
It is time to calm the waters of polarity, steer our water/body/vessels/ships straight down the middle sailing through the illusion of separation and bring harmony back home.

It is time to do the different. To get to know thy’self’.
There are more ways to get to where we are going than just billions. You couldn’t even count them.
“The greatest gift I have given to Life, is making up my mind.”
“There is no greater Freedom than Truth in Love.”
“There is no greater love than truth without fear.”

I recommend this place for anyone who wishes to journey further within. It is where I went and will return. Thank you Silvia and Zoe. The land has turned into a paradise. You are beautiful people and hold a very special place in my Heart, always.

Images: Credited, otherwise unknown source at this time
Quotes: Pamela Leigh Richards unless otherwise stated.

The Heart Of A Sun

Posted in: A - Her Lucid and Mystical Experiences by Pamela on November 17, 2010

Years ago, sometime around 2002 or 2003,
I remember walking home one day where I lived on the Isle of Wight in England.
The Sun was setting on the left side of my walk, about the time of 4:30ish in the late afternoon.
All of a sudden the Sun began to tap my consciousness, like an awareness getting my attention.
This is the only way I can describe it.
It was the same sort of communication I had when in Egypt swimming with wild dolphins.
As I turned to look at the Sun, it was low enough that I could stare straight into it.
What was being shared is not something I could even begin to speak using our language.
When I got home, this is all I could say, as I attempted to share it with my husband at the time;

“The Sun was talking to me and I can’t tell you exactly what it was saying
other than there is more to know about that Sun in the sky. It is not what we are told it is.”

“Thoughts floating upon a guess that can manifest in the ‘chatter that does not matter.”

About a year ago in 2009, I saw 2 Suns next to the 1 in the sky. Throughout my awakening and journey in this life, there’s been a consistent telepathic communication that always expressed two things to me. And as best I can decipher in our language, they were: “Trust” and “Patience”. I have felt comfortable in embracing this and has always put me at ease when life got a bit bumpy. There is some intelligence beyond our current understanding, yet, our expanding awareness, connecting as we speak. And each of us are the ones putting in the call.

Mind your thoughts, heart, and intentions wisely for they are powerful and will co-create.
When one connects with the Infinite Divine Intelligent Creator (I would call this pure energy at the source), is when you become another part of ‘itself’, as a co-creator. And this is when manifestation of form is born into creation.

There is something to all of this Electric Universe, and what that is I could not tell you. I don’t worry about what I don’t know or what I do know. There are so many things to know, I decided to just go with the flow and let go. Enjoy the Moment. Moments can become gravitational and pull you down. Or they can be silent where you fly, even through sound.They are the pendulum swinging neither up nor down. It is the “Stop”, yet, Ever Moving Moment.

When I came to my new home in Northern Arizona many experiences began to unfold as I have posted a few of them in here. I began to feel a pulsating energy pouring through my heart chakra. It feels as if it is coming in through my heart chakra area with a flow out the top of my head and vice-versa. Like phfoom, phfoom,phfoom! Very powerful.

I shared this with a few friends saying that I could actually almost ‘see’ this energy swirling around my heart chakra area with the circumference expanding to about 18″ in diameter. It is so intense that when you experience this energy you cannot help but want to hug and love everyone!
And I mean from the heart not the head! And laugh! Love, love, love, the world needs more of …

“Sit down before facts like a child, and be prepared to give up every preconceived notion,
follow humbly wherever and to whatever abysses Nature leads, or you shall learn nothing.”

T.H. Huxley

Seeing this quote above, is again confirming in my view, how we are so not alone.
For I have been writing it this way with the same theme:
“Would one be so courageous and willing to let go of everything they took years to build and believe in if ‘truth’ facing them denied all that went before?”

Clinging to knowledge. Attached to it so ferrociously. Are you willing to let go of the script you’ve been reading from someone elses dream and co-create your own? Like the Architect said to the character “Neo” in the Matrix movie: “We’ve done this 6 times we’ve gotten pretty good at it.” Cycles, cycles, cycles of time. It is time to stop spinning someone else’s tale.

