I drew this in 1986 two years after the murder of my younger brother, Robert, in October, 1984.

I never knew. It took me for a very long loop.
Something happened at this two year mark, in 1986 where I drew this ~ where things, where my surroundings, were becoming okay to feel and hear again. I was so lost, so devastated, it hurt to breathe. Yet now, my heart was feeling lighter and could breathe more easily. Don’t know why or how, it just happened. My heart was simply enjoying and sensing this emotional release,  dissolving the enormous pain upon my being that seemed never ending. The drawing depicts that moment of releasing. Leaving the dark one walking into the Sunlight.

With never ending love in my heart, goodbye.

So freeing.

This was the first break in recovery from grief.

It took another three years before the magical moment happened.

Something out of the ether completely unexpected ~ and if it didn’t I would not be writing this.

Five years to the month, from October of 1984, to October of 1989,

it happened unbeknownst to me.

October, 1989.

Living in my apartment still trying to breathe in life and living, for it made no sense to me and wanted out of this emotional misery and grief. It was excruciating. I had it all planned out, and how I was going to do it. I could not take it anymore.

As clear as day I remember this moment.

I dropped to my knees and prayed to God (whatever that is) saying:

“Please let my heart stop.”

The very moment I said that?

You could not put a cigarette paper between me saying it and what happened next.

BAM!

Something energetically, as I call it, came up and slapped me up the backside of my head.

That is what it felt like.

The dark world I lived in for five years slammed shut!

And Pamela came back. Just like that.

I set goals and attained every single one of them.

Everyone around me were saying “What happened to you?

One minute you want to die, the next you are happy to live!”

Yes I was very happy! And have no idea what happened. It just did.

And on we go to another Chapter of this amazing life we live.

Robert came to me telepathically in 1998 in Cancun.

2020: All in more detail in one of the four books I’m writing.

Love to ALL.

Peaceful settlement is my wish for our world.
An individual becomes that which it fights.
Forgiveness is Freedom.
Thoughts, intentions with heart are our might.
© pamela leigh richards

Artist of Image unknown.
If anyone knows where it came from
I would gladly like to credit this beautiful work of art.
I added the text and do hope it is agreeable
with the original artist.

This drawing was done in the midst of unbelievable emotional pain.

My younger brother was murdered in 1984.
He was 23 and I, 24.

My heart was literally broken, which, is why I am floating on the clouds
I was lost and could not be found,
with my heart swirling outside of me crying,
as I try to heal it.

Many tears were shed that could fill an ocean.
It was a very dark time and the depth of sadness I encountered was unbearable.
It was torture just to breathe.

It took five years of my life and I almost did not make it through.
The one comfort I had was knowing I was not alone.

It truly was another world.
For the one I had known
Fell apart.

It was because of this experience that led me to who I am today.

The full story of this is forthcoming
for I wish to be a comfort for others
who have fallen as I did back then.

When one is down, the other picks you up.

Anyone who is experiencing a loss or sadness please know,
that you are not alone.

My brother came to me telepathically in February of 1998
and my mother came to me very profoundly in my dreams
as she was passing on too, in November of 2003 of cancer.

Life goes on. It is never ending.
Let’s simply end the suffering.
Of those that are passing and those that are still breathing.

Enlightenment is the end of suffering
~ Buddah

Picture ©pamela leigh richards, 1984

©pamela leigh richards, 1976I was 16. 

©pamela leigh richards, 1980

I was 20

 

 

While the ‘system’ is saying the world is free
The ‘system’ being the so-called powers that be
Making us all feel nice and easy?

It is time to take responsibilty.

Time to wake up

As bright as the morning sun taking your power back with no fear.

Our breath is ours to appreciate
As it comes from the ONE PURE ENERGY,
Flowing through everything.

Life is calling upon each of us to look in the mirror

The choice is upon everyone now
To decide
Whether to go left or right.

If I may suggest to actually go neither?
For the neutral path,
Will most certainly break the pattern.

Here is a ship passing in the night
Don’t be afraid, reach out and you will find
A world filled with love seeing the ocean as one
You are safe here.

Drop in –

Your real journey has just begun.

 

 

~ pamela leigh richards, March 24, 2007

Picture 1 www.istockphoto.com
Picture 2 ©pamela leigh richards Egypt on the Red Sea
Picture 3 ©pamela leigh richards Egypt on the Red Sea
Picture 4 from google

 

 

THE ONLY POWER anything HAS OVER YOU …
IS YOUR FEAR OF anything.

~ pamela leigh richards

IMAGE BY KAGAYA
“Using this image needs the permission of KAGAYA Studio,
so you can not re-use it without our permission.”

Live today in every way
Because you never know what tomorrow may bring.
Never miss your opportunity,
For life is ever changing.
In an instant, it’s now or never
Like a flash what was today
May be gone forever.

© pamela leigh richards

Image source unknown

“This is why people are attracted

to those who stand up and speak their mind.

The rebels who live life.

Talking about the things one might wish could, but dare not.

For fear has enslaved the many, to keep their clarity buried.

The time is now, the awakening no longer hushed

The covers that were once thought warm

Are now the deception being thrown

Lifting our bodies of light out of bed

We have voices to be heard, as we raise our heads.

Our eyes now see, and ears now hear

The illusion and veils are lifting,

The sound is clear.

My wings were once clipped, one by one

As I fell to the ground wandering.

The might of love has no boundaries,

It is within this realm of peace and understanding,

That we become great wings

Remembering …

Everything.

~ pamela leigh richards, 2007

 

 

TOP IMAGE BY KAGAYA
“Using this image needs the permission of KAGAYA Studio,
so you can not re-use it without our permission.”

Second and Fourth images purchased through istockphoto.com
Animated image FALLING FEATHERS by Animepaper.net

FIRST IT IS RIDICULED.

THEN IT IS VIOLENTLY OPPOSED.

FINALLY, IT IS ACCEPTED AS SELF-EVIDENT.

~ Schopenhauer

“Baby, there are only two things:
Nothing, and What You Generate”

-Anurag Gupta

Truth is not hidden it is scattered.
Like a tapestry
The thread of truth and love is interwoven
Among great deception
It is up to each and every one of us to know
Which thread to connect to
For interwoven in the fabric of life
We have the dark and the light
It is through the thread of love that connects us all
Without fear and freeing my mind
It is through love, I place my call.

~pamela leigh richards

Whale Rider the movie inspired.

In 1969, a 14-year-old Beatle fanatic named Jerry Levitan,

armed with a reel-to-reel tape deck,

snuck into John Lennon’s hotel room in Toronto

and convinced John to do an interview about peace.

38 years later, Jerry has produced a film about it.

Using the original interview recording as the soundtrack,

director Josh Raskin has woven a visual narrative

which tenderly romances Lennon’s every word

in a cascading flood of multipronged animation.

Raskin marries the terrifyingly genius pen work of James Braithwaite

with masterful digital illustration by Alex Kurina,

resulting in a spell-binding vessel for Lennon’s boundless wit, and timeless message.

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