It is in ones Silence that the Universe surrenders and listens. Know thyself.
Chase away the darkness with everything ‘you are‘. Pure Electrifyingly Potent Love.
Don’t think twice before you listen to your heart no matter what.

Peace has no enemy and Love knows nothing else.

And now I am seeing and reading explanations in language that describe what I am experiencing.
Amazing and this is why it’s important we share to help others.
I never knew until a few years ago, that our bodies have more than one brain?
It made sense to me though. And based on experiences and what is now in front of me through the research of others, I feel it is true, that the heart has its own brain. It seems to be a huge portal of connection to higher realms of existence? If not a direct link to source? The heart is the major centre of intelligence in human beings. We think with our hearts, the most important endocrine gland. The heart not only sends messages to the brain, but before the brain can think the heart causes changes in the physical and emotional bodies! Biophysicists have discovered that the heart is a powerful electromagnetic generator. This is why one can alter the physical and health of oneself purely by loving every cell in your body.

We are truly in epic times of an end to a cycle that appears chaotic, yet, know there is good reason for these dark periods. Not something I am happy to endure, however, understanding its reasons makes the ride much easier. I desire to help bridge the gap between humanities fear of what is before us, to let go with ease, to trust of our own hearts and know that we are surely not alone. The chasm between what we all have sensed to be true and what is actually true, is so vast, yet, the division between the past and what is to come is like a reaching hand getting closer and closer. Be prepared for the touch. For it will be an electrical surge of monumental proportions. Do not think about it, relax and go with the flow of energy. It is the source of who and what you really are. Magnificent, powerful, possibly plasmatic, energetic, beings of pure coherent light?

“It is a strange thought, but I believe a correct one, that twenty or thirty pages of ideas and information would be capable of turning the present-day world upside down, or even destroying it. I have often tried to conceive of what those pages might contain, but of course I am a prisoner of the present-day world, just as all of you are. We cannot think outside the particular patterns that our brains are conditioned to, or, to be more accurate, we can only think a very little way outside, and then only if we are very original.” – Fred Hoyle, Of Men and Galaxies

Try defining a word? It is a construct used to communicate. In order to understand the ‘knowing’ of energy, well, when I go into a state of what I call a quantum leap? I reach a place where I experience the understanding that it has no reason to be explained? It just is. It, whatever that is, laughs at the mind trying to figure itself out when it already knows itself. This is a challenge, as words defy my ability to translate, yet, I know it. It is weird really because on the other side it is so simple. Very hard to explain because there is no other side. I’m trying and I’m laughing!

“We can only discuss or make intellectual advances by passing through the existing body of learning. This is such an enormous task, made even more enormous by the multitudes of specialized gate keepers, that no one can produce integrated thought … we are faced by a crisis in language and communication. This crisis is being accentuated, not eased, by the Universities.”
– J R Saul, The Unconscious Civilization

If you don’t stand for something, you fall for everything. Keep it simple. Free your mind and Remove Fear. I am so grateful for these amazing times we are in and feels like life rafts are being thrown out into the collective “mind fields” for us all to take hold of and share. It is time for transparency in ‘truth-speaking’.

“We stand on the verge of a vast cosmical discovery such as nothing hitherto imagined can compare with.”
~ Sir John Herschel in 1850.

Upon the discovery of a link between magnetic storms on Earth and sunspots,
to Michael Faraday, the vaunted experimentalist,
who was investigating the links between electricity and magnetism.

On Sunday, 27 February 2011
A friend, Bill Mortimer, took these photos of a Sedona Sunset in Arizona.
Two Suns in our Arizona skies? You decide.
Life is magical. Get used to it!

First Photo

Second Photo taken less than a minute later.

Our Misunderstood Sun
Build What You See

Feel Your Essence Build Peace

Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on September 03, 2010

“One of the greatest contributions I have given to Life, is making up my mind.”
~ pamela leigh richards

Open your heart and feel the power of love that has been sown.
That needs to be shared across the universe we have ever known.
The magnificent power of the energy of light that is free and abounds
That flies and its movement is everywhere awaiting your awakening
To unleash it and put an end to all pain.
May all be enveloped with this heart of change
So false infractions never do what they did before, and could never do again.
Bring the purity of love that is ‘formless’ into this ‘form of matter’.
In sympathetic resonance, through ones imagination, ‘thought’ and harmony.
With gratitude, honour and respect, I am truth-speaking.


History is bound to be repeated, unless you learn from it.
The Architect said to Neo in the Matrix movie “We’ve done this six times already,
We’ve gotten pretty good at it.”

History, [cycles of time] as we currently “know” it …
Is a revised edition, revisionist reconfiguring of linear events to a pre-determined destination
And thus is a pre-determined mind set for the largely unthinking mass consciousness
As we observe it today.

Upon closer scrutiny, when real thinking and inquiry is applied to this revisionist text, we must first discard all the usual signposts that we have been “taught” to view history through and within.
One of these signposts that we take as “normal,” but is really just another revisionist trick of the magicians and spin-doctors, is the linear nature of history and of time itself.
Time is not linear, it is spherical and holographic.

History, therefore, is not linear, and the revised editions are not only written forward towards a
pre-determined destination, it is also written backwards, revised from the back end,
starting from the pre-determined conclusion and being filled in accordingly all the way to the beginning.

The real question we must then ask is why and how did the spin-doctors
know the destination in the first place from which to spin their tale both forwards and backwards?
The answer is quite simple, and when considered objectively and without the mind-set of the spin,
is painfully obvious. The answer is simply that the destination was inherent in the inception.

You see, we humans are much more than we allow ourselves to be.
We are indeed partners with creation, partners with our Divine Source…
we are co-creators in this ongoing and eternal game of creation.
As such, we are literally bio-crystalline, virtual reality projecting units that can indeed
be the Cause and not at the effect of our own creation. But we can be controlled.
We can be entrained by a simple law of mechanics known as sympathetic resonance
in which, like a hundred pendulum clocks that begin their mechanistic timing at random
but quickly entrain to each other if placed together in an enclosed environment,
we can also be entrained to project our reality projections into a predetermined construction
based on fear and separation. We can be divided and thereby conquered,
entrained to believe that there is an enemy that is keeping us from ourselves.
The fourth dimensional overlords know this fact very well, and they have been working
with their third dimensional counterparts for these last 13,000 years,
because they knew one very important fact that we were kept in the dark from.
That fact was that there would come a time when the fourth dimensional overlords,
by divine law and legally binding contract, would have to leave,
so they have spent all these years working and training those on the ground in 3D
to achieve an artificially maintained hologram into which the six billion incarnate forms on the planet would continue to project the reality of lack and limitation, fear and survival, and thereby be controlled.

But now the treaty is over…and those of us who are awake in the game are free.
But in order to be free, one must be truly free of all things that bind…
fear, belief in lack and limitation, belief systems of all kinds, belief in limiting sciences,
limiting religious forms, beliefs that beliefs are real.
For, you know, the animal that is domesticated and trained to live on a leash or in a cage
will not be able to leave the cage even when the bars are removed.
It is only the one who knows that the bars were never there in the first place
who can walk free from the illusory cage first.

In the age-old image of the Ouroboros lies the thought of devouring oneself and turning oneself
into a circulatory process, for it was clear to the more astute alchemists
that the prima materia of the art was man [physical thought form] himself.
The Ouroboros is a dramatic symbol for the integration and assimilation of the opposite, i.e. of the shadow.

This ‘feed-back’ process is at the same time a symbol of immortality, since it is said of the Ouroboros
that he slays himself and brings himself to life, fertilizes himself and gives birth to himself.
[birth=co-creation by thought-intention-encoded-blueprinted-projected-holographically]
He symbolizes the One, who proceeds from the clash of opposites, and he therefore constitutes
the secret of the prima materia which … unquestionably stems from man’s unconscious.
We are a planet of Freewill and we are a creation of love.
Fear and deception will destroy us, whereas the love vibration
and an understanding of who we are will bring peace and harmony to the entire galaxy.
[The 1 symbolizes the Alpha, The Beginning. The 9 symbolizes the Omega, The End.]
[The number 19 is the number of the Sun. 19=(9+1)=10 10=(1+0)=1. The Father and Sun are 1.]
[We are the 1’s we have been waiting for. The inner light we all carry. Lighten up!]
[The illusion is that all flames are hot. They are not.
[Light picks up code and carries information.]
[Cycles of ‘time’ reflecting, repeating and fulfilling itself again and again, history, his-story, his-lie.]
[Polarity began when darkness entered the equation.]
[It is time to Light Up. It is time to Wake Up and Open Your Eyes to a new Reality in Harmony]
Some supporting documentation: Ken Cousins, Holographic History

The Big Bang was the marriage of Light and Dark?
Polarity began when darkness entered the equation. Co-creating forms of ‘matter’.
The original ‘thought’ that ‘thought all life into existence, was living in peace and harmony.
My view is that the Sun is the original Source. The coherent Light. The original ‘thinker’.
Which is why it was worshipped so much through Sun-worship. I feel it could be a Stargate as well.

I also feel this Stargate or Inner Sun is within each and every one of us to co-create.
We are co-creators and have the power ‘within’ to do this.
“Source”, call it god, oneness, infinite all, or whatever name, name, name you give it,
the pureness energy of ‘life’ is in everything, and I feel, is there to be used wisely and kindly.
Keep it Simple!
It does not ‘matter’ what “Form of Matter” one is in, be it the clothes one wears or the colour of ones skin.
What ‘matters’ is where ones Heart sits. Where ones Intentions sit.

Light picks up ‘thought’, as this generates information and encodes it.
Then manifests it as your co-creation. Thoughts create.
It is time to be coherent. Bring balance in. It is time to wipe the slate and thoughts clean and begin anew.
The devil’s in the detail. Keep them busy on the farm. Keep them in constant confusion. The polarity.
The back and forth, the yo-yo, the yin yang, the left right, the up and down. The who you going to vote for?
No more.

The darkness said to the Light “I offer you all the kingdoms of the world, if you bow to me”. The Light said;
“They are not yours to give for they only exist because of the Light I give you, holographically speaking.”
“I am in this world (the Light) but not ‘of’ it”. Of course not.
The Light is here and there and everywhere, what I call the white thread of love in truth-speaking.
It permeates everything, for it is the Source of Creation. Get it? No name. Just is what it is.
Do not get lost in the distractions of names, names, names, for there are many, many to capture your mind.
Some co-creators have abused the Lights powers for its own greed and eventually will be its own self-destructing.

And it too, can be re-born again to come back in another cycle of ‘time’.
I simply choose not to support this timeline.
Change your mind, change the world. Change direction and focus? Change your life.
The darkness can appear as an Angel of Light? Of course it can.
For in a holographic universe many, many pictures can be contained within the same picture frame.
The wolf in sheep clothing? The darkness in human form? Yes, indeed it can be.
Remember, it is not the clothes one wears to look at, it is the heart ‘within’ to pay attention to.

Do not get caught in the web of deceipt. Follow your heart, stop ‘thinking’ so much and keep it simple.

And whoever/whatever, encoded/wrote/entered into the equation
that women must bear pain on childbirth forgot one thing … It is not nice to fool Mother Nature.
Love is All. Our greatest ally is Nature and we are all a part of it.
Be kind to yourself. Love yourself. Love Life.
Protect your environment and what enters your eyes/ears/mind/body and soul. All your senses.
Free Your Mind, Remove Fear, Wipe the Slate Clean and Know Thyself.
Stop intellectualizing everything and go ‘within’.
Rise, Awaken, and become the powerful loving being you are.
Remember you are the Captain of your water/body/vessel/vehicle. You are the Captain of your ship!

“Where you look, there you are. Your reality awaits you” Pamela Leigh Richards

“One of the most interesting definitions of enlightenment I have ever heard described
Was having ones Heart and Mind Rise to the Heights of Ecstasy
And then Sink to the Depths of Despair
Alternating at the Speed of Light Between the Two.”

When one sees the truth, the world turns out to be a dream, a fiction in ones mind.
We are fully real-eyes’d beings, saying that we are not.
One will come to see that this is a fiction of ones imagination, a dream.
And when one lets go of it, what is left over is the infinite one in all.
Then it is here one is fully real-eyes’d and totally free.
Learn to act, not react. Let outer events be a reflection of inner action:
solve problems inwardly, as the gods do, and outer events will follow.
Walk in a sacred manner.

“When we have absolute ‘nothingness’, then, we will be free.”
Just Another View of Life.

Do not think twice before you listen to your heart.
Let go of all attachments, fears and misguided belief systems.
Remove the names, names, names for ‘things’, and simply listen to your ‘within’ and follow the Light of your Heart.

“Truth is an individual thing. Truth is not ‘out there’, Truth is ‘within’.
Whatever you believe, will be your truth-speaking.”

Well, not really 🙂

As co-creators of our reality, let us gently seed a ‘new dream’
and hold it in the belly of our imaginations.
Let us hold the vision in our hearts, and share the dream.
And may your journey continue to unfold with ever deepening elegance and grace.
As the unfolding fractals of who we are dance among the ever flowing waves.

The chaos, in my view, (Clearing Hell, Applying, Out of Space)
is simply the Fractals of life (us) changing direction.
The vibe is on, the focus is different,
therefore, the new reality is happening and co-creating.
The window is opening and it is time to go with the flow. Remove Fear and Know Thyself.

“This is a message and a prayer to share with whomever,
that what my travels are teaching me is a great truth.
That we already have what everyone is searching for.
The love that loves me, and we were all born to love with forever.
Presiding and flourishing in our gardens and skirts of the seas
Simple in its treasures as the understanding self made awakens to being
Docking into the harbours of home
Where worries, grief, fears, angers or the mighty winds of time
Could never knock down the seedling of a tree now grown.
May everyone know
This kind of Love and be healed by it.
May this ink on paper be heard and erase all guilts and regrets.
And put an end to all anger, warring, misunderstandings,
divisions and chains that bind the mind, please.
Who will be the branch in the wind that bends to release?
I pray it is I, for the choices I make are not about thee, but surely about me.”
~ pamela leigh richards

Quotes: Pamela Leigh Richards unless otherwise noted.
The Gift of a Fall

Quantum Entanglement

Posted in: The Observation Deck by Pamela on August 27, 2010

Free your mind. Remove Fear. Everything you do effects everything.
Clean earth. Clean skies. Clean Air. Clean mind.
You are what you ‘think’ you are.
Your world is what you have allowed it to be by believing in someone elses dream.
It is time to wake up, do the different. Turn yourself inside out.
And co-create a new reality.

Written on the tombstone of humanity:
They denied the existence of the strange objects in their skies;
they denied the existence of the cryptic designs in their fields;
they denied the true nature of their own existence;
but in the end they couldn’t deny their own self-destruction.

Few tragedies can be more extensive than the stunting of life,
Few injustices deeper than the denial of an opportunity to strive or even to hope,
by a limit imposed from without, but falsely identified as lying within.
~ Stephen Jay Gould

Another View Of Life

Posted in: A - Another View of Life by Pamela on January 17, 2010

“I believe that a knowledge of that perfect life sits inside you as the North Star sits in its unalterable spot. You may think you’re utterly lost, that you’re going to die a bewildered death in the Dark Wood of Error. But brush away the leaves, wait for the clouds to clear, and you’ll see your destiny shining as brightly as ever: the fixed point in the constantly changing constellations of your life.”

Finding Your Own North Star – claiming the life you were meant to live.
Martha Beck

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